142. 141. Dusty love

If she really recalled, with the feelings between them, he was absolutely confident that he would recapture Tang Li's heart, and let them go back to the time when they had no guesses in the past!

It's just that Nangong Ze is too naΓ―ve, when his wholehearted dedication is betrayed, who can give his feelings to a man who once betrayed him?

Betrayal once is only the beginning, and a man who is used to betraying will never change his nature.

Tang Li also understood this truth after the second catastrophe.

In a blink of an eye, a month has passed, and Tang Li is preparing to put a long line to catch big fish, and he will be ready to collect the net today.

After breakfast, Nangong Ze came as scheduled, if it weren't for hating this man from the bottom of his heart, Tang Li would probably fall for his appearance, unlike Nangong's cynical evil spirit, once this man with a resolute face becomes gentle, it will give people the illusion of iron-blooded tenderness.

Above one person, under ten thousand people, a ruthless tyrant, a harem poisonous pet, tirelessly report every day, and offer hospitality, I am afraid that no matter which woman will be moved by this supreme favor.

Women are always vain in their hearts, and even Tang Li sometimes has delusions.

Fortunately, she met Nangong Jue first, and she had something in her heart, which made her as firm as ever.

This month, in addition to rejecting Nangong Ze, Tang Li also had one more painting, but she painted this painting for a purpose!

Nangong Ze saw Tang Li painting in the pavilion from afar, his hurried steps subconsciously slowed down, walked lightly to Tang Li's side, and stood quietly behind her and watched her paint.

He never knew that Tang Li was so good at painting, the scenery in the painting was vivid, even the green backs of the fish under the lake could be seen clearly, and her familiar painting techniques were comparable to the most powerful excellent painters in the country.

Nangong Ze just wanted to praise Tang Li, but she suddenly snorted in anger, and the brush in her hand turned sharply, painting a pair of juanxiu that was about to be completed in a mess.

Without thinking about it, he reached out and grabbed Tang Li's waving hand, "Xiao Li, what's wrong with you, you draw so well, why do you want to destroy her?" ”

"I like it, can you handle it?"

"Xiao Li!!" Nangong Jue suddenly raised her voice, in the past few days, she seemed to be particularly easy to get angry.

"Don't call me by name, I hate you, I hate you for being so amorous!!" Tang Li said and threw the paintbrush on the ground, and even got up impulsively to tear the few paintings he had painted before to shreds!!

Nangong Ze hurriedly stepped forward and hugged the crazy Tang Li tightly into his arms, grabbed her hands and said, "Xiao Li, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm going crazy, you know? I was about to go crazy when I was locked up in this palace by you, I wanted to rely on painting to calm my mind, but when I saw myself repeating the same scene one by one, my heart became even more irritable, I asked you, what did I do wrong, you want to lock me up here? You're trying to drive me crazy, aren't you? ”

Tang Li looked at Nangong Ze with vicious eyes, and he looked a little mentally deranged.

Nangong Ze was silent, the rumors about Xiao Li outside had spread, if he let her out now, it would be miserable if she was recognized by those old ministers.

"Nangong Ze, if you let me go out, I don't like it here at all, if I stay any longer, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, sometimes I really want to jump into this Ming Lake, see if there is a passage to the outside world under the water, even if it is to let me walk freely in the palace, if you are afraid that I will run away, it is good to send someone to monitor me, anyway, I am also used to being watched by you, this month, I have been numb!"

Tang Li said that it was a heartache, lonely and helpless, and with the mist under his eyes, he interpreted a prison bird quite well.

Through these days, she has figured out Nangong Ze's feelings for her, although she is not sure if it is herself, but his love for Xiao Li is absolutely real, and it has reached the point where she is afraid of breaking it in her hand and holding it in her mouth for fear of melting.

There were even times when he would sneak into her room in the middle of the night and carefully observe her sleeping face before leaving, as if he was afraid that she would disappear at any time.

In this way, he is even more afraid that he will be hurt a little bit.

Hearing this, Nangong Ze sighed lightly, in fact, he had already discovered her thoughts.

No matter how her personality changes, she is still his Xiao Li after all, as before, she doesn't like this palace at all, she stays for a month at most, and then she shouts to leave.

"Xiao Li, listen to me tell a story first!"

Nangong Ze walked behind Tang Li lightly, pressed her shoulders and helped her to sit down on the stone bench, and then sat down in front of her and came slowly.

Tang Li's heart squeaked, feeling Nangong Ze's eyes containing tenderness and guilt, and quickly pretended to be angry and parted his cheeks.

Based on the feeling, Nangong Ze is going to talk about their past.

She had asked Nangong Ze a few times, but he was vague and perfunctory, believing that in this past that no one wanted to mention, there would definitely be unacceptable facts.

With instinct, she should have left immediately, but she couldn't hide her inner curiosity, not because of Nangong Jue, but because of herself in her heart.

That lost memory, is it really the story between her and Nangong Ze?

If so, where does she go from here?

There is also Nangong Jue, he is still uncertain about his life and death, even if there is no affection between them, but the palace suffered such a catastrophe, it was all because of her, it was reasonable, how could she abandon him?

"I once had a woman I loved very much......"

Tang Li's heart chuckled, and even his breathing became solidified, waiting for Nangong Ze's next words.

"We have known each other for a long time, when she was ten years old and I was sixteen years old, she fled with her parents to this Kyoto, forced to make a living, her parents entered the palace as a handyman, and she was allowed to enter and leave the palace freely by the kind Qing concubine, and my acquaintance with her was in this palace.

Obviously, she and the imperial brother still have to know each other first, but she likes to play with me very much, because she said that she likes me to be very serious no matter what I do, and she also likes me to teach her martial arts, and she also said that she likes my arms, because no matter how high she jumps down, I can catch her steadily.

It's a pity that I have very little time to get out of the palace as the prince, and when I grow up, I have to work hard to learn how to govern the country, when I think of her, she will use the excuse of entering the palace to find the Qing Concubine Niangniang, and live in the palace for half a month. ”