Thanks to the frozen fish xi Da Piao and the monthly pass allied the fat man, bowed and greeted, plus more to show gratitude, Kangsang Hamida, zzang, o(n_n)o

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"I heard that the Han writer and the Han representative said to give me a smack and then refrigerate me, right?"

Han Guo had just arrived home at night, took a shower and turned on the computer to get something to do and prepare to play a little, but the call came. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 The first sentence of info connection is this, Han Guo is at a loss. But it wasn't so bloody, and after about three seconds of dazedness, I could tell who the caller was. At the same time, I understood what she was saying.

As for which one to understand first, it may be common, right?

Xu Xian...... xi？ ”

This xi is not because the tone is incoherent, but it is added later.

Han Guo opened his mouth to ask, and the other side said calmly: "In the name of my good?" ”

Han Guo was stunned, and secretly scolded that the mouth of the special representative director was like a broken car. What's the special movie level?

Spit!

"I said it casually. Representative Han is also bored enough, this kind of thing is serious......"

"He didn't take it seriously."

Xu Xian opened his mouth to interrupt: "At least he just proposed to President Kim to restrict my movement and force my dormitory and assistants to watch...... Didn't smoke me. ”

Han Guo fell silent and said calmly: "I don't say that he should do the same." ”

Xu Xian smiled, noncommittal. But he casually took the topic away: "What happened to the results of the reflection?" ”

Han Guo frowned: "Mo? I don't quite understand what you mean. ”

Xu Xian spoke: "Reflect." You took me to the hospital, and on the way back, you told me about your reflections. ”

Han Guo took a breath and said with a smile: "Aggressive." I've seen your eloquence. ”

"I don't have eloquence."

Xu Xian spoke: "Eloquence is a trick of language. What I say is based on what I know and what I say after logical analysis...... It's the logic you always emphasize. ”

After a pause, Xu Xian continued to ask, "So." After reflecting on that day, or having been reflecting on it before, what is the result of today? ”

Han Guo simply lay down on the bed and exhaled: "Not bad, very good." ”

Xu Xian didn't seem surprised. Continue to speak: "Perhaps. I don't quite understand. Because today I saw you joking with Taeyeon Ernie or even Sunny Ernie, what is the reflection so strong, laughing so much that you fall to the ground and even are pressed by the hanger, is it because the result of reflection makes you very satisfied? ”

Han Guo pursed the corners of his mouth and said in a deep voice: "What do you want to say?" I'm locked up, so it's a little bit of a tata, right? ”

Xu Xian didn't care about his words, and asked: "My relationship with you has never been a relationship between men and women...... At least in your mind, it's very clearly defined. If you want to reflect, it should be aimed at the goddess you care about the most. At this time when Krystal is away, it should be Taeyeon Oni, right? But you are laughing normally, and the slapstick is still there. So the so-called reflection. Just for me? ”

"Why am I telling you?"

Han Guo frowned and sat up with a smile: "Don't you like logical analysis?" Can you analyze what logical relationship can make you ask me, and I will answer you cheaply? Did you drug me? TTT? ”

Xu Xian's tone finally stagnated, and he said calmly: "It doesn't matter. You don't want to or can't answer me. But can you not answer in the face of yourself? ”

Han Guo nodded: "Guess what?" I didn't even think about it if you didn't ask me today, let alone answer it. ”

Xu Xian spoke: "Then obviously your reflection is a bit akin to a joke. Too targeted, avoiding a lot of realities. You're still in control......"

"Didn't President Kim confiscate your phone?"

Han Guo suddenly interrupted her: "It seems that I not only want to propose that he smoke you for refrigeration control, but also confiscate your mobile phone." Otherwise, what's the use, you say? ”

Xu Xian stopped talking for a while, and Han Guo might be able to imagine Xu Xian's expression over there, such as pursing the corners of his mouth or pinning his hair from the blabra.

With a smile, Han Guo spoke: "You can fight hard tonight." Starting tomorrow, if you can still control your phone. There are a hundred ways to take you back to the years before Bell was born. ”

There was silence for a while, and then the beep of hanging up sounded. Han Guo looked at his phone and smiled. It's just that after laughing, it slowly fades.

Throwing aside and sighing softly, Han Guo looked at the ceiling with his arms on his pillow.

Rethink. This is still a reflection.

The last thing people can face is habit and time.

These two can almost be juxtaposed as the most powerful forces in the world, but in fact, they are the most resistant and inescapable. Because of the great power, the conventional way of being, is destined to be cold and indifferent to all kinds of reality.

If you can't coldly cut off some threads and relationships that shouldn't be maintained. Then the relationship will be like a thread, the more you wrap around, the more chaotic it is, the more unsolvable it becomes. The more you can't untie it, the tighter it gets, and in the end, strangle yourself. and related people.

But cutting off is destined to be painful. Because the connecting threads and relationships are invested by both parties. If the line and the relationship are connected correctly, it is lucky, and if you are not lucky, the line and the relationship are closely and appropriately, but the initial connection is wrong.

But Han Guo was still at a loss, that is, he was waiting for the answer to the end.

He didn't know what he was doing right. Although he first knew how to do what he wanted to do. What you want to do is not necessarily the right thing to do. But what is right may not be what you can accept.

It's pretty dry, really.

Everyone will encounter such a situation, how to choose?

"Rub."

Suddenly sitting up as if remembering something, Han Guo found a number and immediately dialed it.

The name that flashed on it and was waiting for it was Seo Jung-hoon.

It's just that the opposite side is busy. Han Guo wanted to play again after hanging up, but it happened that the phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of power. Han Guo was distracted for a while, lit a cigarette and sat there in a daze, with no intention of turning on the machine again. Sit back in front of the computer, click on the Korean drama that you haven't finished watching before, and continue to watch.

But whether he looked into it or not, it was already clear from his eyes that he didn't blink and focus on the wrong gaze.

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"You're not home?"

Xu Zhengxun took the mobile phone and frowned and spoke, the other side was silent at first, and after a while, a voice came, Zhang Zhuxian's.

"Yes, I'm home."

Xu Zhengxun was stunned. Shaking his head, he said, "Tell me?" ”

Zhang Zhuxian was silent for a while, and then said calmly: "How many things you didn't tell me, or did I know through the outside world." ”

Xu Zhengxun's tone froze, and he said half-loudly: "This is a misunderstanding." I just ......"

"Was it a misunderstanding?"

Zhang Zhuxian spoke: "People just didn't photograph your relatives." In fact, they don't know, in fact, you really have thoughts about Xu Xian, right? ”

Xu Zhengxun lit a cigarette and said half-loudly: "So what are you now?" Let's calm down for a while? ”

Zhang Zhuxian chuckled: "It's true to go home and live." Calm down is no use. Because it didn't work. I don't have any scruples when I'm not there, that's what you want. I will fulfill you. At the same time, I hope for it. I wish you success. Of course I would rather you fail, and I think you will. It's not complaining, it's not a curse, it's not hate. I just want to be fair to you and feel for yourself that the person you love doesn't love you, and you can't be with the person you love even if you try your best, and you even have to watch and force yourself to let go. ”

Xu Zhengxun spit out a puff of cigarette and said softly in a half-loud voice: "Zhu Xian." If I say something that may be shameless and naïve to you now, will you listen to it? ”

Zhang Zhuxian was silent for a while, and then said casually: "Say it." I listened. ”

Xu Zhengxun looked at the cigarette and pulled the corners of his mouth: "If there is a car crashing into you, and I happen to be by your side...... I said I'd push you away, I'd rather get hit myself. You're going to laugh at me, aren't you? Say such shameless and shameless things. ”

Jang Joo-hyun was silent. After a long time, he spoke softly: "Ani...... I believe. ”

Zhang Zhuxian took a deep breath and said calmly: "It's like when I was a child." You've done that for me. ”

Xu Zhengxun was stunned for a moment, and said blankly: "I did something similar when I was a child?" ”

Zhang Zhuxian didn't speak, Xu Zhengxun waited for a while, and said calmly: "Don't talk about this." ”

After a pause, Xu Zhengxun snuffed out his cigarette butt: "If you believe what I just said." I hope you believe what I'm going to say. ”

The other side didn't respond, and it seemed to be waiting.

Xu Zhengxun looked into the phone and said in a deep voice: "I am willing to push you away, and you will be hit by a car, even if you may be disabled." Will die...... But that's not because of love. Do you understand? ”

"Huh."

Zhang Zhuxian laughed, and after a while, he said softly: "If there is a car crashing into you." And I happen to be by your side. I'd push you away too, I'd rather get hit myself. Even if you may be disabled, you will die...... But that's because I love you, oppa, you know? ”

Xu Zhengxun's hand holding the mobile phone tightened, and when he opened his mouth to say something, a beep sounded. The opposite side has hung up.

Be distracted for a moment. Xu Zhengxun casually put his phone aside. Didn't hit again.

Lying on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze.

That slut dead fat man has been reflecting on his appearance recently, and Seo Jung-hoon found that he seems to be too.

He doesn't understand it now, is it really for Xu Xian's obsession that led to everything today, or just for his own reflection.

There are good days that don't pass. It has to be done. This should be the common perception of outsiders.

He doesn't know where the end is, and after reflection, what to do is right, how to choose, and whether it is wrong.

Choice means choice.

You will be happy when you gain, and you will be sad when you lose.

Whatever it is.

How many can really let go, let's, it, go?

"Rub."

Suddenly sitting up as if remembering something, Xu Zhengxun found a number and immediately dialed it. The name flashing on it is Han Guo.

It's just that the opposite side actually sounded a shutdown prompt. Xu Zhengxun was stunned for a moment and hung up the phone. Cast aside and lay there with his arms silent.

Four people's calls, two people's reflections.

Different spaces, but almost shared experiences.

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(The second watch is coming.) Thank you to the fat man's Korean entertainment voting votes and click to subscribe to the collection. Bow in greeting. Sprinkle wolf black. zzang。 o(n_n)o)

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PS: I've had a cold lately. Nose is more anxious than peeing when you go to the bathroom. The speed of tearing paper wipe can't match its flow. You're ruthless enough. Do you need to do it so badly?! You're just snotty, okay, you're an apostle!! Yes, I've been rewatching EVA recently. Suddenly I feel that the world is small, and suddenly I feel that human beings are small. But the power of emotional bursts is so powerful. But maybe it collapsed, and it brought in Shinji Ikari and wanted to isolate the world. That's right, again, more than once. It used to be like this often, when my eldest sister-in-law came (quack). I found that I was still not doing enough, and I still didn't reach the level. After touching a lot of feelings and other things, I found that I was really lacking and pale. But I didn't quench that bloody heart. So to sum it up, the snot is flowing, the blood is boiling, the heart is isolating the world, and I am abusing you. Just sauce, o (n_n) o

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