(The second update ~ aha haha!) That's what I like! The front is all foreshadowing, foreshadowing, foreshadowing! This volume will probably end tomorrow.,Waiting for the good news of the plot! Having said that, I always can't help but want to cut the plot of the jungle camp, what should I do? Because I almost forgot about that part of the plot, but I didn't bother to read the novel to find it. Ah, that's troublesome...... Otherwise, just pass it off, just like a night passed, and directly say that the two heroines were pregnant with Biqigu's child after that night? Just kidding.,If I really write like that.,I wouldn't be able to write it...... ）

The only thing that there is no way to judge in this world should be people's hearts.

Because people can't even figure out what they really think. After reading a work on psychology, you can always find a counter-argument to that work on another work. And each of the writings seems to be very reasonable, and it seems to fit their own situation. No matter who you are, you will fall into this vortex of self-affirmation and denial.

The human mind is simply too complex. It's so complicated that it's hard to describe an idea that flashes in a split second in a thousand words. However, there can only be a lot of misunderstandings and deviations in the general statement, which makes people understand in another direction.

So the emotional aspect is a more complicated thing.

Habit can be a feeling, loyalty can be a feeling, and everyone can't really say their feelings. Because you never know what other people's feelings are, and what your own feelings are. I can only tell myself when my emotions are surging, and I clearly know what my feelings are like. But it is impossible to describe it in detail.

There is no way to truly understand oneself. The only one who can fully understand himself is Superman. Under the influence of external forces, some people will find that their feelings are false, but others will find that they are true.

However, in the face of the coming of the matter, no one knows whether this emotion is real or false.

Therefore, there is no way for people to see themselves clearly.

This is especially true for feelings.

“…… I don't know what to do. ”

So for Yang Nai's question, my answer is only this one.

"I don't know if I still like to meet now, and I don't know what I think of everyone now." Rubbing the coffee in my hand, I lowered my head to carefully confirm my emotions, and said in a low voice.

"I don't feel excited or heartbroken now, and I don't feel like I'm a victim anymore. But I still want to do something for her, I want her to live happily. I don't want to see her crying when she is hurt. Even though I did it myself, I felt like I was being stabbed with a knife in my chest. That's why I say your sister is angry. ”

"For Feng, I can't bear to be angry with her. I didn't dare to get angry with her. I can only pour all my anger out on others. Your sister was just hurt by my anger. She didn't do anything wrong, and I was the one who was really wrong. I know the cause and effect of all this, but I don't want to admit it. I just found a replacement. So for Feng, whether I like it or not, I don't even know myself. I don't know anything right now. ”

"Really? Even you don't know what to do. Sure enough, there is no way for the living to defeat the person who has become a shadow......" Looking at the two people who began to laugh and play over there, Yang Nai supported his chin and replied in a somewhat ethereal voice.

"Do you think Feng is your other sister now?"

“…… That's a possibility. ”

Sitting in my chair, I nodded, not denying the thought.

"She's so desperate that I'm worried about whether she'll survive in the future. So if others can't hurt her, then I'll just do it myself. If there is no way to decide, I will help her decide. It's natural to be resented for such a domineering thing, right? Maybe I did think of her as another Komachi. ”

"I want to help her, I want her to have a good life, I don't want her to continue to get hurt. Even if I marry someone else, I may indeed have a murderous intent. But if she's determined to do that, there's nothing I can't do. It's almost like that. After all, this time it was a complete wake-up call for me. Your sister is indeed a very good sister, very decisive, and when it is time to throw a fist, throw a fist hard. Say what you have to say when you have to. If it weren't for her, I would probably continue to trap myself in a cage deformously, right? I have always refused to face those things, and I have always stuffed the previous things in my heart. ”

From the very beginning of liking, to the later cutting off these things, and now treating it like a sister. This kind of change can be said to have grown, and when I go to that building again, I believe it will also be the time to cut off everything that is behind the most. No more hesitation, no more hesitation, no more carrying all those things on your back. Rather, they stand in front of those people without any pain or narrow-mindedness, and loudly proclaim their existence.

I may not have that courage now, but with the passage of time, there is absolutely no problem.

“…… Ha. ”

I don't know what Lu Dao is for, Yang Nai suddenly sighed heavily.

"At the end of the day, no one can compare to your sister. How much sister control is there? If it continues like this, it will develop into an eighteen forbidden relationship, sister, I won't feel strange~ Let's restrain it a little. ”

"Aren't you the same? You're the same dead sister, don't just talk about me. ”

"But I'm not like you, spoiled to the point of poking myself with substitutes. Even the person you like has to be similar to your sister.,Hachiman, you're a little sick about your sister's feelings, right? And your sister is indeed a little strange, could it be that you really had some wonderful relationship between you? It's impossible~"

“…… Tut. ”

"Don't you refute it......"

This attitude seemed to frighten even Yono, and he sat on the chair and pulled away a little, looking at me with some shock.

And at such an awkward moment, Yubihama and Yukishita, who were in the distance, stood in front of a counter and waved at us, as if to signal us to pass.

"All in all, don't think so much. Let's go first. ”

I coughed slightly at Yono and stood up and walked in their direction.