That disaster, Lu Qingwan couldn't help but tremble even if she thought about it many years later.

That year, she gave birth to her and Tang Qimo's first child, named Tang Xiu.

"Embroidery" is what she likes, and he follows her.

On that day, she took the maid to the temple to burn incense.

It's just that her Ah Xiu has always had a low-grade fever recently, although they all said that it was because of her teeth, but she was still a little uneasy, so she thought about going to the temple to ask for a peace charm for her.

Where did she know that she would meet that person there, the emperor at that time, Mu Yushang.

is also the person she hates the most in her life.

She didn't know what she did at that time, so she took a fancy to herself at a glance, and even didn't compromise her means and spent so much money just to snatch herself into the palace.

It was because of him that she lost her most important person, the most important person of all.

Husband, child, father, mother, father-in-law, so much, so much.

She doesn't care anymore, and even if she lives, she's just a walking dead.

But the man was unwilling to let her go, drugged her, and took her body again.

Everyone said that he was affectionate, and there were 3,000 beauties in the harem, but he favored him alone.

But so what, this is not the life you want, even if you put the best things in the world in front of you, it is not as good as those relatives who have died.

She even had to give birth to a child with him, which made her feel even more disgusting.

Why, why, obviously she has never done anything that is sorry for her conscience, but God has to treat her like this!

She remembered her mother's sigh that year. It turns out that being too beautiful is really a mistake!

Tang Qimo hated his incompetence, he watched his wife being taken away and his relatives dying in the fire, but he could only hold the child in his arms and flee without looking back.

He can even let his children stay in such a rural and desolate place.

For the first three years of that incident, he had actually been living a ghostly life.

He didn't understand why his originally good life had changed all of a sudden.

Several times, he infiltrated the periphery of the palace. I want to kill that faint king.

But he stopped. Even if you don't want to be only a few years old, you have to consider the people of the world.

That faint king has no brothers and no children, if he dies, the world will be in chaos.

Sometimes. He also hated himself. Why is it at such a time. is still concerned about the life and death of others.

In order to numb himself and not to be discovered by others, he grew a beard. Drunk every day.

It's just that after drinking for a long time, no matter how strong the wine is, it can't get him drunk.

Until, until he saw the emperor's list, the man finally died......

Lu Qingwan didn't expect that she would be able to see her A Xiu in her lifetime, and now A Xiu.

Although she has always believed in her heart that Ah Xiu is not dead, when she really sees it, she still feels like she is in a dream.

That child doesn't look like her, but looks like her mother-in-law, Mrs. Tang who died young.

Even so, she quickly determined that this was her own child.

No one knows how fast her heart was beating and how excited she was at that time.

Moreover, Ah Xiu is still alive, does that mean that he is still there?

For the first time in more than ten years, she thanked God for allowing her to survive until now.

Ah Xiu was raised very well, and her medical skills were better than those noble girls who had been pampered since childhood, and she didn't know how much she could produce.

And the self-confidence in her is gone.

As long as it's Ah Xiu's, she looks very pleasing to the eye.

The wine daddy didn't want to be able to watch her so quietly like this.

Although he was in the capital, he had to consider his old father's feelings.

If he was in the countryside back then, he could still use the strength of wine to run to the capital unscrupulously.

So now, he was close to her, but he couldn't do anything.

What happened back then, only that person was wrong.

But they could never go back.

"Ah Wan......" The wine father looked at the familiar face in front of him, but he couldn't say anything else.

Lu Qingwan wanted to shout "husband", but he couldn't get out.

She's not so clean anymore.

She even had a child with her enemy.

It made her not know how to face them.

She knew that her father-in-law hated herself, so no matter what he said or what he did, she wouldn't blame her.

However, she didn't want to see a trace of disgust or hatred in Tang Qimo's eyes.

"Mother." Before she could speak, the palace people had already come looking for her.

She hated it even more.

After this time, she thought they would never have a chance to meet alone.

After all, the emperor's age is slowly getting older, even if he doesn't notice it now, when he gets older in the future, he will notice it somewhat.

Even if it was to protect them, she had to control her heart.

The royal is ruthless, she has always known.

During that time, her body was so bad that the Empress Dowager passed away, and somehow, she suddenly lost the motivation to live.

Ah Xiu is already sensible and can take charge of himself, and his father-in-law is also healthy, although he is living a little muddy now, but at least he is alive.

She seemed to have no regrets.

During that time, she kept wondering when God would take her in.

If she has a next life, she must be an ordinary-looking woman.

Then, live a life smoothly and steadily.

However, he suddenly appeared in front of him again.

It was Ah Xiu who brought him in......

She was afraid that Ah Xiu would know her life experience, and she was afraid of seeing Ah Xiu's eyes that hated her.

Fortunately, nothing happened.

"Ah Wan, you have to live well." The wine daddy's eyes were full of determination.

"Brother Tang......" Lu Qingwan looked at him stunned, she no longer had the face to call him "husband".

"Ah Wan. Be obedient. ”

Lu Qingwan looked at the wine father, but he couldn't speak.

When she first got married, he always had a little temper, and he would smile and follow him, but if it was over, he would straighten his face slightly and say to her: "Ah Wan, be obedient." ”

So many years had passed, but she felt as if it had only happened yesterday.

But she knew that there was still so much pain in their midst. There is simply no way for them to go back.

"Okay." She finally nodded obediently.

She didn't know what it meant to be alive. But, since it was his will, then she did what he wanted.

Ultimately. She survived. Ah Xiu also became her titular daughter.

Ah Xiu sometimes calls herself "Queen Mother". Although it was not her favorite title, it was enough to make her happy for a long time.

"Miss, the little lady is getting married today." Mama Lu said on the side.

"I know." Lu Qingwan nodded.

She didn't sleep all night.

If it's an ordinary person. At this time, it is time for the mother to accompany her daughter to say something considerate.

But she could only sit quietly on the side, thinking about where Ah Xiu's side was now.

"Nurse, do you say that Ah Xiu's head is embroidered with Di Lian or is it a mandarin duck playing in the water?" Lu Qingwan asked softly, at this time, the nurse was the only one who could accompany her.

Fortunately, I have always had her by my side, otherwise, I might really not be able to survive.

"Miss, I've been there before, I used a mandarin duck to play in the water, and I invited the best embroiderer, Mrs. Gu is a hurtful person, I didn't let the little lady do it herself, everything was arranged properly." Mama Lu said softly.

Ah Xiu marrying the Gu family is a very good choice.

"That's good, it's a pity that I can't accompany her." The Queen Mother had a clear loss on her face.

"Don't overthink it." Mama Lu was relieved on the side.

Originally, when her daughter got married and became a mother, it was the saddest time.

It's just that she can't accompany her yet, so it's no wonder she's so depressed.

"Nurse, call someone in and freshen up for me, it's time for me to go."

"Yes."

At the wedding, she looked at Ah Xiuyingying's bowing figure, and remembered that day, she was also married like this, and her husband must have laughed so wantonly like Gu Jingling.

Her gaze couldn't help but search the scene, but in an instant, she met a familiar gaze.

He's looking for himself, too.

She finally couldn't help but smile.

Today, together they witness the marriage of their daughter.

The two of them looked at each other for only a few moments, but the center seemed to have experienced vicissitudes.

There were many people between them, but she understood what he meant at a glance.

He was telling her, "Long time no see. ”

Indeed, long time no see.

"Mother." Mama Lu called her softly on the side.

She bowed her head slightly, looked at the pair of beautiful people in front of her with a smile, and said, "You have to treat Ah Xiu well." ”

Because she is the queen mother and an elder, she is the one who sits on the top.

Ah Xiu, the newcomer, naturally wanted to offer tea to her.

"Yes." Gu Jingling said very firmly.

She didn't know if Ah Xiu's face was full of happy smiles under the red hijab, she only knew that she could be like this, watching Ah Xiu get married, she already felt very happy.

"It's a red envelope." The Queen Mother handed over the two red envelopes to them separately, she didn't dare to think that she still had such a chance.

"Thank you, Empress Dowager."

The ceremony was completed, and the bride was sent into the new house first.

As usual, she should go back at this time, but this is her Ah Xiu's wedding, how can she just go back.

In the end, it was Mama Lu who urged her several times, and she slowly got up.

When I looked up, I saw him quietly looking at me again.

She picked up the cup in front of her, nodded at him, and drank it.

Our children will always be happy......

Closing her eyes slightly, she remembered the scenes of her marriage, and she couldn't help but chant in her heart: "It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes......" (to be continued......)

PS: The second update, the last reward plus the change, "Medical Show" is almost finished, and there may be a little emperor tomorrow~~