(The third more ~ sure enough, the sixth more is more troublesome...... I tried my best to see if I could. Big deal, update a few more chapters tomorrow...... In the future, the update speed may be even slower than you think. After all, I have to juggle three books here, so it's really unlikely that I will find time to update them. It may be updated about two or three times a week. I'll make it clear to you in advance.,When the time comes, it's like last time.,The result of what I said was another swipe to say I'm TJ...... All in all, that's it, I wish you all a happy school~)

Youth, as it sounds, is a fantastic word. And the youth with the opposite sex is a dream within a dream. No matter how much I deny it, I can't deceive my heart. I say it with my mouth, but I still know it in my heart. The distance between the intellect and the sensibility is actually not that far, and in many cases they are the same as each other.

I like to spend time with them. There's no one who doesn't like the feeling of being around a beautiful person of the opposite sex. No matter how much I resist, I actually like it. It's just that they don't want to touch them intellectually.

Pretty of the opposite sex means trouble, means something beyond the norm, and means uncertainty that follows. You never know what will happen next if you have a good relationship with a beautiful girl. Even the people who do those things don't know why they do them. If I'm a college student now, I might not hesitate to start pursuing Yukishita and Yubihama.

But not right now. Strictly speaking, the current age is not good. Although the legal age of marriage and the legal age of SEX are approaching, it is a mistake to start chasing your feelings now, no matter what the point is. Whether it is from the perspective of age or the life of two people, it is not a good choice to determine too early.

Feelings at this stage are impetuous and have no solid basis. Feelings come inexplicably, and they go inexplicably. You may fall in love with you at first sight because of a look, or you may hate you because of a look.

So I've always stayed away from this state of mind. If you can't be sure, just let it go.

However, when I really faced it, I didn't have the courage to cut it off.

Smelling the smell, I felt my heart pounding, and when I looked at the face of the opposite sex, I could feel that the blood in the blood vessels was accelerating, and the blood vessels on the face were gradually expanding. No matter how many times I say it in my heart, it is an illusion, but in fact, the body still shows the most honest side in front of everyone. It's like the self-will no longer exists.

Maybe it shouldn't be said that he doesn't save zài, but I don't want him to save zài. If you really want to cut it, you just need to say a dirty word, and as soon as you stretch out your hand, you can easily complete the real cut. The initiative is relative to each other.

So the world is all about faces.

Because I can't bear it, I can't stand the rain with such a beautiful face crying in front of me. I can't bear to hurt someone's heart like this. That's why I won't say anything heavy, so I'll leave immediately. Excellent individuals always have privileges, and non-excellent individuals can only have the privileges of excellent people by strengthening themselves and making themselves excellent.

If I'm really that unwilling, I just need to tell Ms. Hiratsuka that I hate them, and if they don't give me a change, I'll go to the parents to join forces. Then the relationship between the ministry will be severed in an instant, and there will not be even a trace of residue.

If I really want not to see them, I just need to say that I don't want to see you, stay away from me, and then I can cut off the relationship completely.

But I can't bear it.

I still don't have the courage. It's just that he says he wants to cut it off, but in fact, there is still a trace of fantasy in his heart.

I hope to stay a little longer, and I hope to be able to keep the illusion of being popular a little longer. Hopefully, this feeling of being embraced will be a little bit longer. It's completely different from the idea of uniting with ideas like in junior high school, but it's more pure, and I think I'm very attractive. I'm sure if anyone had to choose, they would have made the same choice.

I hope that others can understand the meaning of my words, so I express it in a roundabout way. I want others to understand me, so I don't say anything. It's just an escape, it's just a fluke, it's the worst behavior.

It's like encountering an option in the game and pressing the other option to avoid an ending you don't like. Treat the unique existence of life as a game, take other people's feelings, other people's thoughts, and other people's actions as your own nourishment, pretend that you don't know anything, and play a weak role. But in fact, I know everything about this in my heart, and I have my own set of plans in my heart. What is such a person?

I guess I'm a scumbag.

How many people have I failed so far? The number is no longer just ten fingers to count.

Everyone trusted me with a smile on their faces and cheered me on. But each time, it was betrayed out of self-interest or because of an accident, destroying the original trust, and finally becoming the current wolf bèi running away.

Feng's parents once trusted me, and then I buried them with my own hands. The Xuexia family also used to trust me, but out of my personal interests, I was almost swept up by the political wave and was wiped out. My family used to trust me, but now I'm the only one left in Komachi who has a connection with me, and my parents have begun to treat me as if I didn't exist.

I'll admit it, and I still don't think I've done anything wrong, just bad luck.

This is not to say that it is not that I am the world, but that none of us is wrong, but that we are just from our own standpoints. Parents have their parents' positions, and families have their families, but I also have my position.

I'm not the kind of kid who doesn't understand anything, I have my own ideas and decisions. Even if I am now branded as virtuous, the remnants of me still have my own thoughts and plans. So I still think that I won't be any worse cuò. I just pretended not to know, but in reality I knew everything.

But only this time, only this time, if Heaven really has eyes, then I will pray only this once.

I prayed to Heaven to give me a perfect ending.