The weaving art of the Weaver Girl is first-class, but I didn't expect that the cooking skills are not unconventional. After a while, a table of side dishes was served. Those side dishes look good, but they're a little greasy. As soon as I sat down at the table, I couldn't stop vomiting. The Weaver Girl hurriedly poured water, and Yang Jian also quickly got up and patted me on the back.

I threw up teary eyes, and my stomach still twitched.

"Are you not feeling well?" Yang Jian was so worried that he didn't know what to do.

I hung my head weakly, and Yang Jian asked, "What's wrong with you?" What is wrong with it, such an ugly face? Fortunately, the Weaver Girl brought the water, so I took a few sips of her hand, took a deep breath, and smiled at Yang Jian: "It's okay, it's just ...... It's a bit of a heat. ”

"Heat?" Yang Jianhu looked left and right suspiciously, "Is it hot here?" ”

The Weaver Girl had already fanned me with a fan, and said honestly: "The Shuiyunjian Temple is small and not ventilated, and I am tired of Concubine Xiang, I'm really embarrassed." ”

I pulled her to sit down and said curiously, "You're welcome, I'm fine now, but how do you recognize me?" ”

"If I don't know you, I should know your garment." The Weaver Girl pointed to the green gauze skirt on my body, the yarn skirt embroidery is exquisite and ingenious, and there is only one piece in the entire Heavenly Palace, "All the clothes of Xiang Concubine Niangniang are from the hands of the Weaver Girl, and the Weaver Girl was punished by the Queen Mother and could not leave by the Milky Way, so she did not have the opportunity to meet Xiang Fei Niangniang, I don't know if Xiang Fei Niangniang wore the clothes sewn by the Weaver Girl, but it was still close?" ”

"It turned out to be you." I was amazed and delighted, my clothes were the most outstanding among the fairies of the heavenly court, elegant and vulgar. Unlike other families, I often wonder which fairy sister is making clothes for me, but I didn't expect it to be the Weaver Girl. "Sister Weaver Girl is the best weaver in Heaven, how can you wear the clothes of the pearl, every stitch and thread is from your hands." I'm not saying kind words.

The Weaver Girl smiled implicitly, "The Weaver Girl is also following the will of the Heavenly Monarch, and she doesn't dare to be unsatisfied." ”

I shuddered, and the warm current in my heart crossed me. And Yang Jian's eyes darkened, and he was silent and didn't say anything.

The Weaver Girl continued: "The Weaver Girl's dedication is just her duty, and the Heavenly Monarch is really well-intentioned to Concubine Xiang. The Queen of Heaven has not yet been canonized, but the Celestial Monarch has already come to the Milky Way to find me. said that if the queen clothes I sewed could satisfy Concubine Xiang. can make Concubine Xiang beautiful at the post-sealing ceremony, and promise to fulfill one of my wishes......"

My heart was warm and soft, the lake was rippling, my eyes became foggy, and my voice was fluttering and I casually asked the Weaver Girl, "What is Sister Weaver Girl's wish?" ”

The Weaver Girl fell silent. The smile converged. Look lonely.

I stood up faintly. said sadly: "No matter what Sister Weaver Girl's wish is, Jiangzhu will disappoint her sister, and the queen of heaven doesn't have to do it." I can't be named the queen of heaven......" I said, lost my soul and lifted my feet out of the clouds. The Weaver Girl's confused voice came from behind him: "For what? My brocade has been woven so long......"

Standing on the edge of the Milky Way, facing the sparkling river, I had a moment of dizziness, and at the moment when my body collapsed, Yang Jian supported me in time.

As soon as I turned around, I met Yang Jian's tired gaze, and I gave him a desolate smile.

"Don't worry, I won't be unable to think about it, I won't ...... again," I said, in a sad voice. Yang Jian pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.

"How? What can be done to make you happy? Jiang Zhu ......" Yang Jian's voice was extremely tired, with a crying tone.

I collapsed and leaned on Yang Jian's arms, looking weakly over his shoulder to look at the scenery by the Milky Way, the spirit birds were flying, the smoke was surrounded by clouds, so beautiful that I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry. Happiness is so far away from me! Yang Jian used to be the best person who could give me happiness, but his destination was Yingli. Tianjun is undoubtedly the person who can give me happiness the most in this world, but Shenying has torn up my dream of happiness. My hand gently stroked my lower abdomen, and now the only person who can give me happiness is Shen Ying, but I instantly feel tired and unloved. Shen Ying? His resentful gaze appeared in front of my eyes, he didn't torture me, he didn't let me suffer and was already thankful, as for happiness, where would I dare to hope for it?

"I finally figured out one thing today, in this world, I can't give you happiness, and the only person who can give you happiness is Uncle Tianjun. So, Jiangzhu, as long as you become a diva and you become an uncle's woman, who in the Three Realms dares to hurt you again? In the universe, the most powerful is Uncle Tianjun, only Uncle Tianjun is your best home, is your best patron saint, give you to your uncle, I will rest assured, if you are worried that my grandmother will object, I will try my best to do my grandmother's ideological work, I will ask Yingli to help lobby grandma, I will tell Yingli that once you marry Uncle Tianjun, I can no longer think about you, she no longer has to worry about you snatching me away, from now on I Yang Jian only belongs to her Yingli alone. In this way, Yingli will try her best to lobby her grandmother, and maybe she will also ask the Dragon King of the Four Seas to come forward to promote the matter of the Heavenly Monarch to seal you as the queen, so, Jiangzhu, don't be unhappy, marry your uncle, you will be very happy, it can be seen that your uncle loves you very much, and your uncle's love for you is no less than Yang Jian's, I have always known that his love for you is no less than mine......" Yang Jian said, and finally squatted on the ground, tears dripping big and big, and his shoulders shook violently because of sobbing.

I was already crying uncontrollably, and it was so difficult for Yang Jian, who had never been good at words, to say such a large list of heartfelt words. I leaned down and hugged Yang Jian into my arms, crying until I almost fainted.

Yang Jian, thank you for loving me. Thank you, thank you, you still love me. Thank you, thank you, thank you......

But Jangzhu is an unblessed person, how can I make my body belong to both father and son at the same time? How can it? Yang Jian, tell me, how can you? I am tormented by my conscience and tormented by remorse every day. What did I not resist in the Guizi Forest that night, what did I give in to, what did I even attach to I, fell headlong, and couldn't extricate myself? Yang Jian, I'm a slut, I don't deserve you to treat me like this, I don't deserve to treat me like that to Tianjun, I deserve to be ravaged by Shenying, I deserve it!

Yang Jian stretched out his hand and hugged me, he buried his head in my arms, and we hugged and cried on the lonely side of the galaxy.

I'm so tired. I'm tired. Tired and not loved.

When I came back from the Milky Way, I was seriously ill, lying lazily in Cuizhuxuan.

My hands have been resting on my lower abdomen, where is my child, if my mother-in-law persuaded me to kill the child at the beginning, I still have a trace of hesitation in my heart, then after the prince's mansion saw Shenying, I was determined: this child can not be kept. Because he is not the crystallization of love, he is the fruit of hatred, and such fruit is too bitter and destined not to be sweet and happy. Instead of giving birth to tragedy, it is better to stifle him when he is not perceiving, and the pain at this time is the least, the lowest and the most subtle.

Child, I'm sorry, but your future is an empty word when your mother and mother can't have a future.

Child, I'm sorry, don't you are afraid that you will be immersed in bitter water from birth like your mother.

Child, I'm sorry, fate is the common outcome of my mother and everyone who loves my mother's mother, and you are no exception, child.

Child, please go to a happy and beautiful family to take care of your child, you should be a beautiful and lovely little person, you should have the complete love of your father and mother, and you should not have a mother like me who lives in contradiction and pain.

Kid, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

Child, see you again, see you again, never see you again......

Tears flowed down my cheeks endlessly, soaking through the pillow.

So he did not eat or drink, and waited for the seven-day period to come. Child, let your mother spend more time with you!

Yu'er came to report, saying that Tianjun came to visit me, I didn't have the strength to get up, and Tianjun also entered Cuizhuxuan in a blink of an eye and came to my bed.

"Jiangzhu, I haven't seen you for a few days, why are you so sick? The face is so ugly, Yu'er, you hurry up and go to the Queen Mother's Palace to invite your mother-in-law, no, no, I will invite you personally-" Tianjun said in a hurry.

Yu'er looked at me worriedly: "Sister Xiangfei, what should you do?" ”

Seeing Yu'er in such a situation, I knew that I must be extremely haggard at this time, with strong symptoms of joy and water and rice that had not been eaten for many days.

I struggled to get up and walked out with a fluttering step.

"Sister Xiangfei, where are you going?" Yu'er caught up and asked.

I pushed her away and smiled weakly: "It's okay, I'm just going out to get out of the rut and get some breath." ”

"But Tianjun will come back later......" Yu'er is sad and miserable.

I was bored: "Yu'er, don't stop me, my heart is very chaotic, I'll come back when I go out for a walk, and when Tianjun and Ana come, just say I'll go and go back, don't look for me." ”

As I spoke, I closed my eyes vigorously and walked towards the outside of the Xiaoxiang Pavilion.

Subconsciously, I want to go to Yang Jian, but I don't know where Lu Dao will be at this moment. Maybe he has already returned to the mouth of the river, or maybe he is still interceding for me in the palace of the Queen Mother, asking the Queen Mother of the West to promise the Heavenly Monarch to make me the queen of heaven, or maybe he is crying and waiting for me by the Milky Way......

I scurried around the clouds like a fly without a head, and when I saw a silver glittering river at the bottom of the clouds, I plunged headlong.

The feet gently landed on the shore of the Milky Way, or startled countless spirit birds foraging on the shore. The birds flocked away, leaving only a few crisp birdsongs. I heard a woman crying in the midst of birdsong, and I stood in circles, dizzily looking for the place where the cry came from.

A fairy daughter in pink sat in a long colored brocade horse, clasped her hands on her knees, buried her head in her knees, and wept quietly. The cry was small, intermittent, and very sad and heart-wrenching.

I couldn't help but walk over to the weeping woman. My body is very light, my steps are very light, except for the heavy mood, everything is light. I floated up to the woman like a ghost and asked, "What's wrong with you?" What are you crying for? ”

The woman was startled, and when she turned around, it was actually the Weaver Girl. (To be continued......)