Chapter 186: Let go
The news of Zhan Hao's sudden poison coma spread quickly, and even the old princess was alarmed.
As soon as the old princess and the princess arrived, Imperial Doctor Hua naturally arrived and immediately came close to treat Zhan Hao.
Doctor Hua put his hand on Zhan Hao's pulse, tilted his ears for a long time, and then checked the black blood that Zhan Hao had spit out earlier, and then leaned over and rolled Zhan Hao's eyelids, and finally shook his head with a solemn face, with regret: "The old decay is powerless, and the son of the world is afraid that he will be powerless to return to heaven!" Please also mourn and change ......"
Condolences and Changes......
Condolences and Changes......
Condolences!
Sun Miaoxi's strength seemed to be drained in an instant, and the whole person fell down softly.
Everyone in the house immediately hurried, and the old princess held back her grief and ordered: "Quickly help the princess to the bed!" As he spoke, he turned to Imperial Physician Hua and said, "I also ask you to take the pulse of the princess, you must not let the child in her womb have an accident, maybe it will be the only blood and bone left by the princess......"
The old princess calmly commanded everyone, but Sun Miaoxi felt that her voice seemed to be getting farther and farther away, gradually until she couldn't hear it at all.
She was clearly surrounded by everyone, and she could clearly feel that Imperial Doctor Daohua's hand fell on her wrist through the handkerchief, but she felt a trace of loneliness for no reason, feeling as if she was being isolated in another world, and all the people and things around her seemed to be far away from her, so far away that all people and things disappeared in her world -- in her world, only Zhan Hao was left lying quietly on the bed with her eyes closed.
She didn't believe that he really couldn't wake up again, and stared at him with her eyes wide open, motionless...... But no matter how long she stared at him. He was still motionless, not like he had been before. It was as if his eyes were open in response to her.
Sun Miaoxi did not give up and kept lying on her side. No one persuaded him to change his posture, so he looked at Zhan Hao motionlessly, looking at his pale and bloodless face......
After Dr. Hua confirmed that Sun Miaoxi had nothing to do and left, the old princess and the princess persuaded for a while, and saw that although Sun Miaoxi refused to give up, she was also lying on the bed obediently, and there were no other radical actions, so she ordered the Lantern Festival to take a good look at Sun Miaoxi, and they left Jingyuan Xiaozhu first. Avoid Sun Miaoxi to discuss Zhanhao's sudden poisoning.
As soon as the old princess and the princess left, Sun Miaoxi, who was originally lying quietly like a stone statue, suddenly got up by the edge of the bed, got out of bed, and drove the Lantern Festival out without saying a word, and closed the door with a "snap......
"What are you doing here, princess? How about you leave the slave and maid to serve you inside! ”
"Princess, princess, open the door!"
Lantern Xiao banged on the door and called, but Sun Miaoxi, who locked herself inside, did not respond at all.
Lantern Xiao was in a hurry and called out his previous name. In order to impress Sun Miaoxi: "Girl, the matter has come to this, please mourn, you are now a person with a double body." For the sake of the little master in the belly, you also have to hold on, can you let the slave and maid go in and accompany you? ”
"The slave knows you're uncomfortable. But don't scare the slave like that, the slave begs you......"
Outside the closed door, there was a loud cry of pleading for the Lantern Festival. Sun Miaoxi didn't seem to hear it, and only walked step by step towards Zhanhao, who was temporarily placed in the beauty collapse.
She had a big belly. Sitting next to Zhan Hao with difficulty, looking at the unconscious Zhan Hao and muttering: "You're right, I'm actually soft-hearted, and I really never thought of really poisoning you/death." ”
At this moment, Sun Miaoxi's heart hurts, as if she has been poached by life, bloody and empty, like a bottomless black hole, swallowing her into it little by little.
She found that she was not happy at all at this moment, and there was not the slightest joy of revenge, but only endless heartache.
It turned out that she had to really go to the last step before she could see her heart clearly, and she was willing to bow her head and admit that she was reluctant to die, even if he was the one who hurt her the most.
She can't forget the hatred of the previous life, and she can't forget the kindness of this life.
Yes, it wasn't until Zhan Hao's life was on the verge that she instantly regained her clarity, remembering how many times when she was in danger in this life, how many times Zhan Hao fell from the sky to save her from the predicament......
If he really wants to settle down, his kindness to her in this life is probably enough to offset her hatred for him in the previous life, right?
This is actually a very simple truth, but Sun Miaoxi was trapped in hatred before, trapped in the knot she tied for herself, and she only saw the hatred of the previous life, and she turned a blind eye to the kindness of this life, and she has been obsessed with it until today, and she realized how to let go of hatred.
But it was already too late......
Sun Miaoxi held Zhanhao's hand dejectedly, wanting to tell him that he didn't hate him anymore, but he couldn't stop crying out with one mouth, and the tears were falling straight down, and he couldn't stop it.
Lantern Xiao outside the door became more and more anxious after hearing Sun Miaoxi's cry, and at this time, Liangguo happened to invite Gu's mother, who had been recuperating in the side compartment since the last fire.
Gu's mother stepped forward and knocked on the door with an anxious face, holding back her tears and lowering her voice to the lowest and softest: "Miss, mom is here, can you open the door first?" You are the grandmother of your mother, and you like to lean on your mother's arms whenever you encounter something sad, and let your mother pat your back to comfort you...... Would you open the door and let your mom stay with you? ”
Behind the door, there was still only Sun Miaoxi's cry -- the cry was suppressed, but the voice was sad.
Gu's mother was suddenly anxious, and while letting Liangguo run in person, she invited the Gu family as quickly as possible, and continued to comfort Sun Miaoxi softly through the door: "Miss, if you feel really uncomfortable, cry!" It might feel better to cry. ”
"Mom heard that only one imperial doctor came to see the prince, this is just his family's words, how can it be counted? Miss, don't worry, the old princess and the princess have gone to discuss with the prince, and they will definitely invite a better doctor......"
Gu's mother suddenly paused in the middle of her words, remembering that Sun Miaoxi and Zhan Hao went to seek medical treatment for the Gu family together, her voice immediately became excited: "Miss, even if the prince invites the imperial doctor again, he is helpless, isn't there still Doctor Guo?" ”
"At the beginning, Mrs.'s strange illness was helpless, and the doctors in the hospital were all helpless, but Doctor Guo only prescribed a few pairs of medicines for Mrs. to eat, and Mrs.'s strange illness was cured! Let's go find Doctor Guo, he will definitely be able to solve the poison on the body of the prince! ”
The three words "Divine Doctor Guo" are like Sanskrit Buddhist music, which makes Sun Miaoxi stand up suddenly--yes!
She can go to Doctor Guo! Doctor Guo will definitely be able to cure Zhanhao!
Before she cries in despair, she still has hope to save Zhanhao!
Sun Miaoxi seemed to come back to life, quickly got up and opened the closed door, and calmly instructed Lantern Xiao: "Lay paper and ink for me, I want to write a letter to Doctor Guo." ”
Lantern Xiao immediately retreated, and only after walking a few steps, Sun Miaoxi called her again loudly: "Forget it, Doctor Guo has a strange temperament, I'm afraid that he doesn't recognize letters but only people, so I will personally go to Qingxuguan to ensure that I can invite him to the palace." ”
"No!"
"No way!"
Mother Gu and Lantern Xiao shouted in unison to stop them -- how could they let the bulky Sun Miaoxi go to Qingxuan in person?
The road is not close, not to mention the fatigue of the journey, what if there is a good thing along the way?
"I know you're worried about my body, but it's important to be in a hurry and save people," Sun Miaoxi insisted on going to Doctor Guo in person, and pretended to comfort Gu's mother and the two of them: "I'm not shallow now, and I haven't reached the deadline for labor yet, the child is very stable, as long as you are careful along the way, you will be fine." ”
After all, Gu's mother was older, and when she saw that she couldn't persuade Sun Miaoxi, she quietly started from the side: "Miss, if you leave the palace, what will the prince do?" Don't forget that the cause of the poisoning has not been found out! As soon as you leave, there will be no one to watch over him at all times, won't it give the person who is hiding in the shadows an opportunity? ”
Sun Miaoxi's eyebrows subconsciously pressed together when she heard this--she naturally understood the meaning of Gu Mother's words, and she also suspected that someone in the palace wanted Zhanhao's life early on, and Zhanhao would be in a poisoned coma without warning.
It's just that she has always been concerned about Zhanhao's safety before, and she was only thinking about how to save Zhanhao, and she didn't have time to think about it for a while...... Now as soon as Gu's mother reminded her, she immediately realized that she must not leave Zhan Hao alone in the palace.
At this moment, there was a sudden commotion outside.
Sun Miaoxi frowned and glanced outside the door, Lantern Xiao walked out quickly, and after a while, she turned back and said: "It's Aunt Zhu, she cried and said that she was worried about the prince, and she kept begging the maid guarding the door to let her in to see the prince, and now she is kneeling outside, kowtowing to the main room." ”
"Let her in." Sun Miaoxi originally wanted to let people send Aunt Zhu away, but when she came, she suddenly changed her mind, and decided to meet Aunt Zhu with the mentality of being a dead horse as a live horse doctor -- maybe there would be an unexpected discovery in her.
After Aunt Zhu came in, Sun Miaoxi found that she hadn't seen her for a few days, and Aunt Zhu, who was originally slightly rounded, had become emaciated into a bamboo pole, and the visual contrast was so great that people couldn't ignore it!
"How did you lose weight like this?" Sun Miaoxi asked.
Lantern Xiao listened to the hurried approach, and whispered in Sun Miaoxi's ear: "Have you forgotten jì, princess?" The slave and maid told you before -- Aunt Zhu suddenly vomited and diarrhea for some reason, and it took more than half a month to gradually get better, but vomiting and diarrhea hurt her body and bones the most, although she is getting better now, but she has lost a lot of weight. ”
Sun Miaoxi got the reminder of the Lantern Festival, and only then did she remember in a trance that there seemed to be such a thing, but because she had been tormenting herself all this time, she had been living in a mess all day long, and she didn't care about many things, even if it was the things that came from the people below, she had heard about it, and she didn't have the heart to think about it at all.
This little episode made Sun Miaoxi suddenly fall into deep self-blame -- was it because she had been immersed in hatred all this time, her life was muddy, her soul was unavoidable, and she was indifferent to everything around her, so that the people hiding in the shadows had an opportunity to take advantage of it, put her hand into the mirror circle building, and unknowingly drugged Zhan Hao? (To be continued......)