Chapter 68: The Past
Wang Bai saw that Mr. Xu was leaving in a bad mood, his ears were hot, his heart was tight, and he immediately realized that his words and deeds just now were very hurtful, and he didn't have time to think about it, so he quickly followed and chased after him.
Xu Wubian cried and ran, the grievances in her heart turned into tears and kept overflowing, but she covered her mouth and stubbornly refused to cry, that kind of depression had nowhere to vent, and the tears became more and more unstoppable.
She ran all the way through the long street, facing the street without pausing at all, and unconsciously rushed forward, and at this moment it was a red light that was on! The speeding car shuttled across the road, and at the last moment, Wang Bai finally caught up with her, grabbed her hand and pulled her back to him.
"Squeak!" With a bang, a truck stopped in front of them, and the driver poked his head out of the driver's seat and shouted, "Don't die!" Then he muttered a sentence before starting to leave.
Wang Bai was also in a bad mood, he dragged Xu Wushuang back to the side of the road, and shouted like the driver: "You don't want to die!" ”
"Smack!" With a crisp sound on the ground, Wang Bai's head was tilted, Xu Wushuang broke away and slapped him hard, and then returned the words just now to him: "Don't bother me, you better take care of yourself!" ”
Wang Bai gritted his teeth, grabbed her hand again, and said in a low voice: "Okay, you don't want me to take care of you." In the future, you are you, I am me, and from today onwards, I will never care about your idle business again! You want to live or die, whatever you want. Don't bother me anymore, don't come to me for anything. Don't worry, next semester will be divided into classes, no matter what I choose, I will not stay in Class 7, I will not be your student again, I will disappear in front of you! ”
After speaking, he shook his hand and let her go: "You can do it yourself." He turned away indignantly. When Xu Wushuang heard this, he felt that he was really determined to leave him, and this boy who once had a good impression of her and claimed to like her was going to abandon her, which made her feel abandoned again. The pain in her heart burst out uncontrollably, and finally she couldn't bear it anymore, so she let out a heart-rending cry, and sat helplessly on the ground and cried.
While crying, he shouted: "You get out!" Get out of the way! I never want to see you again! ”
At this moment, she simply collapsed, and cursed in a low voice: "Woo...... Bastard...... Negative Man...... Why do you want to do this to me...... Why do you want to do it after I like you...... Woohoo......"
Many times, a man will make you feel that he is in love with you, but in fact he really does not; And a woman will make you think that she is unlikely to fall in love with you, and she will quietly move her heart.
Wang Bai didn't hear her talk to herself, he drank at the moment, his mind was full of impulsive thoughts, he couldn't help but get angry at her after being beaten twice at first, and then he was slapped after saving her life, so that she really couldn't stand this woman's hysteria, and she completely broke out into dissatisfaction, so she said those heartless words.
Although he regretted it a little the moment he turned to leave, he did not try to redeem his mistakes. Because he felt that his entanglement with Xu Wushuang was a very serious mistake in itself, if it continued, it was likely to get out of control, and the final injury must be the woman who was strong on the outside and fragile on the inside, because of the difference in identity and age, he could not guarantee that he could give this woman a lifetime commitment.
Just make a decision, maybe it's good for everyone. He thought like this, and despite the unbearable pain in his heart, he still stubbornly gritted his teeth and walked forward, without looking back.
As he walked, two lines of tears appeared on his face, which crossed his cheeks and fell to his chin, he exhaled a long breath, raised his head and tried to hold back his tears, and muttered in a low voice: "What are you doing...... Why is it my own teacher again......"
Maybe because of that past, I was not destined to be a normal person, but I would fall in love with women I couldn't love.
He lowered his head suddenly, a cold face appeared in front of him, Lu Lu walked in front of him at some point, she smelled the heavy smell of wine on his body, saw his drunken red face, and those two clear tears, a trace of melancholy flashed in her eyes, and then asked calmly, "Where have you been?" My aunt called me and said you didn't come home and didn't call back. I searched all over the school, and I came out to look for you, do you know how much burden the family has......"
Lu Lu's words were interrupted, and Wang Bai suddenly hugged her tightly, leaned into her ear and sobbed in a low voice. She was stunned for a moment, but then slowly reached out and gently put her arms around his back, as if hugging him in reverse.
Her little hand slowly stroked his broad back: "It's okay, no matter what happens, let it pass......"
Lu Lu didn't know what Wang Bai had just experienced to make him so vulnerable at this moment, but she did not hesitate to take on the responsibility of comforting him, just like a wife, in the face of an overwhelmed husband, she would always stretch out her hands without hesitation, open her warm arms, and give him comfort and encouragement.
After sobbing for a while, Wang Bai sniffed and let go of his hands, left her embrace, and then looked into her eyes and said, "Would you like to listen to me tell a story?" ”
She nodded calmly, and already had a premonition in her heart that Wang Bai wanted to tell her the truth about the matter she had always wanted to know, which was also what he had promised, and after the midterm exam was over, he would give her a thoughtful answer. Now his reply was to reveal the secret she didn't want to mention in exchange for a condition she had to abide by.
"If I tell this story, you have to abide by one condition," he paused, then said, "and that condition is that only you know the story, I know, and never tell it to a third person." ”
This condition was unexpected by Lu Lu, but it was also reasonable, she nodded before she could think about it, so Wang Bai took her and started walking, telling the story as she went, it can also be said that it was that memory.
It happened three years ago, Wang Bai was in the second year of junior high school in Baihe Middle School, and one day in May, a substitute teacher came to the class, teaching Chinese, and I heard that he was a college student who came to the school for an internship. She is not very beautiful, but she looks very quiet, has long hair, likes to wear beautiful dresses, and often suffers from the problem of students detaching from the textbook during class, and if she is asked about her love experience by the naughty boy in the class, she will blush and not speak.
Rather than being a teacher, she is more like a neighbor's big sister, with a bunch of disobedient children in the yard, working hard every day for the tasks assigned by the parents.
At this time, there will always be one or two sensible and well-behaved people in the children's pile, and Wang Bai is such a person. He was the class president at that time, he was excellent in all aspects, and his classmates believed in him very much, and with his help, she was finally able to attend classes well and gradually gain a foothold in this class.
Naturally, she also found Wang Bai's help, so she was very kind to him, maybe it was a kind of gratitude, or maybe there was something else in it. In short, gradually, she became more and more kind to him, and from time to time she would give him some small things, although most of them were stationery, and they were rewarded to him on the pretext of outstanding homework, but everyone could feel that the substitute teacher's attitude towards the class leader was different, and the rumors gradually dispersed.
Wang Bai naturally felt it, that year, he was not yet fifteen years old, which was the age when love first opened, and in his ignorance, he only felt that maybe it was love.
He didn't have the heart to go to class at first, and when he watched her lecture, his eyes would radiate a gentle color, and when he spoke to her, he would blush inexplicably. The substitute teacher saw all this, but he never said anything. She would just call Wang Bai to her dormitory every evening, and then tell him the content of the day's class again one-on-one, and not allow him to get distracted.
At that time, the rumors were noisy, and the school began to intervene in the investigation, but with the testimony of the dormitory teacher, the investigation could not be completed.
The substitute teacher's dormitory is behind the movie theater near the school, where there is a small two-story building with a total of six rooms. One day in June, it was a day off, and the school organized all the teachers to go to the water park to cool off, but she stayed on the pretext of being inconvenient.
Then, she called Wang Bai and asked him to go to the dormitory to make up for classes. He went, then was pushed down on the bed. She gently dismissed Luo Xiang, told him not to move, and then taught him many things that would not be taught in textbooks.
They had a skin-to-skin relationship and did forbidden things, but it was really not what Wang Bai wanted, all he had in his heart was fear and nervousness, not pleasure, especially looking at the blood flowing from under her, he was even more afraid.
She smiled and reassured him, saying that it wasn't what he thought, and then pointed to the pads on her panties, saying that he would understand when he grew up.
"Forgive me for my selfishness, the man I fell in love with took away my first night, but I was not his first woman...... Now, I make up for that regret from you, and I hope you don't blame me...... Because, to be honest, I like you too. That's why I do it because I like you...... However, I hope you can forget all this, and I don't want you to be like me and leave regrets...... I'm sorry, I hurt you the last, I'm going back to school next week, you should think you're doing the teacher the last favor, don't talk about it, okay? ”
He stupidly left the teacher's dormitory, returned home, locked himself in his room, did not eat or drink, and spent the whole day. The next day I had a serious illness and hung in the hospital with saline all night. When he returned to school, the teacher was gone, and she didn't leave any contact information when she left.
In this way, his first woman took away his first time and his first love, but left him with an unforgettable regret and a freak heart.
"I don't believe what she said to me, even if what she said was true, then the liking in her mouth must be different from my liking." Wang Bai said softly, his voice hoarse.
Lu Lu listened quietly, even if there was shock, it didn't show it on his face. This incident is close to the rumors, but it is very different from the rumors, in the eyes of others, Wang Baiyan is not shallow, but for Wang Bai, this is a tragedy, a sad memory that a teenager can't bear.
The teacher's revenge-like seizure shattered his love and left him with lifelong regrets.
Lu Lu didn't understand what he was thinking, she just felt extremely uncomfortable listening to this story, and the person she liked had been struggling painfully in her memory, making her struggle with it. If she could, she would like to let his pain be passed on to herself.
It turned out that the blank piece of paper she had been looking forward to was so colorful, and Wang Bai's experience was too complicated for her. But knowing the truth of the Dao, she only had no patience in her heart, but she didn't have the slightest thought of disgust.
She wants to become a tinker to repair Wang Bai's wounded heart and make him forget the past forever.
"Wang Bai, do you want to make up for that regret?" She asked softly.
"What do you mean?" He turned to look at her, and saw a hint of determination in her eyes.
Lu Lu pursed her lips and plucked up her courage to say, "You can be my first man." ”
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