7. Physical strength
(Second Update!) Who said I was going to write a romantic comedy that smells sour? Wouldn't it be boring to write a romantic comedy so early? I said that I was longer than the original book.,That's how easy it is to cheat money.,Oh no.,It's convenient for the plot to unfold, isn't it? Who doesn't like something that can be done in tens of thousands of words, right? I'm going to write a big long, a big long. Even if the original book is finished, I can write it. As long as someone supports it. I'm referring to the monetary sense. )
At noon, I didn't just find a place to eat as I used to. To be precise, I don't feel like I'm in the mood to eat. Ignoring the seemingly staring gaze under the snow, I just stood at the door of the faculty room with a piece of paper in my hand and knocked on the door, and when I heard the voice inside, I walked in.
"Huh? You kid doesn't do your romantic comedy, what are you doing here? Ms. Shizuna Hiratsuka, who was sitting in the faculty room, looked at me with some surprise as she walked in, as if she couldn't understand why I was here.
"There's never been a romantic comedy or anything, right? Black comedy is everywhere. ”
I replied nonchalantly, and handed her the paper in my hand.
As if he had expected it a long time ago, Mr. Hiratsuka did not take the piece of paper, but put on a slightly serious expression. He put aside the cup in his hand, took out a cigarette, lit it with a very handsome gesture and put it in his mouth. The two eyes hung up quite vigorously, staring straight at me. And I looked at it with a calm gaze.
"You've decided? Don't care about anything, don't care about anything, and then live alone according to your rotten logic? Even though there are two beautiful girls by your side, are you not at all impressed? ”
"What is destined to belong to someone else, I am tempted by nothing, right? It's all an illusion anyway. ”
For this kind of dissuasion, I can only shrug my shoulders and say that I am not one of those current love brains.
Talking to you and saying you're friends doesn't mean you can develop anything. It's just a pure friend, and it does exist in the eyes of some girls. If there is any misunderstanding as a result, then the only one who loses is yourself. Beautiful girls never lack friends to hang around, but you're just alone.
I don't understand the current life, I'm just a dead house on the Internet. The motor nerves are not enough, and the communication skills are not strong, so it can be said that there are no advantages in the body. The only advantage I have gained from my own illness, and if I could, I would rather have a normal brain. Inexplicably betrayed, and then become a mortal enemy with your own hands, rather than the sadness that will be obtained after the worst, then it is better to cut it off from the beginning. Without any illusions, without any feelings, cut off directly.
"I'm not one of those H male high school students whose minds are full of peachy thoughts like falling in love, falling in love, and falling in love. I know very well what a bad person I am, so please don't talk about this kind of thing again. ”
“…… Really? That's how you see yourself? ”
Shizuna-sensei Hiratsuka took a puff of cigarette, puffed it out, held my withdrawal application under his hand, and looked me straight in the eye.
"I am the first in the school year, my grades are excellent, my appearance is okay, and now I have earned enough money. It's a completely perfect life, but I don't know why it's so sad, no, it can even be said to be a sick emotion. Why? ”
Ms. Hiratsuka's fingers tapped on the tabletop, and the cigarette flinched back a little. The hazy smoke lingered around the teacher because the ventilation environment was not good, and the white coat was also a little sacred. That frowning and contemplative look can definitely be called a goddess. But alas, the goddess of reality is always so realistic.
"Ah, the trouble is dead, it should be like this, right?"
The woman's cigarette was cut off with a 'click', and the teacher scratched his head a little irritably, pressing the cigarette into the ashtray. With a hint of suspicion, but I don't know what excitement I was excited about, but the expression of the more was looking at me with interest.
Even if you look at me like this, I won't marry you, right? Although it is indeed beautiful.
"It's not so much that you look down on those companions, but that you look down on yourself now, right? Obviously there are such good conditions but there is such a strong sense of crisis, from an ordinary point of view, this is impossible. So from a psychological point of view, it only proves that you are actually afraid. Biqigu, you guys should be afraid of something, right? Your own life? What do other people think? Or are you all of these things? There's always something you're afraid of, right? ”
"If that's what this country's years of teacher experience have summed up, I can only say that this country is finished." For Mr. Hiratsuka's judgment, I can only sneer and express my contempt and dissatisfaction.
"What am I afraid of? I knew this kind of thing when I was traveling in Kyoto. But this time it has nothing to do with that. It's just that I've had enough of the stupidity of those people, and I've had enough of playing games with each other's heads covered. All sorts of self-righteousness, self-righteousness, self-belief that it is right, I don't want to hear it. So I quit and that's it. ”
"But you never thought to try to lift that bag and get to know each other for real, did you?"
Ms. Hiratsuka crossed her hands and smiled at me calmly.
"How about giving it a try? Try to take a step forward. ”
"No need, teacher. That's the end of it. Please relay the news to those two people when the time comes. I'm starting today with the official launch of the Ministry of Ministry, above. There is nothing wrong with that. With that, I turned and left the faculty room.
"Really? I think you'll probably be begging to come back soon. ”
Holding my withdrawal application, Ms. Hiratsuka laughed for some reason.
Ignoring her mocking laughter, I walked straight out of the place that made me feel depressed.
Now, a solution has emerged that no one will be dissatisfied with. There has been no change in interpersonal relationships, and excuses have been found. As long as you make yourself look like you are a glass heart, you can perfectly withdraw from that place. Stay away from two beautiful girls.,Just thinking about it, I think this kind of behavior is super cool.,Super master.,Isn't it?
Before Yan Kong, before the liking of the opposite sex, I put my personal thoughts and interests in the front. It doesn't matter if you call me stupid, or say that I'm sick in the second grade, but as long as you do this, no one will ever complain.
Then there will be nothing to do.
"Okay, let's go buy something to eat......
Glancing at the sliding door behind me, I let out a soft breath and walked towards the store.
But I don't know if it's my delusion, the moment I left the faculty room, I saw a pink patch of color on the other side of the faculty room.