But...... But he couldn't give her that future......

So, he had to settle her down first.

Do what you can, even if it's just to build her a wall to protect her, give her everything.

And all this, Lin Yitong listened to it from beginning to end, why didn't he understand?

"Are you tired?" Gu Jingsheng laughed brightly, hiding all his emotions, "I'll go and help you put the water first, take a bath and rest, and I'll go down there to buy it for you if you need anything...... Zhe"

He turned around, his back as broad and straight as it had been then.

Lin Yitong pinched his palm, about to pinch blood, his nails were so painful, a pair of reddened eyes lifted, and called him in a trembling voice: "Jing Sheng." ”

Gu Jingsheng's figure stiffened slightly, and the emotions that he had tried to hide just now were backlogged on his shoulders, about to crush him, and now he didn't have to be so tired to act with his back to her, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth slowly floating was still weak and far-fetched, evoking a smile like the warm sun of spring: "...... Well? Alas"

Yanhong's lips opened slightly, and with difficulty, but she whispered word by word: "I have something...... To tell you ......"

When she said these words, it was as difficult as if she wanted to swallow an egg raw, just like she knew that there was a cliff in front of her but still pushed him down with her own hands, and her heart trembled so much.

In the bright living room, the slender figure with long eyelashes lowered, walked over and gently opened the chain of the bag, and a thin white test sheet was lying quietly inside, her little hands trembled, slowly grabbed and held it, and then raised her eyes to Gu Jingsheng's slightly stunned eyes, her voice was dry, and she couldn't open her mouth for a while, and she couldn't say a word.

The reddened eyes had to be lowered, and he slowly grasped his wrist, gently placed it on his still flat abdomen, and raised his other hand tremblingly, and handed him the test sheet for him to see.

This action was unfamiliar to Gu Jingsheng, strange, but there was a faint strangeness under the gentle palm.

His face changed, and he endured a huge shock in his heart to look at the test sheet, which clearly stated that her B-ultrasound test report was still very fresh, early pregnancy in utero, 35 days.

At that moment, Gu Jingsheng's whole body froze, his fingers were stiffly placed on her abdomen, and he couldn't even speak.

“…… Are you pregnant? It took him a long time to find his hoarse voice.

Lin Yitong nodded.

Gu Jingsheng felt that her whole brain was buzzing at the moment, and she laughed so unnaturally, and asked her in a dumb voice with extreme uncertainty: "35 days...... You're coming to me out of the blue...... It's because this kid ......" his throat choked, and the following words were as difficult as spring seedlings breaking through the ground, "Do you want to ...... Tell me...... He's ......"

…… It's mine...... Is it?

Rao is Gu Jingsheng has long been prepared for his future, no matter how cruel the death is, no matter how bad the result is, he wants to fight. But he didn't expect that such a thing would run into his life. Is this true? At this moment when he didn't survive at all, she told him, Gu Jingsheng, you still have a child, is that so? ?

If you look closely, you can see that he is shaking, not obviously, but quite violently.

For so many years, I haven't been shocked and ecstatic to tears because of anything in the city, but at this moment, I couldn't help it, the hot and humid liquid quickly stained the entire eye socket, it looked like I didn't know whether it was pain or joy, Gu Jingsheng held her hand tightly, held it tightly, cried and laughed for a while, and was about to be shocked by this news The world was turned upside down. Then he raised his eyes to look at her, as if he suddenly remembered something, endured the sharp pain that slowly rose in his heart, gently pulled her to wrap around, and asked in a low voice: "Those injuries on your body...... It's all because of this...... Only? ”

Huo Siran was his once brotherly brother, his temper Gu Jingsheng understood, almost jealous and hateful to the extreme, such a thing, he definitely did it in anger.

Lin Yitong's little face was as pale as paper, and when she heard him ask, she lowered her head in confusion and nodded slowly.

With each click, those images flashed in my mind, and a bloody hole burned in my heart.

Gu Jingsheng's whole person was so shocked that his finger bones trembled, and the pain and ecstasy of his heart coexisted, slowly, but he hugged her tightly in his arms, and for a while he was so warm that he seemed to have the whole world. He trembled violently all over, and there was no moment when he was more grateful to God for giving him the opportunity to be happy than he should have been.

And the slender figure slowly closed his eyes and was held in his arms and buried in his chest, his face pale and hopeless.

The action of grabbing the man's hand and slowly covering her lower abdomen, although she was young, she had fantasized about it countless times in her mind, but every time it was not with Gu Jingsheng. She didn't know how many things in this world she had done in the end, but not the person she had imagined countless times. Hope and despair are so easy to pass by, a handful of away.

****

When Gu Jingsheng called Zhuang Jingyan, he had a smile on his face. On the phone, Zhuang Jingyan's tone was still nasal after crying, but she heard her son say to herself, "Mom, I have something happy to tell you." ”

Zhuang Jingyan felt that he must be coaxing him, now that her husband is in prison, the sky of the entire Gu family is about to fall, what other happy events will there be?

But when Gu Jingsheng said those words with a light smile, the cup in Zhuang Jingyan's hand fell with a "bang", falling to the ground and shattering.

Then the whole person stood up crying and laughing, holding his shawl and stepping on the crumbs and walking back and forth excitedly: "Is it true? Is it true that it came out? Why are you only telling me this now, didn't you tell me to break up a long time ago, and now you have children again, why are you young people so scared of your parents...... Uh-huh...... Ma Zhilu said...... Mom didn't cry, Mom was very happy......"

The hot tears fell down one by one, if it wasn't for the fact that they fell too much, Zhuang Jingyan, who covered her mouth and didn't let herself let out, could have said a few more words.

"She's just coming over and I'm going to settle her down...... Mom, wait two days, and we'll go back to see you. ”

The distance between the east and west of the city was not far away, but because the main road was repaired, it was inconvenient to pass, and it was very far to detour, and the bus station was rerouted, and the subway became several times more congested than in the past.

Zhuang Jingyan said "um" sullenly, just listening to it, she knew that she was crying again, tears flowed all over her palms, and her ecstasy was as turbulent as her grief in recent days.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Jingsheng was silent for a long time, until the slender person on the sofa opposite became nervous, his palms were slightly sweaty, I don't know if he noticed something, but he looked at her with a slightly hesitant look, smiled at her gently, and asked, "Am I doing this too fast, will you not be able to accept it?" ”

She was stunned, as if she didn't understand what he was talking about.

Gu Jingsheng smiled, raised her hand and looked at her watch at nearly 8 o'clock, got up and walked over, and helped her pick up her coat, she also got up when she saw this, because she had said in advance that she would go to the hospital to have a look, if there was a decision above to ask her to leave the hospital, she would have to withdraw early, Gu Jingsheng would send her over first, and then go to work.

Or the car he used to drive in City C, from the beginning of college to graduation, she sat for two whole years.

Seeing that she was stunned, Gu Jingsheng gently raised her finger and tapped her forehead, the force was very light, just like the actions that two people often did when they fell in love, she covered her forehead and looked at him in astonishment, Gu Jingsheng smiled lightly, and couldn't help but step forward and gently hugged her in her arms, breathing in her neck socket, like a migratory bird returning home.

"Yitong," he called her in a low voice, his fingers gently buried in her hair, sniffing the fragrance of her long-lost hair, "you must be sure that you want to live with me in the future, and you are sure that you will return to me with our children...... You have to be sure of these ...... Do you know the way? Because only you are sure...... I can fight to the death to give us a common future...... I can live for you regardless of everything, even if I live up to the whole world, and live for you......"

His voice became smaller and lower, and when it reached the end, Lin Yitong could no longer hear clearly, but it was a little difficult to be held by him with his head up.

But she could vaguely feel it.

Gu Jingsheng's arm strength became bigger and tighter, as if he had to make some decision, embedded in her bone marrow, to draw strength from her and the child's bones and blood to help him break through the darkness.

Her eyes were slightly moist, she felt guilty for making up such a lie, she had never been willing to rely on this to play with other people's emotions.

…………

The whole morning, Gu Jingsheng was uneasy even sitting, but he was so stunned that he didn't move at all. It seems that there are too many "mutations" in his life, and he begins to feel that even if there are more ups and downs, it is normal.

Only this time, I don't know if he can withstand the blow if he goes back and sees that she has disappeared.

When the time came, Gu Jingsheng drove to the Central Military Region Hospital, driving slowly all the way, until he saw a slender and soft white figure in front of the gate of the hospital, as if he had been waiting for a long time, tired, he sat on the chair placed by the old woman in front of the fruit stall, and chatted softly with the old woman while waiting.

The sun shines on her, and it's beautiful.

Gu Jingsheng laughed, and it seemed that his heart was instantly steady, and he had never been more steady.

He stopped the car and walked over, not seeing the military car parked in the shade of the tree opposite the military hospital, not obviously leaning idly on the side of the road, with a pair of sharp eyes, looking at them coldly through the brown window.