150 Don't you have to? Would you die without it? (4000+)

For example, after leaving him, she can find her love so quickly. Shu Xuan

And that person turned out to be the eldest brother who was born and died with him.

Gu Jingsheng felt that his heart was on fire all of a sudden.

It hurts like a burn.

The light smile on his lips was still there, but only Lin Yitong knew that he had a fever. Hyperpyrexia. 39 degrees lasted all night.

And it was so ridiculous that he didn't dare to ask.

Don't dare to ask, "When did it happen?" "Before or after a breakup?" "Is it because you feel embarrassed and difficult, so you haven't told me? ”。 Gu Jingsheng's smile became brighter and brighter, and he felt that all of a sudden it was no longer important, there was only one thing that mattered, one thing-

The girl he cherished and loved found love, and that person was not his throat.

He thought there was hope.

The slender person opposite "Jingsheng ......" raised his eyes, and his eyes were already red.

Gu Jingsheng made a gesture lightly to stop her from speaking, a smile hung faintly on her pale face, and her voice was as hoarse as grit when she spoke: "I'm a little ...... Not very comfortable......"

Yun Sheng gently clasped the coffee cup with her slender hand, and lowered her eyes to hear a trace of pain that could not be concealed.

"You guys sit ......down first," he smiled faintly, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

After saying that, he elegantly pulled out the chair, and no one looked at it, especially Huo Siran's extremely complicated face opposite, propped up the table, and went to the bathroom.

There was silence.

Yun Sheng gently stirred the coffee with a small silver spoon, seeing that the person opposite had no intention of speaking, and he was obediently silent, until Huo Siran held Yitong's hand and let go, and said slowly in a cold voice: "I have known Yun Sheng for a long time, I haven't seen each other for many years, and she didn't come back to see her until she returned to China recently." ”

Look, who?

The long eyelashes hung down gently, Lin Yitong only felt that she was in an ice cellar, and she thought that this scene was painful, humiliating, and embarrassing, she once told Huo Siran that even if she really had a bad life, she didn't want to expose her pain and unbearableness to the people she hated.

That was the greatest humiliation for her.

Yunshang smiled, lowered her voice and said, "We all know each other without introduction, you guys...... Let's solve our own problems first. ”

Then she opened her eyes and continued to stir coffee, trying to play the role of a passerby, not interfering or asking or not interested, leaving them absolute space.

Half an hour later, there was a sudden muffled sound, as if something had happened in the direction of the bathroom, and then I heard someone exclaim in the distance-

"Ah, sir! What's wrong with you, sir......"

With the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, the small tea restaurant was alarmed, especially at this table, Lin Yitong's face turned white in an instant, his hand was pulled out of Huo Siran's palm and ran to the bathroom suddenly, Huo Siran's face changed, and he got up and chased after him in stride, and took a few big strides up and gently buckled her waist in the crook of her arm to walk in one step ahead of her, and then saw someone next to the bathroom sink falling, and the color of the uniform was obviously Gu Jingsheng!

Huo Siran's heart suddenly shook! His face turned pale and stiff for a moment, and he said "call an ambulance" to the person in his arms, and then pushed aside the crowd to set up Gu Jingsheng, who had already fainted!

**********

In my dream, I returned to the sea that was a little blue and black.

It's getting late.

That year, the air outside the country was hotter than the hottest summer in China, the camouflage uniform was wet and dried with sweat, and the sweat stains were printed on the clothes like hoarfrost, but when it was late, it suddenly became cold, and he crawled on that island for a long time, and as time passed, his lips were already chapped like stones.

The order was to ambush and assassinate the first figure to emerge. Whoever it is, ask for a shot to kill.

Gu Jingsheng is the best sniper.

Forty-nine hours passed.

Hunger, thirst and heat were about to weaken Gu Jingsheng's health to the minimum, and the scenery he saw from the sniper scope was already shaking, Gu Jingsheng closed his eyes and told himself to persevere, he must persist and not die. When he slowly opened his eyes again, there was a terrible darkness in front of him, and then the dark room dispersed, and a figure appeared inside.

He was really hungry, and the only bit of health he had existed for this "assassination" mission, even if he couldn't see the man's face clearly, he could be sure that his crosshair was already aimed at the man's eyebrows, and the creatures in the jungle were almost roasted into juice, and the moment night fell, he only heard the whole island "bang——!!! "There was a terrible gunshot, and the birds and beasts of prey soared into the hidden jungle.

The man in the crosshair stood still for a moment, then his legs went limp, and he fell.

Then there was the sound of gunfire in the sky, the hidden forces on both sides started a battle from the island and the sea respectively, the signal flare rose in the nightfall and reflected the entire sea, Gu Jingsheng was dying, his hand slowly slipped off the trigger, and at the moment of fainting, he thought that he could finally go home.

…… Finally.

………………

He had had such a dream for countless nights, and the reason why the feeling in the dream was not clear was because he was unconscious at the time.

Later, he spent so many years regretting the mental exhaustion and blurred vision of the time.

Later, he participated in many wilderness survival trainings, extending the life support time without supplies to more than 100 hours.

It was only later that I learned that it was useless.

The man who rekindled his desire for life and his future appeared nearly three years after graduating from the police academy. It's a girl. Little by little, he chased her, got her, little by little to understand her world, little by little to plan their future in the depths of his heart, no one knew that feeling, like grasping a vine at the bottom of a well, telling himself to climb up to get the light, otherwise he would be in darkness for the rest of his life.

Therefore, when he came back from the flight in the early morning to be investigated by the SWAT team, he was not afraid at all, and knew that he had to cross this hurdle;

So, when she clearly broke up with him that day, he was desperate and felt that life was like a tarot card, the first piece was pushed down by her, and behind it was a ruin.

Gu Jingsheng thought so.

Especially when the mixed-race man returned home from the sea that day, he was thinking.

He needs a motivation and a reason to get him out of such a predicament that he must die, he wants to be needed, he wants to have someone waiting for him in the life ahead.

He really felt that there was hope.

Just like what he said that day, not every two people are together because of love, the main word of life should actually be "companionship", and then get married, and after entering the marriage hall, use "responsibility" and "family affection" to accompany each other for a lifetime, which is as profound and beautiful.

So he never gave up Tongtong. He always felt that there was a chance, as long as he was willing to persevere and be willing to believe.

But just now, his hope was completely shattered by such a simple sentence, he can accept her being with anyone, and he still thinks anyone is acceptable, but who knows that Lu Dao is Huo Siran.

Before Gu Jingsheng fainted, he recalled the wrong shot that year, and suddenly felt that fate was like a game, and this game, he couldn't break it for the rest of his life.

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The affairs in the hospital are complicated, and the small county town is not as dirty as the big city, so Yunshang simply stood outside the emergency department, and his hand habitually turned the rosary on his wrist, thinking a little.

Gu Jingsheng.

It was the first time she knew that there was such a person, and just now Yun Fei called to ask about the situation, she asked who Gu Jingsheng was, Yun Fei said: "Lin Yitong is her boyfriend?" Didn't you say you're about to get married? Why did you see it? ”

Yunshang hung up the phone, and there was a hint of clarity in her watery eyes.

Gu Jingsheng called Huo Siran the eldest brother, the Huo family had never heard of such a person, so since she was either close or recognized, she probably understood this story.

Just as he was thinking, Huo Siran walked out of it.

"How? Is it serious? Yunshang turned around and asked with concern.

"Inflammation of the knife wound, fainting due to high fever." Huo Siran said slowly in a cold voice, with complicated emotions in his deep eyes, guilt, irritability and coldness intertwined, "I have taken antibiotics, and I have stabilized." ”

Yunshang nodded, and Huo Siran continued: "I still have to stay here for a while, it's not too early, I'll send you back." ”

Give??

Yun Sheng was surprised for a moment, and then reacted that he must have called a taxi to send her, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, her heart was cold, she raised her eyes and looked behind him, her eyes pierced, and then she walked slowly in front of him gracefully, her eyes were clear and sincere: "Si Ran, I didn't expect today's situation, I hope my existence didn't cause trouble for you." Also, I really didn't expect your wife to be Tongtong, I ......" she lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly and raised her eyes, "You should have heard about our family's situation?" But I think it's all my parents' business, and I can't interfere if I want to. And please believe me, I have never been malicious towards Tongtong......"

Huo Siran raised his hand to stop her from continuing: "Yunshang, you don't need to say this. ”

- Her character, he understands.

"Okay." Yun Sheng also responded with a smile, and then gently climbed his hand on his shoulder, imprinting a kiss on the side of his face, Huo Siran coldly dodged his head slightly, the kiss didn't touch, Yun Sheng was shocked in his eyes, and couldn't help laughing, "Are you dirty?" Do you have to avoid meeting etiquette abroad? ”

Then he put his hand down and walked straight behind him.

Huo Siran's face was slightly embarrassed, and when he turned around, he saw Yitong standing behind him for some time, and he didn't know how long he watched them talk.

"I almost forgot, this is a gift for you," Yunshang smiled and handed over the contents of her bag, "I don't know what you like, just buy it." ”

The slender figure glanced at the bag with red eyes, and said in a dumb voice, "Xie Lu Xie." But...... I'm not used to wearing it. ”

Huo Siran frowned coldly, and said in a deep voice: "Tongtong-"

It's one thing not to be used to it, it's another thing not to be polite.

Lin Yitong's heart tingled, but he saw that Yunshang was smiling warmly in front of him, and he had no choice but to reach out to pick it up, but at the moment when his fingers touched, he heard a low and faint voice-

"That superintendent just now looked good, handsome, generous, young and promising...... Aren't they all about to get married? Why is it that when it comes to the end, you don't marry someone honestly? ”

Lin Yitong was shocked!

Because the voice was so low, so low that only the two of them could hear it, her little face turned white, and she also whispered back: "Do you have an opinion on my marriage?" ”

Yunsheng stared at her coldly, but she smiled, stared at her and said, "Before you choose a man, why don't you ask first, does he have another woman's seal on his body?" ”

- What do you mean?

Lin Yitong was still reacting, but Yun Sheng had already withdrawn her hand with a charming smile, gently smoothed her bangs and turned around coldly, and brushed the dust on her body before leaving, the stark contrast between the two people was very large, this woman can come out like a noble queen even in dirty and sloppy places.

Leng Leng put the bag on the duty desk, Lin Yitong turned around and went back to the ward.

"You don't have a word to say to me?" Huo Siran had a slight anger in his heart, more jealousy and coldness, and asked her coldly.

Her heart was sullen and she took a deep breath: "I just want to go back to the ward......"

"Go back to the ward to see him?" Huo Siran walked over to her coldly, reached out and pinched her chin, "Do you have to do it?" Would you die without it? Well? ”

The words were prickly, and the slender man looked at him with a pair of watery eyes trembling, and spoke sonorously: "Huo Siran, you promised me that you would not get angry easily without asking for a reason, can I ask you about your memory?!" ”