Final Chapter Goodbye, '95, My First Gun Money

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There are many truths that everyone understands, but few people can do it, especially when they are young. As I get older, whenever I think of the things I did when I was young, I not only feel ridiculous, but also ashamed and remorseful. After I got married, I basically lived a normal life that I couldn't live anymore, I wouldn't get angry easily, and I wouldn't easily fight with others. Bars, business clubs, and other entertainment venues are basically not visited.

I've become honest outside, and I'm even more angry at home. Only a married man understands how sad and tiring it is to quarrel with his wife. In this respect, the boar is the same as me, but he is a little better than me, and has a higher status in the family than me. Speaking of wild boars, we have been in contact with each other a lot less in recent years, and we used to come out at least 4-5 times a year to get together, but now we basically come out to get together 1-2 times a year, usually I go to his house to find him to chat.

A few times I quarreled with my wife's house, I would go to his house to talk to him, although the boar's mouth is not as cheap as before, but it still makes me happy. Our dormitory stayed in Dalian, the wild boar was the first to get married, I was the second, and Yang Xing was the third. Although Yang Xing and I rarely come out, we communicate more frequently on the Internet because we both like to play DOTA. That's why I usually play Dota online, and I tell you when I play Dota if there's anything new.

A year after I got married, Yang Xing was going to get married. Yang Xing's wife is relatively fat, and since he graduated, he has been looking for a partner who is not as good as one, so it is also within my expectations. Before getting married, according to the rules, we will invite a few of our buddies out to get together and bring our future wives. Yang Xing's wife is very good, although she is fatter and looks average, but she is very capable, I heard that she can cook, wash clothes, and clean everything. When it comes to housework, I have to scold that useless woman in my house, I haven't eaten her for almost 3 years now.

When Yang Xing's wife met us for the first time, she asked me about the wild boar and the fat brother, what kind of people Yang Xing talked about in college. Only then did we know that Yang Xing had explained that Anna still had a big mouth. Yang Xing felt that this was a capital that he could show off, so he said it all. Everyone, you said, I talked about the past of that time in college. I especially like to sit together and talk about college things, because I almost don't have any contact with my classmates in junior high school and high school now, so I can only really feel the youth of the year when I am with my college classmates.

Wild boars have a close relationship with Big Mouth, so they told Yang Xing's wife a lot of stories about Big Mouth. As for Anna, Wild Boar, I, and Yang Xing don't complain about it, and when we chat, we will talk about interesting things in the dormitory. I remember when we were about to graduate, there was a night talk in the dormitory about what the future would be. At that time, Wild Boar bragged that B said that he couldn't see anything just after graduation, and he would see it in 5 years, and I would definitely drive a BMW in 5 years. In fact, I really believed that Wild Boar could drive a BMW at that time, don't look at his cheap mouth, but he is a very willpowerful person.

It's a pity that it's been more than 5 years now, and the boar doesn't drive a BMW, but he now drives his boss's Land Rover every day. Wild Boar now works in a loan company, and the company owned by a friend of his buddies is a black one, the kind of one that is unlicensed! The wild boar mixed well, and his boss also valued him, so he drove the car for him. The wild boar mix is not bad, but the fat brother is the best of the few of us, and the fat brother has a relationship with a customs declaration job. In our dormitory, none of us passed the collective examination and declaration that year, and as a result, the only fat brother who repeated the grade finally did this job, which was unimaginable to everyone.

Fat brother's car was also changed to two, from Jetta to Zhonghua, and then he also bought a house of his own in the development zone, which is really amazing. And not only these, but the fat brother's girlfriends keep changing one after another. When I was in school, it was hard for the fat brother to chase a big horn, but now, it's really ten years in Hexi and ten years in Hedong. The fat brother's figure and temperament are the image of the boss that everyone often sees. Nowadays, women like the type of fat brother, and men like me and Yang Xing can basically mix in the school days, and they don't have any advantages in society.

The wild boar and the fat brother are not bad, and Yang Xing and I are considered to be a level. Yang Xing went to work in a supermarket, a supermarket in the most high-end shopping mall in Dalian, the salary is not high, but there is a lot of oil and water in it, this job is quite suitable for Yang Xing. The rest of the university, we basically don't keep in touch anymore, we usually get together, what activities are, it's all the four of us. After dinner that day, we went to KTV together, Yang Xing's wife sang very well, and we learned that his wife didn't look ordinary, but she was born in an artistic family.

When Yang Xing's wife was singing, I told Yang Xing that it was good to find such a wife, and it was an overall score as an old classmate today. Yang Xing asked me if I wanted to be the woman I used to be after I got married, and he said that he often thought of Big Mouth and Anna during this time. Speaking of this, I could only nod silently with Yang Xing. I woke up in the middle of the night countless times to see my wife's face, and I had an idea in my heart, if it was Han Xiaoxue lying next to me, what would I feel like if I called her wife. What if it's Liu Hanhan and Fat Fish? Or is it Liu Jiaying and Yang Fang?

My wife is good, but it's still the same sentence, what you can't get is better than what you have! If I dream of my former girlfriend one night, I don't want to wake up, it's really like that. Of course, what I like in my heart is not the current Han Xiaoxue, but the Han Xiaoxue in the past. It's the same with the others, what I like is not the current ones, but the youth we used to have together.

If you score the past relationship, the love between me and Han Xiaoxue can be scored 100 points, in the junior high school era at that time, our experience was even more classic than Qiong Yao's play. The second is me and Fat Fat Fish, after all, we have reached the stage of talking about marriage, and our experience is also very unusual, so we also have 90 points. and Liu Hanhan, I feel that she is the full stop of my youth, and her end means that my youth has also come to an end. As for Zhang Shasha, dyed hair girl, Wang Yuan, Su Wanrong, and Zhao Xuan, although they occasionally miss their original relationship, they will not have a special feeling of regret.

Being together is fate, and not being together is destined to have no fate in this life. Little Sister, Smoke Scar Girl, Yang Fang, Zhuan Bi Ting, Li Tongtong, Big Mouth, Lan Lan, Fei Fei, etc., etc., some of them are that I didn't seize the fate and opportunity, and some of them met at a time when they shouldn't have met, and when they shouldn't have feelings, they had feelings! In short, 4 words, pass by!

Love is like this, and so is friendship. Some people can become brothers and buddies for life, like wild boars! Some friends can become mortal enemies, like Cao Zhi. There are also partners who have shared hardships and hardships and become strangers, Liu Million! The world is impermanent, and no one can guess the future of you and others! However, the road is all taken by itself, some can go back and choose again, and some can never find the way back. With a character like me, I know that I have chosen the wrong path, even if I can turn back, I don't want to go again, this is me.

Everyone has their own youth and their own story, and I have never believed in the 4 words of youth without regrets, because my youth has too many regrets. In 95, the yellow hair who died, Guan Yu who entered the juvenile detention center, my depressive youth. These are the last things I want to experience, knowing that if I didn't have the lucky ingredients, I don't know what my life would be like. Of course, I have to thank the master who taught me kung fu, which not only helped me get out of depression, but also turned my life completely upside down.

Actually, it wasn't that I happened to see the power of the big roots and sweeping legs, he just taught me some grappling and other tricks, so I was very lucky in my life. Having said all this, I have to say that the most important people in my life are my parents, especially my mother. It's really a special blessing to have enlightened parents. Thinking back to when I was the most rebellious, I came home and talked with my parents for no reason, and now I think about myself as nothing!

Life is not only youthful, but also middle-aged and old-aged, and now I am middle-aged, I still have a long way to go, but I have a youthful heart like all those who have come over!

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Finally, I would like to thank the readers who have supported me since 2011, not because I am hypocritical, I am really touched to support me for so long. I'm not like other professional writers, in fact, it's the writer who doesn't sound good! I'm particularly unruly, whether in the writing process or in the process of communicating with readers, I have made a lot of mistakes, so I have lost a lot of readers, I dare to say that I can stay, all of them are true love, maybe just for the book, not for me, but I am also very grateful!

Many readers have written a lot of messages to me, and I can tell you for sure that I have read it whether it is a post bar, grinding iron, or Weibo, no matter what way it is written, I have read it, but some of me will not respond. Okay, I'm satisfied, bad, I'll occasionally have a Nyima in my heart, neutral, I'll appreciate your sanity and taste. Yes, I'm weird, I don't like that readers are crazy and irrational. Because things must be reversed, this type of reader is easy to change his mind, and it is easy to turn his face and not recognize people, and it turns out to be true!

I'm not a good thing per se, so readers are certainly good and bad, but one thing is for sure, you've all supported me in the past, so I'm grateful again.

I code the word first every time, and then I don't check it and post it, so there are a lot of typos, and here I apologize! In the second half of my life, because of family matters, and various reasons, the update was unstable, and I would like to apologize here, but some things are really out of control. There are a lot of readers who have come to the show, or I have received a lot of favors through other means, and I sometimes ignore them, and I still have to apologize here. I originally wanted this chapter to be free.,But I found out that I won't make it.,I'll apologize again.。

The comments I've seen recently are all that this book has accompanied him through, junior high school, high school, college, graduate school, marriage, pregnancy, and children playing soy sauce. I realized that this book really accompanied many readers through their own youth. Whenever I see this kind of message, I am very relieved and satisfied. This book also made me experience, there were groups of female fans, picking up Malatang, and in the end, begging someone to eat Malatang, no one took care of my time. It's really emotional, time flies so fast, so long.

Finally, someone asked me if I would write a book, and I know that many people will say when they see this, ", I'm sure I won't read it." I want to say, if I write a book, you read it, you continue to be Lao Tzu, if you don't read it, it may be a grandson~ (just kidding) I haven't decided yet, of course I want to write, but I'm afraid of failure, there is no other reason, only this one reason!

Finally, goodbye everyone, if there is a next one, hope to continue to support me!

According to custom, the end is a lyric, with you for a lifetime

Wait until the day you get old

Are you still with me

Look at those oath lies

Drift away with the past

How many people have admired your youthful looks

You can know who is willing to endure the relentless changes of time

How many people have come and gone back in your life

You can know that I will be by your side all my life

When everything has looked dull

Is there a kind of persistence that still remains in the heart?

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