On my father's birthday, I finally met him: Yang Jian, my husband.

I pulled Ai'er to him and asked Ai'er to call him sweetly: Father!

However, he remained worried.

It's no wonder that Ai'er is not his biological flesh and blood after all, how can he hurt him? Even if it is his own, he may not be willing to favor him differently, because looking at his mother and son, my mother is not the woman on the tip of his heart.

Looking at the East China Sea, the vicissitudes and sorrows that he and Di Kun revealed when they talked about that woman, my heart was also heavy. Watching Di Kun lying in his arms affectionately, watching him throw Di Kun on his shoulders, they were so close and happy, like a father and son.

It turns out that it doesn't have to be biological, as long as it is the woman's child, he treats it as his own.

When Di Kun asked him: Cousin, do you know where my mother is?

It's dead, he replied cheerfully.

Di Kun howled and asked about other things, but he only told him four words, "Visitors from the Western Heavens", and quickly sank into the East China Sea.

Dikun cried loudly on the water, and he choked silently on the water.

The tears that flowed so uncontrollably made the water surface of the East China Sea rise in an instant.

Seeing him crying and trembling, I couldn't help myself, I wanted to go up and hug him, Yang Jian, my husband. But I didn't dare. I knew that any physical contact between me and him would be disgusting to him.

Above heaven, we had a brief happy time, and it was because he forgot the woman, otherwise how could he have allowed me to conceive his child?

Child, the thought of the child makes my heart hurt so much that I can't help myself.

If that kid hadn't died, would he have changed his attitude towards me now?

Maybe, maybe not.

The Three Realms were restored to peace, and his life was nothing but looking for a wisp of wind that had no trace. No one could try to tie his already floating heart with something else.

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About Ai'er, I just want to say that I have a deformed fate with him and Yue Niangniang.

Because of hatred, because I wanted revenge, I went to Chixia Palace.

Ai'er has long been the meat of Yue Niangniang's heart, how can Yue Niangniang allow me to hurt him?

The boy was so cute that I gave up on revenge at the first sight of him. What does the white fox's sin have to do with her?

Yue Niangniang took pity on me and enlightened me a lot. She said that repaying grievances with direct is not the most ruthless means, and repaying grievances with virtue is the most fatal blow. She said that it is easy to hate someone, but it is difficult to love someone.

I think of Yang Jian, because of love, how difficult is his life?

I want Ai'er to love me, and Ai'er to love me, which is the best punishment for the white fox. And for my son to love me, I must love him first.

Now, I no longer delve into love and hate, envy and resentment, hundreds of years of getting along with Ai'er and Yue Niangniang, and life is so peaceful that I am reluctant to destroy this beauty.

Yang Jian, if a qiē could start over, I would have thought I hadn't fallen in love with you.

Loving you has become the tragedy of my life. I can't ask for it, I'm really tired.

But there is never a regret medicine in life.

Yang Jian, if you could do it all over again, would you still allow yourself to fall in love with someone you shouldn't have been?

Do you feel tired when you cry for her?

We, the people, have been disturbed, and now we should have chosen the word numbness?

We used to be friends. But friendship always becomes vulnerable when it comes to love.

That day in the heavenly court, the white fox came to tell me that you and Yang Jian had a relationship. In that instant, I pushed you out of the door of my heart.

Even then, I didn't remember our old hatred of disfigurement, and I couldn't be friends with you anymore.

Love is always selfish, so selfish that it becomes a one-person thing.

Zhu, are you still alive in the Three Realms? Why did you disappear without a trace, and you still can't stop people from missing you?

Those who love you, needless to say. I, the one who once hated you, can't help but miss me.

Jiangzhu, your Dikun is very cute, as cute as my beloved. (To be continued......)