Chapter 084: I Can't Afford It
The news of the death of Director Wang and Qin Yuefeng spread everywhere, although Qin Yuefeng's death, although it had been expected, neither Yin Manqing nor Yan Lixiang could accept this fact at all, even if he died, he should not leave them in such a way.
Without warning, and shockingly, it gave them a deep blow......
When Yan Lixiang learned that the news was coming, Shen Ye and Yin Manqing were by Qin Yuefeng's side.
When she heard what her brother said on the phone, Yan Lixiang didn't even believe this fact, but when she saw Qin Yuefeng lying there with a pale face, her body and heart were shattered.
No wonder he didn't touch himself, no matter what she tried to tempt, he was always indifferent, because he knew there was no way back......
In fact, even so, even if she knew that Qin Yue Summit had such determination and stubbornness, even if something happened, she would not have any regrets, no regrets.
Yin Manqing stared at Yan Lixiang with teary eyes, a little surprised, I heard her say that she was going to London today, but she never let go of Ah Feng and didn't go.
"Lixiang, Ah Feng...... It's really stupid. Yin Manqing's voice trembled, he was in the same pain as Yan Lixiang, his red and swollen eyes were full of pain and discomfort, he really shouldn't be like this......
Yan Lixiang approached Qin Yuefeng step by step, and when her palm lightly touched his cold face, all the pain and discomfort swept through her body, and tears rushed like a storm, "He is ...... He should be a little happier, and with a knife by his side, he might be better. ”
The intermittent words came out of Yan Lixiang's white lips, completely unconsciously, and her eyes were occupied by the pain of the cone, although Yan Lixiang was very sad about Qin Yuefeng's departure, but she even knew Ah Feng better than Yin Manqing, this was also his best choice, he would not go to prison, even if the final court sentence was life imprisonment, he could be spared death, but that kind of cage and restriction was definitely not what he wanted.
"Sister Xiaoman, if Ah Feng knows that we are heartbroken for him, he will definitely not be at ease, let's not cry, don't cry, let him go in peace......"
Yan Lixiang seemed to be far more calm and calm than Yin Manqing, but her whole body seemed to be corroded alive by sulfuric acid, and the pain was unbearable, how could he not even say hello, and leave without even giving her one last chance.
Actually, on that day's date, she should have seen that something was wrong with him.
But she ignored it.
Yan Lixiang kept saying that she didn't cry, but the tears were unstoppable like bursting the embankment, surging wildly on her cheeks, flowing, hugging Qin Yuefeng's cold body, crying miserably, he left unexpectedly, leaving her with a lifetime of regret and unhappiness......
She could not be with Qin Yuefeng, but she was not happy to see Qin Yuefeng leave them forever.
Shen Ye hugged Yin Manqing, it was useless for him to say anything at this moment, no matter how much persuasion could alleviate the sadness in Yin Manqing's heart......
"He can have a choice, but ......" Yin Manqing cried, leaning on Shen Ye's chest with exhaustion, at this time, she had to admit that she needed Shen Ye by her side so much.
"However, he didn't want to, because that wasn't what he wanted, and in the rest of his life, he would rather choose to leave than spend his whole life in prison, and only in this way could he avenge the knife."
From a man's point of view, he can better understand Qin Yuefeng's approach, but it really takes courage to do so, from the end onwards, he gradually looks at Qin Yuefeng with appreciation, and now, Shen Ye and his heart knot have been completely untied, he is not a heinous and crazy person, Qin Yuefeng has his own principles and righteousness in doing things, so there are so many people in the gang who support him.
If so, Qin Yuefeng did not embark on the road of no return, if he had a chance to turn back, he would definitely be a very good person.
The day after Qin Yuefeng left, Yin Manqing received a letter from Qin Yuefeng's lawyer entrusted to her in advance......
The arrival of this letter made Yin Manqing more and more physically and mentally tormented and in severe pain.
He left a letter, which shows that he had made sufficient preparations before, and had long expected to avenge the knife with Director Wang......
"Xiaoman, when you received this letter, I should have met with Xiaodao, I'm sorry I didn't tell you in advance, I will do this, even in the eyes of you and everyone, this way is too stupid and stupid, but it is the best way for me, Xiaodao and I are like brothers, we have been together for more than ten years, closer than brothers, I can't watch him die in vain and do nothing, otherwise, I will never see Xiaodao in my life."
"You have asked me to go to the police station many times to turn myself in, and I am sorry that I could not agree to your request. I've been free all my life, prison life is more terrible to me than death, even if I live in the world and occasionally see you, but that's not what I want. I can't imagine the way we met in prison every time it only made me hate myself even more, that it was my identity and my mistakes that caused our disparity. ”
"I used to hate you, and I said that you were the woman I loved and hated all my life, but at this moment, when I wrote this letter, I didn't have the slightest hatred and resentment against you. The reason why I can't be with you is because I pushed you to Shen Ye and made you someone else's wife. Have a good time with Shen Ye, he is better than me, more suitable for you than me, at least he will not let you live in fear, making you worry that he will one day lose his freedom because of the path of no return he has chosen. ”
"This is a ring that I have wanted to give you countless times, but I never had the courage to give it to you. It turns out that I also have times when I am afraid, afraid of rejection, afraid of disappointment. I'll give it to you now, just as a souvenir, with no other meaning, and no psychological burden. ”
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A very long letter, the letter is full of worries and worries about her, the reluctance to give up the feeling overflows the entire paper, the liking for Yin Manqing has reached a level that no one can replace, no matter how good Yan Lixiang is, even if Yan Lixiang's feelings for him far exceed Yin Manqing's feelings for him, but he still can't accept it.
In the letter, he also mentioned Yan Lixiang:
"Rika is the most sorry person in my life, using her to take your place in my heart, so as to forget you, all the while, I still haven't been able to do it. Perhaps, there is only one person in my short life in this life. ”
"Xiao Man, if possible, check for the boys Lixiang will date in the future, so that she can have a good home, only in this way, I can be less sorry for her, go to another world, and live a life with peace of mind."
"Whether it's you or Rika, I hope you can live happily and forget me without any attachment."
Yin Manqing's fingertips gently brushed Qin Yuefeng's signature, his words were vigorous and powerful, and every word was so deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, making her feel distressed.
Forget, how are they going to forget him?
Holding Qin Yuefeng's ring in her palm, the ring that once represented a marriage proposal, Yin Manqing couldn't help crying when she saw it, she was so sorry for Qin Yuefeng, he was wholeheartedly for her, but she didn't ......
It's just that if everything can be done all over again, Yin Manqing is still not sure if he will choose Qin Yuefeng, after all, there is only one person in her heart from beginning to end.
Shen Ye quietly waited for her to read the letter, even though the current situation was very chaotic for Shen Ye, it was clear that Long Ye already had a great opinion and distrust of him, and his situation might not necessarily be better than Qin Yuefeng, but even in such a situation, he didn't care about staying by Yin Manqing's side.
Qin Yuefeng's departure was a very fatal blow to Yin Manqing, and Shen Ye had to be by her side to help her get through.
"Xiao Man, don't be sad, if he knows that you are sad and sad, he must not be able to leave with peace of mind." Shen Ye wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"I don't want him to go, I don't want him to go, although I know very well that there is punishment for making mistakes, but I think it's better to let him live and hide without distinguishing between right and wrong...... Can't you just hide and pass! As difficult as it will be, we will never see each other again. ”
"Maybe he doesn't want to hide, he's tired."
Shen Ye could barely guess Qin Yuefeng's thoughts, but no matter what he thought, he was gone......
Qin Yuefeng's departure caused a fight in the gang, and the two strong rivals fought for power and profit, Qin Yuefeng did not explain in advance who would handle the things in the gang after he left, perhaps, he had long been very clear about who would benefit from it.
Before leaving, he didn't say a word to Yan Lixiang and left.
doesn't love her, but at least Yan Lixiang is the only woman in his life who has a good impression and can barely identify except Yin Manqing, even if Yan Lixiang's family is rich, he still left a sum of money for Yan Lixiang and left a villa, which is the villa where they once lived together, there are traces of them and Xiaodao living together.
Yan Lixiang didn't need these rich materials, if she could, she just wanted to exchange these, or even more money, for Qin Yuefeng's life......
"What's the use of giving me money? I don't need it at all. ”
What she really needs, he can't afford to give, even if he can't afford it, he doesn't want to give it.
The longer Yan Lixiang stayed in this villa, the more Yan Lixiang's pain was overwhelming, penetrating into her body everywhere, stimulating and hurting her.
She can't accept the fact that Qin Yuefeng left even more than Yin Manqing, it shouldn't be like this, leaving so quietly, how can she survive this hurdle, she can accept Qin Yuefeng's rejection of herself, and she can also watch Qin Yuefeng and Yin Manqing together, but she can't watch him die......