Chapter 9 That moment, let the future change

Shen Nanhe slowly looked sideways at Li Luo, her vision was blurred, she couldn't see his face clearly, she just said to herself, "Don't you want to know who the person I fall in love with is?" ”

Li Luo looked at Shen Nanhe's eyes, because her eyes were full of tears, so he couldn't see through what was suppressed in her eyes at all.

After five seconds, Li Luo said in a low voice, "If you want to tell me......

Shen Nanhe gently hooked the corners of his lips and said with a light smile, "I have the closest relationship with him, but it is also the most intimate. ”

Li Luo's eyes were full of confusion, and he ...... Do not understand.

Shen Nanhe continued, "If I am with him, I will not be allowed by the whole family, even the people of the whole world, I say this, don't you still understand?" ”

Li Luo chuckled violently in his heart, Shen Nanhe's words, he seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to understand, after a long time, he mustered up the courage and looked at Shen Nanhe and said, "You guys...... What exactly is your relationship? ”

The most intimate, but the least intimate...... Li Luo hardly dared to think about it.

When Shen Nanhe heard this, her pink lips opened, and her voice was very soft, but she said loudly, "Jiang Qiyuan...... My grandfather's son, my titular uncle. ”

When the words fell, I saw Li Luo's handsome face, which was suddenly covered with horror.

He could barely speak, opened his lips slightly, and looked at Shen Nanhe who was sitting on the edge of the bed without blinking.

Shen Nanhe was not surprised that Li Luo would have such a reaction, the corners of her lips curled even more, her eyes looked away, and continued, "I fell in love with my little uncle, and in the two years from the age of sixteen to eighteen, I did everything to chase him, even ...... At the expense of my life, I left everything I had, but what I got was forced to leave my hometown. ”

Li Luo was silent.

Shen Nanhe didn't look at him, he was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice, "No one will forgive a woman who has had a baby again, right?" What's more fallacious is to love ......"

Shen Nanhe sighed lightly, "Ah Luo, over the years, there have been many men around me who have said that they want to protect me, for various reasons, I have refused, promised, and even used, but in the end, I have to admit that no one can replace his place in my heart, at least, not now." ”

Li Luo's fingers on the side of the bed trembled slightly, and after a while, he tried to open his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but Shen Nanhe suddenly raised his head and fell, closed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "You go, I want to be quiet alone." ”

When Li Luo heard this, he didn't say anything in the end, and after helping Shen Nanhe cover the lid, he stepped out.

Hearing the sound of the door being opened and closed, Shen Nanhe's tears couldn't stop pouring out from under her eyelashes, and she dragged the sheets under her body, as if this was the only way to relieve the convulsions in her heart.

Not long after, Shen Nanhe's door was pushed open again, and listening to the footsteps, Shen Nanhe knew who Lu Dao was, so she closed her eyes and said, "I don't have anything to do, I want to sleep for a while." ”

Ruan Xiaotian stood on the edge of the bed, his hands in his pockets, he looked condescendingly at Shen Nanhe lying on the bed, her face was pale, her hair was spread out, scattered on the white pillow, tears blurred her eyelashes, and the pillowcase was wet.

Thin lips opened, Ruan Xiaotian said, "What are you?" was stimulated by his uncle, so he turned around and stimulated Arlo? ”

Shen Nanhe frowned and gritted his teeth.

Ruan Xiaotian continued, "People are wise, they don't grow if they don't hurt, I think you will at least understand who is the one who is good to you after going through so much, and why do you always have to hurt the people around you who are good to you?" ”

Shen Nanhe closed his eyes and replied loudly, "I'm such a person, who made them treat me willingly?" ”

Ruan Xiaotian didn't speak for a long time, Shen Nanhe thought he was very angry, and he would definitely say something ugly after a while, but he didn't expect that after a long silence, Ruan Xiaotian breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "What good things can't be said for Lu?" Always act like you're a bad woman? ”

When Shen Nanhe heard this, he tightened the sheets and said nothing.

Ruan Xiaotian said, "You obviously don't want to hurt Ah Luo, but you deliberately want to tell you about your brother-in-law, what are you trying to do?" If Arlo was really scared away by you, wasn't it you who was sad? ”

Shen Nanhe's tears flowed out, and he choked up, "No man would be willing to be good to a woman, let alone that I fell in love with my little uncle and lost a child for him...... Arlo is a good man, why should I let him spend time on me? ”

Ruan Xiaotian frowned and said, "Before the uncle appeared, wasn't everything okay?" Why do you have to act like a madman and make yourself look like nothing after he appears? If you do this, you are sad not only yourself, but also those of us who are worried about you, do you still hope that your uncle will care about something? You don't believe it yourself, do you? Shen Nanhe, let me tell you, uncle, he is engaged, not long after, he will get married, will have children, will have his own life and track, the matter between you and him is a scandal that he does not want to mention in his life, if you really love, then when I beg you, let go of my uncle, and let you go of yourself, don't let me see your decadent appearance now, I really ...... I really scold you and feel powerless. ”

Shen Nanhe heard the sound of Ruan Xiaotian opening the door and leaving, she slowly opened her eyes, tears blurred her vision, and it took her half a day to see the ceiling above her head clearly.

Yes, Xiaotian is right, it's like this now, what is she still hoping for?

Every move he made would make her emotionally uncontrollable, and this feeling made her feel that she was his puppet, and he could easily control everything about her.

Isn't it just to forget him and get rid of him?

In the past few years, she has lost too much, and now she doesn't even know how true or false it is when she laughs.

She is so afraid of being like herself now, and she still misses the carefree self she was at the beginning.

If one day, even Xiaotian is tired and annoyed, and she doesn't care about her, then what is left of her?

Thinking like this, Shen Nanhe's gradual change in mentality also started from this moment, laying the foundation for her firmness after that.

People will always fall in love with someone at the wrong time, and then have to forget with all their might;

Jiang Qiyuan is a catastrophe in Shen Nanhe's life, if she survives, everything will be happy; But if she can't get through it, she won't be the only one who suffers, and she can't drag the entire Jiang family to hell by herself...... No!