"That's how it was"

I'm sitting on the couch that my neighborhood has recently added.

With my knees together, my hands clenched into fists and hanging down on my knees, my back straight, my heels pressed against my tail vertebrae, and the sticky touch of the over-the-knee socks and the sofa stacked together was twisted because of sweat, but in order to show my sincerity, I still maintained a solemn attitude and sat down properly.

"So, it's just an accident made up of coincidences, a tragedy with a bit of comedy, and an unjustified persecution."

The absolute option never seems to be a hard nut to crack, but it doesn't seem to be accompanied by other options that lose discipline when transitioning — of course, because the sample size is too small, and this may just be an accident.

And I didn't want a chance to dig any further.

I'm a man!

Even if something is missing now, my heart and soul are still truly male! There are some things that you can't back down!

I stated the facts, telling me that I was just a victim, and that the eaglet, who had been staring at this side without saying a word since just now, was abandoned on the other side of the couch that Maria usually used to sleep.

"That is to say......"

Really cool's eyes are a little delicate.

"Ruizi...... Didn't Ruita awaken a strange interest, so he hugged Hase River tightly and put his chest against each other? ”

"Your cautious tone makes me very unhappy! And please, there's no need to even change your name to a woman! ”

According to So'er, options can purposefully steer the host's life in a certain direction or destroy it altogether - this is one of the ways to remove the option. Of course, the consequences are devastating.

My instincts told me that if I had chosen those strange conditions, my future would have been completely reversed.

"I'm just lifting the eaglet up!"

It's really cool, and that kind attitude of people who are hard to dismantle makes me feel the mental trauma of humiliation.

"Actually, I wouldn't be particularly surprised even if Ruitai had that hobby......"

"Strange to me! And don't be so gentle with me in this matter! ”

I cried.

I literally cried.

If you are not careful, tears will flow down your eyes.

“……”

Then, the really cool eyes looked even more weird.

"Ruitai...... She looks more like a girl now than she did the first time. ”

“…… Huh? ”

"The look of crying, and the tone of rebuttal."

[If you don't pay attention to it, even your body and mind will become a girl.] 】

Listening to the really cool words, the warning before the song echoed in my mind.

It turns out that the so-called "even physical and mental become a girl", is this what it looks like?!

Because of the change in gender, it's normal for your words and actions to be slightly different from before, but once you realize that you are now a woman, you don't care too much about the subtle differences in your words and actions.

"But once you get used to being a woman, you gradually forget the fact that you are a man......

The human brain, that is, feelings and thinking are regulated and controlled by the body's hormones, when the gender transition, although it can temporarily rely on memory and reason to maintain oneself, but once it is in this mode for a long time, it will cause irreversible damage to the formed personality.

Like what...... The occasional strange behavior of the child in her daily life.

Sometimes, with a frustrated face, he slams his head against the wall.

Maybe he wanted to rely on physical strikes to correct his mistakes.

Could it be ......

A bold idea crossed my mind.

She may have been turned into a male for a long time.

In this way, it makes sense to have a behavior that sometimes seems incongruous, and it is clear that she is a Japanese beauty who can no longer be perfect, but occasionally there are rude manners that do not match her appearance.

I couldn't help but feel a pang of sympathy when I remembered that my cousin, who occasionally inadvertently showed her charming side, was once turned into a man, but once I made a charming pose in my mind as a man, I felt a chill again.

"What's wrong? Ruitai? ”

“…… This will never work! ”

I jumped up from the couch with a "swoop".

I don't know the ultimate goal of the absolute option, but I can sense the malice hidden in it, and it may not be a big problem if I just spend the day like this, but in the long run, when I realize that something is wrong, I may not be able to return to society——!

"I've got to do something like a boy!"

“…… Like a boy? ”

I don't know what the road is for, the really cool voice sounds a little fluttery.

I nodded.

…… But then again, what do you do to be like a boy?

Sadly, after a spin in my head, the first thing that came to mind was to pee standing up.

"Ruita."

"What's the matter—huh?"

Turning his head, a really cool face appeared closer than he had imagined.

The girlfriend's face was red, and her somewhat moist eyes shone with excitement.

"I've got a great idea!"

I suddenly remembered.

Although I ignored it because a lot of things happened, but just the last time we met, before being destroyed by Hoshina, I kissed Ryo Masu.

"Nice...... Idea? ”

I felt a little dizzy in my head.

————

“…… Are you sure? ”

I felt the corners of my mouth twitch.

"You say that you want to maintain your male consciousness and it's Rui Tai, right?" Ignoring my complicated feelings, Zhenliang said in a natural tone: "In that case, isn't it a matter of course at this level?" ”

"Although, though so...... But there's no need to come out of the way to buy a book......"

That's right.

The so-called "good idea" of Zhenliang is to ask me, as a woman, to buy a male-oriented A book, and the moment I heard it, I felt a little disappointed and relieved.

Judging from the standards of Zhenliang, such an opinion may be within the normal range.

"Isn't that what only boys do?"

Zhenliang said confidently.

"No, I don't think so."

My cousin's collection naturally came to mind.

"Boys and girls are shy to buy something like this."

My goal is not to let my heart be corrupted by a girl's heart, but that doesn't mean I'm going down another wrong path.

What's more, I don't want to expose my taste in front of the real cold!

I always feel that I will be ridiculed heavily, and then write it down in my notebook and become black history.

"Huh...... As a collector of A-book hobbies, Rui Tai is actually shy, and it seems that he is really sick. ”

"I don't remember ever having that title!"

And the collection of souvenirs of my youth is absolutely below the average in terms of quantity and quality, which is no more ordinary-

"Then again, what about you."

"Huh?"

Seeing that it was really cool and relapsed, and that I had returned to my relaxed attitude, I fought back a little unhappily.

"Yesterday, yesterday at the health room......"

Although I wanted to say yesterday's kiss in a flirtatious tone, I stammered in the middle of it.

"You said the kissing thing?"

Zhenliang looked away carelessly: "That's, it's a stalk in JOJO." ”

"Huh?"

What is this woman talking about?

"There was a scene that was very similar, so I kissed it."

“……”

Actually said it's just "homeopathic"?

"Are you serious?"

Zhen Liang twisted his face and said in a sneering tone.

"Goo!"

I sat slumped on the couch, speechless.

My first kiss was ruined as a stalk......

After that, until Mary rushed in shouting and screaming, I pretended to leave as if nothing had happened, and Zhenliang didn't speak to me again.

By the way.

Mary didn't get to lunch until she was at the end of the day.

According to Maria's later statement, the reason seems to be that "the shit old woman delayed the hospital this morning in order to send a pregnant woman in labor who was abandoned by a high school student", and this topic has since caused a heated discussion in the neighbors' department.

…… Goth, that bastard.