Chapter 62: The Frenzy of Missing

The next day, Zhu Rongqi was the earliest, and cooked several people's meals together, with four dishes and one soup. Lan Zhenzhen, Han Shuang, Xiao Man got up and folded his teeth and said that the process on his face, more than forty minutes, he finished eating, Zhang Bo also went to the clinic with them, before leaving, Sanmei greeted Zhu Rong as if he was leaving his mother to go on a long trip, and everyone forgot about the naughty thing last night.

Shi Yan got up late, of course, slowly, and picked up in his bedroom.

The delicate Zhu Rong is becoming more and more beautiful like Lin Daiyu. The peach blossom on the cheekbones is light and scattered. She felt that she sometimes had chest tightness, palpitation, shortness of breath, and transient heartache, but it was very mild, and she knew that it was caused by fatigue, and that after the year and year, inside and outside, so many people came and went, and all the household chores such as cooking and cooking were enough to make her physically and mentally exhausted. She wanted to tell Zhang Bo that I was too tired, but when she saw Zhang Bo's emaciated face, she couldn't bear to drag him back.

Speaking from the heart, whenever I see him, I always want to say: "Take me to the town hospital or county hospital for an electrocardiogram!" But he wanted to speak and stopped, and his heart was sour. This lovely man, positive, enterprising, tireless, his whole body and mind are thrown into the clinic, and every day is used as two days, how can he miss his golden day. It's about to start school, students are enrolled, teachers are enrolled, and Shi Yan is about to go to Provincial University, at that time, he will be relaxed, so he will go to Dacheng with Zhang Bo to see a doctor, and check his body, more than fifty years old is a major turning point in life, and it is the season when it is most likely to get sick.

"Mom, what do you want!" Shi Yan couldn't get out of the bedroom cold, and shouted a little, which startled her mother.

“… Scared mom to death, ghost Y head. Zhu Rong dragged her to the living room. said, "Let's eat, I'm thinking about what your dad is so dedicated." ”

"I haven't really called dad yet. I called Uncle Zhang. Shi Yan served the meal and put it in front of her mother. Said with a smile.

"It's right to call Dad. He is very responsible, and he is the most suitable and qualified to be your father. Zhu Rong patiently told his daughter.

"It's not that you're not married yet, I'll definitely call Dad when the time is right." Shi Yan took a bowl of rice and ate it. She smiled at her mother.

"Whatever you want. Today is the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar, when are you going to report to school. "Zhu Rong cares about her studies. She also likes her daughter very much, she looks exactly like herself, but there is a huge difference in age, every move, and gesture are no different from when she was young.

"Mom. Why do you love Dad Zhang so much? Shi Yan wanted to ask a question, was it the same as what she knew, she looked at her mother with a smile and ate her meal.

"The fate of the past and the present." Zhu Rong had nothing to look for, and said what he thought at any time.

"Mom, you are really not simple, you can know the things of the past and present lives." Shi Yan praised her mother.

"Buddhism talks about reincarnation, and it is about returning love. I'll tell you a story about a woman who was killed on the beach of the sea. Lying there naked, the first one passing by glanced at it, sighed and walked away, and the second person walked by her. He took off his clothes and wrapped her up and put her there. A third person passing by saw her, dug a hole in the beach, and buried her deeply. With the cycle of time. They all came from past lives to this life. She began to find a second person who wrapped her in clothes, and she had a beautiful relationship. However, she found a third person who buried her. And married him, this is the story of the past and the present. Teacher Zhu Rong told the story of Buddhism's love and love.

"Mom, I understand, the second person in my previous life was my father Shi Ji, and the third person was Zhang's father in my previous life. You are repaying their love through reincarnation. Right. Shi Yan said with a smile. Ask.

"You believe it?" Zhu Rong was amused by his daughter's innocence.

"I believe all the beautiful stories." Shi Yan said, "I'm done eating." "Stretched a cat's waist.

"What are you two talking about, so warm, what are you not emotional. Today is the fifteenth, let's go to the grave together to pay tribute to Brother Ji. Zhang Bo said as he handed the quick-acting heart-saving pill to Zhu Rong. He had just opened the curtain and came in.

"You're busy, can you still go? Shi Yan said coquettishly.

"There is no time when people are not busy in life, I said that if I go today, I will definitely go, I will make sacrifices, incense paper and wine, pick up it, and I will go." Zhang Bo said to Shi Yan.

"......" Shi Yan looked at her mother, not knowing whether it was better to go early or late.

"I didn't hear your father's words, I've got it in the kitchen, go get it!" Zhu Rong was a little stunned.

"Yes. You guys were colluding to make us look good. I'm not convinced. Shi Yan ran out of the living room with a smile on her face and went down to the kitchen. He turned around and picked up the food box, took the offerings, and walked out.

Zhu Rong and Zhang Bo looked at each other and smiled, Shi Yanxiang followed behind the child who made a mistake, and behind him, he secretly laughed with a "sigh": The partner in the past life and the present life, it is really.

Zhang Bo drove, got into the main car, Zhu Rong sat in the co-driver, and the two of them invariably looked at the stealing Shi Yan, and smiled at each other, with a heart: drive.

The woodland of the Shijia family is at the foot of the Reclining Buddha Mountain, above the upper village. In the meantime, there is a small road that leads to the place where you can drive a car. The electric car walks on the field road, creating deep wheel ruts, potholes on both sides of the road, and a small amount of snow, like a grudge that has not yet melted. The wheat seedlings in the field have been baptized by the snow, new and green, and the sunlight in the sky has left them with the smiling faces of spring.

In a small locust forest, crows live on the towering black locust trees. Seeing a car coming, the "ah, ah" cried twice, and the birds in the cold wind also cried very desolately.

The car stopped in front of Shi Ji's grave, Shi Yan got out of the car with a food box, yellow paper, incense, and wine, and Zhang Bo also went over to help make offerings.

Zhu Rong looked through the car window and saw that her husband's grave was covered with wild grass, and there was still residual snow on the back of the grave. Here, while her husband was in a long sleep, before he took his last breath, Jing was silent, did not leave a word, did not leave a sigh, and left.

Now that her daughter has grown up, she has exchanged the price of her life for blood money to pay for her daughter's college. College is also about to graduate. And you don't know that if a dummy dies and has a soul, you should have spiritual comfort.

Zhu Rongren did not get out of the car, and the crying came first. Zhang Bo opened the car door for her, and she stumbled out of the car and fell in front of Shi Ji's grave: "Shi Ji, I'm here to sacrifice you." Tears flowed.

Paper money smokes. As the saying goes, a husband and wife for a day. What's more, how many years have I been rolling and crawling in bed. How many days and nights did it take to raise your teacher? In the western year, we can cross the same boat, and we can sleep together for a thousand years. At that time, the relationship was similar to that of the current holiday.

In the same industry, speaking the same language, how can you listen to two old people, a little doctor, and the things that call me a thousand years,

Now, how can you not make me sad, and everything is like silk.

You're gone. How many sleepless nights I spent with my children. It's as if you're still there, you're still walking in front of the window. You're still standing in front of the bed. Reach out and hug you... You are far away, as far as the heavenly river. Whenever the stars in the night are full of stars, you take the meteor in the sky, and reincarnate in the world with the help of Meng Po, come to teach with me, lead the students, read the music score, and pronounce the voice accurately... Shi Ji, you are there!

You go to work as a masonry, a thin body, and that's for Shi Yan's future. I can go to and from school, I can become a big material, and I will go to the future of the motherland. It's only a few days of vacation! You can't even take a break. In the grotto, wet clothes stick to the back. In class, you are a literal exalt.... Woo, I'm crying, Qingshan opens his mouth to eat you; I cry, the green mountains are not the green mountains, and I have become a rich slave with a lust for profit, I cry, the pit of the mine, with a mournful cry, calling for the Buddha wind; This abyss of cannibalism, eat people, don't see bones and flesh, eat people, don't see blood flowing on the mouth, who dug the trap of Qingshan, who dug up Shi Ji's life, come back, my love, come back, my past and present lives.

Zhu Rong's tears flowed out desperately, and his hands held the mud and grass on the grave deeply, as if he wanted to pull Shi Ji out of there as soon as possible, remove a past life, and come to a fresh present life.

Her tears dried up, and her voice swallowed, this season just after the New Year, with her kneeling in bitterness, into the reincarnation, she, at this moment, thought in her consciousness. Shi Ji didn't leave, but at the end of the Nai He Bridge, he went back to the school...

Shi Yan was also crying with her mother, she swore to the grave, saying: "Dad, I must be admitted to graduate school, I want to study for a master's degree and a doctorate, live up to your hopes, and become a useful person in society and the country." ”

Zhang Bo poured three glasses of wine with pine nuts, rekindled the incense, and then kowtowed three times to Shi Ji's grave, and wanted to say something, but he was speechless and choked..., Shaoqing, the thoughts in his heart turned into a frenzy like Zhu Rong, he, a magnetic voice erupted, and said: "Drink sacrifice, my senior brother / This is the day of the Yuanxiao Festival / I didn't think about it, the lanterns on the street / In this excellent locust tree / Here, there is you, wife/Can sing, and tenderness is like water/In, in the notes of your love/There is a long, memories/What this life and the past life/..., Brother, here / there is your daughter / crying / you excellent acacia forest / become / the angel of culture / in / the land of the motherland / actively / to you / in the weaving, the beautiful flower soul / what the past and this life yo / brother, here are your friends / take up, the frenzy of longing and sustenance / responsibility towards the sun / like, outside the forest, the field wheat green like / melted the snow / to dry the winter / left / ten thousand purples / a thousand red. ”

Zhang Bo burst into tears, pulled Zhu Rong up while wiping, and said, "Please mourn, let him sleep here, and the Qingming Festival will come again." ”

Zhu Rong cried a thousand tears of a locust flower, and his lips were a little purple.

"It's okay!" Zhang Bo was worried.

"It's okay, go home and take some medicine to relieve it." Zhu Rong smiled, although it was sad, it was his own smile of respect for Zhang Bo like a re-releaser.

"Swallow, let's go, don't be stunned." Zhang Bo said her.

Shi Yan had tears in her eyes, looked at Zhang Bo with four eyes, and was close at hand, she turned around, fell on Zhang Bo's shoulder, sobbed and cried, and said: "Dad, it's not that I don't call you Dad, I always feel that between you and my dad, between you and me, there are always some unspeakable ideas." Or I can't pull down my face to maintain my mother's love, in fact, these faces are unnecessary, I have long wanted you to be a father, but I can't shout! ”

"Oh, daughter, let's go home, it's too cold here, as long as you have it in your heart." Zhang Bo stroked Shi Yan's shoulders, like a loving father.

Zhu Rong saw their father-daughter relationship, and finally there was no boundary, and smiled with relief, she went to clean up the sacrifices that should be taken away before the grave, Shi Yan stopped crying, faced the green mountains, faced the fields, and faced the sunlight, and shouted loudly: "I have a father,"

Sure enough, there are echoes of the earth, echoes of the fields, echoes of the mountains, echoes of the sun: "I have a father!" ”

The green locust forest, you are here to testify. (To be continued......)