26. Night (below)

Definitely, nothing, right?

After a while, there was a gasp under the snow, and some hoarse voices with some complicated emotions rang from the phone again.

"I should actually know."

"I knew about his relationship with my sister from the very beginning."

As if to shock me, she paused under the snow and described something in her flat, cold voice that I knew nothing about.

"My sister also has a music disc for 'When Johnny Walks Home'. It's something very precious to her. I can often see my sister listening to this song and then showing a very happy smile. That was something I saw a year ago. ”

"I actually, know everything."

"I know everything about Mr. Hiratsuka, things about me, and things about what he wants to do to change me. I heard those words in the very beginning. But I want to pretend I didn't hear it, and I want to change this qiē with my own means. But I failed, I was wrong. ”

"Even if you pretend to be hard-hearted, your heart will still hurt. Even if you pretend you don't care about anything, if it happens, it's really happening. There is no time machine in this world, and what has passed is what has passed. It's reality. ”

"I really can't like him, and I always hate the way he behaves. Rather, I was disgusted with his attitude towards life, and even felt disgusted. ”

"But there's no way I can't help but care about him."

“……”

Breathing, stagnant.

"I'll ask first."

I sighed at this unexpected, but not unexpected, unfolding.

"Is that a confession?"

"Huh?"

The voice on the phone suddenly raised the tone, clearly showing disgust.

"What disgusting things are you talking about? It's rare to say something serious, why do you have to do this? Do you want to die? Do you want to try the feeling of fainting? Snow replied without hesitation, the feeling was like describing what it was like to be on the stomach of a toad.

Sure enough, my judgment was not wrong, and I didn't have the feelings of zài love, but I simply felt that I should save zài, the idea between friends. It's not a love problem.

"Nothing, you go ahead."

Touching my nose, I smiled wryly.

So adolescent boys are like that, right? For similar voices, I will feel that it is not a confession. And then again, if you don't care about the cause and effect, the paragraph just now is definitely a confession, right? At least from a boys' point of view, that's definitely the case.

You can't blame me for thinking too much at this time, can you? Although it's true that it's quite strict, it's supposed to be very strict when it's in love, right?

Although judging from the current situation, the probability that I can find a girlfriend is zero.

"All in all, that's the way it is now."

As if he had found some key point, Xue Xia sighed and said in a tone that he knew everything he could.

"I still hate you, but I can't ignore you. I'm going to subconsciously protect your reputation, and you're using some means to protect me, aren't you? So judging by this situation, I can't deceive myself anymore. Our relationship is definitely not an enemy. But what exactly is this relationship like, and what do you think? ”

"Even if you ask me what I think, how do I know what you think? Then again, you subconsciously pushed the task to me, right? Bear your own thoughts! I don't know what you think, how do I know what our relationship is about. ”

"You're joking again. Isn't my current state all your calculations? If it weren't for you, I'd still be fine now, and I wouldn't be like this at all. ”

“…… I'll admit that what you said makes sense, but I can't carry this pot! ”

"Huh."

Xue Xia sneered and didn't explain again.

Why is it all my fault? Although it's all my fault.

Although what she said is indeed very reasonable, if it weren't for me, I guess I'm eating chocolate and humming songs under the snow now, and I'm living a good life, right? and will not suffer with us...... Wait, I seem to have been stolen from something?

"Strictly speaking, although we say that we are enemies, we do have this concept of protection, and we do spend a considerable period of time in peace with each other."

"Well, I'll admit it."

"So our current relationship should be considered a feud?"

"Do you want to die?"

“…… Oh well, I'll think again. ”

As for the tone under the snow that seemed to be ready to hit the door at any time, I could only rack my brains to find some more appropriate words.

"Hmm, that's a special friend? The kind of relationship that competes with each other, but they both know each other's personalities, so there is trust between them. That's what it is, yes, my friend. One of the three friends, it's okay this time, right? ”

"How do you think I'll react when I see you're unlucky?"

"Schadenfreude is a rock."

"And how do you react when you see me unlucky?"

"Laughing three times secretly stumbling."

"So how do you feel right now? By the way, the three friends are friends straight, friends forgive, and friends are more heard. I'm confused as to why you were the first in your grade. ”

“……”

Slap in the face, this really can't be friends, okay!

Not to mention friends, this is simply fun to play tricks on each other. Which friend likes to pit each other and scold each other? Isn't that what it is? Wait, it seems like there's really one, huh? It used to be derogatory, but now it's the kind of friend of a neutral word.

"I said under the snow."

I thought about it carefully and said with some caution.

"Don't you think our relationship is more like a bad friend than a mentor and a friend? It's the kind of bad friend who can be relied on at a critical moment to scold each other. ”

“…… If you think that's the case, then that's probably it. ”

Because of my phone, I couldn't see faces under the snow. But I'm sure that if it were her, she would have frowned in distress, and then nodded reluctantly, and finally agreed, right? Because she's that kind of person.

It is no longer hostile as an enemy, nor is it an ordinary friendship. Instead, they secretly make stumbling blocks and support each other, recognizing each other's bad friends.

That's the latest distance.

The latest agreement between us.

Perhaps with the passage of time, this relationship will still change, it will rise or fall, it will shift left and right, but for us now, this relationship is the most perfect and the most able to describe our current state.

We don't like each other's attitudes and ways of life, and we hate each other's existence. But they are convinced of each other's importance and will maintain each other, and this is the kind of relationship.

"That's it all in all."

As if trying to break free of something, I subconsciously rubbed my shoulders and made a relaxed tone.

"You should be satisfied now, right? We already have an idea of what each other thinks. Emotions are all adjusted, right? Nothing is wrong? ”

"I said at the beginning that there was no problem."

The voice under the snow is full of confident strength.

For this sentence, I can completely think of the proud look under the snow.

"It's just that you and Yubihama-san are thinking too much. Since I have already said that I will be able to restore my original appearance in one day, I will definitely restore my original appearance. This is an indisputable fact. It's just that you're too worried. ”

"Really? That's good. I'll hang up first-"

"Slow me down."

The sound was like a chain, and it immediately held my wrist in place.

"Huh? What did you say? ”

"I've said so much about me, so you should tell us what you think, right? The exchange of information is necessary, right? ”

"Huh?! Ah, no, even if it's mine, I'm a big boy and doesn't have the slender thoughts of a girl, you know, what I'm thinking about is love, does she like me, this kind of thought, even if you ask me-"

"Open the door."

"What?"

"I'll let you open the door. I'm right outside the door right now. ”

“……”

I think I'm jumping off the building now, which should be a kind of youth comedy, right?

Isn't there such a saying? Youth dramas don't kill people, I won't die if I jump off the building now, right?