206. Chapter 203
Su Yunge listened to Li Yuniang's nagging, and suddenly had an illusion of tears in his eyes.
"Yunge, if you're uncomfortable, don't force yourself!" Li Yuniang rubbed her head as she spoke.
What is this called? Su Yunge couldn't laugh or cry.
Study?
This seemed to give her a strange sense of familiarity, and suddenly, she suddenly remembered her conversation with the maid in the attic of the Su Mansion.
The maid seemed to have said to her that day, that the girl had been very good at writing when she was a child.
Childhood?
Su Yunge raised her eyebrows slightly when she thought of this, asking her to think about it, what else did the maid say to her that day? It seems to say that Su Yunge has changed since he was ten years old.
Wait, ten years old?
So she's ...... now
Su Yunge's eyes widened, and she put her palm in front of her eyes, this small tender palm seemed to tell her something.
Suddenly, a bold idea flashed through her mind.
She suddenly rushed out of the door of the safe house, grabbed a servant and asked urgently:
"How old am I now?"
The servant was taken aback by Su Yunge's sudden movement, and replied in a bit of a panic:
"Second Miss, you ...... What's wrong with you? ”
"Answer me, how old am I now?" Su Yunge's voice suddenly rose, she didn't care about others looking at her like a madman, she just desperately wanted to get an answer. Her clear eyes were already a faint crimson, and she looked crazy.
"Ten...... Ten years old. The servant replied tremblingly.
After he finished answering, he saw his second young lady with a stupid expression, so he swallowed his saliva and asked:
"Second Miss, you ...... What else do you have to ask the small ones? ”
Su Yunge shook his head indifferently.
After seeing Su Yunge's negation, the servant ran out of the courtyard as if he were fleeing.
Su Yunge stood in place in a daze, to be exact, she was already stupid.
At the age of ten, what a dramatic watershed.
If she had suspected that the original Su Yunge had crossed over by someone else, then she had now got the correct answer.
That's right, the original genius Su Yunge came through the time, but unfortunately, it seems that the person who crossed over was her.
Herself, the killer of the twenty-first century, Su Yunge.
The cutting is continuous, and the rationalization is still messy.
How did she get to Su Yunge at the age of ten again, what about her before? The previous life in the Su family and the people he met were all flowers in the fog and a moon in the water?
Rong Qianxun, Xiao Nanshuo, Tie Dan......
And what about her? It is difficult for her to start her life again in the future, at the age of ten years, to start life again.
Everything was so absurd that she had to accept it.
Everything was so real, so real that she had to believe it.
In this virtual and real, she can't tell the difference, she can't tell the truth from the false, she can't tell the difference between the virtual and the real, it seems that she has even seen the reincarnation of Huangquan.
Confused thoughts that she had never felt before occupied her whole body and mind, and she walked aimlessly, walked to the tree in the courtyard where she came, and slowly sat down with her knees crossed.
Is God playing with her?
When she was ready to live in the Ling Heavenly Dynasty as Su Yunge, and when she was ready to take on the title of Princess of Nadingbei, time and space suddenly gave her an unexpected reversal.
There is no Chihiro for her here, there is no man who is as gentle as the moonlight, there is no Xiao Nanshuo who is domineering and arrogant, there is no everything.
"Hey, are you crying?"
A warm voice rang in her ears, and the voice was indescribably warm to the sun at this moment.
Su Yunge blinked and lifted his head buried in his knees.
"I'm not crying, I'm just sad."
As far as the eye could see, he was a young man wearing a white jade crown, standing in the backlight, his handsome eyebrows and eyes were extremely warm.
"Come, eat a plum blossom cake, you won't be sad if you eat a plum blossom cake."
Su Yunge looked at the plum blossom pastry in the palm of the little boy's hand in a daze, and did not react for a long time.
The young man smiled and said again:
"Ah, I forgot to introduce myself, I'm Mu Hanyun."
When he was ten years old, a warm boy said:
"I'm Mu Hanyun."
The royal boy in brocade clothes and fox fur is like a key to open the chaotic time, and the mottled and rusty keyhole is her, Su Yunge.
Su Yunge looked at the little Mu Hanyun in front of her, she saw her figure clearly through Mu Hanyun's warm pupils, her small, slightly embarrassed figure.
Her somewhat confused mind suddenly cleared up, and she suddenly saw the distant past that she had forgotten through Mu Hanyun's warm and dark eyes.
The fragmentary memories of the past are suddenly pieced together into a complete picture at this moment.
If it is said that in the Ling Dynasty of Su Yunge, the age of ten is a watershed, then in the Huaxia Kingdom of the 21st century, the watershed of the killer Su Yunge is at the age of sixteen.
The forgotten sixteen-year-old.
Su Yunge remembered everything.
On that day, when Senior Brother Su Yuan was talking to the old man, she happened to pass by, and she didn't want to eavesdrop, but she happened to hear her name.
Everyone is curious, and she is no exception, and the content of the conversation is actually related to her, so she can't help but listen.
Who knows, this hearing will change everything.
When she heard the old man master say that she was just living as Su Yuan's heart, her heart was cold in an instant, and there were no words to describe her mood at that time.
The old man, who she loved and respected the most, actually just fed her as a heart, and would dig out her heart at any time as long as she needed to.
Since joining the Dark Alliance, she has thought that she will die countless times in the future. He was hunted and killed, besieged and died, and was forced to die by self-determination...... She had imagined all of this, but she never thought that she would one day be anesthetized by her dearest person, when she was unconscious, and then gouge out her own heart.
She couldn't even say her final goodbye, and she was silently deprived of her life.
No, this is the last thing she can bear.
At the age of sixteen, she didn't know how to vent her pain, so she rushed into the headquarters of the Dark Alliance, and despite the dissuasion of others, pointed a gun at the commander and forced him to give him an 'SS' level mission.
It is said that newborn calves are not afraid of tigers, and that was the first time she took on a task above level A.
The friend who grew up with her was afraid that something would happen to her, so he followed her on a mission.
That night, she was murderous and angry, like a lion cornered.
In the end, she completed the task in a way that died together.
At the last moment when she closed her eyes, she thought, so be it, it's better to die like this. After her death, she will be recognized by the old man's master, and then her heart will be removed by the top doctors.
The old man saved her life, she couldn't hate him, no, it should be said that it was her father.
She thought that her heart would beat in Senior Brother Su Yuan's body in the future, which also meant that she would live in another way.
Let's just think that she repaid the nurturing grace of her 'father'.
But what she didn't expect was that she didn't die under such a serious injury.
She became vegetative.
Three years later, she woke up.
It is said that the old man and master tried his best to save her, but she didn't understand, since he would take her life sooner or later, why bother to save her at this moment.
She seems to have picked up another life.
Since she woke up, the old man and Senior Brother Ayuan never mentioned the change of heart, and she also pretended to be stupid as much as possible.
In life, it is rare to be confused.
It wasn't until she was shot to death by her brother in a fit of rage that she felt that her life in the 21st century had finally come to an end.
But she forgot the most important thing.
The most important thing is not remembered until now.
The three years she was in a vegetative state in the hospital were blank for her, but they weren't blank.
When she was sixteen years old, when she was blown away by a bomb, her soul was on Su Yunge of the Ling Heavenly Dynasty.
That year, Su Yunge was ten years old.
She began to live with a new identity, because she had endured the blows of the old man's master, and she no longer trusted anyone easily in this world. She is dedicated to learning the knowledge of this new continent and becoming stronger.
However, there is only one exception, and that is Mu Hanyun.
Mu Hanyun was the first person she met when she first traveled to another world, just like that song sang.
"You're my warm gloves, cold beer.
A shirt with the scent of the sun, a dream day after day. ”
Mu Hanyun was at that time, her sunshine, her beer, her shirt, her dream.
It is the first touch of warmth that I hold when I am on the verge of death and rebirth, and I can't wait to grasp the warmth.
She grew up in the Su family, she didn't know how to grow up with any restraint, she was stunning and proud of everything. Li Yuniang's love and Su Pei's love made her almost forget everything.
She did not shy away from showing her talent in front of Li Yuniang.
In the end, he became a thorn in the side of others and a thorn in the flesh.
Su Pei, the time bomb that was placed by the royal family on Li Yuniang since childhood, has finally started the countdown.
After so many years of empty eyes, she forgot the inherent evil of human nature, forgot how cruel the imperial power was to overthrow, and she lived here with a narcotic attitude, without any defense.
Until, Li Yuniang died violently.
She suddenly realized that her sharp edge had brought ruin to her mother, so she pretended to be deaf and dumb from then on, and began to be domineering, regardless of the rules.
But there is only one person who has not changed, and that is Mu Hanyun.
pretending to be faceless and skinless to run after him, outsiders are laughing at her, but only she knows that she really likes this young man.
Because that was the first warmth she encountered when she came to another world!
But in the end, she realized that the first warmth she held in this other world was not warmth, but poison, deadly poison.
She heard Mu Hanyun say to her henchmen by chance that she was only on the orders of her mother when she approached her.
"Otherwise, who wants to get close to that ugly bastard." Mu Hanyun said so mean and disdainful.
Only then did Su Yunge realize that the little boy who gave her plum blossom cake when she was a child was not sincere.
In desperation, she had to drink countless spirits and burn knives, and she couldn't figure out whether she was dead or alive. inadvertently crashed into the green building, and then accidentally died of alcohol poisoning.
The soul is suddenly back to modern times.
When she woke up in her hospital bed, she forgot all of them, perhaps too stupid and painful memories that she subconsciously forgot about them.
No wonder, after waking up in this world, not only did her skills not deteriorate, but she was also extremely agile, and many high-risk tasks were also handy.
Under the immersion of those life and death tasks, her personality has also become weird, laughing and scolding the world, but her heart is extremely cold.
But I never thought that God played a big joke on her, let her cross again, and still return to the original point, but she is no longer the same as she was at the beginning, after a few years of tempering in this life, her heart is much tougher, and she is no longer the impulsive person who was sixteen years old.
But why? Why do parallel spaces occur? Why do you cross again? How ridiculous and unreasonable!
The memory stopped here, and suddenly there was a roar in the void.
"Su Yunge, come to your senses, that's an illusion."