Chapter 115: Heartbreak
I looked at Ana, confused, and there was a burning light in Ana's eyes.
"Sister, have you ever wondered who fed you the dumb medicine?"
Even if I don't answer Ana's question, everyone knows it. In the great heavens, only the Queen Mother of the West hates me to the bone, and has the courage to put me to death.
"Her purpose is not to make you dumb, the real purpose is to make the child in your belly unable to keep it."
Ana's words reminded me, and I had an epiphany: "So I will either become dumb or miscarry, and if you give me an antidote to cure my muteness, the child in my womb will never be saved." ”
"When Tianjun asked me to diagnose and treat you, he had already discovered the mystery, but Tianjun decided to sacrifice your child after thinking about it again and again......"
"The child is not sacrificed to protect me, but because the child is not his flesh and blood." I was in a state of panic.
"Sister, don't say that, Tianjun really loves you......"
"From now on, I will never love again, he loves me only because I am pure and immaculate in his heart, but now I am a broken flower." There must have been a dead despair in my eyes.
Ana held my hand and begged with grief: "Sister, don't say that, sister, no, the Heavenly Monarch is really, really good to you......"
This was all before, and after last night, I knew that the years when the Heavenly Monarch had shaded me had passed. I am now a small grass with no big trees to cling to, a humble grass, a little grass that has to experience wind and frost at all times. I didn't say anything more to Ana, wiped away my tears, collected my feelings, and gave Anaa a perked smile: "Ana." No matter what others do, we have to take care of ourselves. Ana, you have to make me medicinal food every day, I want to recover as soon as possible, and when my body is better, we will find a way to see together how to restore your appearance. ”
"Sister, as long as you're good, I'm fine." Ana's smile was simple and simple.
But I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, so I have to help Ana recover her face no matter what. I picked up Ana from the ground, and suddenly remembered the Weaver Girl. It was last night when she came to call for help. Most of the time has passed, and I don't know what happened to the Cowherd.
"Ana, go back to the Queen Mother's Palace and inquire for me how the Queen Mother of the West will deal with Cowherd, the husband of the Weaver Girl!"
Ana went back to the Queen Mother's Palace, but I felt like I had been beaten with blood. Three times five divided by two, I ate the medicinal food boiled by Ana. Immediately resurrected with full blood. If only I was strong enough. I don't need to beg for the shade of others, and I have the ability to protect my relatives and friends around me. My child can't die in vain, and the first dragon can't die in vain. All the grievances I have suffered in the heavenly court cannot be in vain, Queen Mother of the West, we will always be hostile in this world, from today on, from this moment on, I will declare war on you.
I stared at the pale but resolute face in the mirror, and my heart was full of fighting spirit.
Xiaoxiang Pavilion is sad because of my miscarriage, because the heavenly monarch recognized the child in my belly in the palace of the Queen Mother, the immortals are even more sorry and sad, suddenly saw me open the door of Cuizhuxuan, and walked out of the hall like no one else, although the body is weak and bloodless in the illness, the expression is not bleak, a pair of eyes are very attentive, everyone can't help but smile, surround up, and call eagerly: "Xiangfei Niangniang......"
I looked at these little faces like flowers, and my heart became more determined: I must be strong, all the palace people in this palace rely on me, and if I lose power in the heavenly court, they will be blinded and even die ugly.
Bao Chan, Yu'er, and Zijuan came out of the bamboo forest, and when they saw my calm expression, they were all overjoyed. They handed the bucket of water to the other immortals, and then helped me to sit down at the white jade table in the garden. The breeze was warm, the sun was shining, and I had a sudden clarity.
The three of them gathered around me, pinching the legs of the legs, and beating the backs, and all three of them were in a light mood. It turns out that my feelings affect the nerves of so many people, but because they love me and care about me. No matter what happens, it is impossible for Jiangzhu to delight herself, give up on herself, and harm herself.
This kind of bead is amazing even for me. Momda. Like yourself one.
In the afternoon, I was admiring the bamboo in front of the window when a paper crane flew over from the clouds. I thought it was the news of the cowherd brought by my mother-in-law, but when I opened it, it was actually Shenying's handwriting: Cowherd, don't worry.
My heart trembled, how did he know that I was inquiring about the news of the Cowherd?
Just had a miscarriage, if the purple juan knew that I was going to the galaxy to visit the weaver girl, they would definitely stop it, so they could only go quietly by themselves.
The body is weak, and he can't urge the mana too much, so he can only fly slowly on the clouds on the clouds. Finally flew to the sky above the Milky Way, saw that the Milky Way below was wide, the river was surging, and was about to descend, but was blown by the wind blown by the waves on the surface of the river, and suddenly lost its center of gravity in the clouds. Seeing that I was about to fall into the lake when I fell into the clouds, a pair of hands supported my body in time, and then grabbed my waist and flew over the surface of the river, all the way to the water and clouds.
I turned my head to one side, facing the horribly beautiful face of the goddess, and the black eyes had a woman's watery grace, which made me feel as if I had fallen into a deep lake at a glance.
Falling to the ground, Shen Ying let go of me. I didn't look at him again, but went to pat the door between the clouds.
The door opened, and the furnishings in the water cloud room were unobstructed, although the finches were small and dirty, but in the end it was still a small territory, and standing at the door, you could see the flowers and the moon lying on the small bed in the bedroom. The two little dolls were sleeping soundly, and a mother's love in my heart flowed through my heart like soft waves, and my eyes became foggy.
Shen Ying reminded on the side: "The Weaver Girl has gone to the Queen Mother's Palace to confess her guilt, presumably the Queen Mother has already released the Cowherd and sent the Weaver Girl to prison." ”
I was startled, looked sideways at him, and said confusedly, "What do you mean?" ”
"The Weaver Girl exchanged herself for the Cowherd, and the Queen Mother of the West has promised to let the Cowherd father and son return to the world......"
"Then what will the Queen Mother do with the Weaver Girl?" I was taken aback.
"Letting a mortal into the heavenly court without permission, what kind of punishment do you think the Weaver Girl will get?" Shen Ying asked me rhetorically.
I only felt that my scalp was numb, my hands and feet were cold, and my whole person felt like I was on the edge of an abyss, and I had a palpitation.
"The Cowherd wasn't put in by the Weaver Girl, it's me and the Heavenly Monarch......"
"But is my father willing to testify?" The corners of Shen Ying's lips twitched, and she smiled with a mocking smile as if she understood everything.
I couldn't care so much about leaving, but Shen Ying grabbed me: "Where are you going?" ”
"I'm going to ask the Heavenly King!"
"Can't you see through it? Father is so angry with you, he doesn't want to see you at all now! "Shen Ying cruelly peeled back the cloak of truth.
I was stunned, tears of despair rolled in my eyes, and I said in a trembling voice: "Since you know everything, do you know what he is angry with me for?" Do you know that I am in love with the Heavenly Monarch, but I have never done anything out of bounds? Do you know that I am carrying your child in my womb? Do you know that the Heavenly Monarch of the Dao Dao was afraid that the Queen Mother of the West would punish me and recognized that child? Do you know that the Queen Mother of Lu Daoxi fed me dumb medicine, and do you know that the mother of the King of Lu Daoxi killed our children with her hands? ”
Shen Ying's pupils shrank and opened, opened and shrunk, and he staggered back slightly.
I was so soft that a fire in my chest almost burned the entrails to ashes, and my voice became desolate and ethereal, "You want to take revenge on me, you should be happy now, right?" Your purpose has been achieved, I have lost my child, I have lost my lover, are you satisfied? "Tears fell like broken pearls.
Shen Ying looked at me in a daze and didn't refute.
I slowly turned around, waved into the air, beckoned down a cloud, and was about to step on it, when Shen Ying grabbed me: "Where are you going?" ”
"I'm going to save the Weaver Girl!" I was dizzy.
"How can you fight the Queen Mother of the West, don't you hit a stone with an egg?"
"I'm going to ask the Heavenly Monarch!" I'm not angry.
"Father won't see you now! How can I say that you are sober? ”
I can't be sober, I don't want to be sober, so the heavenly monarch who loves me can't leave me alone. At this moment, I had hope in my heart again. For the sake of the Weaver Girl, for the sake of the Cowherd, for the sake of the lover to have a good death, I must beg.
"Good! I'll go with you! "Shen Ying pulled me up into the clouds and flew towards the inner court.
Just like last night, the doorman of the inner court went to inform Tianjun, and then replied: "Tianjun said that please don't come to see Concubine Xiang in the future, he won't see you." ”
I stood outside the inner court gate, and my heart was extremely sad: he really would never pay attention to me again.
All love is unreliable, all love cannot stand the test, and all love is premised on self-righteous perfection. If it weren't for Shen Ying's intervention, now that I am the queen of heaven, the heavenly monarch will continue to forgive me, spoil me, and cherish me, and I will be happy with the heavenly monarch forever. But it was Shen Ying who ruined all this!
I burst into tears, clenched my fists and pounded Shen Ying indiscriminately, shouting: "It's all you, it's all you!" You give me back happiness! You give me back the Heavenly King! You give me back the Heavenly Monarch who loves me so much! ”
I tugged at Shenying's sleeve and slowly sat down on the ground, almost crying.
Shen Ying squatted down, hugged me in his arms, and hugged me tightly. His chin rested on my hair, and his voice was soft, but firm, "Weaver Girl, I'll accompany you to rescue!" ”
I lifted my tear-stained face and sniffed in embarrassment.
Shen Ying's face was very calm in the blur of tears, "This time I'll help you." ”
At this moment, I have a moment of dizziness, if there are not so many ups and downs, deceit, conspiracy and calculation, life and death, love and hatred, I and he are still the white-clothed young man and the green-clothed fairy when we first met by the Spirit River, how good would it be?
At that time, the sky was very blue, the clouds were very white, the river was clear, and our eyes were clear and flawless when we looked at each other, but unfortunately at this moment, the four eyes were facing each other, endless hatred and resentment, love and hatred were intertwined, crying and laughing, life and death could not. I can't go back with him. If life is only as first seen, what is the sad painting fan of autumn maple?
I felt a heart-piercing pain in my chest, and a sweet smell welled up in my throat, and I bit my lip vigorously and swallowed the sweet old cow like a feed. There are not many tears that can flow endlessly like this, and there is not much blood that can be spit out so uncontrollably, standing in the current storm, there are only two words I can give myself: cherish.
I stood up from the ground, took Shenying's hand, gritted my teeth and said, "Go!" Come with me to the Queen Mother of the West! (To be continued......)