Chapter 199: Ice Release Suspicion

At this moment, Sun Miaoxi accumulated the resentment of two lifetimes in his heart, and all of them poured out like a flood that suddenly burst the embankment!

Her tone was aggressive and unyielding: "Why are you still as authoritarian and domineering as in your previous life, and you never ask my wishes when something happens, and you forcibly impose on me what decisions and things you think are best?!" ”

"Have you ever wondered if what you give me is what I want?! Have you ever thought that you let me live according to your arrangement, and I am not happy? And you don't want daughters like this, have you ever wondered if they will be sad when they grow up in the future?! ”

"Zhanhao, how can you be so selfish and make a decision straight away from our thoughts?!" Sun Miaoxi was so angry that she grabbed Zhanhao's shirt fiercely, pulled him to the fence suddenly, and complained angrily: "You and I are husband and wife, we and our daughters are a family, and since we are a family, we can not only share wealth and prosperity, but also share weal and benement!" You don't want to leave me alone! ”

Sun Miaoxi said and took out the book that had her handprint on it and tore it up in front of Zhan Hao...... White debris was scattered all over the ground.

Zhan Hao looked at Sun Miaoxi's childish behavior, and he was both relieved and heartbroken -- his Ah Xi really would not be left alone, and he was very pleased to abandon him for the sake of self-preservation.

But when he thought that from now on, he would no longer be able to be by Ah Xi's side, and his heart hurt like a thousand arrows.

But looking at his wife, who was standing in front of him and didn't have to suffer prison together, he didn't regret doing it.

But although he didn't regret it, Sun Miaoxi's words still made him frown and reflect-- did he really do something wrong?

He did receive the news in advance and knew that something big was about to happen. will be neatly reconciled with Sun Miaoxi, and in the name of a pair of daughters. Sending them back to Shouningbo's Mansion -- King Rui had just been caught up in trouble, and the situation had not yet reached the point of being strict. The old princess and King Rui decided that it was the bad luck brought by the twins, so they joined forces to snatch the child away.

It was Zhan Hao who used the power of cultivation secretly to snatch a pair of daughters back from the old princess and send them to Shouningbo's Mansion safely, and in order to prevent Sun Miaoxi from being suspicious of the lies he made up at the beginning, he also did not let the person who sent his daughter back reveal his identity.

He did these things for only one purpose, that is, he didn't want his wife and daughter to be harmed, and he didn't want his wife to be unable to forget him in the future and fall into the swamp of pain.

But after Sun Miaoxi learned the truth, she was still indignant...... Did he really do something wrong?

Zhan Hao's eyes gradually became a little more confused. But he still subconsciously explained to Sun Miaoxi: "Ah Xi, you should know that I have never been foolproof, and the book was sent to Shuntian Mansion for the record, and the children were also expelled from the house by me, you are no longer the Zhan family, no matter how the Queen Mother and the Zhan clan are sent down, you will not be implicated......"

Zhan Hao's voice gradually became softer, so light that it seemed to fall to the ground: "In this way, I can finally go with peace of mind." ”

Sun Miaoxi's tears. It poured out without warning, and the momentum was fierce and fierce, and it couldn't be stopped.

Her tears made Zhan Hao suddenly scramble, and he faced Sun Miaoxi's menacing questioning. You can pretend to respond lightly. But in the face of Sun Miaoxi's surging tears, he was completely helpless, and he couldn't calm down anymore. While hurriedly wiping away Sun Miaoxi's tears, he said incoherently to appease: "Ah Xi." It's my fault, it's all my fault......"

"But even if I'm really wrong. But now that the wood is in the boat, and you have avoided the catastrophe, I naturally have no reason to involve you again," Zhan Hao's hand crossed the prison bar, held Sun Miaoxi's face with one hand, and said earnestly: "Ah Xi, the sisters are still young and can't withstand such a toss...... Do you want them to be the daughters of prisoners, so that they will not be enslaved in the future and become soldiers/prostitutes when they grow up? ”

"I know, I understand all these truths, I'm not that unreasonable person, I don't blame you for making expedient measures to make peace in order to protect us, I blame you for not trusting me so much, not only refusing to discuss with me when encountering difficulties, but also hiding me from ......"

Sun Miaoxi's hand gently covered Zhanhao's hand held in her face, and slowly said what she cared about the most: "If you trust me, you should tell me everything as it is, and then discuss countermeasures with me, even if we still want to reconcile and leave in the end, it will be just a fake and a separation, and I won't be so sad." ”

"But you chose to hide everything from me, and used the method of agitation to hurt me all over my body, do you know how much my heart hurts when I have been abandoned by you for two lifetimes?!"

Zhan Hao's heart tightened, and he explained in a dumb voice: "I don't want you to think about me in your heart after I die, and you will live a depressed life in the future, so you will choose to hide the truth from you." ”。

"Huh! That's how you always are! Because I want to protect me too much, I am always self-righteous, this life is like this, and the same is true in the previous life! Sun Miaoxi looked at Zhan Hao seriously, and said the things that he wanted to say to him in his previous life, but because he couldn't bear to hurt his heart: "For example, on my birthday in the previous life, you think that giving me a box of silver tickets and letting me buy whatever I like is good for me......"

"But you know what? In fact, it is not necessarily the best to send valuable things on my birthday, I would rather you write a poem to send me, I would rather you paint a picture for me with your own hands, even if you cut a wooden hairpin and send it to me, it is better than giving me a silver ticket to let me buy what I like! I just want what I want, what you think is good, I don't necessarily like it, you know? And ......"

"Although these are just trivial things, they are enough to show that you don't know me well enough, and you are too self-righteous," Sun Miaoxi suddenly relaxed a lot after saying all the things in her heart, and simply took the opportunity to say all the things in her heart: "I actually really don't like this, I like that you have a discussion with me about everything, ask me what I mean, respect my wishes, don't take it for granted that if you think it is good, I will definitely feel good." ”

This is the first time that Sun Miaoxi has had a heart-to-heart relationship with Zhan Hao in his two lives.

In the past, Zhan Hao almost never heard any complaints from Sun Miaoxi's mouth.

She never complained to him, and he would mistakenly think that his favor was very useful to her, and that she was really happy.

It wasn't until today, after listening to Sun Miaoxi's sincere words, that Zhan Hao realized that he was very wrong.

At this moment, his heart was extremely shocked -- it turned out that he had always insisted on giving Ah Xi the best things, but in fact, he couldn't really make her happy!

Zhan Hao's eyebrows were tightly pressed together, and he went through Sun Miaoxi's words word by word, and seriously carried out self-reflection......

He always felt that he knew Sun Miaoxi very well, but now that he was drunk by Sun Miaoxi, he realized that he didn't know Sun Miaoxi as well as he imagined, at least the birthday gift she wanted, he never gave it right.

Sun Miaoxi is right, he is indeed a little too domineering and self-righteous, rarely asks Sun Miaoxi's wishes, and always feels that the things he gives her are the best, and since it is the best thing, Sun Miaoxi will definitely like it.

He's really too taken for granted and self-righteous......

After Zhan Hao seriously introspected, he quickly realized his mistake and generously admitted his mistake to Sun Miaoxi: "Ah Xi, you are right, I am too domineering and self-righteous, I will never be like this again in the future......"

Zhan Hao's words came to an abrupt end, he paused for a long time, so long that Sun Miaoxi thought that he would not say any more, and then he finished the rest of his words in a low voice: "If we have a future, no matter what happens again, I will definitely discuss with you as soon as possible and face it with you." ”

Zhan Hao's promise was obviously very sincere, but Sun Miaoxi tasted endless sadness from his words.

She couldn't help but wet her eyes again -- if we had a future.

She felt that at this moment, there were no words that could make her more desperate than these words.

What if they really don't have a future?

If they really don't have a future, what she wants to do most is to ask about the things of the previous life.

"In the previous life, did you think you were good to me like this time, and would rather let me think that you were responsible for me, and you would like to hide all the truth?"

In the matter of the previous life, when Zhan Hao decided to push Sun Miaoxi away from him, he had already made up his mind not to tell Sun Miaoxi -- with his character, he felt that since he was going to die, he did not want to solve the misunderstanding of the previous life, so as not to make Sun Miaoxi sad, and then he could not forget him.

For example, the last time he encountered a flood, he chose to hide it without hesitation......

But now that he heard Sun Miaoxi's accusation and was woken up by Sun Miaoxi, Zhan Hao's mind has changed -- he has decided to stop being self-righteous and decide that even if he can't see the sunrise and moonset tomorrow, he will tell Sun Miaoxi the truth at this moment.

"Ah Xi, you really blame me this time," Zhan Hao let out a long breath, his gaze gradually became distant, as if falling into the past: "In my last life, I was plotted by the enemy on the battlefield, and I was seriously injured and fell off a cliff, which was extremely high, and anyone who saw it decided that I would never survive. ”

"The searcher couldn't find a way to go down the cliff, so he directly reported my death to the top, but the news was reported to the Dingguo Mansion first, and the Dingguo Mansion suppressed the news and did not report it to the imperial court, and all the insiders ......were silenced."

At this time, a steady footstep suddenly sounded in the silent prison, which made Zhan Hao keenly stop the end of the conversation -- it was a matter of the secret of the Dingguo Mansion, and he didn't want no one to know about it.

The sudden sound of footsteps came from far to near, as if they were walking in their direction, but the sound of footsteps in a few breaths was very real.

Sun Miaoxi subconsciously turned her head to look, and just saw Chu Peiyan wearing a black coat, walking towards her step by step with a steady pace. (To be continued......)