Chapter 015: Have You Ever Loved Me?
in the hospital.
Shen Ye stared intently at Yin Manqing, who had fainted due to overexhaustion, the few days that he suddenly appeared in front of her must have made her feel unprecedented hardship.
If there was any other way, Shen Ye didn't want to appear in such a sudden way, the interview inserted at Grandpa Shen's banquet was done by him, and he also thought that Yin Manqing would be stimulated after seeing it, but no matter what way she came back suddenly, it would undoubtedly hurt her.
And Grandpa Shen's persecution of him back then, Shen Ye really remembered it, even if he wanted to forget it, his appearance could be regarded as the most exciting and unexpected gift for Grandpa Shen's birthday.
Shen Ye's fingers gently brushed Yin Manqing's pale face, his still smooth and beautiful forehead, the tip of his petite and upright nose, and his beautiful lips, as when he left, had not changed at all......
The beautiful and familiar touch under his fingertips brought Shen Ye endless tremors, and the longing and turmoil in his heart set off a big orgasm, as if he really wanted to be with her regardless of anything.
Even......
He thought that if Yin Manqing really encountered any danger because of him, he would not let her be alone in another world, and he would not live alone.
However, for the time being, she can't hold such an idea of breaking the jar and breaking it, Yin Manqing is still young, she should have a better life waiting for her, so why follow her to live an unstable life and may die at any time.
One departure is enough to make Yin Manqing's heart full of holes, if there is another parting of life and death, how can she live?
"Xiaoman, I'm sorry......" Shen Ye whispered in her ear, "Don't forgive me." ”
Yin Manqing doesn't forgive him, but he can owe a little less, if she doesn't forgive him, she may be able to live bravely with this stubbornness.
Shen Ye's eyes were full of reluctance and affection, and for the first time in two years, he had the opportunity to gently touch her at close range, a little unreal, and a little excited, and the irrepressible joy and trembling kept pouring out of his body.
Countless times in my dreams, I dreamed of being with her sweetly, however, when I woke up, I found that the other side of the bed was empty, and that kind of psychological gap made Shen Ye miss Yin Manqing all night, thinking about their past together, bit by bit, it became the source of his persistence.
The doctor injected the comatose Yin Manqing with nutrients, Shen Ye guessed that she should be about to wake up at this point, and didn't want Yin Manqing to see herself, so she reluctantly stood up, and Yin Manqing, whose eyes were always glued to the hospital bed, forced herself not to turn back after all.
Endure it and it will pass, and over time, Yin Manqing will completely lose patience with him after being disheartened......
As soon as Shen Ye walked on his front foot, as if he had a sense, Yin Manqing suddenly woke up, and the moment she opened her eyes, her pupils kept searching around, she seemed to hear Shen Ye's voice just now?
Lifted the thin quilt of the hospital and hurriedly got out of bed, the overwhelming dizziness was still coming rapidly, and it happened that a nurse came in to change the dressing, "Miss Yin, you are still very weak, you can't get out of bed now, go back to bed and lie down." ”
"Miss Nurse, who brought me to the hospital? Is it Shen Ye? Yin Manqing couldn't guess who would meet her at the gate of the PAM International Building and take her to the hospital, the only person she could think of was Shen Ye.
"I don't know what his name is, he doesn't have a name, he's a tall and thin gentleman, by the way, he's just been out for a short time."
Miss Nurse never expected that because of her words, Yin Manqing excitedly pulled out the needle, and hurriedly chased it out without stopping it.
Thinking that it was Shen Ye who sent her to the hospital, and thinking that although he had a cold attitude towards him, as if he didn't care, he still couldn't bear to see that he was in any danger.
She knew that Shen Ye was still reluctant to her.
Even though her body was extremely weak at this moment, and the dizziness and pain blurred her vision, she went in that direction, as if she was sure that Shen Ye must be there.
"Ye, wait......"
"Wait for me." Shen Ye was in front, looking at his familiar back, Yin Manqing was overjoyed, as if all the anger he had suffered from Shen Ye before had been forgotten.
Shen Ye wanted to continue to move forward as if he hadn't heard anything, but Yin Manqing jumped in front of him one step earlier, his breathing was very panting, and the sound of hot breathing seemed to be a suffocating temptation, which deeply absorbed Shen Ye's steps, but he couldn't take another step and stayed in place.
Yin Manqing didn't have time to think about it, his arms were firmly wrapped around his waist, "Don't go, don't leave me again." ”
As much as she cared about the affair between him and Anne, as long as he didn't leave her alone, she could be blameless about what had happened to him in the past two years, as if nothing had happened......
Shen Ye's back stiffened, and he didn't quickly tear her hand away, it seemed that he was also very attached to her hug at this moment, how many days did they not hug each other tightly, they could only look forward to her appearance in their dreams, looking forward to Yin Manqing being able to report to his dream every night.
"Whatever your reason, don't push me away...... We bear it together, as long as I have you by my side, I will be very brave and strong to face everything. ”
Because Shen Ye is her courage, as long as she thinks of anything, Shen Ye will support her and carry it, then, no matter how difficult it is, it will become easy to solve invisibly.
Occasionally, in fact, Shen Ye doesn't need her to be strong, she should be protected, cared for so that she is safe, peaceful, and happy, instead of having to face too much blood and endure things that are far beyond her bearing.
Shen Ye waved her hand away, as ruthless as the first few times, peeling off her arms without a trace of emotion, deliberately keeping a distance between them, "But what about me, have you thought about my situation?" As long as you are by my side, you will always be my stumbling block, and I will always be burdened with temptation. Abduction of biological sister, poultry. The infamy of the beast is endlessly abused, spurned, and pointed at by others...... Have you thought of any of this for me? ”
The tone of rhetorical questions instantly made Yin Manqing speechless, and his originally pale face became more and more ugly and weak because of his words.
It's not that she doesn't know that being with Shen Ye will become a stumbling block for him, even if Shen Ye doesn't say it, she knows it clearly, but when it comes out of Shen Ye's mouth, the deep pain is heavy on Yin Manqing's chest.
In the past two years, Shen Ye has really changed too much, and two years ago, he would never say such ruthless and cruel words to her.
"I'm your stumbling block, you didn't know it today, as early as the moment you knew that I was brother and sister with you, and I chose to end the relationship with you, you should know it. But why, you are ...... now? You're not trying to distance yourself from me until now, and if you think about these issues in the first place, you shouldn't provoke me. ”
"Mess up my mind, let me fall, and make me firm, so you don't say to me lightly: I am with you, and it will only become a stumbling block for you. Wouldn't your conscience be troubled by saying such things? ”
Yin Manqing's world was like being in a cold ice cellar because of Shen Ye's injury again, and his whole body trembled, and the creepy coldness came out like crazy.
Yin Manqing's disappointed expression, he saw it in his eyes, but he still couldn't let his heart soften, at least he couldn't let his heart do what he wanted, and he decided according to his own preferences, "If I'm with you, I'm really uneasy." I didn't think much about it before, but now I can accept that we are brother and sister rationally and calmly. There's nothing wrong with being a brother and sister, we're lifelong relatives, and if you figure it out, you'll find a more suitable relationship than me and you're lovers. ”
Hearing this, Yin Manqing shook his head mechanically, and the corners of his lips lifted up with deep despair, "I can't figure it out, I can't act like you as if nothing happened to us, I can't do it......"
She muttered to herself, her eyes were so sour that they were sore and swollen, and she couldn't even figure out what else she could say or do to save Shen Ye.
But in the end, she didn't say anything, let alone do anything, and walked to the hospital unconsciously, Shen Ye found that she was stepping on the ground barefoot, and at a glance, she knew that she must have come out too hurriedly just now.
Shen Ye's eyebrows were raised very high, and countless voices were desperately haunting her in her heart, don't let her go, if she is let go this time, it may be difficult for them to even have a chance to meet.
It is impossible for him to take the initiative to find Yin Manqing, the current chaotic situation does not allow it; And if Yin Manqing no longer pesters him and no longer looks for him, then the relationship between them will really come to an end at this moment.
However, he can't be so confused as to give Yin Manqing hope, now even if it's just a little hope, Yin Manqing will treat it as a life-saving straw, and work hard to save it......
Shen Ye was in a dilemma, seeing that Yin Manqing was getting farther and farther away from him, he suddenly spoke, and his opening was tantamount to sprinkling a handful of salt on Yin Manqing's already torn wound, "It's useless, even if you act stupidly, sick, or injured, it is impossible to give you a chance to stay by my side, by my side...... There is already another important person. ”
"Why did you send me to the hospital if it didn't work? Wouldn't it be better for me to die, and no one will ever disturb your life and her life again! Shen Ye, you are such a selfish and downright bastard from beginning to end! When I was in endless despair, give me hope, and when I mustered up the courage to be full of confidence and hope, you ruthlessly gave me fatal despair, no one is more cruel than you, before you appeared, I was 100% sure that you loved me, but now, I just want to ask you, have you ever loved me? ”
Yin Manqing was really not sure whether Shen Ye had ever loved herself, and at this moment, the definition of "love" became more and more powerless between them......