43. Chapter 43

Chapter 43 was once a beauty

After Lin Yuqing finished speaking, he unconsciously smiled bitterly. Isn't she just not harmful, but she also doesn't have the ability to protect herself, so she came to this place that is not even as good as the cold palace?

"If you can still return to the palace, this kind of thinking now will only harm yourself. If you want to live peacefully in the palace, you must learn tricks that you hate more than others. It doesn't have to hurt others, but you have to protect yourself. ”

The woman's voice is still the same ugly, but it has more tenderness.

Lin Yuqing smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "I'm just a little palace maid, even if I have more tricks and no backer, I'm still helpless." ”

"Then you can find a backer?" The woman smiled and encouraged.

Lin Yuqing looked at her puzzled, and then turned his head again. Find a powerful person as a backer, where is it so easy. In this world, the biggest backer is the emperor. However, she is the emperor's abandoned concubine, not to mention that she will never be loved by the emperor in the future, even if she has such an opportunity, she doesn't want to put her future in the hands of a king who sits on a woman who sits on the world.

Lin Yuqing fell into deep thought, and then took a long breath and said with a smile: "If I can still go back, no, I must go back, because I still have very important people in the palace." I had to find someone I could rely on, because I was going to be living here for a long time. ”

Her voice was a little small, as if talking to herself.

The woman didn't hear too clearly, she looked at Lin Yuqing suspiciously, and saw that Lin Yuqing's face was a little dazed, but she looked extremely determined.

"Yes, if, if I used to have a family behind me that I could rely on, maybe now, I will become the queen mother."

The woman looked into the distance, her eyes empty, as if she was thinking about the distant past.

Lin Yuqing looked at her and smiled, "Were you once the emperor's concubine?" I thought you were a palace maid who made a mistake like me! ”

The woman smiled self-deprecatingly, "I can't see what I look like now, can I?" When I first entered the palace, I was the first beauty in the palace. It was because of his outstanding appearance that he was favored by the emperor and named Zhaoyi not long after he entered the palace. At that time, I could be said to be a pet**. Because of this, the jealousy of the other concubines was aroused. Everyone seems to be very harmonious on the surface, but secretly, either you kick me or I stab you, and they never stop fighting. And I, unsurprisingly, became the target of public criticism. My first child with the emperor was in the palace fight, and it was gone.

I was really sad at the time, I loved the emperor so much that I wanted to give him a child. However, God did not fulfill people's wishes, and in the next two years, I did not conceive a child. However, the emperor did not reduce his love for me because of this. Those concubines who have princes and princesses are very unwilling. So, they tried every means to persecute me. I poisoned my diet, and soon after, I started to develop red spots all over my body, followed by blisters, and after the blisters burst, my skin began to rot. My beauty is gone, my youth is gone. At the beginning, the emperor remembered the old relationship and would often come to care, but after a long time, he got tired of it, so he went to other concubines.

At that time, Concubine De Niangniang told the Queen Mother that she was worried that my strange disease would spread to other people, even if it was a cold palace, it was not suitable for me to live. So, they put me in this place. ”

Speaking of this, the woman sneered a few times, then looked at Lin Yuqing and asked, "Do you know who is this concubine Niangniang who is so kind-hearted and left me in the palace to live such a miserable life?" ”

Lin Yuqing was puzzled and shook his head.

"It's the current Queen Mother! This woman, on the surface, has a bodhisattva's heart, and when she meets unfortunate people, she can always see her kindness. However, her kindness has made many people live in misery. ”

Lin Yuqing was taken aback when he heard this. Indeed, in her eyes, the queen lady was kind and handled things with a compassionate heart. However, the woman in front of her said that the queen mother was a hypocrite, Lin Yuqing was surprised, but also a little suspicious.

The woman saw Lin Yuqing's thoughts and smiled disapprovingly.

"It seems that in your heart, you think that the queen mother is the reincarnated Bodhisattva! You're here to purify sentient beings, aren't you? The woman sighed and continued, "Forget it, it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. Anyway, I'm already a forgotten person, and the good or bad of others has nothing to do with me. It's just that I hope you don't be like me, but you have to spend your best years in this most ruthless palace. ”

Lin Yuqing smiled and said thank you.

The woman smiled, then stood up and thought about the room as she walked away. As he walked, he said, "It's not early, go to bed early!" Oh, by the way, my illness is intermittent, and when it happens, it may be like when you first saw me, and I don't know how long I can last this time. If you find out that I'm sick again, you can run to the cave behind the mountain and take shelter. Because, when I got sick, I put everything in my mouth, including human flesh. ”

Speaking of the worst, the woman showed a terrifying and sinister smile on her face, which frightened Lin Yuqing. Mu Mu nodded.

The night was beautiful tonight, and the moonlight sprinkled on the earth, and it was dressed in silver. Lin Yuqing sat by the door again, looking at the moon in the sky in a daze. At this time, it seemed that a person had floated down from a tree and landed directly in front of Lin Yuqing.

Such a beautiful moonlight falls on the person who comes, like a god who falls from the sky, and it is extremely beautiful.

When the man arrived in front of Lin Yuqing, Lin Yuqing was still in a daze. Because, she has always felt that this is just her fantasy, and the Alang in front of her is just her own fantasy.

However, the pain of being knocked on her forehead brought her back to her senses.

She shouted with joy, but she was afraid that the person inside would hear it, so she quickly covered her mouth.

Alang smiled, "Don't worry, the people inside have been put to sleep by me, and they won't wake up until noon tomorrow." ”

"Why are you here? Do you know I'm locked up here? I thought that if I didn't see you in the future, I would die here like the man inside. ”

Ah Lang smiled and touched Lin Yuqing's head, "Don't you like the battle in the palace?" Living here, just as you wish, is also very good. ”

Although he was joking, Lin Yuqing pouted unhappily and said, "Here, if you can't eat enough and can't wear warm clothes, what's there to do." The life I yearn for is free and free. ”