209. 【208】You owe me nothing, but you do so much for me
Duan Muchen pursed his lips, his face was extremely stinky, he was worried that the woman who had been eating dinner with other men all night? It's annoying to think about it.
Xiao Jingyun saw her stand up a little strangely and also stood up, and then looked back, a little familiar, he knew.
"Come here." Duan Muchen opened his mouth lightly.
Xiao Jingyun turned around, a little puzzled, Li Xiamo hid behind him and grabbed his arm, looked at him with clear eyes with a little grievance, and decisively refused, "I don't!" ”
Duan Muchen rubbed his eyebrows with his forehead, he had a little headache, and it was not good to carry her away directly in this kind of place, so he could only say to her in a consultative tone, "Come here, I won't worry about you tonight." ”
Xiao Jingyun twisted his eyebrows, lowered his head and asked her, "Who is this?" You're still telling me that your relationship is as pure as pure milk? Are you stupid for me? ”
"Oh, you shut up first, I'll explain to you another day." Li Xiamo's palms are sweaty now, and she doesn't know what to do at all.
“……”
Duan Muchen approached step by step, and finally stood in front of Xiao Jingyun, but his eyes directly skimmed over him and looked at Li Xiamo who was hiding behind him, "Come home with me." ”
The words 'follow me home' stimulated Xiao Jingyun a lot, and he asked in wonder, "Wait, you say first, who are you?" ”
Duan Muchen's gaze was retracted, his lazy eyes were dangerously sharp, his sword eyebrows were slightly raised, and he explained, "Her husband." ”
Xiao Jingyun had already been investigated, so he was not a threat to him, but now the main thing for him was to bring this disobedient little woman back to 'educate' well.
He is naturally not easy to take care of other people's housework, and he looked at her with a little anger at this time, she didn't even mention a word about their good relationship?
Li Xia had a terrible headache, stepped forward and sandwiched between the two, knowing that the result was the same, don't struggle anymore, and said to Xiao Jingyun, "I'll explain to you another day, explain another day, I'll go first." ”
Then he hurriedly took Duan Muchen's hand and was about to leave here, it was too embarrassing.
It was she who pulled Duan Muchen out, but later it was him who grabbed her wrist tightly and took her away, she didn't want to go back slowly, and the strength of her wrist became heavier and heavier.
"It hurts, it hurts...... Duan Muchen, you tap, it really hurts. The red marks on his wrists could be faintly seen, and she could feel his anger almost without him speaking.
After pulling her out, I didn't know where he was taking her, his pace was too fast for her to keep up, and at last he was almost about to turn into a drag, he suddenly turned around and pulled her, and spun around and pressed her against the wall of a dimly lit alley.
She raised her eyes to look at him sadly, his scarlet eyes glared at her fiercely, his arms were propped up beside her, and his muscles were bursting out, but he was holding back, afraid that his uncontrollable movements would hurt her.
His appearance is very rare, she subconsciously shouted his name, a little scared, "Duan Muchen......"
"Why leave? Why did you leave without saying a word? How did you leave? Why didn't you answer my phone, why did you hang up, why didn't you tell me when you got angry, why! Well? ”
He asked several whys, and she was so shocked that she couldn't say a word, as if things were going in an unexpected trend.
In the end, she could only turn her head away from his angry eyes, pout, and say, "I don't want to talk to you." ”
Duan Muchen almost collapsed, he didn't know how to say that she was good, why didn't she understand anything? "If you don't want to talk to me, you don't have to say it, you can be angry with me and be silent, but you can't leave the Duan Mansion without permission, do you know that something is likely to happen to you! Can you not joke with your own safety! ”
His stern and cold voice made her heart very sour, obviously she didn't want to shed any more tears, but her eyes were uncontrollably full of tears, and as long as she blinked, they would drip from them.
Duan Muchen was a little at a loss, why didn't he know that women's tears were so lethal before? As soon as she cried, he didn't know what to do.
"You're murdering me again...... Can't you just say it well? ”
Although I knew that it was caring, although I knew that he was completely for her good, why did she have to say it in such a way? Maybe a little gentleness will achieve twice the result with half the effort.
But Duan Muchen absolutely knows her, if she uses a gentle seduction/// coaxing way, she must have her left ear in and out of her right ear, and in the end she still can't remember it, such a harsh statement will make her remember it a little deeper, and she won't make the same mistake next time.
The most important thing is that she actually cried again, so he suddenly broke his skills and stretched out his arms to put her in his arms, and finally he was scared and cried and still had to coax him back, "Okay, don't cry, just remember next time, good." ”
In the way of coaxing a child, let her sobble and hide in his arms, the grievances that had been suppressed for a day finally broke out, stretched out her arms and hugged him and complained, "Duan Muchen, you always feel that you are protecting me in your way, but you only bring me guilt, as if you were beaten today, I just want to bear a little for you, I know you don't want to see me beaten, you can bear it for me, but I also want to share it for you, even if it's a ...... It also makes me feel a little better. ”
It turned out that he left this evening because of this incident, Duan Muchen helplessly hugged her, stroked her green silk with his big hand, and said seriously, "At the end of summer, I am a man and your husband, and men should protect their women and their wives from harm, you know?" There are things that we need to face together, but there are things that I have to stand in front of you and bear for you, and you don't need to feel guilty, because it's a matter of course, you know? ”
A comforting kiss fell on the top of her hair, Li Xiamo raised his hand and gently stroked his back, tears wet his chest, "But it hurts when you see me injured, and I see you injured too, Duan Muchen, are we all okay?" Don't get hurt anymore, I'm really scared......"
Knowing what she was worried about, why hadn't he thought about it, some things were unavoidable, but as long as he was by her side, he must not let her be hurt a little.
"No, trust me."
Li Xia sobbed a few times, hugged him tightly and didn't want to let go, "But I also think that there is no one in the world who is good to you that you can take for granted, you don't owe me anything, but you do so much for me......"
There are some things she knows, some things she doesn't know, this man's care and dedication make her a little at a loss.
"You didn't take it for granted, that's because you didn't love me enough......"
Li Xia Mo was silent and didn't say any more, she couldn't take it for granted that he didn't ask for anything in return for his kindness to her, just because she didn't love him enough?
However, now that even she herself is confused, what kind of feelings does she have for him? It seems like...... Just dependent? I just feel like I can't live without.
"You don't dare to give yourself to me because you're afraid I'll leave you one day, right?" He knew her concerns, and he hadn't broken them before, but she always asked him frequently what she would do if he was gone one day? So she has to learn to do something by herself and not rely too much on him.
This kind of questioning is more than once or twice, and it is because of too many times that he knows why she is angry now and why she doesn't dare to face the true feelings/feelings in her heart.
Because she had already encountered it once, because she relied on it wholeheartedly at the beginning and ended up like that in the end, she learned to be independent in Duan Qingxi, she learned too much, and even froze her heart and didn't dare to hand it over to anyone again.
Including him.
Although she made him a little hurt like this, it was also good for herself, and now he didn't even dare to report it, would he leave in the future......
His world is so complicated, as pure as hers, can he really bear it?
"I ...... I do not know. ”
I always felt that I was in love with him before, but it didn't get to the point where I couldn't live without him, that was the room she left for herself.
So, like he said, she's just not loving enough......
knows, sees, everything he has done for her, more than touching but guilty, the source is just that she doesn't love him enough.
Pulling her away from her by a certain distance, Duan Muchen raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and the corners of his lips curled, "Let's take our time, there is still a long way to go, don't rush." ”
Is it still long? She nodded blankly, pursing her lips and not knowing what to say.
"In the future, no matter where you go, you have to tell me, tell me as soon as something happens, tell me when you encounter tricky things, and I'll help you solve them, because if you misunderstand something, you must say it, don't run away in a bad mood, you know, I am the person you should trust the most in this world, you know?"
The brainwashing mode was turned on, and this guy instilled such thoughts in her again, but the most depressing thing was that she really accepted it and nodded obediently.
Originally, because of his tender words, the surrounding atmosphere became very good, but the next second he asked her seriously, "How did you get from Duan's house to the city?" Xiao Jingyun picked you up? He shouldn't have known where Duan Zhai was. ”
Li Xiamo lowered his head and poked his fingers, not wanting to lie to him, and told Di Jixi about sending her back, and finally concluded, "I don't know the way, so I can only take a ride." ”
"You still run around if you don't know the way? You're really bold enough, and besides, why don't you come back if you don't know the way? Why do you have to take his car? His identity is different now, and he has determined that the time of engagement is Qingqing's fiancé, do you know what to do? ”
Li Xia was stunned for a moment, raised his eyes to look at him, his washed eyes were very clear, "Determined the time?" When? ”
"What's the point?" He broke out in a cold sweat and thought for a moment, "It's set for Saturday next week." ”