Chapter 142: Life and Death
Maybe every woman, in this dangerous and unpredictable situation, will be very moved to be confessed by a man who has already quietly lived in her heart, right?
Sun Miaoxi didn't know if others would be moved, but she was moved by Zhan Hao's sudden confession, her heart jumped like a deer crashing, and it was as sweet as eating honey.
Two red clouds crept up her cheeks, and she didn't know how to answer for a while, so she could only be embarrassed and speechless: "Why did you suddenly kiss me?" Don't look at what time it is, we're not out of danger yet. ”
Zhan Hao looked at Sun Miaoxi intently, and said, "I'm afraid that I'm ......" If you don't kiss, you won't have a chance.
"What did you say?"
The sound of the flood rushing was very loud, and Zhan Hao's voice was too soft, and Sun Miaoxi didn't hear what he said clearly for a while.
Zhan Hao's eyes were still reluctant to take away from Sun Miaoxi's face, and his eyes traced her facial features over and over again, wanting to remember her appearance more firmly, but his mouth changed: "It's nothing, I just wanted to say that I suddenly wanted to kiss you, so I kissed." ”
“……”
Sun Miaoxi's face turned even redder——— why did this guy suddenly say something numb?
Don't look at whether it's time to fall in love?
Can't we wait for them to get out of danger and then talk about it slowly?
But her heart is getting sweeter and sweeter, and her mood is getting more and more fluttering, what's going on?
The more Sun Miaoxi thought about it, the more ashamed she became, and she couldn't help but bury her head in Zhanhao's arms, pretending to be angry and her voice was weak: "Let's get out of this tree, I think it can't hold it anymore." ”
Zhan Hao suddenly buried his face in Sun Miaoxi's neck, greedily inhaled the fragrance in her hair, and lingered for a long time. Only then did he pull Sun Miaoxi out of his arms, and said with a hint of apology: "It's a bit embarrassing to say it——— I've done too many times before." At the moment, I am a little exhausted, and I am afraid that I will not be able to jump to the tower in one breath with you. ”
Sun Miaoxi suddenly became nervous when she heard this. Afraid that Zhan Hao would suddenly fall off the back, he subconsciously hugged him tightly: "Then what should I do?" ”
"You don't have to be so nervous, I'm not weak enough to ——— don't worry, I just can't jump with you, if I'm alone, I can still easily jump over this distance," Zhan Hao said and leaned down, patted his broad shoulder with his hand, and instructed seriously: "Ah Xi." Although you are not as good as me, but you can jump far if you stand high, you will step on my shoulders for a while, and you will be able to leap to the tower smoothly. ”
Sun Miaoxi trusted Zhan Hao very much, and had no doubts about his words, so she naturally asked, "What about you?" ”
"After you jumped over my shoulder, I was alone and relaxed, and naturally followed." Zhan Hao said involuntarily and hugged Sun Miaoxi high. Let her step on her shoulder, afraid that she would be afraid of herself, and softly reassured: "Don't be afraid after you pass, stay where you are." I'll be right on your heels. ”
Sun Miaoxi silently recited Zhan Hao's words in her heart———Don't be afraid, I will follow you."
With his words, what else did she have to worry about?
They have known each other for so long. He's never broken his word to her, has he?
She believed that since he had made a promise to her, he would do as he always did.
Sun Miaoxi nodded quickly. obediently followed Zhanhao's instructions and took his shoulders as the stepping point. Worked hard to make a light effort, and finally succeeded in reaching the lookout.
As soon as Sun Miaoxi landed safely, she immediately turned around and waved at Zhan Hao, putting her hand to her mouth to make a horn shape: "I've come over smoothly, come over quickly!" ”
Zhan Hao shook his head lightly at Sun Miaoxi, and said in a low voice: "Ah Xi, I'm sorry, I had to break my promise to you once...... In this life, I'm going to go first. ”
He knew that Sun Miaoxi couldn't see his expression, but he still smiled softly at her.
His smile was pale and bloodless, but his gentle gaze carried a hint of satisfaction——— at least in this life, he didn't let Ah Xi pass away in front of him again.
He no longer has to go through the pain of watching Ah Xi disappear and be powerless to do anything about it.
It turned out that the Gu poison in Zhan Hao's body had just been removed, and his body was much weaker than before, and Doctor Guo had already instructed him to recuperate, and it was best not to use internal force, even if he had to use luck, he must stop in moderation.
But the situation was so critical just now, Zhan Hao could only choose to forcibly exercise his skills and explode his physical potential to the extreme, so that he could jump with Sun Miaoxi again and again, and send Sun Miaoxi safely to the tower step by step.
But this practice made him overdraft his body, and the meridians that had been injured by Gu worms deteriorated again, making his internal injuries aggravated, and he was so heavy that he was unable to hold Sun Miaoxi to do the last time he walked forward...... No, he can't even get his luck at the moment, even if he is alone, he can't jump to the tower to join Sun Miaoxi.
Zhan Hao is very clear about the condition of his body, and he clearly knows what kind of ending he will have, but he does not regret making such a choice——— even if he does it all over again, he will still choose to do so without hesitation.
Zhan Hao's internal injuries were very severe, causing his consciousness to gradually blur, and his eyelids were so heavy that they seemed to be filled with lead.
He struggled to prop up his eyelids, looked at the direction where Sun Miaoxi was, and said in a low voice: "Ah Xi, I originally wanted to tell you everything, including my identity and the misunderstanding in my previous life, but when it really came to the time when life and death were about to separate, I couldn't bear to say all this......"
When facing life and death, he did have the impulse to tell Sun Miaoxi everything, tell her that he was reborn for her, and tell her all kinds of misunderstandings in the previous life, so that the two of them could be honest with each other and release their past suspicions.
But if Ah Xi knew the truth of the Dao, he would definitely love him as much as he did in his previous life, even if he died.
But he understands better than anyone that a pair of lovers are separated by yin and yang, and the real pain is the living person.
The living person is tormented by longing, a piece of jewelry, a painting, even a blank piece of paper can evoke endless thoughts.
He doesn't want Ah Xi to live painfully in the future thinking about him.
He would rather not tell Ah Xi the truth and let her not love him so much.
So maybe after he dies, her injuries and her pain will be less......
Maybe after a long, long time, she will gradually forget about him. Find someone who loves her again and be happy for the rest of her life.
Zhan Hao walked in the direction where Sun Miaoxi was. Say the parting words: "Forget me and live happily." ”
Meanwhile. Sun Miaoxi, who was already standing safely on the tower, felt a trace of horror inexplicably welling up in her heart, and then her heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp sword, and the pain in her heart went deep into the bone marrow.
She vaguely saw Zhan Hao smiling at him, his smile was not that desperate smile, but a satisfied smile, she instantly understood the meaning of his smile——— he was saying goodbye to her with a smile!
He told her with a smile that he was satisfied to be able to die to save her!
No!
He's not going to die!
Didn't he say that he could easily jump over this distance?
Why can't he come?!
He wasn't telling her not to be afraid. Did you say you'd come over to accompany her soon?!
"Zhan Hao, if your words don't count, I won't pay attention to you anymore!" Sun Miaoxi shouted at Zhan Hao loudly, and after shouting, she couldn't stop crying: "You don't count if you don't speak, I don't count if you speak!" ”
The only answer to Sun Miaoxi was the roar and roar of the flood.
She wants to go back to him, even if she can't save him, she has to stay with him......
Sun Miaoxi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and began to look for a place where she could use her strength to fly.
But when she found a good place and turned her head again, Zhan Hao's figure had disappeared. She didn't even see the back side of him, only vaguely saw a corner of the dark clothes that was swept away by the flood, and a big tree that was instantly wiped out by the flood.
"Don't!"
Sun Miaoxi shouted loudly, but Flood would not show mercy to her shouting. Instead, she drowned the corner of her clothes more and more ruthlessly, making Zhan Hao's figure completely disappear from her sight.
Sun Miaoxi's strength seemed to be drained in an instant, and the whole person sat softly in place.
She looked in a daze at the direction where the corner of the dark clothes had disappeared. I kept looking at it, as if as long as she didn't give up. The familiar figure would reappear in front of her.
Sun Miaoxi didn't know how long she looked at it, until the flood gradually receded. She still maintained the same posture and looked in the same direction, but the person she was thinking about never appeared again.
Eventually, the flood waters receded completely, leaving a devastated landscape.
Sun Miaoxi got up slowly, standing on the high platform with a blank face and looking around......
The place swept by the ruthless dragon was completely devoid of life, only ruins and corpses strewn across the field.
She was the only one who survived.
She was surrounded by corpses that had been swept away by the flood, but she was the only one standing alive, not even the corners of her skirt getting wet.
It was he who held her all the time and protected her in his arms, so that she could survive in this pile of dead people unharmed.
But what about the person who has been protecting her?
Where is he?
She hasn't even told him in person, she doesn't blame him anymore, she has forgiven him, how can he disappear?!
Tears poured out instantly, like beads with broken threads.
Sun Miaoxi remembered Zhan Hao's sudden confession before, and suddenly understood why he confessed so abruptly——— he knew that if he didn't say it, he wouldn't have a chance, so he would say it in advance.
It turned out that as early as that time, he knew that he couldn't live, but he deceived her to leave first with his usual face, and tricked her into leaving him to live alone!
Zhan Hao, you have gone too far!
You crook who broke his word!
I'm going to get you out of the way......
Sun Miaoxi jumped off the high platform, starting from the recent corpse in dark clothes......
Even if he is dead, she will find him and bring him home.
The location of the embankment is on the west side of the Rakshasa River, and the river overturns from the west and swells all the way to the east.
Sun Miaoxi is determined to follow the direction of the flood and go all the way down to the east until he finds Zhan Hao, whether he is alive or dead!
PS: The author cried by himself, well, the author decided to run away with the lid on the pot~ (to be continued......)
PS: I recommend Su Zihua's new book "Wife Jiao", ISBN: 3175197
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But what trouble is coming one after another?
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Although she likes to raise flowers, she has no interest in evil peach blossoms at all!
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