5. Deep rain
(The author was going to plug his teeth today, but he was unlucky enough to forget to bring the key...... So it's a pity that I just got the keys from a relative and went back home. The update will be made back. By the way, the author is a real modern technology weakness seriously ill, and being able to open an Alipay is already my limit. Although the reader's mood is really good, persuade me to insert the Alipay link in the chapter, the QR code or something. But let's be honest...... I didn't understand a word...... I don't know anything about that...... However, it is still possible to say that the account can still be given. 13500988408. If you have readers who want to support the author, please don't need to reward at the starting point, just go directly to Alipay. I can't get a cent of the money I give to the starting point, so I don't need to tip anymore. )
The human world is a melting pot.
No matter what you do, you will only be met with pain and suffering.
Just like a traveler who is about to drown in the abyss, he can only put his palm on the knife mountain, insert it into the tip of the knife in pain, use his own flesh and blood to stop his own fall, and exchange his suffering for the joy of living.
Some people have great perseverance, they use their bodies as tools, they stand up from the abyss, walk on the knife mountain, and completely get rid of the sea of suffering of all beings. But the pain from the outside world and other competitors still left him at a loss, still tormenting him and pushing him to mature as quickly as possible.
The so-called maturity is the sum of these things that do not want to lose, do not want to die, do not want to be in danger, do not want to starve.
The students' learning in school, the young people's experience in society, the antagonism of classes, and the strife of feelings, all these are sufferings. So this is also one of the sources of suffering in the so-called Buddhists' creation of life.
The suffering of life should be divided by a numerical value.
With the intensity, density, and time interval of the pain, the pain is like an uninterrupted reinforcer, which is quickly catalyzed and crushed. As for the extent of strengthening, it depends on each person's own situation.
For example, people who are naturally delicate in their minds, even when they see the rain falling, will cry bitterly and lose their voices, how will they behave in the face of uninterrupted pain. Another example is how a person who is naturally strong-willed and regards pain as nothing will behave in a torment that is as uninterrupted as a drizzle. All of these things are unknown, all of them are unknown.
But if you want to talk about the degree of suffering in life, few people can compare to themselves.
When a person inexplicably watches a movie that he has not eaten or drunk for almost eighty years, he must still maintain a normal state of mind. How many days did it take me to regain my ability to speak? No, it seems that it took almost half a year to gradually recover normal conversational ability.
And I did a lot of things during the period of mental imbalance. Should it be retribution or whatever, these things will have to be faced sooner or later. After all, you have to take responsibility for your own affairs, and it's not okay to not admit what you've done before. Although it is said that he has been prepared, this time the advance is indeed outside his own plan.
If he didn't wear a school uniform, he could naturally go wherever he wanted, and those people had no direct evidence, and he couldn't find them. If he hadn't told him who he really was on a whim, then they wouldn't even be sure of their location, and it would have been impossible for them to just broadcast through some vague guesswork. So in the final analysis, everything is because I didn't arrange it and didn't expect this.
Just as a stand-in messenger attracts a stand-in messenger, a line of people will naturally attract a line of people. There is nothing to say if it is seen. It's not to blame for the wood seat, after all, what I said at the beginning was just that I wasn't at school.
The original knife should have been painful. Pulling away when they needed it most, and then showing up again when they were most in pain to give them a second blow. I thought I had a chance to climb to the top, but it turned out that it was just a passing thing. That kind of gap is probably going to make people tear their hearts apart, right?
Maybe according to the idea of the second disease, this is still a good opportunity. But it's a shame that they wanted to kill me.
Looking at the world world that was gradually rising under my feet, I didn't know what I was doing, and I suddenly wanted to laugh.
The first submission was in this building, the first publication was in this building, and then the first time I lived up to other people's expectations was in this building, and the first time I was disappointed by others was in this building. It always feels like some kind of fate is entangled. I don't know if the half-dead bastard who was angry with himself at that time is still there.
Otherwise, even if she disregards her identity as a woman, Lao Tzu will punch her...... However, this wish also seems to be a bit difficult to achieve. After all, now the whole body hurts to death, even if you stretch your arms and move your legs, it's troublesome, right?
I endured the pain and looked around for a few times, and then remembered that I seemed to be wearing a school uniform without a cigarette, so I could only sigh and lean against the glass wall, looking at the numbers jumping on the elevator.
Every time you move forward, it means that you are a little closer to those people.
What is it that greets you? Is it swearing? Is it resentment? Or something else?
After all, it was for money at the beginning, and when I left, it was for more money, and I single-handedly destroyed what I had built, and that kind of hatred probably burned to my body, right? After all, even those people were a little impatient when they heard about the fame. It's just a kind reminder, so there's no need to say it so absolutely, right? I'm also having a hard time, hey.
Watching the reading draw to an end, I pulled my sunglasses over my face to try not to show a look. I subconsciously tidied up the clothes on my body and took a deep breath as if I had come here for the first time a few years ago.
Anyway, it has happened, and no matter how unwilling you are, you have to face it.
There was a soft 'ding' sound, and the index pointed to the established floor. The tightly closed door paused for a moment, and then slowly opened to the sides. The gentle light, which was the opposite of the gloomy colors outside, hit the elevator hall and made me squint my eyes subconsciously. Under the sunglasses, he looked carefully at the figure with his head down, his fists clenched, and his whole body trembling.
"Yo, my little apprentice."
Looking at the figure that hadn't grown up in those years, I pulled a flirtatious smile at the corner of my mouth.
"It's been a few years, have your grades beaten me? I'm still waiting for the moment when your bold words come true. ”