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Actually, I said it was helping, but I couldn't have asked someone who hadn't slept well all night under the snow to come and help out. Although it is said that it is all plastic pipes, as a large parasol, it is still more laborious to arrange. If you let the snow come down to work, it will probably make her feel tired. I'm not a bad person, so I can't do that kind of thing.

“…… I still can't handle the relationship with you. ”

Squatting on the ground, we disposed of the parts that had no idea what the road was for, and suddenly said this under the snow.

"Huh? Really? I think we're on pretty good terms. At least we can talk like this. I wouldn't have thought of such a conversation before, right? That's a good start. ”

I shrugged my shoulders undeniably and began to compare the two tubes in my hands.

Having said that, a recliner or something can be plugged in directly, but how do you fix the beach parasol? Looking at the appearance of the base under him, it feels super complicated, eh? Or did I choose the wrong model? I remember that I was clearly telling people that it was the kind that was more stable, huh? But how does it feel like you've been sent an octopus?

"If you had been more normal at the time, I wouldn't have been so directed at you. To use other people's feelings as an excuse is to have the consciousness of being refuted by others. This is the way we should be. ”

"Don't tell me this, I don't understand. I've had enough of the theory of killing a man and betraying the crime. ”

I shook my head at the snow crouching on the ground and fiddling with something, recomparing the plastic tube in my hand.

"If there is something to carry to kill a person, then there is no doubt that a soldier may have to carry it to death. This country is a country without blood and dignity, which is why such a fragile philosophy of life can emerge. Actually? What if I kill someone? I want to live, I want to survive, then there is no choice but to cut through the thorns. ”

"But if you look for it, you'll find something else. For example, be sleek and less sharp. If you buy yourself more time, you should be able to do it. ”

"yes, but I'm not going to do that."

"For what?"

"If you were to deny your own existence, would you be willing?"

“…… What do you mean? ”

"Literally."

I said to the snow, and with my hands and feet I quickly plugged a few of the pipes together. It is made in the shape of a simple stand. But no matter how you look at it, there is always a feeling that a gust of wind can blow it away. And looking at the other plastic tubes left on the ground, I could only sigh and start my own observation to clear my mind a little.

"If you don't stick to your arguments anymore, you start to be tactful. No matter who you want, you can perfectly adjust to the look you like.,Just like your sister full of masks.。 Would you do that? Or do you think it's so good? ”

"I see. But even so, you still feel a little regretful, don't you? ”

"Regret doesn't mean I'm going to change anything. I'm just sorry, not regretful. ”

"I regret it, but don't I regret it......"

"Of course, I don't regret it."

Reaching out to wipe the grit off the plastic, I re-compared a few plastic tubes and carefully assembled them.

"The most meaningless thing in this world is regret. I acknowledge and take responsibility for all the choices I made, and I recognize all the actions I made at the time. I'm sorry at best, but my choice won't change if I do it all over again. ”

"And there is a time to regret it, I might as well just go through it myself. When you're crying, others are improving, when you're laughing, where is there time to regret. People who don't even dare to admit what they have done are meaningless to live. I may become disapproved of by the change in my view of the world, but I don't regret it. ”

“…… Surprisingly arrogant. ”

I stretched out the chaise longue under the snow, dragged two chairs on either side of me, and there seemed to be a strange color on my face.

"You mean you never do anything wrong?"

"I didn't say that. I've done a lot of wrong things beyond your imagination. But I don't regret it. ”

Looking at the gradually erected shelves, I sighed, stood up and stretched long, and then lay down on the chaise longue. Pulled down one of the sunglasses on his head and squinted at the distant view.

That shop actually made the bracket and the load-bearing pipe into a model, if it weren't for a detailed comparison, the ghost would know which one was which. But fortunately, in terms of grip, the parasol that looks a little similar to the octopus is not as pitted as expected, but stands very firmly on the ground and withstands the test of the breeze.

Enjoying the salty sea breeze on my face, I closed my eyes comfortably.

Everyone has their own opinion on their attitude towards life. Especially at this age, pay more attention to these things. For me, my attitude is that I don't regret it and go all the way. No matter what feelings, as long as they are cut off, there will be no confusion. Let's talk about what has been done. If you have to do what is necessary, you have to do it, no matter what the price is, and if you have already decided on it, you must do it. Although my mind has fallen silent now, I don't regret it.

No matter what happens, no regrets, no regrets no matter what has happened. I may be timid, I may be avoided, I may not bear to look at me, but the only thing I can't do is regret. If I want to deny my past choices and life, then I might as well go straight to suicide. What is false is false, and what is true is true.

I don't have the energy to regret anything, all I can do is move forward.

Then I watched myself fall somewhere, and I was calmed down until I was completely calm.

"That's life...... Anyway, they're all alive, so let's run until we can't run anymore and then go to sleep......"

But there was no answer.

When I looked back, I saw that I was lying on a chaise longue under the snow, with a peaceful expression, asleep to the salty sea breeze. The blowing breeze blows the waist-length long hair and spreads it out, creating a sense of beauty for the picture.

I want to get some sleep, too.

Looking at the snow that had fallen asleep on the deck chair, I smiled and sat down on the deck chair, quietly watching the view from the beach.