Chapter 6: Silent Appointments (6)
The originally bustling city became so bleak and drowsy. It's really like a June day, a child's face, and it will change when it is said. The mood of the person is extremely low.
I don't know how long it took Bingqing to arrive at the station. When you arrive at the station, instead of getting on the bus back home, you get on the bus that goes in the direction of your home. At this time, Bingqing was so determined.
At this time, Bingqing was sitting in the car, and his heart had already flown to the hospital and flew to Yujie's side. The wheels were spinning rapidly, but his heart seemed to freeze at this moment. The trees are still, the fields are still, the mountains are still, the sea is still and everything is so annoying, everything is incredible.
In late autumn, the weather became so bleak and bleak, the autumn wind on the side of the road whirred into the car, Bingqing fought a cold war, and his mind was much clearer.
Where has he been? I don't know how long it took, Bingqing arrived at the door of the hospital where Yujie was.
But he didn't walk into the hospital.
Bingqing could only silently wish Yujie a speedy recovery. Yujie, do you know the way? How Bingqing wants to see you at this time! How he wants to take care of you and be there for you.
He clearly remembered the first time Yujie was sick, he had promised that if Yujie encountered any difficulties in the future, Bingqing would help in time and wait by her side. But today Bingqing is going to lose his trust.
It's not that he doesn't want to take care of Yujie, it's not that he doesn't want to see her.
is afraid that being alone with men and widows will have a bad impact on Yujie.
He's afraid that he won't be able to control his feelings when he sees you!
He's afraid, afraid he'll fall in love with you!
He was afraid that Yujie would say that he would take advantage of the situation.
I'm afraid that I will be misunderstood by others, and I say that Bingqing and Yujie are not related.
He was afraid......
Despite this, Bingqing still dialed Yujie's phone.
"Yujie, are you feeling better now?" Bingqing was in a hurry.
"I'm ...... now. It's all wrong. I'm hanging water. Yujie comforted Bingqing and said.
"Bingqing, where are you now?" Yujie also knew that her missed date had dealt a blow to Bingqing.
"I ...... I'm on my way home now......" Bingqing lied.
Yujie, do you know the way? I'm not far from you right now. But I will lie. I can only say I'm sorry.
"I'm sorry, Bingqing, I missed the appointment again today, I thought we would see each other." Yujie said weakly.
"Yujie, don't think so much, I won't blame you! Besides, you're sick now! But I can't be by your side to take care of you, and I don't feel good! Bingqing's heart was full of sourness. It's a foot away, but we can't see each other.
"Yujie, you have to take good care of yourself, and you have to eat yourself for nothing." Bingqing cared about Yujie's body at this time.
"Yujie, an inconsequential man is thinking about you at this moment, do you know the truth? I gave up more than 200 yuan a day for you to go to see you. It's a pity I didn't see you! Money is like dung, seeing you is what I think. Yujie, my heart is not comfortable either. I'm not to blame you for all this, if you want to blame it, blame my damn phone, why is there no battery. Why can't you remember to charge it? Why are you so stupid? Why do you want to go drinking with your friends, and why do you want to go to mahjong with your friends. If I had been here, you wouldn't have made such a big deal. If only I could suffer this sin for you, for you're the sake of you! Bingqing thought bitterly
Yujie, blame me, blame me for being bad, blame me for being a bastard, blame me for being a gambler, blame me for not seeing you, blame me for being full of wine and meat. Bingqing kept scolding himself in his heart. If he saw Yujie, Bingqing might not ask Yujie to go home, so maybe nothing would happen. Yujie will not have an accident.
Yujie, if your family is not there, he Bingqing will definitely come to your side, but not now. He doesn't want you to be discredited, he doesn't want to make a bad impact on you. In his heart, you are the holy goddess, and you are the eternal Tianshan Snow Lotus in my heart.
Bingqing was alone outside the gloomy hospital room, wandering...... Wandering .......
Besides, the pain and suffering you have suffered Bingqing can't bear for you, so it's better to choose to leave in style.
Bingqing finally left ruthlessly. When he stepped on the bus on the way home, he regretted it. But the car had gone far, far away. There's no village in front of you, there's no shop in the back, and it's not easy to go back, so let's go.
Yujie, I seem to see you in tears, I seem to see you who are lost, I seem to see you in pain, I seem to see you in haggardness. Bingqing thought about Yujie in her mind.
You can endure this pain, this kind of suffering. I'm sorry. I'm leaving.
Yujie, do you know the way? Two wordless defaults hit him hard. This trip to the city was also in vain, and I came here in vain - after all, I didn't see Yujie.
Sitting in the car, thinking about you—it's futile to think, after all, you won't understand all this, you won't know the way, your haggard appearance resurfaced in my heart.
Yujie: Do you remember? When we first chatted. How long have we been talking? But while I'm playing the game, your avatar flashes. That's you, Bai Yujie.
Bingqing thinks I, a dignified leader, have something to talk about with you.
Just perfunctory with you, just like that, we chatted, chatted......
Before we knew it, we were talking until 2:30 in the morning.
Inadvertently, they have become friends who talk about everything and everything, and it is no longer the relationship between leaders and subordinates.
A common language, a common word, makes us friends and confidants.
Yujie, do you remember countless late nights? They just chatted.
"Every 12 o'clock, we ask, do you still work overtime? And just like that, we added classes again and again. We even talked all night long. "Every time the conversation comes to mind.
During the chat, they talked about school, about society, and about the future. Only they were not mentioned......
Yujie, do you know the way? Whenever night falls, it is a good time when Bingqing wants to talk to you the most. So he can get through the long night! You are my best friend, you are my best friend, you are my confidante.
Yujie, we are friends after all, and it is easy to walk when there are more friends, but it is a pity that my friend has not done anything for you. I regret that I walked away in the first place - I chose to take a cowardly path. Bingqing thought that he would never forgive himself in this life.
But can you understand all this? Can you know that a man cares about your heart? What you won't understand today, what you won't understand tomorrow, you'll never understand! I'm just silently thinking about you. I'm a coward, I'm a jerk. I chose to run away from difficulties in the face of difficulties, and I will not forgive myself.
"Bingqing, where are you? Pay attention to safety on the road...... "Although Yujie was lying on the hospital bed, she was worried about Bingqing.
"I'm sorry I didn't go with you. I'm home right away! Bingqing said helplessly.
"It's okay, I won't blame you, I'll go back on the 30th......" Yujie told me the day she went home.
"Don't be in a hurry? Besides, you're not in good health? You can come a few days late and be fine! I'll take care of everything here. "I don't want Yujie to only care about work and not pay attention to her body.
August 30th, let's stop on August 30th...... How could it be so fast? Will she be able to come back then? Bingqing's heart was filled with countless questions.
Probably another wordless miss of the appointment......
The wordless loss of the appointment is called Bingqing's loss, pain, hard to forget, and thousands of reluctances.
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