Extra-two Wang Chuan'er's thoughts
Wang Chuan'er was born in a very ordinary small village, her mother is notoriously tough, she has been strong since she was a child, but no one dares to really bully her.
But because she doesn't have a father, everyone is not very happy to play with her.
And she always looks like she hasn't eaten enough, and everyone is afraid that she will rob her of food.
In fact, she has not eaten enough for more than ten years.
She doesn't understand herself, obviously she looks similar to ordinary children, why she always eats more than others.
Later, she grew up a little more, and she ate a lot more.
Her mother had no choice, she couldn't afford to raise her, so she sent her to her father.
It was also at this time that Wang Chuan'er learned that his father was still a rich man.
Although she was able to eat enough when she got there, Wang Chuan'er still felt unhappy, no one wanted to talk to her, even the people in the family looked down on her.
But she is a person with a big heart, and when she is sad, eat two more bowls of rice, and it will pass.
But this kind of life didn't last long, and his unlucky father made an accident and affected the whole family.
Her cheap daughter was also implicated and went to a prison prison.
Wang Chuan'er sometimes wonders, if her mother knew that there would be such a result, would she send herself to the Wang family?
But even if you don't send it, you can't afford to support yourself.
There, Wang Chuan'er spent the darkest years of her life, but it was also there that she met the person she was most grateful to in this life.
Before meeting Ah Xiu. Wang Chuan'er never knew that a woman could have such an ability to make so many people respect her.
At that time, she didn't believe that such a girl, who might be younger than herself, could have such an ability to take her away.
But she couldn't help but choose to believe her.
The longer she stayed here, the heavier her heart sank, and she was afraid that she would die like this one day.
Maybe they won't even be able to leave their bones.
The old people in the prison said that if they died in the prison, the corpse would be thrown out and fed to the dogs.
Wang Chuan'er didn't want to be gnawed and couldn't leave anything.
Hold on to death. Or rather, the fear after death. Wang Chuan'er persevered.
Wang Chuan'er hates reading, but she is afraid of being disliked by Ah Xiu, so she still tries to read all the books Ah Xiu gave her.
But she has never been the material for reading, whether it is the general Four Books and Five Classics. Or the Book of Medicine. It didn't take her a few days to read it. I almost forgot about it.
For a while, she was terrified.
She was afraid that she would be abandoned by Ah Xiu.
It's just that she usually looks very natural, and no one knows the deepest worries in her heart.
Sometimes she really envies Sister Peony. She seems to be able to do everything, and she does everything in an orderly manner.
Unlike her, she doesn't know how to do anything, she just wants to be diligent, and sometimes she can't help.
Like that bubble fish, she almost lost her life, and so many people were worried.
This made her feel sad and frightened, but there was a faint little joy.
They care so much about themselves, does that mean that they will not be abandoned?
Looking at Ah Xiu, Peony was busy in and out for herself, and Wang Chuan'er's heart had a kind of stability for the first time.
Maybe that's what home feels like.
It seems that because of this stability, no matter what Wang Chuan'er does in the future, he seems to have a kind of confidence.
She thought that this kind of life would go on for so long.
However, she met a man.
At that time, it was not the first time she had seen him, and when she saw this man named Xue Xingyi for the first time, she only felt that this person was really good-looking!
Everyone said that Shen Dongli was beautiful, but in Wang Chuan'er's eyes, Xue Xingyi was a little more cold than Shen Dongliang.
She didn't know how such two words could come out of her head, but she felt that he had some fireworks that didn't eat the world.
Wang Chuan'er didn't know what Ah Xiu was thinking at that time, but she estimated that it was because she was too stupid, so she threw herself to Xue Xingyi.
She knew that Ah Xiu was not abandoning herself, so she carried her little burden and passed happily.
Anyway, most of the decisions made by Ah Xiu were for his own good.
Wang Chuan'er knew that his brain was not smart, so he didn't think much about it.
It's just that she only felt that Xue Xingyi was cold before, and after she really got along, she found out that where he was cold, he was clearly a demon.
I can't memorize books, I don't give food, I can't distinguish medicinal materials, I don't give food, I don't do good work, I don't give food.
If he studied medicine and forgot about her, then it would be fine, and there would be no food to eat.
In general, it is a sentence that does not suit his heart, that is, there is no food.
Letting Wang Chuan'er go hungry is the same as abusing her.
But Xue Xingyi's eyes swept slightly, and Wang Chuan'er couldn't say a word with a full stomach.
On Xue Xingyi's side, Wang Chuan'er felt as if his brain had opened up all of a sudden.
Even endorsement doesn't seem to be so difficult.
She had been trying to get away from this terrible man as soon as possible, but when she did, she couldn't help but miss the way he swept her eyes.
Sometimes when she watched him concentrate on discussing things with Ah Xiu that she didn't quite understand, she couldn't help but be envious.
It would be nice if I knew this myself!
But she is just Wang Chuan'er, not Ah Xiu!
Later, he quarreled with Ah Xiu, and the two seemed to break off their relationship.
Wang Chuan'er couldn't stop feeling sad in her heart, they had talked so harmoniously so many times before, why was it not good all of a sudden?
Even if Ah Xiu and Xue Xingyi reconciled later, and Xue Xingyi specially sent a congratulatory gift, she still didn't figure it out.
"What are you thinking?" Ah Xiu asked, looking at Wang Chuan'er's contemplative look, she was still a little unaccustomed!
"Ah Xiu, do you think it's okay for me to go to Qiongchuan?" Wang Chuan'er looked at Ah Xiu steadily, if she shook her head, then she wouldn't want to.
Ah Xiu was slightly stunned, and took out a letter: "Xue Xingyi is here now, if you want to go, go there, if it's late, I don't know where he went." ”
Wang Chuan'er couldn't react a little, but her face slowly turned red subconsciously.
Those little Jiujiu in her heart, as if she saw it in her eyes.
"Now that Brother Tang has a nurse by his side, and my body has been raised, you can rest assured that you can go, if you are not happy, you will come back." Ah Xiu said with a smile.
Xue Xingyi and Wang Chuan'er are both friends she values, if they can be happy, it would be great.
"Yes!" Wang Chuan'er nodded vigorously. (To be continued......)
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