Chapter 366: Thoughts

"You talked to me about the singer the other day......" Taeyeon paused, stopped talking, and then took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind, before continuing:

"Although over the years, I have always answered that I dreamed when I was asked about singing, but in reality, it was not like that......"

"OPPA, do you know that my idol is BOA?" Taeyeon asked suddenly, and when she saw Fifth Jade nodding, she continued, "Perhaps, before I recognized BOA seniors, I just liked to sing. But after meeting BOA's predecessors, what I yearn for more is actually the style of standing on the stage and accepting everyone's attention...... Actually, my dream is to become an IDOL, not a singer at all! ”

Fifth Jade looked at Taeyeon's expression of excitement as she spoke, but suddenly shook her head and laughed. Then, in Taeyeon's puzzled gaze, he said:

"You've drunk too much......"

"It's because I drank alcohol that I said what was in my heart!" Taeyeon retorted.

“…… I also think too much. Fifth Jade didn't care about Taeyeon's rebuttal, but continued, "People don't have completely pure dreams in the first place! To put it bluntly, a dream is actually a big goal, and in the process of achieving this goal, we need to set many small goals to motivate ourselves......" Speaking of this, the fifth jade paused, and then simply Na Taeyeon himself as an example, and said:

"You are the captain of Girls' Generation, you are the most popular girl group in South Korea now, do some people say that you are not singers?"

"But......" Taeyeon was about to retort when she was interrupted by Fifth Jade.

"Maybe you're shaken by too many schedules and too many things that have nothing to do with the singer, right? Beginning to doubt your original dreams? Actually, you can think of this as the ordeal that a singer goes through. After all, your identity is still a singer, which everyone admits! ”

"It's the other way around. If you don't like singing, you'll pay attention to BOA. Will you still yearn for her standing on the stage? ”

After saying this, the fifth jade saw that Taeyeon was deep in thought and stopped talking, but just looked at her frowning with pity.

Taeyeon has such an idea, which is actually very simple, as a singer who has developed in the Korean entertainment industry, there are too many programs and too many activities, which makes her feel that the proportion of her share as a singer is getting less and less. However, this is a characteristic of the Korean entertainment industry, and Taeyeon, who has been cultivated under this system, actually understands this very well in her heart. So I accepted it too...... But it was because of the acceptance that she began to doubt her original dream.

In the end, I liked to be a singer in the first place...... Or do you just like the kind of idol who stands on the stage and is in the limelight?

"But...... Until now, I've just been doing the idol thing. Taeyeon said with some frustration.

Fifth Jade shook her head and smiled, and at this time, Fifth Jade suddenly pointed to the person outside the window and said to Taeyeon:

"Do you think he's a singer?"

Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, and looked in the direction of the fifth jade finger, only to see a young man walking past the window with a guitar on his back.

Street singers, which are not uncommon in Japan. Countless young people with dreams like to do this, because it is the cheapest and most direct way to prove yourself!

And in Taeyeon's eyes. This more pure way of performing is obviously more in line with the definition of a singer in her heart.

"Of course!" Taeyeon nodded heavily.

"For what?"

"Because they're more pure about singing!" Taeyeon said as a matter of course.

"Yes......" Fifth Jade said lightly, "Do you have other thoughts when you sing?" ”

"Uh......" Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, and then said firmly, "Of course not!" But...... But most of the time I'm doing things that have nothing to do with singing! ”

"And what do you think of him?" Fifth Jade asked, then. But without waiting for Taeyeon to answer, he said to himself, "What does he live on?" ”

"Huh? Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, and then listened to the fifth jade continue:

"Street singing does get some tips. But this is Japan, and there are too many street singers like this. So I don't think he'll be able to live on that alone...... Then, if he wants to survive, he must have other sources of livelihood...... For example, part-time jobs. ”

"Compared to the amount of time he spent singing on the street. I believe he needs to spend more time on his part-time job, then...... Why do we still see him as a singer rather than a worker? ”

"Huh?" Taeyeon raised her eyebrows, and when she saw that Fifth Jade actually compared the kind of singer she longed for to sing freely with a working boy, she was immediately angry.

"People are just forced by life, just to survive!"

Fifth Jade shrugged her shoulders and said, "You can also take your trip outside of those singers as a life compulsion." ”

Taeyeon: "......"

Perhaps because of venting the pent-up emotions in her heart, Taeyeon returned to normal after a short silence, and turned to the fifth jade and asked:

"What about yours?"

"Huh?" Fifth Jade raised her eyebrows, and then saw Taeyeon reluctantly give up and repeated, "Then what's on OPPA's mind?" ”

The fifth jade froze for a moment, and his eyes became deep. For a moment, Taeyeon felt as if the air around her had frozen...... Until the fifth jade spoke.

"The death of some people, like a dream for three months, wakes up only to be a ......"

Fifth Jade was vague, but Taeyeon knew what he was talking about. From Leo, Taeyeon already knew what happened to the Fifth Jade Master and Senior Brother, of course, she only knew that they had passed away, and the specific situation was unknown.

"OPPA, why don't we go and worship them?" Taeyeon said cautiously.

The fifth jade's eyes shrank, and then replied: "There are some things, just keep it in your heart......"

After saying that, Fifth Jade stood up and gestured to the waiter before continuing: "Next...... Let's find a place to get rid of these breads! ”

"Huh? Eat again!? Taeyeon's exaggerated expression hid the gloom in her eyes.

Fifth Okok smiled and patted Taeyeon's little head, with a hint of helplessness in her eyes. For Taeyeon, worship is just a form of comfort, and for the second senior brother Mo Yan, worship is more like a psychological sustenance. However, for the fifth jade, these two are not available!

After death, the soul leaves the body, and if nothing else, it will return to the source through the guidance of the underworld, and gradually turn into the most essential energy in the source...... Although the final result is still extinction, there is still such a sustenance after all.

However, the fifth jade knew that the evil god lived by devouring souls, and Kill Qiu was forged in order to destroy souls!

Fifth Jade couldn't deceive her heart, and she didn't want to destroy Mo Yan's sustenance. I mentioned it to Mo Yan at the beginning, and asked him to give himself a little time. But in fact, this is not to give Mo Yan some time. Perhaps, when the fifth jade feels that the time is right, he will tell the truth to the second senior brother......

And now, the fifth jade chooses to pay tribute to the master and senior brother in his memory deep in his heart!

……

At a girls' high school in Tokyo, Chizuki Misaka is in a daze full of worries. That day, after the Fifth Jade audition, Chizuki asked him about the band.

The answer made Qianyue's mind come alive, it turned out that the band of the predecessors had not been officially formed, and now there are only four people!

For Chizuki Misaka, she didn't have the idea of making music a dream. It's just that under the influence of YUI, music has become a way for Chizuki to yearn for freedom!

Of course, in any case, the result is the same for both. That's ...... She wants to join Fifth Jade's band!

"Isn't it providential that guitarists, bass players, drummers, but not my best keyboard?" The more Misaka Chizuki thought about it, the more excited she became, "I don't know how long it will take for me to become an official onmyoji, and I can't let Yui-chan wait for me like this!" And if you are with the fifth jade senior, even if you are not an onmyoji now, I believe that grandpa will not object, right? ”

Originally, the title of "the youngest Onmyoji" gave the Fifth Jade enough fame in the Onmyoji world, and after experiencing this incident, many Onmyoji's lives can be said to have been saved by the Fifth Jade, whether he did it intentionally or not...... The current Fifth Jade can no longer be described as famous in the Onmyoji world, but a kind of prestige!

Maybe it's because this kind of life is too difficult for a sixteen-year-old girl, the more Misaka Chizuki thinks about it, the more excited she becomes, however, just when she fantasizes about a better life in the future, she is suddenly awakened by the teacher's voice.

"Chizuki Misaka?"

Qianyue was taken aback, quickly stood up, glanced up at the teacher, and then lowered her head, pretending to read the book seriously. And then......

"It seems to be an English teacher just now...... "Chizuki looked at the math textbook in her hand, and her little face suddenly wrinkled...... (To be continued......)