Chapter Eighty-Six: Lost Memories

Chen Xuanyi knew very well that the horror of that place was beyond words could describe. Over the years, he has been to many places, but he dare not set foot in any place. Among the many great forces, there is the same absolute forbidden area, which is the place where Nirvana came out.

The people who came out of that place were all madmen who regarded human life as if they were a mustard, and would never abide by the rules of this worldly realm, whether it was the worldly moral code or the killing code of the dark world. It seems that people in that place are born to break the rules. However, they also have a terrifying strength.

Before encountering Nirvana, Chen Xuanyi had only one impression of that place: it was gloomy. But he definitely didn't expect that there would be such an anomaly as Nirvana. In his opinion, this is simply not something that can happen. However, the facts were in front of him, and he couldn't believe it!

One thought of heaven, one thought of hell. The thin line may be two lives. Nirvana did not follow the old path of his predecessors, but chose to be a benevolent, which made Chen Xuan admire it doubly. He knew how much courage and perseverance it took to preserve a shred of kindness in that place.

In the past, the person who came out of it was just a simple killing machine with no emotion to speak of. And the environment there is also destined to be the only way ahead of you. Otherwise, it can only dissipate between heaven and earth.

However, Nirvana not only maintained itself, but also burned that place to the ground completely. Putting aside the mysterious and mysterious merits, that tenacity and perseverance alone are unheard of by Chen Xuan. At the very least, he didn't have confidence in himself.

Hearing Chen Xuanyi's words, Nirvana smiled bitterly: "I just want to be a normal person." But this simple wish has been stained with the blood of countless innocent people. They had nothing to do with me, but because they hindered my path, they became the ghosts of my hands. One will succeed and ten thousand bones will wither, and a devil who wants to turn into a human will use a lot of blood and bones to forge an infernal hell......"

Chen Xuan was silent, and it was difficult to have a proper and fair comment on the merits and demerits.

"That place made me, but it also destroyed me; My appearance was supposed to create a disaster for this world, but I destroyed the source of the disaster....... which is right and wrong, I can only comfort myself like this...... "Nirvana's voice is low, just like what is written in the opening chapter of the Three Character Sutra: At the beginning of man, nature is good. Nirvana wants to be an ordinary good person, but the reality has led him to a bloody road that is destined to no longer be ordinary. Fate is always elusive.

Chen Xuan patted Nirvana's shoulder and said in a deep voice: "It's not your fault, if you had the ability to stop everything from happening at that time, you would definitely not have taken a path." At that time, you were just a sensible child, and even if you could distinguish between good and evil, you did not have the ability to decide your own future direction. What's more, those people are all outright lunatics! ”

Nirvana looked at the sky, his face suddenly distorted in pain, he held his head in his hands, and roared: "Why do I not have the slightest impression of everything before? My parents, my loved ones, the places I lived, and the ...... her."

Chen Xuan was shocked in his heart, hurriedly pressed Nirvana's shoulder, and shouted, "Calm down! It is the people there who have sealed or erased your previous memories by special means. This is their usual method, and they will not allow you to have feelings! ”

Nirvana's fragility has never been revealed in front of anyone, but now it is unreservedly displayed in front of Chen Xuanyi. This shows that Nirvana has subconsciously regarded Chen Xuanyi as the most trusted person. This is absolutely extremely rare. Because, the people who come out of there are lonely travelers, with no relatives, no friends, and nothing that a normal person can have. Therefore, Nirvana especially cherishes everything he has now, and cannot allow others to destroy it.

Although Chen Xuanyi couldn't personally feel the pain of Nirvana, he could understand it. The dual absence of memory and emotion will transform a person into a cold machine, killing in cold blood in the lonely world. It's cruel to others, but how about yourself?

Seeing that Nirvana gradually calmed down, Chen Xuan comforted him softly: "There are no absolutes in the world, and the memories you have lost may only need the stimulation of a certain medium to be retrieved. Be sure to have faith in yourself! ”

Nirvana took a deep breath, took out his wallet from his pocket, and pulled out the yellowed old photo, the two children leaned their heads and smiled brightly, innocent and cute. However, he did not have the slightest impression of this.

Chen Xuan looked at the photo, and his heart was touched by a wordless touch. Childhood should be the most beautiful, but Nirvana has lost this beauty, although this loss is involuntary passivity. And what is even more painful is that there is still that beautiful and beautiful corner around him. This cruelty seems to be the Creator's favorite trick.

"I'm sure she'll take good care of this beautiful thing that belongs only to the two of you!" Chen Xuanyi comforted that they should have been a pair of childhood sweethearts, but now they are strangers, and they can't recognize each other even if they face each other.

"Perhaps......" Nirvana sighed, not much hope. But it is this humble hope that has sustained him to this day. No one knows what a heavy price he paid to preserve this yellowed old photograph. But in his opinion, whatever the cost, it is worth it. Because, in this lies his past.

As soon as Chen Xuan handed Nirvana a cigarette, most men would do this when they needed to calm down and ponder. Light a cigarette and smoke a wordless loneliness!

"The top priority now is how to deal with the little ones who have set foot in China but are hidden in the shadows. Although they set up a seemingly ridiculous gamble, there will never be half a point of mercy. Because you're just a paltry pile of chips on their game, if the chips want to jump out of their grasp, they won't hesitate to kill them! Chen Xuanyi said, this is a fact, those people only regard Nirvana as a toy to make fun, if the toy can't make them happy, then they will not hesitate to destroy the toy. This is not a child's game, but a life-and-death struggle for adults!

Nirvana smiled coldly, spit out the smoke in his mouth, and said, "They are a little too naΓ―ve, and they actually treat me as a little clay figure. However, they forgot one sentence: clay figurines also have three points of fire. I don't like to provoke right and wrong, but I've never been afraid of right and wrong. ”

The corners of Chen Xuan's mouth pulled out a subtle arc, he had no doubt that a demon who could turn Europe upside down would be a soft persimmon that could be kneaded by others, let alone a docile rabbit. The arrogance in Nirvana's bones is rare in the world, and the arrogant look down of those little guys is an indelible shame for him, and all he can do is to return a tooth for a tooth! It is definitely a disaster to be remembered by this kind of person who is bound to repay but has some pounds. He wondered how earth-shattering the game would be!