Chapter Eighty-Five: Memories

Lin Ying cried for a whole day, and gradually found that her surroundings were getting more and more chaotic, until Hailin came back, still immersed in that feeling of despair, unable to extricate herself......

Hai Lin searched with his eyes, and saw the colorful entertainment newspaper on the balcony, and immediately understood Lin Ying in his heart, empathy, if he heard or saw the other party's lace scandal, it was impossible to be indifferent, he gently stroked her cheek, and persuaded ......

Lin Ying listened to Hailin's persuasion, finally stopped crying, wiped away her tears, and stared at him with cold eyes, "Hailin, why are we so miserable in this life?" I don't want to live like this! Today Zhou Zilei came over and scolded me for being a walking dead, yes! I hate myself like this, how can others not hate me! I ......"

Hai Lin was tortured by this coldness and almost collapsed, he hurriedly explained, "Lin Ying, I have never hated you, you will always be my beloved wife, Lin Ying, don't give up on yourself, especially now, my working environment is complicated, I am like a lonely boat in the stormy seas, I really need your support!" You are my other oar, and if you make any mistakes, I will lose the motivation to struggle......"

Sincere, Lin Ying realized this deep meaning from Hailin's tone, originally Lin Ying wanted to shout a few words hysterically, but when she heard these emotional words, she slowly calmed down...... Yes, the old husband and wife have indeed shared joys and sorrows over the years, and Lin Ying is also deeply attached to Hailin, but, crippled, what a cruel and ruthless fact!

Lin Ying recalled the bits and pieces of the two in college, at that time, Lin Ying always grabbed Hai Lin's arm and grabbed him hard, sometimes, Hai Lin would come sideways, hug himself, and kiss his long eyelashes, whenever this happened, Lin Ying's body trembled as if it was full of electricity......

The memories made Lin Ying forget the pain just now, and unconsciously, once again habitually held Hailin's arm, but a burst of sadness suddenly surged in her heart, the same hand, the difference is that she no longer has the youth, beauty and vigor at that time, especially since she has no health......

Hai Lin noticed the abnormality, grabbed Lin Ying's arm distressedly, raised it, stroked it, and asked, "What's wrong, Lin Ying?" ”

Lin Ying suddenly fell into a stalemate, and replied uneasily, "I-I think of my life on the college campus back then, at that time, although we were poor, I-I was healthy!" ”

As she spoke, Lin Ying's eyes were filled with smoke......

She still can't let go of the troubles of her physical disability, how can she persuade her? Hailin solemnly cupped her face, "We're still together, aren't we?" You have to believe in yourself, believe in your Hailin, and believe in your and my feelings! ”

Lin Ying nodded aggrievedly and replied, "Well, I remember!" ”

"It's not enough to just remember, you have to engrave it in your heart, Lin Ying, in the future, we will encounter all kinds of hurdles, you have to remember Hailin's words, don't do stupid things that hurt relatives and enemies are fast!"

Lin Ying was thoughtful, if I did something foolish today, would he cry? Yes, Hailin will definitely be sad and struggle in the world, isn't it just to see him more and listen to his voice more?

Thinking of this, Lin Ying smiled slightly, "Hailin, I ......" She wanted to say that I caused you trouble! However, thinking of Hailin's worries and expectations, he swallowed back half of his words......

"Zhou Zilei was sent by Cheng Anyi, don't you understand me?"

"Speaking of which, why are there so many pictures of you and other women on this? That's just one, and one more! ”

"It's just a few face-to-face friends, Lin Ying, what can you do? They have ulterior motives, I wish my backyard was on fire, if you make trouble, it will be in their arms, I am not excusing myself, it is indeed like this! ”

"This Xia Qingmei is beautiful, so beautiful, if I were a man, I would fall in love with her too!"

As soon as Lin Ying's words came out, Hailin couldn't help but tremble, he couldn't say that he didn't love Qingmei, and he didn't dare to say that he loved Qingmei, with Lin Ying here, what qualifications did he have to love such a pure and dusty woman!

"Hailin, why don't you speak?" Lin Ying deliberately asked, as if she didn't notice Hailin's hesitation!

"Oh? Say what? Lin Ying, being slandered and creating scandals, don't you think it's enough? ”

In a word, Lin Ying was speechless for a while, how could he force him so much, it was not easy for him......

"Hailin, I'...... I'm just asking, no malice! I'm not like them......"

When it comes to being different, Hailin can feel that her confidence is insufficient, but she doesn't want to force Hailin like that, so stop it, as long as she is with him, what do you care about so much?

"Lin Ying, always believe in me and give me strength, otherwise, I won't have the strength to go on! Do you know the truth? I'm so hard! ”

Lin Ying said sorry, which calmed Hailin's emotions! Isn't it too cruel to ask her to apologize to herself? Can she still be called a woman now? Silently, she saw in Hailin's eyes the last thing she wanted to see - pity! How can you be pitied by your beloved man?! Lin Ying closed her eyes tightly and burst into tears......

"Lin Ying, why are you crying again?"

Hai Lin lowered his head, and subconsciously felt that Lin Ying was crying, but he couldn't guess why he was crying, and he couldn't guess Lin Ying's mind more and more now......

Hailin wiped the tears from the corners of Lin Ying's eyes with his right hand, kissed his slightly damp face, and whispered, "Shall I take you to the window to have a look?" ”

Lin Ying stretched out her hand to refuse, she only had these hands to use now, "No need, I'll rest for a while, you're tired too, rest!" ”

Hailin didn't force Lin Ying to move, he couldn't resist her, and he didn't want to disobey her, just carelessly, carefully picked her up, and looked at her face, "Ying, don't be suspicious, instigated by those people, what kind of person is your Hailin, you know best, why embarrass yourself?" ”

Lin Ying took Hailin's hand and rubbed it against her face, this hand should not do housework, because of me, he has suffered too much pressure and torture, how can I drag him down anymore? Zhou Zilei is right, I am the walking dead who hinders Hailin's happiness, what reason do I have to hinder his progress again!

"I didn't embarrass myself, Hailin, I'm embarrassed for you!"

Seeing Lin Yingzhu in tears, a pain hit her heart, Hai Lin couldn't say a word, Lin Ying, once her own beloved, didn't she come from herself with such a lot of pressure? She is a fond memory of her school days......