12. Correctness and reality

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“…… Where do I start to tell that I'm angry with others? ”

"From the very beginning, huh? All of them. ”

Under the snow, after Yubihama left, he was no longer the domineering look, but leaned his shoulders against the wall, carrying the can of black tea that Yubihama bought, drinking it in small sips, and speaking in a slightly low voice.

"From the moment you saw him say that he wrote a novel, your whole temperament has become different. From the original lazy appearance to a different person, the whole person has become unstable. Didn't you notice it yourself? The eyes became more and more rotten, and they were disgusting like dead fish. ”

"Really? At least I hope you can say something as sharp as an eagle's. ”

I didn't even bother to talk to the snow, I just sat down in my chair as if it had burned out, looking at the lines of the ceiling.

Under the snow was right, as she said. The people who know a person best are often their opponents, and under the snow they know exactly what my current state is. I do have to admit that I was definitely not in the right frame of mind.

I'm angry.

Of course I'm angry.

I'm angry that there are people who can go to the unknown with a smile like this.

They don't understand anything, do they? How much energy is needed for this thing, how much price it takes to hone oneself better, and how many things are studied to become better, these male high school students who only do things with momentum have not thought about it at all. Didn't even think about these follow-up things even once.

As long as I look at those smiling faces, my heart keeps surging with pitch-black emotions. Those memories that have always been thought to be diluted have also flooded into my head again and again, and I can't help but want to destroy the smiling faces of those high school students with malice.

That's right, just plain malice.

Although it is the reality, it is just irrigated with malice.

"You're just a disgusting guy in the beginning, but you've made me angry just now. Because you're really doing something wrong like that, Biqigu. ”

Holding a black tea can, squinting under the snow at the crimson sunset outside the window.

"I don't know exactly what you're hating because I don't know what kind of person you are. But just in terms of behavior, what you just did is already wrong. Although the reality is so cruel, your words and practices are two polar opposites. You're killing his dreams with your own hands, you know this kind of thing, right? ”

"Yes, of course I do. But isn't it the right thing to be corrected? I'm just using words to tell him how to survive in this society, and there's nothing worth being scolded at all, right? ”

"Now is not the time for you to pretend to be stupid and fool around."

He put the black tea on the table, pulled a chair under the snow and sat down across from me.

"I don't know exactly what you're doing this, but please don't forget that this is the Ministry, a place to help others, not a place for you to vent your anger. Your emotions and behaviors are extremely unstable right now, do you know the truth? ”

She's really angry, this kind of thing can be seen with eyes. Because the delicate face under the snow everywhere revealed that she was very angry. His eyebrows were raised, his eyes were unblinking, and his lips were pursed. The facial lines are no longer the original softness, but show some angular indifference.

Of course I can see that, because we're the same kind of people. But it's the opposite of extremes.

"You're right, I'm really a little emotionally unstable."

There is nothing to deny about such a thing.

I silently shook the half-left coffee can in my hand.

Although I didn't add my own subjective thoughts to the language, my emotions at the time were undoubtedly pitch black. I don't like to see a guy who is full of energy like that, and I don't like him to follow the same path as me in the future.

This path is not for the kind of person who is not a genius, but an ordinary person. If you are an ordinary person, the time you have to waste to move forward on this path is definitely not something that can be calculated by common sense. Even if you spend 10 hours a day studying, you can't get any good results, that's the reality.

So I persuaded him that it was better to give up. Use the harshest accusations to persuade him to give up this business.

"That's his dream, I have no right to accuse such a thing, I know it."

"Do you know that or do you say that?"

Xue Xia's brow furrowed slightly, as if he was a little surprised by such a fact.

Of course it was unexpected, even a little surprised myself. Why do I want to live or die for the tubular wooden seat? It's like under the snow, isn't it okay to simply point out what is right and wrong? I'm not angry at all, am I?

But it still says so. There is no way to deny this fact alone. I still said that, and I did that. With the strictest attitude, he asks the timber to face up to everything about him. Just as I used to ask of myself. I knew that Lu Dao's request was unreasonable, even inhumane, but he still did it.

"Objects hurt like that, probably that's the principle."

I spread my hands to show helplessness.

Because I have had this experience, I don't like others to embark on this path. I'm still a little too young to be as blind as those old thieves. This mental disorder should be regarded as a workout for yourself.

"Sorry, under the snow. This kind of thing only happens once. It's just an imbalance caused by the instability of the mentality, and there's nothing to care about. In general, I was in a very inexplicable state, how to say it, it was like I was possessed by something. It's a bit unscientific, but that's exactly what it was at the time. ”

With a long sigh and all the hazy emotions out of my mind, I smiled awkwardly at the snow.

After all, it's not a dimensional character.,My idea of timber and under the snow.,Yubihama they will definitely not agree.。 I don't agree with them. The experience of that dream was indeed very helpful to me, but it also made me realize how terrible the catastrophe that disagreement can bring. So at this time, you just need to admit your mistakes. Although there is no mistake of its own at all, the difference in perception itself is a kind of error.

Hikiya Hachiman is not an ordinary high school student after all. There are too many things to think about, too many things to plan, and the tasks and relationship lines accumulated in the study room make me a little unbalanced. But it doesn't matter, this time it was a good reminder to me, so that I can see clearly what position I am standing in.

"Then let's go back. It was just a small mistake. I've had this experience before, but it didn't turn out so well. You have to know that people are always used to over-blessing others with experience and anger, so it's just a mistake. ”

I smiled under the snow and turned to pick up my bag.

If you want to be a chess player, don't put your feelings on the chessboard. Such things must not be forgotten, but should always be remembered. In particular, a crucial place should not be forgotten.

Than Kiya Hachiman, no friends.

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