188, 189 not afraid

When the leader of Yavit saw his daughter crying like this, he thought that the leader of the Free Capital had bullied her, and immediately said angrily, "Hmph, in my lifetime, our Yavit and your Free Capital are incompatible!" ”

After speaking, the leader of the Yavi Kingdom also left in a rage.

Mu Yu walked out with a bad face, his face full of guilt and pain.

Helplessly, a few hurriedly walked up, "How's it going?" ”

Xu slapped his palm on the helpless shoulder, "You are stupid, do you think he can be good like this?" Also ask, ask your size! ”

"Shut up!" The conspiracy interrupted the two of them in a cold voice.

Reluctantly and Xu shut up.

Mu Yu sighed, and then left the living room.

Helplessly, a few followed, but when they also came out of the living room, they found Mu Yu riding a flying machine in the direction of Yavi.

Helpless to chase, the plot stretched out his hand to stop him, "Let him go by himself." ”

Helplessly hesitated for a moment, but after all, he listened to the words of the plot and did not chase it.

The cultivation of Ling Feifei to clear the medicine here went very smoothly, but when he forced out the last trace of the medicine, he also exhausted his mental power and fainted to the side.

Xiaomi hurriedly turned on the mental power to protect the minds of the two, and when Xiu woke up, he put away his mental power, and even Xiu couldn't bear the load, which shows how laborious it is to force back the drug in this way, and Xiu has always been cautious and meticulous, and insisted until the last moment, if there is a mistake in the process, or someone comes to sabotage, then Ling Feifei and Xiu may both become demented.

When you are completely rested, your mental strength will be full again. It was already half a day later, and Xiu gave Ling Feifei the medicine Colin gave him, and then dragged her mental power and consciousness back.

Ling Feifei after taking the drug. In an instant, her eyes lit up, not as sluggish as before, but her eyes were constantly shaking slightly, as if she had seen a lot of pictures.

"Daddy..."

"Mom..."

Ling Feifei muttered something in her mouth, happy, happy like a child, showing an innocent and bright smile, but such a good-looking expression. It didn't last long, and I don't know what it was going through, she screamed. Then came crying, which turned into dazedness after crying, pupils constricted slightly, and finally fear. Her hands and feet were huddled together. seems to be scared,

Her pupils were still slightly constricting and shifting, but her movements were no longer changing.

Xiu remembered that Ling Feifei had simply said what happened when she was a child, and she was just distressed when she heard it, but at this moment, she could vaguely see the scene from her expression, and she attacked him with a weak feeling, he didn't know how to make her not afraid,

Originally. He also said that Ling Feifei would go through the things from childhood to adulthood again, and he could also see what his daughter-in-law looked like when she was a child. Where do you know that the Tao will be like this?

Xiu stretched out his hand and hugged Ling Feifei into his arms, only to realize that she was even trembling slightly, as if it was because the things she had experienced were not separated by a long time in a short period of time, so she was afraid all the time.

Xiu couldn't share her fears, and her spiritual power penetrated deep into her spirit and body to protect her, penetrating into her brain, and she couldn't help but transfer those images that flashed in her mind into her own system and turned them into images.

However, when he saw the scene in that picture, he only felt that his heart was pinching, and seeing her loneliness, helplessness and inferiority complex made her want to rush into her life force to spend it with her, and every beat in her nerves because of fear at this moment made him feel distressed.

Colin's inference was very accurate, and Ling Feifei's situation lasted for about half a day before it stopped.

Feeling the person in his arms gently pushing him again, Xiu let go of his embrace, "What's wrong?" ”

Ling Feifei's eyebrows twisted slightly, but she only looked at Xiu defensively, as if she didn't know him anymore, she didn't speak, just silently hugged her knees and shrank into the corner, calmly observing the places around her that were very strange to her at this moment.

Xiu saw Ling Feifei's unfamiliar eyes and defensive actions, only to feel as if his heart was wrapped in something impermeable, and he was angry, stuffy and painful, but he could only be powerless.

After Ling Feifei's eyes calmed down, there was a moment of flickering, and she experienced many pictures, at first she still had some embarrassed and sad expressions, and the most reluctantly was the expression of forbearance and anger, but more of it was an expression of injury, dodging, inferiority, and deliberately not caring.

According to Colin, Ling Feifei was about ten years old at this time, and if she was one year old in the future, she would become the original Ling Feifei after ten days, but she was only a child at the age of ten.

Ling Feifei returned to her childhood in a trance, and the vague childhood memories suddenly emerged for some reason, and the days of living with her parents made her feel very happy.

Although her memories and consciousness are being awakened, the things in her brain are not gone, and the feeling is also there, so the sadness and happiness are intertwined, which makes her feel more painful.

Her family is not rich, her parents are small workers, just an ordinary family, compared with other relatives, it can really be regarded as poor, but in childhood, she did not feel too bitter, but after living in a relative's house, she lived a life that ordinary children did not have, and it was a rich life, so she felt very bitter.

On that day, it was the New Year, and like everyone else, they had to gather their relatives and friends together for the New Year, and on the way to their destination, the passenger bus they were sitting on was hit by a speeding car and hit the hillside.

The scene in Ling Feifei's picture was very deep in her mind, and seeing it again still made her scream, but in fact, she was only six years old at the time, and she didn't know what was going on in Lu Dao.

When she was dragged out of the bus, she learned that at least half of the passengers in the car died on the spot, and her parents were taken to the hospital with serious injuries.

I don't like to cry much since I was a child, just because the people next to me are crying, and the inexplicable sadness that she doesn't know what Lu Dao is when she is depressed in her heart makes her eyes red. It wasn't until she was picked up from the hospital by her uncle and told her that she would never see her parents again that the loneliness and sadness exploded out of control. No matter how she cried, she couldn't see her parents again, she knew that her parents were gone, and she didn't know that after crying and fainting a few times, she woke up again, from the beginning of the uncle's patient persuasion, to the most impatient yelling after the end. She finally accepted the reality, and for the first time knew the true meaning of death, when her grandparents died. She asked her parents where their grandparents had gone, and they would tell her that she had gone to heaven and turned into stars. And Mom and Dad died. Only then did she realize that death was equivalent to eternal separation.

Ling Yuanyuan, a cousin who has always disliked and disliked her, has been even more disgusted with her after she arrived, although the uncle doesn't like her, but he can't bear to throw her away, and adopting orphans has a lot of benefits for his company, so even if he doesn't like her niece anymore. also reluctantly took it in,

Ling Yuanyuan is beautiful. Beautiful, happy, Ling Feifei is very envious, she is her sister, she is her relative, she wants to get along with her, she is too lonely, she feels that she is too lonely, but there is always a wall between her and them, which makes her feel that the world is very far away,

"Get out of here!"

This was the most Ling Yuanyuan said to her.

"Don't leave me."

This is what Ling Feifei said the most.

However, gradually she didn't say it anymore, because she knew that no matter how much she said, it was useless, until she suddenly understood one day that she shouldn't live like this, if her parents saw her like this, she would be sad, she was determined to change herself, constantly make herself stronger, and constantly carefully make friends, when she took the first step felt good, she bravely took the second step... It wasn't until she completely walked out of the dark quagmire that she never wanted to go back, so she hid her humble and insignificant self, but the inferiority complex was deep-rooted, popping up from time to time, making her flustered and scared, especially when she saw Ling Yuanyuan, she would instinctively shrink her body, as if she was instinctively afraid of her,

Until one day, she came to this world from the original world realm, and she knew that everything was different...

"Repair?" Ling Feifei was a little surprised to see Xiu, as if she had met him for the first time, and her mind had just flashed the situation of meeting Xiu when she had just traveled to this era, so she had a little sense of being with him in the past few days, and finally knew who this person was in Lu Dao, she could see him every morning when she opened her eyes, although she didn't know him, but he was also very relieved to be by his side, and wanted to stay by his side very much, although I didn't know what Lu Dao was for, and I didn't know where the feeling that Lu Dao liked to be with him came from, Those things that have been experienced, they happened very quickly, almost in a trance for many years, this feeling is very strange, and because of this, she didn't have time to implement the plan to escape from here, but in fact, this idea of escaping is only because this person is a stranger, she rationally thinks that she should run away, but in fact, she doesn't want to leave at all, she feels that this person will not hurt her.

Until this moment, Ling Feifei has been in a very quiet state, from the beginning of the process of awakening her memory, the first time she talked to him was when she was twelve years old, it seemed that because she couldn't bear it anymore, she asked him who he was and where was this.

While feeling sorry for her, seeing her trapped in her memory, and when she woke up, she wondered why he was still here, and the twisted expression made him a little funny, but her slight intimacy with him made him somewhat pleased,

Xiu told her, "This is home. ”

She didn't ask any questions anymore, even the quiet made him a little distressed, that kind of distress came from almost anywhere, making him hurt and even suffocated, her life was completely different from all the people he had observed, even if he was a man-made perfect agent, in addition to the task in his life before he met her, there was no point of light, and he would not be like a blank sheet of paper, even if he was born cold-blooded, a tough person, he was a child in the base with other children in the daily programming test, there was also laughter, There is irritability and anger, and he also struggled when he went through the training of Devil's Island, and then he was really cold like a robot, his life was not long, but he had experienced countless people, including the lives of all kinds of people in his database, but he had also experienced all the countless things, so that he could control his emotions very well.

Hearing her call her name, Xiu Zhi said, she has just crossed over, and he has finally arrived in her life, that moment. He felt her spiritual power, and he felt as if it had lit up, connected to his spiritual power. With a sense of intimacy,

"Hmm." He nodded, "I'm Xiu." ”

In a trance for a moment, "Kyle." ”

Kyle is also in her life.

Xiu was a little irritable at this time, but he was more careful than before, he wanted to know when Lu Dao's daughter-in-law liked him, and he also wanted to know Lu Dao. What the hell does the daughter-in-law think about Kyle?

When she saw herself for the second time, her daughter-in-law was a little panicked, and she quickly calmed down after her suspicions. At that time, the defense and fear that came out from time to time made him want to bite her a few times,

But there is a sense of tension and intimacy that is different from others. It made him a little happy again. Soon, some dependence was born in that tension, and then naturally there was a liking, and he remembered his mind all the time.

Xiu is laughter and hugged his daughter-in-law into his arms, Ling Feifei was startled by Xiu in a trance. Lying in her arms, she was so ashamed that she hid her whole face, as if she had been with him in the first place. His baby had liked him so early, and he really felt a sense of accomplishment when he said this.

And when Kyle first appeared, Ling Feifei was unhappy with him, and then wanted to test what the system was like that of being three times higher than ordinary people, and then the second time he saw him, it was an accident, although he also had a good impression and a sense of intimacy, but it was limited to the kind of good friends, to be precise, it was less than relatives, more than friends, but completely different feelings from lovers.

Ling Feifei has a world in her heart, this world is full of him, and the shadow of this world is everything she used to be in that era, there is an invisible wall that protects the world in her heart, carefully getting along with those friends, feeling the warmth they bring, and bringing them laughter.

"What's wrong with me?" Ling Feifei frowned, returned to the original her, remembered the events of this time, and thought of the past few days, she was in a sluggish state, recalling those pasts, she couldn't help but ask.

Xiu lowered his head and kissed her face, and then told her the details of the matter.

Ling Feifei's face turned a little pale for a moment, then turned red, and she blinked at Xiu, "Then I'm not being looked down by you." ”

Xiu Ha Luha smiled, nodded a little arrogantly and said, "Well, look at the light." As he spoke, he kissed her fiercely on the mouth, "I'm your husband, and I'm not afraid to see it." ”

Ling Feifei suddenly felt dazzling, it was the first time that Xiu had smiled so brightly, as if he was not the man-made perfect agent who could control his emotions very well.

But although she is the person she loves the most, and she doesn't see anything, why does she feel so angry for Lu? While scolding the universal system in his head and shouting that it was unfair, Ling Feifei had already been carried to the bathroom.

Stripped off her clothes in three or two repairs, Ling Feifei bit him again very angrily, and then hummed and chirped, expressing dissatisfaction, she felt that she had no secrets from head to toe at this moment, but she was helpless, who made that medicine, and who made this system? Why is she so unlucky that she was shot in both, so she experienced life again!

You must know that the spiritual power of the Dao is attached to a person's body and cannot see what she sees, unless it is like her who has completely invaded any part of the limbs and bones in the body, and that person still has such a powerful system, and if she is poisoned like her, she will have to straighten out her memory from scratch...

Xiu carefully washed his daughter-in-law and himself, and then went out of the bathroom together, seeing that she was still struggling with this matter.

bit her face hatefully, "Why are you not happy to show your husband?" ”

Ling Feifei exhaled, then shook her head, did not say what she was worried about, people with low self-esteem are often nervous that others will know her true thoughts, she was actually more or less dark in the past, although she did not want to harm anyone, but she also resented and went crazy.

She didn't say it, but Xiu knew the way, and the place where she took a bite just now turned a faint pink, and she kissed it lovingly, "Don't be afraid." ”

Ling Feifei didn't know what to do, Xiu saw that her struggle was hidden in her heart, always calm as water, it was very distressing and dull, as if those things that had happened to him were doubly happened, seeing her sad, he was even more sad than him, and after that, she became cheerful, and he felt better.

Two simple words, Ling Feifei listened to it and felt a lot, and she was not so nervous for a moment, she was very scared, those experiences went through again, although they were only in memory, but they also made her afraid,

This sentence seems to have turned into a thin line, seeping into her life, connecting with her from the place where she first grew up, accompanying her to the present, and also giving her infinite strength and courage, so that she is no longer afraid.

Ling Feifei leaned her head into Xiu's arms, and the corners of her mouth curled.

Ling Feifei's belly was not yet pregnant, and she couldn't see anything, but it was a lot more solid to the touch, because there were their children there, Xiu carefully touched and touched it,

"Thank you, baby." He said.

Ling Feifei hugged Xiu's neck and kissed him on the face, protecting the child, this is what a mother should do, although the process is a bit difficult, but fortunately, nothing happened.

Ling Feifei didn't speak, Xiu raised her head, looked at her who was close at hand, lowered her head and kissed her little mouth, gently and gently caring for her under herself.

The breath was heavy and warm to the point of scorching, as if to kiss her into the heart... (To be continued......)