I finally mustered up the courage to make an appointment with Taojing, in a small park, and I still had her wallet in my hand.

"Milk."

Tao Jing parked the car next to me and took the wallet from my hand, "You seem to be in a bad state of mind, what's the matter?" "It's okay, I just can't sleep at night." "I know everything about you, I'm in your class and have friends." "If you are willing to give up on yourself so much, and if you are willing to be so cowardly, no one can help you, if you want your mother to live a good life, not to be bullied, not to rely on your mouth." "But there are a lot of them, I can't beat them, if I resist, they will kill me." "Not everything can be solved with violence, I think you might as well die if you live like this."

Every word of Tao Jing stabbed my heart, "Tang Jun's knives were stabbed in vain, and the trumpet was also in vain." She took out a cigarette, threw it next to me, lit one herself, swallowed the clouds, and was silent for a moment, "Big brother's first time, it's also blind." ”

Tao Jing suddenly became very angry and rode away.

I sat in place, my mind was full of Taojing's words, I bit my lip, and the unspeakable pain in my heart was depressed.

"Oh, who is this, isn't it milk."

The big head group happened to pass by, and they walked to my side, and the big head patted my face, as if in the class, a group of people sneered and began to push and shove me.

I got up, I felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to push the cart away, but they didn't give up, like flies around me, I don't know who said, "I heard that your mother is someone else's junior?" Your mom cheated you out of money to go to school, didn't she? Kicked out of the house now? When I heard this, I suddenly couldn't control my feelings, and I looked in the direction where the voice was coming from.

"I'm cǎo mud horse!"

I went up like crazy and grabbed the man's cheek, and he punched me in the face with a punch, and I grabbed his arm and bit him hard.

I heard him screaming, and I was pulled by the neck from behind, and I was the first to scream and kick me.

"Dare to fight back, grass mud horse! Call me! "I was so scared, they beat and scolded me, I was in so much pain all over my body, I thought of Tang Jun's posture, I hurriedly hugged my head, curled up my body, sure enough, the pain was much less than just now, I don't know which kind passer-by came, stretched out his hand to stop them, slowly, more and more people gathered.

The big head hurriedly left, and before leaving, he didn't forget to point at me viciously, "Grass and mud horses, let's go to school tomorrow" I was helped up by a few kind old people on the side, and they helped me pat the soil on my clothes and ask me about my situation.

I didn't speak, the cart left, the more I walked, the more aggrieved I became, the more aggrieved I became, and I thought of Tang Jun and Tao Jing again.

I bit my lip and stood halfway through, telling myself to be strong.

I know that most of them go to the Internet café to play games every time they get out of school, and they don't go home until after dark.

When I got to the door of the Internet café, I saw their car, the door was not closed, and I could even hear their laughter from inside, I put the car aside, and sat on the edge of a green belt on the side of the road opposite.

When night fell, it was pitch black, and the street lights overhead were broken, making it difficult to see from outside.

Not long after, a figure came out of the Internet café, this is a person who followed the big head.

I grabbed a brick from the side, and my heart beat noticeably faster, as I had never done before, and he rode slowly past me, just as he was about to pass me.

I thought of the insults they had just made to me, especially to my mother, and I didn't know where I had the courage to get up, and with all my strength, I slammed the brick on the man's back.

A scream, the sound of the bicycle falling to the ground, I didn't dare to look at what I filmed him, followed the black shadow, jumped out at once, I ran crazy, I felt that my heart was going to jump out, I actually ran to the small hotel in one breath.

Sitting in the room, sweating profusely, constantly looking out of the window, for fear that someone would catch up, and the mood has not been calm, I took out a bottle of beer, and I "coo, coo" on it, it was dry, it was really unpleasant, bitter and uncomfortable.

Still not at ease, I looked down from the window for a while, my heartbeat rate has not slowed down, I really can't help it, I ran to the bathroom, turned on the shower, squatted there, held my head, rushed for a while, slowly, I seemed to calm down, my body trembled slightly.

I got wet out of the bathroom and found the cigarette that Tao Jing gave me, I tried to light the cigarette, and smoked it one by one, following Tang Jun's example.

I walked up to the mirror and looked at myself in the mirror and said, "Remember, you're a man!" ”

I thought about their usual behavior towards me, and slowly, a thrill of revenge replaced the nervous and scared feelings before.

It was the first time in my life that I rebelled.

The next day, when I returned to the class, I still treated everyone as air as usual.

During class, I would look back at the group from time to time.

I always thought that the big head had forgotten about this matter, but I was wrong, as soon as the recess exercise between the big classes was finished, four or five people surrounded me in the middle, and the big head put his hands in his pockets, "Come with us." "The two people behind pushed me, I had nowhere to escape, they took me to the door of the school toilet, just arrived at the door of the toilet, the big head "grass mud horse" scolded me, came up is a big mouth.

This one mouth slapped my tinnitus, and the big head "snapped" two mouths in a row, and stretched out his hand to point at me, "You scolded the next door, you then fought back, didn't you fight back." The big head rushed up and kicked me in the stomach, kicking me back several steps.

When he rushed up again, I was already furious, and as soon as he raised his hand, I raised my fist and punched him in the eye socket.

After this hit, I was stunned, I looked at the crazy head opposite, and my first reaction was to run, but as soon as I turned around, everyone behind me surrounded me and greeted me.

Almost all of them say "Grass mud horse, dare to back!" ”

I fell to the ground, holding my head in both hands, curled up, they beat me violently, and when the class bell rang, a few people spat on the ground and left.