In the void world, the lonely is left with only himself, just like the entire planet is left in darkness, and his body is hidden in the darkness, no! This darkness is my body...... I am all that darkness is. When you close your eyes, you can feel that your neural perception has extended to the end of darkness......

But, for what, for what can't you see? I can't even see myself...... I don't feel anything...... I can't even feel it in my own body...... What the hell is this place! Where am I? Why can't I escape? Can't end!

The lingering loneliness and tranquility made me feel like I was about to collapse, and every nerve in my body was like a tight rubber band, stretching longer and stiffer. What is this place? And I, what is it?

Slowly, slowly, the dark space began to spin, and my mind fell into a mess, and instead of stopping, the rotation became faster and faster, faster and faster! I...... I didn't have a body, but I could clearly feel that my body lost its gravity and began to spin, spinning.

My head was dizzy and messy, but my consciousness was incomparably clear. The dizziness made me vomit uncomfortably, vomiting like crazy, and I couldn't even breathe for a long time. What does it feel like? There is no consciousness to think about ...... I don't want to think about it...... I just want to end it quickly, but, how?

The extremely uncomfortable feeling continued, and the next moment, an even more terrible feeling appeared.

I began to realize that I was lying in the vastness of the universe, spinning constantly. I couldn't stand because the swirling space made me lose my center of gravity. The space seems to be expanding.

No!

It's my body that's swelling! An extremely uncomfortable feeling of expansion, watching my body grow bigger and bigger, as if growing out of thin air, that feeling is growing infinitely, expanding infinitely, as if it is about to tear the body apart in this strange space. But there was no pain, only the infinite swelling of the depression made me feel like I was about to die.

I don't know if it's too uncomfortable, or if it's expanding too fast, just when I'm facing an explosion...... My body turned smaller, I covered my head uncomfortably, what happened to me? What a terrible feeling?

I didn't have time to think about it, but I felt that my body was getting smaller and smaller rapidly, until it ...... Until it was compressed into a small pitiful space, like a gap between the thumb and forefinger. At this moment, the body is constantly getting smaller and smaller in the cracks! I couldn't breathe at all, my mind went blank, I couldn't end the weirdness, I could only endure it.

Rapidly expanding, growing, expanding, expanding, swelling, no time to breathe. I only felt that the world was in chaos, and the clear sensory nerves were telling me that my body was rapidly compressing!

Rapid compression, getting smaller, compressing, compressing, compressing, you can't shout if you want to!

Repeated, repeated, constantly repeated and swollen. Compression, repetition, repetition and compression. Consciousness is facing a collapse, no matter how much it struggles, no matter how painful it is, it can never end.

……

It wasn't until my consciousness collapsed like a stone that I woke up from my vision, and the weakness of my whole body made me tremble.

Is that a dream? Why do I wake up so uncomfortable, why are dreams so real? No! It's not a dream, but what is it if it's not a dream?

Yes! It's painful! It's uncomfortable! Tears couldn't help but welled up in my eyes, I held my head and fell to the cold ground, rolling, rolling wildly, but no matter how I stimulated my body, I still couldn't stop the suppression attack on my brain, and it made my spiritual world collapse.

I'm scared of that feeling......

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"Why do you feel so hard to breathe? I'm running out of breath...... No matter what you do, no matter who you're with, you can't stop it...... Who will save me? Who will save me? But I didn't dare tell anyone. ”

"I don't like to talk anymore, I get bored when I see people, I am afraid when I see people, as if everyone is fake, in this world, in fact, am I the only one? They must be virtual...... Yes, it must be! ”

"Why do you always feel uncomfortable? Why can you always hear your heartbeat clearly? When do you feel your breathing interrupted? Am I dying? ”

"He's trying to hurt me! They're watching me! They're talking about me! They must be thinking about how to frame me! It must be so, it must be! ”

"Why do I have to repeat the action? Why do I think crankily if I don't do it? Will you die if you don't repeat it? Yes! One, two, three...... Hundred...... Can't stop at all......"

"Am I dreaming? You see, if you cut your finger for anything, you won't feel pain, it must be a dream. But why can you feel the blood flowing out of your body? It was a very clear, weird feeling......"

……

In the crowd, there was a sea of people.

I always feel that the people around me are just virtual characters, they are talking, they are walking, they are laughing, they are crying, all emotions seem to constantly affect the people around them, and then expand to the people around them, constantly spreading. But in your eyes, it's all just virtual. Only oneself is real, and only oneself is a real individual!

As if he had seen through the world, man A said, "If you fall, there will always be a few pigs laughing." ”

Man B said solemnly: "I know what you're talking about!" ”

"Are you crazy? Do you know what I'm talking about? ”

"You're referring to someone falling down in the street, right?"

"Wrong! I'm talking about falls! ”

Man B touched his head and said, "Is there a difference?" ”

Man A picked up the stone on the ground and threw it into his mouth and bit it violently, and there was a crisp cracking sound of teeth. Man A spat out bloody stones and cracked teeth, and grinned with a mouth full of blood: "This is the difference!" ”

A young woman in white walked in the distance, and when she saw the bloody mouth of Man A, she showed a disgusted expression and said, "Why are you biting stones again?" Aren't you in pain? The woman in white picked up Man A and walked into the distance.

Man A let the woman pull him, his eyes seemed to be deep in thought, but the next moment he turned his head and shouted to man B with a grin: "There is a difference! What a difference! ”

Man B squatted on the ground, looking at the stones and broken teeth on the ground, his brows were furrowed, as if thinking about Man A's words, he bled his cheeks and pondered, wondering: "What is the difference?" ”

"Oh! I get it! ”

"If you fall, there will always be a few pigs laughing because laughing at you falling. But if you don't laugh, you don't think you're a pig? If you still help him, you might turn into a pig too! So whether you laugh or not, you'll become a pig! The difference is only between boars and sows. ”

Man B seemed to have a clue, then dropped his hand and picked up a stone and threw it into his mouth, with a sharp click.

Blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, and Man B looked up excitedly and smiled: "Ah, there is really a difference!" ”

The woman in white in the distance couldn't help but cover her face helplessly when she heard the voice, and sighed.

In the crowd, everyone seemed to be left alone, and some people were squatting on the ground, not knowing what Lu Dao was looking at for hours. Some people rolled their eyes, stuck out their tongues, and stood motionless in the sunlight with their hands outstretched. Some people talk to the people next to them, and the people next to them seem to understand and giggle.

"I used to be a superman, I was a superman who saved the earth, but once I fell in love with a female monster and I was killed by her! But I won't regret it, because ...... I love her ......"

"I remember I was a piece of because there was a flower that fell in love with me and we were happily together. But after the end I moistened her with my own body, she lived, and I died. I don't regret it because ...... I love her ......"

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"I used to be a fatal person, I cut three thousand nine hundred knives on my body, and I don't regret it because I can turn painful feelings into happy feelings......"

Someone in the crowd turned their heads, rolled their eyes, and stammered, "Then why aren't you dead yet?" ”

"Yes, I'm not dead! That's just a dream! I remember it was just a dream! The man was silent for three seconds, then suddenly stood up, and at the same time grabbed a person's neck with one hand, his face was surprised, and he said happily like a child: "Tell me, it's a dream." ”

The choked man stuck out his tongue and grinned, "I am a tree, and a tree can't speak!" ”

Seeing this, the two white-clothed women in the distance hurriedly trotted over and grabbed the man. The woman frowned and said, "He's sick again, hurry up and send him to the infirmary to take medicine!" ”

Another woman said with an irritated face: "I just ate it, why did I get sick so quickly!" ”

The man ignored the two women, pulled his hands back violently, and his strong arm force directly pushed the two weak women to the ground.

The people around them watched silently, without any reaction, as if they had nothing to do with them at all.

The man's misty eyes turned into clarity! He stretched out his hands with an affectionate face, gently stroking his neck like a wife, his hands slowly swiped his face, he looked extremely happy under the sun, and the feeling was extremely weird!

But in the next moment, the man's clear eyes suddenly turned into fear, and his pupils dilated instantly. Because he stroked his face's hands, he clearly felt that there were three deep scars on his face!

"I don't believe it...... I don't believe it! ”

The man screamed, and suddenly tore his weak shirt, and the dazzling sight instantly frightened the surrounding people to flee in panic.

The two women in white let out a sharp long scream, and one woman cried aggrievedly: "They all said don't come here to work!" They all said no, you see that the people here are crazy! ”

The woman's voice drew the security guards of the mental hospital, and the sound of two electric rods clamping the electric current pressed directly against the man's neck. The continuous trembling instantly caused the man to roll his eyes and faint to the ground.

The security guard put away the electric baton and said to the two women with a lewd smile: "There is an uncle, you don't have to be afraid!" "I don't know if the security guard's smile is too lewd, or too lewd.

The two girls shouted in unison aggrievedly: "The old lady is gone!" ”

Two cold snorts seemed to hit the security guard's obscene heart hard.

Anger suddenly surged into his heart, all the fault seemed to be attributed to the man, the security guard scolded, looked down and saw him lying on the ground, and the eyes were the dense scars on his body, like fish scales, one by one......

If it is a painting, how vivid it is, the distance and the bending amplitude make people can't help but think of the scales of a fish, but this kind of art pierced his heart, and the dense phobia instantly attacked, and the foot that he wanted to kick out of the lun could no longer get out.

Sick psychology comes from the heart, and if the heart is not lacking, people are beautiful.