Li Ai'er's words suddenly stopped, Gu Xi was already dead, what did she do with all of this?

And it's still in front of this woman.

Thinking of this, Li Ai'er couldn't help but smile embarrassedly: "I don't mean anything else, I just said it." By the way, what do you call you? I didn't even ask! ”

"Gu Xi!"

Li Ai'er swallowed the lemonade in her mouth with difficulty, and reluctantly said, "You, your name is also Gu Xi?" What a coincidence. ”

But there is something unpleasant in my heart, my daughter died, and a girl named Gu Xi appeared by her lover's side, this kind of thing will not be felt in anyone's heart.

"A name is just a title, or whatever you like!" Gu Xi said lightly.

Li Ai'er looked at her distractedly: "You are really too similar to Xixi, the tone of your voice, your demeanor and movements, if it weren't for the completely different looks, I'm afraid I would really recognize the wrong person." ”

Gu Xi smiled faintly, noncommittal about this, and asked, "How many days do you plan to stay here?" When will I go back? ”

Li Ai'er's expression fell lonely, looking at the leisurely warm sunshine outside the window: "Who knows? Maybe I'll die here! ”

Li Ai'er's such a decadent and hopeless appearance was something Gu Xi had never seen before.

Thinking of the delicate and charming woman he saw for the first time, and then looking at her now like a dead wood, Gu Xi was really puzzled.

"Why don't you go back to Liu Tianlong?"

Didn't she always talk about Liu Tianlong? Liu Tianlong is like a milestone in her life, just to live for everything to continue this glory.

Li Ai'er smiled even more lonely, she has always loved to cry, and her eyes will inevitably be red at this time. But the tears never flowed.

Just red eyes.

"He doesn't need me anymore. There are people who are younger and more beautiful for him. Why should I be bored? Li Ai'er had red eyes, but the corners of her mouth had a mocking smile: "Forget it, don't talk about it, what about you?" I'll call you Miss Gu. Are you back here, too? ”

"No, it was originally two, but I separated from Gu Yuansheng when I was in London, and I waited here for him to come." Gu Xi said honestly.

"Two people traveling! It's so sweet, look at you and haven't waited for anyone yet. If you're all right, let's be a companion first? Li Aier Xiyi said.

Probably the woman in front of her, also named Gu Xi, is too similar to Gu Xi in the past, and Li Aier is too lonely.

Alone in a foreign land. No relatives, no friends.

Before coming to Cairo, she had a transit plane in a city where dark forces were rampant, but when she was waiting for the plane, she almost was beaten by a thief when she went for a walk, and she thought that if she didn't run fast, she would die in a foreign country, and no one would know when the corpses were rotten.

But she didn't dare to go back, she couldn't forget Liu Tianlong's cruel expression when she didn't want to go abroad.

The current Liu Tianlong is no longer the Liu Tianlong of the past, and she has no confidence to try the consequences of disobeying him.

This is also the most fundamental reason why Li Aier saw Gu Xi so affectionate.

She was lonely, lonely and even full of fear for later life.

pinned all her life, beliefs and even personality on a man, and even lost herself, when this man refused to rely on her. This spiritual parasite is naturally unacceptable.

Loneliness is a disease.

Gu Xi looked at Li Ai'er's longing face and suddenly thought of this word, and she forgot when she had heard it. It seems to be a lyric that I heard it by accident.

This sentence was deeply remembered by her.

For some reason, looking at Li Ai'er like this, Gu Xi's ears seemed to remember the church bell that day, and a sound seemed to knock on her heart.

A feeling of never having come to mind, ordinary people have a short life, but they are strange and complicated, and in the end they are all classified as a loess.

"I'm fine, he doesn't know when he's going to be back, how many days are you going to stay here?" Gu Xi said suddenly.

Li Ai'er was immediately pleasantly surprised: "I can't stay for a few days!" ”

Gu Xi stopped talking, lowered his head and finished eating the food in front of him.

In the next few days, Gu Yuansheng did not appear, and Liyun also disappeared.

Gu Xi has been following Li Aier all over the streets and alleys of Egypt.

In fact, Li Aier is very easy to get along with, she has a good temper, and she speaks with a girlish charm in it, which is not offensive.

The only bad point is Liu Tianlong, from Li Ai'er's point of view, Liu Tianlong wants to be a cult that can brainwash people.

Shengsheng pit Li Ai'er to death.

Although a slap can't be slapped, the natural Gu Xi has zero good feelings for Liu Tianlong.

Three days later, after Li Aier suddenly received a mysterious phone call, the loneliness that was always a little forced to smile was suddenly swept away.

Gu Xi didn't eavesdrop, and she didn't know what kind of good news made her so happy, and the whole person seemed to be rejuvenated.

That night, he happily asked Gu Xi to drink.

Gu Xi didn't object, but felt that Li Ai'er was really lucky.

With such an impulsive character, he stayed abroad alone for so long without an accident.

Li Ai'er is really happy, she drinks a lot.

After drinking too much, she talked more and more.

Gu Xi drank ice water quietly, listening to her incoherent words crying and laughing.

"I'm really happy, I finally know the news of my dad, I'll go to him tomorrow." Li Ai'er laughed.

Then he cried again: "I'm a bastard, I'm sorry for him, why am I so stupid?" Gu, Gu Xi, let me tell you, women are most afraid of being wrong in love in this life, and then they will be wrong again and again! ”

Li Ai'er started to laugh again halfway through crying, and laughed very sadly: "Like me, it's just a joke, I tell you that I actually don't have a score at all, I'm actually very scared, I'm afraid that if I really find my father, he still won't forgive me." and knew that Hee-hee was dead, dead...... Woohoo......"

Li Ai'er cried again: "I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard, my dad scolded right, I'm just a beast, I really regret it......"

The more Li Ai'er cried, the louder she became, completely changing the image of her usual pitiful tears, just like some village women who cried without regard to their images.

even cried to the end and stroked his nose very hard.

Gu Xi is still a good accompaniment. She didn't know how to comfort herself. Besides, I think Li Ai'er may not need her to say anything.

She just needs someone to vent to.

Li Aier kept crying. I always said that I regretted it, regretted that I loved the wrong person, and regretted that I snubbed my father and daughter.

It's just that until the end, he didn't say a word that Liu Tianlong was not.

Even if she knew that she was wrong, this kind of mistake had seeped into her bones, and it was already her habit to defend Liu Tianlong.

Such a pathetic Li Aier didn't realize it.

In the end, Li Aier, who was drunk and crying, was moved back to the hotel by Gu Xi.

The next day, Li Ai'er got up early in the morning, thinking of the absurdity of last night, she couldn't help blushing, she was really drunk, but not to the point where she couldn't remember anything.

Thinking of the last words I said, I felt sad again.

I just thought I would wake up with a hangover and a headache. Stomach ache all over the body.

But she got out of bed and didn't feel the slightest discomfort.

Even when she washed, her face was very ruddy, and her complexion was really good, where did she look like a hangover, Li Aier didn't understand it after thinking about it for a while.

Anyway, it's not a big deal, and if you don't understand it, you don't think about it.

It's just that there is a headache how to face Gu Xi.

Yesterday I showed such an ugly appearance, and it was really embarrassing to meet again.

After thinking about it, he quietly packed his luggage and left in a hurry.

only sent a voice text message to Gu Xi and said goodbye.

And I deeply wish Gu Xi to be happy.

originally thought that according to Gu Xi's character, she would ignore it, she felt that although she had known this Gu Xi for a short time, the other party's personality was too similar to the former Gu Xi in various aspects, and she knew it.

But I didn't expect the other party to reply to the letter.

Not a voicemail. Rather, it's a long text message.

"I thought about it all night and felt that what you said was wrong. It's not wrong to fall in love with someone, it's not wrong to fall in love with someone who has failed you, it's wrong that you don't love yourself, you don't have an independent personality, at least persistence. I don't know if it's right to say this, this is just my perception, and also, originally you were shallow in the palace, although you are self-inflicted, but the will of heaven is also inviolable. But even detours always reach the end. Treasure! ”

Li Ai'er held the phone, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.

After buying a ticket to South America, she failed her father for so many years in a small town there, which was her debt and her way home.

After Li Ai'er left, Gu Xi came to the church again.

She stood silently, listening to its daily bell.

Life is like a reverse journey, and I am also a pedestrian person.

Is Li Ai'er a big realization? Where is your return?

Gu Xi waited in Cairo for another month, but Gu Yuansheng still did not appear.

She did not contact him and did not look for her.

She also stopped cultivating, but came to that church at a fixed time every day to listen to the bells.

Then sit quietly on a rest chair in the square and watch the flocks of pigeons fly by.

Then, I don't know how many days have passed, and a young man with an easel on his back has also appeared not far from her.

Secretly observe her and draw her into his own paintings.

Gu Xi saw all this in his eyes and did not break it, nor did he bother him.

Or rather, I don't mind being the scenery in the eyes of others at all.

Because what he accomplished is not the scenery in his own eyes.

There are also little boys who come here every day after school to feed the pigeons.

Every time, he would smile shyly at himself, feed the bread crumbs left over from lunch, and clap his hands.

Occasionally, I bring a few close friends with me for this activity.

There are also pregnant women who live nearby, and they always come here for a walk every day after dinner, with gentle expressions and soft eyes.

……

Whenever she saw all this, Gu Xi's heart became more and more calm, and she gradually understood the true meaning of Gu Yuansheng's honeymoon trip.

In Huaxia, because of the Holy Lord, no matter how the two of them see it, their hearts will not be truly calm.

Only in the place where there is no Holy Lord can you temporarily forget the heart of fighting, and you can comprehend it. (To be continued......)