Chapter Thirty-Seven: Looking Back in Shock, I Laughed
Linxian Tower. The No. 1 restaurant on the first floor has a lotus chandelier hanging from the ceiling, and on the four walls is the "Qingming Riverside Map". I don't know how many years this mural is. According to Yin Jiji, you kept it when the interior was renovated. When the old grandfather was old, there was a new painting, which was four walls long, and the indoor light was also very good.
Seven people are seated, eight immortals table, and an old-fashioned bronze backrest Taishi chair. Lu Zhi took a seat, Zhang Bo sat with him, Yu Nan Dong and Women West, and Miao Er sat alone, facing Zhang Bo and Lu Zhi. Because Lu Zhi's mood is not good, it seems that his temperament is a little depressed. Of course, the mood of the people who counted Sun Hu was not much better, and the lowest was Wang Yun, who was in the same mood as Lu Zhi, even more so.
Yin Jiji served cigarettes and wine, and Lu Zhi ordered Lao Siba, Sipu, four cool and four fresh, four pieces, one piece and eight bowls of different dishes, a total of 4832 pieces of utensils. The last dish is cabbage, and the table dish is the same as the last dish of the Manchu Han banquet fried whole scorpion.
At the end, there was a waitress at the banquet, the petite and delicate kind, her name was Shan'er, and she was the one who inherited her to pour the wine. She was unhurried and poured six glasses of wine.
"Why doesn't Dr. Miao drink it," Qi Shu questioned.
"I've quit drinking." Miao Er smiled and said, "Never say wine." ”
"Drink a little, it's cold." Zhang Bo said. Caring about the ingredients of the heart.
"Then have a glass of milk, and I'll accompany Dr. Sun and Dr. Hu." Miao Er is a concession. I thought to myself, "You people have eaten yourself badly, alas."
Shan Er took a bottle of milk and poured it for Miao'er.
"I've been in the hospital for eight years, and everyone has been inviting me, and today, I made an exception to invite everyone, have fun, come, and toast together." Lu Zhi clinked glasses to everyone, and when he touched Miao Er after the most difficult time, it was meaningful: Miao Er, you have defeated me on the medical front. Of course, this is what he has in mind.
Miao Er smiled, and there was a coldness in that smile that was colder than winter. But she smiled and said, "I wish the dean a good mood!" ”
"Same as each other." Lu Zhi said: "Let's come together and do it." ”
",." Everyone drank it all.
"This glass of wine, I am a convict, I didn't lead everyone well. I ask for your understanding for not doing a good job in everyone's ideological work. Lu Zhi had an expression, so guilty, so guilty.
"Lao Zhang, let's have a drink." It was an invitation, and the two clinked glasses and drank it.
"Let's not talk about the heavy, just the light." Zhang Bo said to Lu Zhi.
"Yes, after four glasses of wine." Lu Zhi said: "Everyone starts to eat, don't be limited by the situation. ”
Zhang Bo picked up his wine glass and said, "Dean Lu, end." ”
"End, the two of them drank it all. Didn't taste the wine.
"Don't call me the dean in the future, just call me privately, Dr. Zhang, we can be brothers." Lu Zhi said that there are some nine turns of the heart.
"Brother Lu, Duan." Zhang Bo invited back for a cup, and the two drank together.
The single is to see the stitches, you drink fast, I pour fast, you drink slowly, I pour slowly, like a shadow.
Miao Er, Sun Li, Hu Yimei, and the three of them are not very cordial to each other in terms of wine, and they have their own thoughts. These two people, in Miao Er's eyes, are Lu Pheasant from Liu Bang's era, and when they asked Wang Yun about the transcript, they also wanted to frame Li Yi, a person with a broken spirit, so vicious.
Qi Shu and Wang Yun chatted while drinking, as if everything had passed. But there is no past, only the imprint is deeper.
"Wang Yun, it will get better after a while, manhood doesn't count as four things." Qi Shu said to his subordinates.
"Stationmaster, make me happy, it's all my stupidity, I made such a thing." Wang Yun was about to cry.
"Things have come up, what's the use of regretting. It's better than Li Yi going crazy. "Qi Shu is a person who doesn't ask whether others live or die.
"It's worse to go crazy, and it's even harder for me to escape the blame." Wang Yun was thinking about the consequences that would be unfavorable to him. "Yes, it's not good, it's happened, what's the way." Qi Shu appeared helpless.
"I don't know what to do with me yet." Wang Yun was very afraid.
"Let's take one step at a time!" Qi Shu relieved him, but there was no way.
"Come, get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows," Wang Yun picked up the wine glass and drank with Qi Shu.
Miao Er was happy to see Zhang Bo's child, and he talked very speculatively with Zhang Bo. She saw Qi Shu and Wang Yun again, and after listening to it, she was drunk and relieved of her sorrows, and she laughed dumbly in her heart, and said in her heart: You will have a thousand sorrows. The king's villain.
"Lao Zhang, have a drink, I'll give you a word." Lu Zhi forgot about the unpleasant things. Zhang Bo took a drink: "Please speak." ”
"You, the wilderness is dressed in the wind, and the skills are shocking who shouts for you." Lu Zhi gave Zhang Bo an evaluation. "If you can't talk about it, it's okay to be dressed in the wind." Zhang Bo said: "Brother Lu, you have a drink, I'll give you a word." ”
Lu Zhi took a drink: "Say it." ”
"Some people rushed to the examination room overnight, and some people resigned and returned to their hometowns." Zhang Bo said happily.
"If I resign, it's fine, but I lose my position and have nothing." Lu Zhi was stunned.
"Open the knot in your heart, the sky is cloudy and sunny, and the moon is full and absent." Zhang Bo sighed.
"You are very humane, you are relaxing my heart." Lu Zhishan understood Zhang Bo's intentions.
"Change the name of your novel! Lu Zhi suddenly remembered that he had read Zhang Bo's masterpiece and had an idea that he was able to say today.
"What's the name?" Zhang Bo asked.
"The village doctor tears. Tens of millions of words are really long enough, and the essays written by Lu Xun in his life are not as long as half of yours. Lu Zhi sighed.
"How can we compare with the writers. I said that the village doctor cried, but I haven't cried yet, what I see is the smiling faces of the people. Zhang Bo explained.
"You are you, Zheng Wangcheng will not have a Liu Yijia, and you will have a Li Yi Hu Tian." Lu Zhi said: There is reason and evidence.
"They don't represent the majority, it's their fragile character that ruins them, that is, they are not strong. Not a leading figure among village doctors. The tears of the village doctor are too sad and do not conform to the development of the work, and it is okay to add the fragrance of medical tears somewhere. Zhang Bo talked about his thoughts.
"You're right, because your destiny is good." Lu Zhi was a little impressed.
"One side of the water and soil nourishes one person, and one doctor loves one side. Although the mountains here are not beautiful, the rivers are muddy, and the people on this side need us more. The reason why the locust tree blooms for a hundred years is because of its deep roots, long roots, dense roots, whether it is on the ground on the ridge or on the fertile earth, its flowers are fragrant. Zhang Bo was touched.
"Brother Zhang, Yushu is in the wind!" , Lu Zhi praised.
"Let Brother Lu smile." Zhang Bo is very modest.
The two drank a glass of each other, Lu Zhi was a little drunk, and so was Zhang Bo, they went to pick up the dishes, and the dishes came very little, very polite. "Brother Zhang, in the next life, you will be me, I will be you, and you will change your life." Lu Zhi said.
"I can't be you, and you can't be me, because human life is limited, and we are materialists. That's just a kind of spiritual sustenance. Zhang Bo met sincerely.
"Do you remember Xu Zhimo's poem?" Lu Zhi asked, drunk and hazy.
"Which one?" Zhang Bo asked. "Farewell to Cambridge." Lu said wistfully.
"Yes. Sincere and earnest, an immortal work. Zhang Bo was very excited.
"Gently I go, just as I come lightly, I gently beckon, as the clouds of the western sky." Lu Zhi made a start.
"I love it too. The golden willow on the riverside is the bride in the sunset, and the bright shadow in the waves is envious in my heart. Zhang Bo is also very familiar with this poem.
"The green wattles on the soft mud, the oily ones swagger in the bottom of the water; In the soft waves of the River Cam, I am willing to be a water weed. Lui Zhi will never forget this poem.
"The pool under the shade of the elm is not a clear spring, but a rainbow in the sky" is crushed among the floating algae, precipitating a rainbow-like dream. Zhang Bo has poured countless times into this poem, and when he wanted to get Xu Rongfang's heart, he recited this poem.
Lu Zhi got up and left his seat, walked back and forth in the hall, chanting: Seeking dreams, holding a penny, wandering towards the greener grass, carrying a boatload of starlight, and singing in the starlight. But I can't play songs, quietly is the parting sheng flute, and the summer worm is also silent for me, and silence is tonight's Kangqiao. ”
Zhang Bo stood up and continued: "Quietly I left, just as I came quietly, I waved my sleeves and didn't take away the clouds of my life." ”
Lu Zhi was excited, and his face was colored. With a color like sunset red, he respectfully admired Zhang Bo today: "I used to be a literature lover, I haven't published a single manuscript, I can't bear the pressure, I haven't survived." On that sunset red afternoon, I climbed the embankment north of the village. Crying at will, laughing at will, throwing all the manuscripts into the river, the river also floated out of the poetic failure, my love, my failure, my melancholy, all pinned on this most beautiful and beautiful "Farewell to Cambridge". The road of life, the road of my life, went around in a circle, this poem reappeared, on the road of humanitarianism, I fell again, the reef cold island is thinner, the leaves are more spring, how can I forget the past. ”
"Literature can only be regarded as a hobby, in that era, we were depressed and wandering, all had literary dreams, hoping to be a blockbuster, the higher the hope, the heavier the fall, in the end, I did not see many literary young people boasting about their positions, becoming famous for a while, and ascending to the palace of literature. This is because of what is missing, this is because of the lack of knowledge, the pulse of the times, the wrong direction of struggle, and the wrong fulcrum. Come, have a drink, lest everyone get cold. Zhang Bo and Lu Zhi sat down again.
"You know me, don't Kangqiao again, I'll leave you with Kangqiao on my back, leave the hospital I am familiar with, and leave everyone." Lu Zhi's eyes began to fill with water again.
"The transfer from above, don't think it's a dismissal, don't think it's a medical accident, it's a thought." Zhang Bo cupped the cup, and he saw a Lu Zhi who was about to recover.
"You say it's this thought, but my mind has declined, because of the unwillingness of literature, since I started doing this business, it has begun to decline. Come, have a drink. Lu Zhi had mixed feelings, and the two of them asked each other in the same cup.
"No matter where you are, start over, you will definitely have a good time." Zhang Bo encouraged him.
"Don't praise me, I won't touch you when I come." Lu Zhi regretted it.
Zhang Bo smiled, Miao Er was examining him, and when he saw her, she didn't look away, Zhang Bo had to look away.
"No wonder you Zhang Bo is leisurely and elegant, and you live an unhurried life." Lu Zhi understood Zhang Bo, Zhang Bo's thoughts, and his cultivation.
"Alas, just like Brother Zhang, this world is too peaceful. There is no contention, no desire for profit, and it can be tolerated. "Sun Li is right, I will be your dean in the next life. Let's find Zhang Bo first to teach us how to behave in the same year. Lui Zhi was moved.
"I'm for it." Hu Yimei said that her puffy face was slightly red.
"Wang Yunqi counts." Lu Zhi is a little out of shape, in fact, this is the original Lu Zhi. Say, "I am the one who brought you into the attempt, come, sorry, have a drink." ”
"Have a drink." Wang Yun didn't know it.
"Have a drink." Qi Shu will only be perfunctory.
The cups of the three of them touched together, there was no pretentiousness, and as soon as they drank to the bottom of the cup, Wang Yun learned a poem at some point, and muttered: Life must be full of joy, and you can see all the Chang'an flowers in one night. "Wang Yun'er, this and that.
Lu Zhi smiled, Wang Yun smiled, and Qi Shu also smiled innocently.
Lu Zhi looked at Wang Yun and smiled meaningfully, laughing so much that tears swirled in his eyes: Wang Yun, do you understand, what is life.
Wang Yun smiled, he looked at Lu Zhi, tears hung on his prominent eyeballs: Lu Zhi, you and I today, are you and you lucky that the time has not come, and when the time comes, I will be one? Give you gifts and money.
Lu Zhi understood Wang Yun, but Wang Yun didn't understand Lu Zhi, pitiful! Life Elephant Book.
Qi Shu also accompanied Lu Zhi to laugh, he couldn't help laughing, he was his superior, he couldn't laugh, he had the grace of recreation, he should accompany him, wasn't it just a laugh. Lu Zhi understands Qi Shu's laughter very well, the laughter of the minions, the laughter of the eunuchs in the palace, and the emperor's country is all lost in their hands.
"Doctor Hu, Sun Li, let's call you Doctor Sun, I'll accompany you with a glass of wine..." Lu Zhi smiled, and that smile was full of coldness of the north wind in the snow.
"Xie Lu, Dean Xie." Sun Li stood up, picked up the wine glass and drank it all.
"Xie Lu, Dean Xie." Hu Yimei didn't stand up, picked up the cup and drank it all.
Lu Zhi also drank it all after the end.
Arrived at Miao'er. Lu Zhi wanted to say something, but he stopped talking, his expression was very complicated, and Miao Er sat down like a man. She said word by word: "Dean Lu, I'm sorry, I have been quitting drinking for several months, you can drink your own wine, so that you can have a taste." ”
Three women, each with different attitudes. Lu Zhi understands them, and in particular, the communication with Zhang Bo has played a great role. For Sun Hu and the others, these two ugly women are vicious in their hearts, and when Section Chief Zhang recorded the records, they dared to blatantly frame Li Yi,... Miserable!
Lu Zhi was still smiling, the tears were about to fall out, but they must not fall out. How will you Miao'er look at me in front of me, oh, she has already seen through me and saved face for my self-esteem, of course, it is worse than two slaps, especially the 300,000, that is the punishment for me.
Sun Hu and the others in front of them seemed to smile sadly at Dean Lu, and they didn't play with tears, their hearts were sour, and they shed tears: Dean Kuilai deserved it well, but soon became a peasant, and became a person who was worthless, and they didn't understand Lu Zhi.
Lu Zhi looked at Miao Er again, this sunny girl in front of her, her thoughts became so fast, sophisticated and calm, after she left, maybe she was the dean, based on experience, she was the ears and eyes sent by the Health Bureau, but the legend is that the deputy director of the Health Bureau is her uncle, if that is the case, she will be nothing after she is transferred.
Miao Er had already seen tears in Lu Zhi's eyes, and her heart was a little throbbing. This very hypocritical man, who has always given himself no tricks, has made himself impure since then, and is no longer a real girl..., now, ah, deserves such an end. How can those who are not virtuous be doctors, how can those who are not good Buddhas become Buddhas, now, you should get such a blank field, just wait for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow at the latest, you will disappear on the health front, shouting your "gently I go" and disappear by itself. Disappear without a trace, disappear into the snow, dissolve in the ground, evaporate into the sky. Dried by the wind, dried by the sun, floating in the voids of the underworld, leaving the soul without a little rest.
Lu Zhi retracted his gaze, Zhang Bo understood him, his ** sadness.
"Let's have fun." Lu Zhi's bitter smile was pretended.
"Okay, it's up to you." Zhang said sympathetically.
"Su Dongpo's water tune song head, you sing it." Lu Zhi said.
"Can I do it?" Zhang Bo was somewhat humble.
"You have a good voice." Lu Zhi said that he wanted to relive his emotional dream. Of course Zhang Bo understands.
"Ming asked when it was, and asked the wine to the sky, I don't know what year it is. I want to ride the wind back, but I am afraid that Yuyu will hug the pavilion, and the high place will be cold. Dance to figure out how the shadow seems to be in the world. ”
Lu Zhi put a glass of wine in his mouth, looked up at the ceiling, and rested his legs on the arm of the chair.
"Turn to Zhu Pavilion, low Qihu, shine sleeplessly. There shouldn't be very, what is the long time to say goodbye? People have joys and sorrows, the moon is cloudy and sunny, people have joys and sorrows, I hope people will last a long time, thousands of miles together," Zhang Bo also sat on the Taishi chair, looking at the ceiling, tears, flowing out of the corners of his eyes, flowing behind his ears, drop by drop. He seemed to see: his wife Xu Rong was crying in the sky above the Linxian Tower, he was drunk...
Qi Shu and Wang Yun fell asleep on the table, Sun Li and Hu Yimei, tears, fell silently, they kept wiping their eyes, crying so red that their eyes were red, and they were even redder. Crying for Zhang Bo's emotional infection? Crying for Lu Zhi's dismissal? Or are you worried about Wang Yun's situation? Or do they sigh because they can't fish in medicine? I didn't hear back to that...
Miao Er glanced at Zhang Bo, turned around and walked to Zhang Bo, took out a handkerchief, gave Zhang Bo the tears in his eyes, the tears on his face, and returned to his seat, drinking milk and eating the dishes on the plate, she didn't see anything else, as if there was no one around.
The dexterous Shan was stupid and stood in front of the "Qingming Riverside Picture" on the wall.