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Han Xiaoxue was also anxious on the other end of the phone, and said loudly: If I accompany you for your birthday at your house, I won't go, what's the point of celebrating your birthday at home? At that time, if I had softened, maybe I wouldn't have made such a fuss, but I had a breath in my heart that never came out, I said: You mean you don't come, you're right? Han Xiaoxue said: That's right, go to your house, I won't accompany you for your birthday. I hung up the phone in a fit of rage, and kept smashing my fists against the wall on the bed, hating me to death. My mom was still in the room shouting at me, "I'm crazy, don't kick the wall." After a while, I calmed down and called Han Xiaoxue again, Han Xiaoxue answered the phone, I said: It's me, what do you mean, don't you want to be nice to me, have you changed your mind? Han Xiaoxue was still defending over there: I just don't want to go to your house, why did I change my mind? I held back my anger and told her how many times she rejected me and her attitude when she saw me, and I said: Is it my delusion? You haven't changed your mind? Han Xiaoxue said: I admit that I have a little change of heart, but I haven't done anything sorry for you. I said, "What's wrong with coming to my house, are you afraid that my parents will eat you?" Or are you afraid that I will touch you? Are you afraid that I will touch you? Han Xiaoxue finally had a showdown and said: Let's calm down, I won't accompany you tomorrow, you have a good birthday, and when your birthday is over, I'm looking for you to talk about it. I was about to be angry, and I said helplessly: What are you talking about, do you think I can still have a good birthday? Han Xiaoxue stopped talking, and I hung up the phone again.

After a while, I was still unwilling, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I called Han Xiaoxue again. Han Xiaoxue answered the phone and said impatiently: What are you doing, didn't you hang up the phone, why do you keep calling endlessly, my parents are asleep, don't make trouble, no, they all said let the two of us calm down. This your mother, I didn't say a word, she was impatient first, and now I became even more angry, saying: Don't calm down, just say it now, do you mean to break up with me? Han Xiaoxue didn't speak on the other end of the phone, and I asked again: Are you going to break up with me? Han Xiaoxue finally spoke this time and said: Yes. When I heard it, my head exploded, I really hated me, I said fiercely: Okay, okay, you really can, you broke me up with Zhang Shasha at the beginning, and now you dump me again, you really can. When I mentioned Sasha, I regretted it, I shouldn't have talked about her, this matter can only become more and more chaotic, and it can only be counterproductive to our feelings. Han Xiaoxue didn't want to listen to it on the other end of the phone, and said: Then you go back to find your Zhang Shasha, don't call me in the future, and don't come to my school to look for me. This time she hung up my phone, I was completely heartbroken, tears flowed down uncontrollably, hate, all tears of hate.

Lying on the bed at that time, my heart was really heartbreaking, Han Xiaoxue and I have never quarreled once since we got better, but I didn't expect the first time I quarreled, and I broke up directly, which really made me unacceptable. I have been thinking all night about how Han Xiaoxue can change her mind, how can she say that she doesn't love me if she doesn't love me? This should be the first time I've fallen out of love, so I can't let go at all, and my heart is full of hatred. I had insomnia all night, and I was too young at that time to care about hate, and I didn't think about anything else, and I also experienced the feeling of hating from love. The next morning, my mother came to my house and woke me up, but it was almost noon, and I didn't come out. My mother complained and said: Get up quickly, when Han Xiaoxue comes, are you still going to lie in the bed? I shouted to my mother: I won't go to dinner today, don't mention her in the future. My mom saw that I wasn't joking, so she asked me: What's the matter, we had a fight on the phone last night? I said, "Don't ask, don't care what I'm doing so much, you don't bother." My mother saw that I was really out of love, and she didn't care about me, and said: I don't bother to care about you, you can make trouble yourself. After my mother left the house, I got up from the bed and called Han Xiaoxue's house a little unwillingly. It was Han Xiaoxue whose father answered the phone, saying that Han Xiaoxue and her mother had gone out. In fact, even if she is at home, I don't know what to say, I bow my head and beg her not to break up, I can't do it at the moment, I just hope that Han Xiaoxue can come back to me and reconcile herself.

At noon, I still went to a restaurant outside with my mother and father, although I had no appetite at all, but my mother had to drag me there. Our family of 3 rarely goes out to eat alone, my mother and my dad have a very bad relationship, since I am sensible, I have never seen them hold hands and walk together, they go out, my dad walks in front, my mom walks behind, there is at least 5 meters in the middle. My mother often complained: I was killed one day, and your father didn't even know about it. As I said before, the two of them quarreled very fiercely at home, a small quarrel every 2 days, and a big quarrel on Monday, I am used to it. My mom often complains about my dad, she has to blame him for everything, my dad has a bad temper, he is impatient, he likes to talk at my mom, and my dad has a little obsessive-compulsive disorder. Anyway, my family is not so happy, and it is rare for a family of three to go to a restaurant together. After eating at the restaurant and returning home, I hid in the house and didn't come out, and I still couldn't let go of Han Xiaoxue. There were no feelings of sadness then, only anger and hatred. I'm going to call Han Xiaoxue again in the evening to see if I can talk, I'm unwilling.

I slept in bed all the time in the afternoon, and only sleeping made me feel less hurt. Staying up until the evening, I called Han Xiaoxue, and when Han Xiaoxue answered the phone, I said: It's me. Then there was silence, I didn't know what to say, Han Xiaoxue said: What's the matter, you are talking, what's the matter? Her tone angered me again, and I shouted loudly: What do you say, I can't figure it out, why did you change your mind? You tell me the truth, are you optimistic about others? Or am I doing something wrong? Although I shouted, my tone was obviously soft, I was giving her a chance, Han Xiaoxue should be able to hear it. Han Xiaoxue said very calmly over there: I didn't do anything to be sorry for you, you can go to my school to check. Then he was silent for a while and said: I just think, I don't like you anymore, let's be friends, I'm sorry Huang Zhong. After Han Xiaoxue said this, I felt sad, I knew that I was completely out of play, I know Han Xiaoxue, after Cao Zhi broke up with her, she continued to chase her for almost 2 years, and she didn't look back, I forced the same result as Cao Zhi. I didn't hang up the phone, and the tears stayed again, this time not tears of hatred, but tears of sadness. Sadness suddenly came flooding up, and I completely understood the taste of broken love. After a while, Han Xiaoxue on the other end of the phone seemed to be a little choked, and said softly: Let's break up. This inquiring sentence made me a little helpless, and I said: Okay, we will be strangers in the future. After speaking, I hung up the phone, and Han Xiaoxue and I officially broke up on the phone.

I have been staying at home for the past two days since I broke up with Han Xiaoxue, and I haven't gone anywhere, and people who have fallen out of love have to make themselves miserable, and I am the same. Listen to sad songs at home every day, listen to Ren Xianqi's songs every day, and listen to "Very Hurt" over and over again. Usually everyone goes out to play together during the holidays, and no one asks me to go out to play in high school, in response to that sentence, people go to tea and cool, distance can not only make love disappear, friendship can also fade, I want to find someone to vent it, and scold Han Xiaoxue together, but there is no one looking for me. On the night I returned to school, when I was shaving my beard with a razor, I looked at the razor that Han Xiaoxue gave me, and I was uncomfortable. I wish we could turn back the clock, we were still studying together in junior high school, and we all fooled around together every day. I went back to school with a broken love, I was basically the first to go back every time I went back to school, I was not in the mood to play basketball, I bought a pack of cigarettes to smoke in the dormitory, although I didn't smoke, I just put on a show, I wanted to make myself more haggard.

When the boys from Class 7 came back, they were discussing computer games in the dormitory, and they didn't say anything when they saw me smoking, and when I was in a bad mood, they felt even more annoyed to watch me. They were chattering about Age of Discovery 4, and at that time, everyone spent more time discussing games than playing games, and bragging B was definitely more enjoyable than playing hands-on. I played enough games in my third year of junior high school, and they only play them now, and I can't listen to it anymore, so I take a basketball and go to distract. Although our school is a boarding school, there are still a lot of computer rooms nearby, and many students go to play. At that time, I didn't have much interest in games, and without Wang Dong's influence, I was not as addicted as before. I found a basketball hoop that no one was, practiced shooting for a while, sweated, and was in a slightly better mood, but when I saw a school couple passing by, my sadness came again. At that time, there were very few couples in the school, holding hands, and they were not very public, generally 1 man and 1 woman walked side by side together, close to each other, and they were basically determined to be lovers. I'm going to vent, take the basketball and smash the rebound, smash it very hard, many passing students think I'm biao, smashed for a while, because the force is too strong to flash my right arm, the flash is very powerful, I don't dare to move a lot, I hate it again, it's really a disaster, if people are unlucky, do anything to carry it.