Chapter 081: I Volunteered!
Yin Manqing was holding the passbook in his hand, and the world was uncomfortable in a flash, "I don't want this money...... I don't want to ...... As long as I want you to stay, can't you understand my heart? I don't want anything...... I just want you to live. ”
Qin Yuefeng firmly held her palm, he also wanted to live, and even when the knife had not left, he still had a trace of wavering, especially when Yin Manqing said that he would go to Switzerland to live together, the shock and anticipation in his heart at that time had to be said that he was really eager for it.
However, the current situation, all the factors do not allow him to have any chance of survival.
"In your heart, if you still regard me as a friend and accept this money, it will be regarded as if I borrowed you to do what you want, go abroad, help the Shen family, or something else...... Don't worry. ”
"I ......"
"Shhhh Don't talk, listen to me. Qin Yuefeng's index finger resisted Yin Manqing's lips, and the light revealed in his eyes seemed to say: If you don't say it, you won't have a chance.
"I have already informed Shen Ye to ask him to come and pick you up, the knife is gone, and there are some things that must be handled by yourself in the past few days."
"I can help." Yin Manqing was indescribably scared and panicked in her heart, as if she always felt that something would happen.
After all, Xiao Dao's death, Ah Feng was too calm, and calmly made people feel distressed and panicked......
How could he be willing to let her help, this favor is not something that anyone can help, Qin Yuefeng was silent, hugged her tightly, and whispered in his ear, "I love you, Yin Manqing, I love you very much...... If it were possible......"
In the next life, don't make an appointment with Shen Ye, make an appointment with me.
Originally, he wanted to say this, but it seemed to be extremely unlucky to say it, and he was afraid of affecting Yin Manqing's mood, so he immediately stopped.
"Hmm...... What do you want to tell me? ”
"If it's possible, we can go to Switzerland." He didn't want to lie to Yin Manqing, but in order to reassure her, he had to say so.
Yin Manqing nodded without hesitation, as if he didn't want to do anything to refuse Qin Yuefeng at this time, although he asked himself to return to Shen Ye's side temporarily, but in the end, Yin Manqing still went back to the rental house where he lived before.
In the suite that Shu Jing rented for him, Xiao Shujing was no longer there, and Shu Jing had not contacted him for a long time, and occasionally got news of him in newspapers and magazines, as if the Shu family's business had become bigger and bigger recently, and he shouldn't have time to contact her......
Avoiding Shen Ye coming to pick her up, Yin Manqing left Qin Yuefeng's residence one step earlier, she didn't want to see Shen Ye, too many things had happened, and Shen Ye was unspeakably uncomfortable, not that she didn't love, but that she couldn't love.
I can't love, and I am afraid.
She was afraid that because of her own reasons, she would cause great trouble to Shen Ye.
Yin Manqing stared out the window, it was raining again, just like Qin Yuefeng's residence that day, the rain was endless, as if it was impossible to stop for a while.
"It's raining, it seems to be raining a lot lately."
At this end, the people who admired the rain at the same time as Yin Manqing were Yan Lixiang and Qin Yuefeng, and Yan Lixiang's heart was also as if it was soaked by the rain, which was extremely dull.
was originally depressed enough, but also because of this continuous rain and sunk to the bottom, this time it was a real date between her and Qin Yuefeng, in a high-end hotel, coming and going, shuttling political and business celebrities, even if Qin Yuefeng came to the appointment, his mind was not on it.
At the same time as Yan Lixiang's gaze turned to the rain outside, he had a lot of thoughts.
"Tomorrow, my brother is going to take me to England...... When I come back, I want to see you and Sister Xiaoman have a good result, and a lover will eventually become a family, I wish you happiness. ”
When Yan Lixiang said this, the corners of her lips lifted a beautiful smile, but bitter tears flowed out of her heart, "I mean it." ”
Qin Yuefeng was silent, although he didn't love Yan Lixiang, but Yan Lixiang's heart was kind, if she was bad, Qin Yuefeng would not tolerate her staying by his side for so long.
"Ah Feng, although I ...... I have nothing to do with you, but I'm lucky to be able to stay by your side and live with you for more than two years, I'm already satisfied, thank you, thank you for allowing me to stay by your side. ”
As she spoke, Yan Lixiang's eyes involuntarily filled with tears, and then she quickly wiped away the tears in her eyes, "Really...... I said that I would not shed tears, and I said that I would leave a good impression on you when we were dating, and I was a little careful to leave a small shadow in your heart. ”
Even if she only has a small shadow, she will be happy and satisfied......
The more the tears in Yan Lixiang's eyes were wiped, the more tears flowed, but as she said, she wanted to do her best to maintain the most beautiful side in Qin Yuefeng.
Catching a glimpse of Yan Lixiang's tears, Qin Yuefeng's heart was sour, he felt absolutely guilty about Yan Lixiang, but he didn't say a word from beginning to end, as if she just wanted to hear Yan Lixiang say what was in her heart at this moment, and she made it clear that she had a thousand words hidden in her heart.
"Look at me, can you take a good look at me? I'm dressed up today. ”
Saying that, Yan Lixiang put down the knife and fork in her hand, sat opposite him very upright, and sat opposite him seriously, "Take a look at me, Ah Feng, you have never looked at me seriously, not as beautiful as Sister Xiaoman, but my brother and parents said that I am also a little beauty, and it is the first time to praise myself like this, I want Ah Feng to take a look at me." ”
Before dating Qin Yuefeng, Yan Lixiang had thousands of determinations in her heart that she must not cry in front of him, otherwise, what a sentimental parting it would be.
However, the tears in his eyes flowed completely uncontrollably, like a burst of embankment......
The more Yan Lixiang cried, the more sad she became, and the more sad she became, the more she couldn't control her emotions, "It's a crybaby, I'll go to the bathroom." ”
Originally, I came to see Qin Yuefeng with a light makeup, but after she cried, the makeup must have been spent, but Qin Yuefeng seemed to be unable to bear to look at it, and choked her wrist in time, and before Yan Lixiang had a chance to go to the bathroom, he had already grabbed her shoulders and left.
"Ah Feng." Where to go. Yin Manqing was puzzled.
But he didn't seem to be going to explain, until he brought her into the car, he hugged Yan Lixiang tightly, "I'm sorry." ”
The three words are sincere and full of apologies.
……
Hearing such words, Yan Lixiang cried even more, "Why do you tell me I'm sorry, you didn't do anything wrong......"
It is not Qin Yuefeng's fault that he doesn't love her and can't accept her love, and emotional matters can't be measured by right or wrong at all.
"I, like Sister Xiaoman, hope that you will be well, and nothing will happen, you ...... Do you want to go with me to England for a while, where my uncle and aunt are located......"
Seeing Qin Yuefeng's serious face, Yan Lixiang was embarrassed to ask again, his stubborn temperament couldn't listen to anyone's persuasion.
"The woman I love the most...... It's her, but the woman I owe the most and feel the most guilty in my life is you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything before. Don't love me anymore, find someone who loves you and loves you, he must be more suitable for you than me, people like me, whether it is Xiaoman or you, should not have feelings, because they are not qualified. ”
His identity and his situation all show that he is not qualified to talk about feelings, but he is moved.
"I can't love you, it's that my heart already belongs to another woman, it's not that you're bad, it's not that you're not as good as Xiaoman, it's that my feelings can't be split in half...... Forgive me......"
At this moment, every word revealed from Qin Yuefeng's words was so sincere and serious.
It is precisely because he is too serious that the fear in Yan Lixiang's heart will rise rapidly, occupy every corner of her heart, and spread strongly.
No matter what Qin Yuefeng thought of him at this moment, Yan Lixiang stepped forward and hugged his neck, "It's okay if you don't love it, it's good if I love you...... I love you......"
After finishing speaking, her lips had taken the initiative to stick to Qin Yuefeng's lips, he retreated, leaned back, and clearly rejected Yan Lixiang, but this time Yan Lixiang was unusually resolute and firmly tied Qin Yuefeng's neck.
The moment she put her lips on it, Yan Lixiang forcibly sealed her lips and wrapped around him, tightly, "I love you......"
really loves him, in order to love him, she is really willing to give everything, let alone a few years, if they have an ending, she is willing to wait longer.
Salty tears overflowed into Qin Yuefeng's mouth, not only the salty taste, but also the bitterness poured into his mouth, making people panic.
"Rika ...... Don't ...... like this" Qin Yuefeng pushed it away, screwing tightly between his eyebrows, as if there was an embarrassment that could not be dissolved, since he didn't give Yan Lixiang a chance, he shouldn't let her continue to hurt.
"I don't care what you think of me now, I want to do something that I am very determined about." Yan Lixiang's words were very firm, and the expression on her face was also very firm, but when the words came to her mouth, she still couldn't say it after all.
Yan Lixiang was close to him, as if she was afraid that Qin Yuefeng would refuse, "I want to ......"
"I want to ...... Can you ...... Want me. It was not easy to say this sentence intermittently, although these words made her blush instantly, but there was endless determination in her inky eyes.
Yan Lixiang has always been very shy and shy, and when he said this, Qin Yuefeng had to say that he was shocked.
"I won't let you be responsible, I volunteered, although I'm sorry for Sister Xiaoman, but I ...... I really...... Think...... We can have one time. She was unusually brave and bold at this time, and always felt that maybe they wouldn't have a chance to meet, and there would never be any chance again, so this time, she wanted to take advantage of it.
It's just that Qin Yuefeng doesn't think like this, just because he can't afford to take responsibility because he doesn't have a chance in the future, Qin Yuefeng won't allow himself to touch her at this time......