Chapter 074: From Lover to Friend!
Returning to Shen Ye's side is not easy to say.
It's not to go back to him, and from now on we can be together safely, if only it were that simple. Her letting go and compromising today was not all because of Qin Yuefeng's persecution, she accepted her fate and admitted defeat, this relationship with Shen Ye, Yin Manqing thought that she no longer had enough courage to operate.
The summer night is so dull that it is breathless, and the sharp cries of cicadas add a bit of heat to the hot night, Qin Yuefeng's residence is very remote, and the quiet environment is very suitable for life.
However, she didn't know how long Qin Yuefeng could live here, and she didn't know how much disaster Shen Ye would face, these two people who were very important to her, Yin Manqing couldn't predict their future......
Yin Manqing didn't know how long she sat on the stairs, until the raindrops the size of beans began to slide down non-stop, she didn't notice that the raindrops fell in the blue swimming pool, shaking the water waves, and the swaying wave marks were like a sparkling and beautiful landscape painting, Yin Manqing looked a little distracted, but in fact, her mind had already flown to the apartment where she lived with Shen Ye.
Although it was not as good as the villa they once lived in, they felt endless warmth and happiness in the apartment, however, that joy and happiness will never return.
Qin Yuefeng's voice came from behind him, "It's Yin Manqing's most hated rainy day!" ”
Hearing this, Yin Manqing was slightly shocked in her heart, she had said before that she didn't like rainy weather, but she liked snowy days, but she didn't expect Qin Yuefeng to remember.
"Looks like I'm not welcome, that's why it's raining." Yin Manqing stretched out her palm to catch the rain, her voice was very soft, and she did not speak coldly as Qin Yuefeng expected, or even resisted, but she could talk to him more calmly than before.
What was going on in her mind, he understood.
Qin Yuefeng looked up at the sky, the rain was as uncontrollable as a broken bead, and it was falling "whoosh", as if he couldn't wait to pour all the accumulated rainfall at this moment.
After looking at it for a few seconds, Qin Yuefeng sat down next to Yin Manqing and couldn't help but say, "This is the last rain I can see in my life." ”
Hearing this, Yin Manqing's face immediately became solemn, "Ah Feng...... We...... Let's turn myself in. ”
He had no way out, and he could not find any way through except to turn himself in and have a glimmer of hope.
"If it's the last rain, I can still sit here with you and listen to the rain, I have no regrets." Qin Yuefeng seemed to have a world-weary tone, he didn't care at all, his expression was so indifferent when he spoke, not even a trace of emotion.
Yin Manqing's eyebrows tightened deeply, "Don't you want to live?" Does the world really make you so reluctant to live? ”
Yin Manqing didn't seem to know him for a while, and his world was difficult for people to touch it.
……
Qin Yuefeng was silent, as if telling Yin Manqing that she was right.
"People like me, who have not been liked by their father since childhood, have been a thorn in Aunt Baolan's side since childhood, and are the least liked and least popular member of the family; Later, although he found his biological parents, he experienced the painful torture of falling in love with his brother; After that, Shen Ye finally came back, although it was determined that it was no longer a brother and sister relationship, but we could never go back to the past; Let me tell you, I met Shen Ye when I was a child, we have known each other for so many years, but in the end, the best result should be friends, in more than ten years, we have changed from lovers to friends, it's ironic, isn't it? And at worst, we can't even be friends, and we will become enemies. ”
"But I've been through so much, and I still live with a thick skin, and I don't want to die! It's not easy to come to the world once and live once, right? So, no matter what, I want to save it until the end......"
Yin Manqing and Qin Yuefeng sat down for the first time, quietly and calmly chatting about their experiences and life.
Up to now, they are more like old friends who know each other deeply, even if Qin Yuefeng's feelings for her are still 100,000 hot, but Yin Manqing's attitude is quietly telling him that they are friends.
Qin Yuefeng smiled lightly, there were indescribable vicissitudes in his smile, and it was impossible for Yin Manqing to be indifferent in his eyes.
"What is your experience, my life is called real hell." What Qin Yuefeng said was lukewarm, as if it was hell or the world, it was no different for him at the moment.
"Ah Feng, you can start over, it's never too late to start over when you want to, in fact...... Let's go ......."
She still wanted to persuade Qin Yuefeng to turn herself in, even if she hadn't finished her words, Qin Yuefeng had not allowed Yin Manqing to continue, "If you want to start again from prison, I might as well die." ”
He is such an unfettered person, how can he live such a constrained life.
The word "death" is very heavy, just like the heaviness brought by this rain, they stopped talking to each other for a while, Yin Manqing never wanted to see Qin Yuefeng have such an unimaginable ending, so he begged him again and again in his marriage to Shen Ye to let Qin Yuefeng go.
But one day, no one can let him go, only he will let himself go......
"Let's go on a date tomorrow." Qin Yuefeng broke the silence, "Go to the places we have been to, places we haven't been, go and go." I have thought many times that I will be with you, holding hands with you until the old ......"
He stopped suddenly, there seemed to be a sour breath in the air, mixed with the smell of rain, Yin Manqing suddenly felt cold in the hot weather, unusually cold, his body was cold, and his heart was even colder, even if he didn't say it, it was clear that Qin Yuefeng's words seemed to be saying goodbye to her.
I didn't want to cry, especially not to cry in front of Qin Yuefeng, when she cried, it seemed that she was touching his head, but the tears fell unconsciously, and the rain drifted to her hair and moistened her hair.
Qin Yuefeng looked at Yin Manqing's reddened eyes, and in the next second, his palm had clamped her shoulder and brought it into his arms.
"It shouldn't be, it shouldn't go more and more confused, and go to a dead end...... It should be okay to turn back, don't be stubborn, even if you are in prison, at least there is still Qin Yuefeng alive in the world, at least I can go to see you and understand your current situation. Ah Feng ...... Is it okay to turn yourself in? I'll go with you. In my most difficult times, it was you who have always been by my side and helped me through the most painful and difficult moments, and now, I will also be with you and accompany you through difficulties, I don't want you to die......"
Yin Manqing's voice became more and more choked, and tears poured down.
Qin Yuefeng couldn't help but hold her waist tightly, as if he was hugging her with all his strength, with her words, even if Yin Manqing just lied to him and coaxed him, he would be happy and satisfied.
"Thank you."
These two words are short and precious.
He said words of gratitude from the bottom of his heart, and it is indeed because of Yin Manqing's appearance that his life will have a shining point, and he will have love and feelings like other ordinary people, knowing that loving someone can be heart-rending pain or pure joy.
It's just that this kind of thanks is extremely ironic in Yin Manqing's ears, she is not worthy, how can she be worthy of him to say thank you......
Qin Yuefeng hugged her into his arms, it was the softness of his palm, it was impossible for him not to have impulses and desires, his desire for Yin Manqing, and even dreamed of it, but now, it was too late, when he had no future at all, Qin Yuefeng would never touch her and hurt her.
And Yin Manqing has always proposed "surrender", and he will not agree......
Yin Manqing hid too much fear and fear in her heart, and suddenly turned from choked words to crying, as if she had been in such pain for too long, if she didn't break out again, she might die violently.
Shen Ye, who lost Yin Manqing, he was bound to be no better, although Long Yunjing was saved and came back unscathed, but he lost Yin Manqing.
Long Yunjing knew that she had made a big mistake this time, and she trembled and didn't say a word, seeing that Shen Ye didn't eat or drink, as if he had encountered an unprecedented disaster, Long Yunjing apologized cautiously, "Brother Ye, I'm sorry, I really know it's wrong, it's me who shouldn't ...... It's me who dragged you and Sister Xiaoman down. Please don't be angry, you have to be angry, hit me, hit me and get angry, you hit me......"
She picked up Shen Ye's palm and slammed it on her head, "Brother Ye, don't punish yourself for my mistakes, you must hate me very much now, but...... I didn't mean to, I just wanted to stay in China and be with you, and I didn't want to be kidnapped by Qin Yuefeng and become his blackmail to you. ”
No matter what Long Yunjing said, Shen Ye didn't say a word, and let Long Yunjing passively pick up his hand, and suddenly he had no strength at all.
"Sister Xiaoman, she is so smart, there should be a way to come back, maybe she will come back later...... Brother Ye, don't talk to me, how can you be willing to talk to me...... Please, talk to me. ”
Long Yunjing's plea didn't have the slightest effect, Shen Ye broke free from her entanglement, and said in a low voice, "Can you let her come back?" You know, it's because of your presence that she won't come back to me. ”
Shen Ye actually knows Yin Manqing's mind better than anyone else, she is used to not fighting or grabbing, and she also understands that with her kindness and scheming, she will definitely not be able to win against any person or woman, but Yin Manqing should understand that she doesn't need to do anything at all, and he Shen Ye belongs to her alone.
"I ......"
Long Yunjing stammered, and the expression on his face also changed a lot, he seemed to be unconvinced, quite unconvinced, "This time I admit that I have caused you a burden, but Brother Ye, don't forget, you once promised my father that he would take care of me, and you said that you would be by my side for the rest of your life, at that time, when you said this, I thought you were giving me a promise, so you tell me, are you lying to me?" That's not a promise, what is it? ”