Chapter 536: Hate Life
Princess's House
In the bedroom, Shui Yun heard the maid report that Jingchen was back, so she asked someone close to her to push her to the Suhuan Pavilion, which was the favorite residence of Jingchen's biological mother, Princess Luyue, before her death, she had been living there before her injuries healed, but a few days ago, her tendons were closed, and her wrists could be raised slightly, so Jingchen arranged for her to move elsewhere.
Since she calculated that Yu Shu's incident was clarified, although Jingchen did not turn against her, took care of her injuries the same, personally diagnosed her every day, and helped her regulate her body, but Shui Yun knew very well in her heart that she, a senior brother who had always been a good talker, had not forgiven her actions until now.
Shui Yun sat in a wooden wheelchair, and the guards guarding the door did not stop her, and entered the attic unimpeded, and looked around the front hall, and saw Jingchen sitting under the east window, holding something in his hand, and was wandering.
"Senior brother, where have you been this day?"
It was dark, and it was just past dinner time, Shui Yun Zhidao Jingchen rode out early in the morning, and he didn't even bring a guard with him.
Shui Yun's popularity in the princess's mansion is very good, a huge mansion, dozens of slaves, only Jing Chen is such a serious master, and the people all know that the Nine Emperors of the Nine Emperors will shout "little aunt" when they see her, so they don't dare to snub her, it is not difficult to grasp Jing Chen's whereabouts.
When Jingchen heard this, he raised his head and glanced at her: "You don't have to know the way." β
Seeing his cold attitude, Shui Yun's eyes darkened, and she was not uncomfortable, but if she wanted to ask if she would regret it, the answer was no-
The senior brother is a great safety disaster, and his life was saved by her father and uncles at the risk of death. He can't abandon righteousness for the sake of his children's personal interests.
Again, she will also attack the woman who made her senior brother move her Dao heart and force him to cut off the love thread.
Shui Yun asked the maid to push her in front of Jing Chen, and let people retreat.
When he got closer, he saw clearly that what Jing Chen was holding in his hand were two crumpled pieces of paper.
"What did Senior Brother take?"
Before Shui Yun could read the words on it clearly, Jing Chen folded them up again and stuffed them into the placket on his chest.
"Nothing." Jingchen turned his head to look at her. "Why don't you rest well, what are you doing here?"
Shui Yun's two hands were stiffly folded on his knees, and he lowered his head slightly, and said:
"You haven't been coming to see me lately. There was no one in the princess's mansion to talk to me. IβI miss my sister and brother a little bit. Senior brother, isn't there a letter from the Daomen, my father knows that I can't do it with my legs. It's going to be sad for sure. β
Several palace lamps in the outer hall were lit, shining clearly on the loneliness and worry on her thin little face, such a water yun was very pitiful, but Jing Chen looked at her for a while, but said:
"Since you're so worried, why don't you go back to the mountain gate, your death has been broken, and now that the lifebreaker has been found, you don't need to stay, after you go back, Uncle Shi will definitely find a way to heal your leg injury."
Shui Yun raised her head stiffly, he's, is this, is this pushing her away?
She forced a smile and said, "I have inconvenient legs and feet, how can I go back, not to mention that you are alone in the capital, I am even more worried." β
"Not sure?" Jingchen nodded, "So you keep an eye on me all day long, inquiring about my whereabouts, and even the guards around me send you news from time to time, so you can rest assured?" β
Shui Yun couldn't laugh anymore, and the man in front of her who was expressionless and pierced her small movements made her feel a little strange.
The chirping of cicadas outside the window came intermittently, the occasional partridge bird, and the frog song on the waterside outside the building, but the attic was unusually quiet at night.
"I just care about you," Shui Yun finally found her voice, "You found the lifebreaker, but you won't tell me who that person is, I want to help you, but I can't do it." β
As she spoke, she smiled bitterly again: "I know that you still hate me for calculating Miss Yu's affairs, but you have to think about it, the lives of the elders of the sect are at stake, how could I watch you come nonsense, if you really implicate something bad and hurt them, you must regret it, I would rather you complain about me, but I want to stop you, senior brother, I am at fault, but did you do the right thing?" β
Jingchen listened to her words, and then remembered Yu Shu's disappointed gaze in the small courtyard at dusk.
"Yes, you are at fault, but the most wrong is me."
Shui Yun thought that he had listened to her words, so she quickly softened her voice, moved her right hand awkwardly, grabbed one of his sleeves, and gently pulled:
"Senior brother, it's been so long, you should be angry, it's really not good, I'll go see Miss Yu tomorrow, and then apologize to her in person, as long as she is willing to forgive me for being confused for a while, she just beat me up and got angry, I admit it."
Anyway, the lifebreaker has also been found, and that woman will be out of the way, and she can reconcile her senior brother with her, so why not if she admits her mistake.
Jing Chen came back to his senses, met her pleading eyes, and suddenly chuckled, and there was a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth:
"Am I good at coaxing? Whatever you say, I will believe it. β
"Senior brother?" Shui Yun didn't know what Lu Dao Jingchen meant, but he just felt that he was a little strange tonight, and he couldn't tell what was wrong.
"The master told me that my fate is destined to bring disaster to those close to me, so I must be pure and have few desires, recite the Tao Sutra hard, stick to the Tao heart and be unshakable, and not easily happy, angry, sad, or happy, otherwise, I will suffer a catastrophe, and it will affect the elders."
"I believed, since the age of five, the governor, cautiously, for fear of causing trouble, dare not cry, dare not laugh, and dare not be close to people, so I have lived for more than ten years, do you know, on the Dragon and Tiger Mountain, who is talking to me the most? It's a mountain monkey. β
Jing Chen looked ahead with unfocused eyes, not looking at Shui Yun's expression.
"You told me that you discovered Xiaoyu's secret, and said that she didn't deserve to live, but was a lonely soul, so you threatened me to break off with her and not get along."
"I also believed, so I cut off her robe, broke my oath, and failed her."
Shui Yun couldn't help but interrupt him: "Why did you suddenly talk about this, as if someone lied to you?" β
"Didn't you lie to me?" Jing Chen's voice was a little cool.
Shui Yun moved her shoulders uneasily, opened her mouth, and said helplessly: "Okay, even if I look away, Miss Yu is fine." What the head said, it should always be the truth, all these years on Longhu Mountain, it is true that whoever is close to you will suffer, even me, I am often bumpy, senior brother, what are you thinking, how do you talk upside down, suspicious? β
Jingchen lowered his head and said to himself: "So far, I don't know what is true and what is false. β
The head who has cared for him since he was a child will lie and deceive him, and he will not be emotional for more than ten years, and he will not be fierce in any way, but he is afraid that after he meets a lifebreaker, the man will not bear to kill, and the woman will not want to marry, which will be a big deal.
The little junior sister of the same door lied to him, wanted to kill the woman he loved, and forced him to choose, it had nothing to do with his anger or anger, but he was afraid that it would affect her relatives.
Even the master who raised him as an adult lied and deceived him, knowing that he was a great safety disaster, but he never mentioned it to him.
The people closest to him in this world will do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, what else can he believe?
It's just her, it's only that person, even if she lies, it's to defend him.
"Senior brother, what's wrong with you?" Shui Yun was full of suspicions, Jingchen was fine a few days ago, but he went out today, and when he came back, he changed his appearance, he should have seen someone and listened to something.
She thought about it for a while, and soon had a guess, frowned, and asked in a low voice:
"Are you going to look for Miss Yu again today?"
Since the ancestor came back, the fate of the broken man has his whereabouts, and the senior brother no longer cares about the disaster of Ji Duxing, he sent tiger bones to Yu Shu, and reported to the Taishi Shuyuan every day, these things, Shui Yun has heard about these things.
However, the relationship between her and her senior brother was stiff, and it was difficult to dissuade her, so she could only keep an eye on his whereabouts, but she expected that Yu Shu would not reconcile with him so easily, that woman she had seen, she was very powerful, she was arrogant, and she was very difficult to speak.
The current senior brother's strange appearance must have nothing to do with Yu Shu.
"Did she tell you something," Shui Yun's face changed, and he tightened the hem of Jingchen's clothes, and he didn't know where he got the strength, and reprimanded in a deep voice:
"Senior brother, you are a great peace, you are burdened with the righteousness of your family and country, you have not broken your life, you have not yet escaped the catastrophe, you still have the heart to listen to the gossip of an outsider, I, I really don't know how to say that you are good!"
How did he know that the next moment, Jing Chen raised his hand to break free from her, raised his head, and looked at her faintly with a pair of clear eyes:
"Outsiders? In your opinion, she is an outsider, but in my opinion, she is the only person in this world who is truly good to me. β
Jing Chen pressed his chest, and through the clothes, the thin two halves of the note made him feel a lot of hatred for a while!
He hated his credulity, his naivety, his ruthlessness, his powerlessness, and even more so the number of lives he was born withβ
Da'an curse, why is he!
After his birth, he killed his parents, he was ominous, but because of an agreement between the royal family and the Daomen, Gou survived, so in the eyes of those people, his life is not his, isn't it?
But what else could he do but accept this fate?
"Huh"
Jingchen laughed, at this moment, he realized a truth, stood up, and was about to walk out.
Shui Yun wanted to pull him and ask him clearly, but her injury was just right, and she could catch Jingchen there, so she could only whisper behind his back:
"What's wrong with you, senior brother, senior brother!"
As if he hadn't heard her cry, Jing Chen walked out of the attic, with his back alone, aimlessly walking into the hazy night fog in front of him. (To be continued......)