"Hmm." At this moment, Leng Muxuan happily decided that he was going to quit smoking, and for Ran Zijin's words, he was going to quit smoking.

He took Ran Zijin's hand and put it in his palm, "It's comfortable to hold your hand, and the sleeves of your clothes are all broken by you." ”

"Why!" Ran Zijin suddenly blushed like a tomato, and suddenly pulled out his hand from Leng Muxuan's hand, and walked forward briskly like a trot.

Leng Muxuan's tightly pursed lips pulled out a line, slightly upturned at the corners of his mouth, and then chased after her, took the initiative to hold her hand, and said seriously: "If you don't hold me, you will definitely not find me for a while." ”

"Where are you going?" Ran Zijin was led by Leng Muxuan and walked into the elevator.

"I won't tell you."

"......" Ran Zijin saw Leng Muxuan's childlike cheeks through the shiny wall of the elevator, and then went down his cheeks to the hands of the two holding together.

The big hand held the small hand, the little hand was wrapped in warm fingers, and she looked up at her face again, the face was as red as blood, and the heartbeat in the small chest seemed to be out of rhythm.

When the elevator reached the first floor, Leng Muxuan let go of Ran Zijin's hand and went to pick up the car, "Wait for me here." ”

"Okay." Ran Zijin stood at the door of the hospital, waiting for him to come back.

Standing with nothing to do, she turned to look at the people around her, although it was late at night, but the hospital was full of people.

Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared in Ran Zijin's eyes, she rubbed her eyes in disbelief, and opened another glance carefully to determine that he was indeed that person!

Suddenly feeling as if all the strength of her body had been drained, she hurriedly leaned against the marble pillar beside her so that she did not fall over.

She saw her father, but he didn't see her!

She moved slowly, hid behind the marble pillar, and watched in a daze as he walked into the elevator, and did not come out from behind the marble pillar, but tightened the pillar even more.

This is the second time Ran Zijin has met him at the Blue Mountain Hospital.

The last time she was brought by Leng Muxuan to treat her wounds, she sat on a chair in the corridor, and when she turned around, she saw his figure, and then she was frightened and suddenly fell into Leng Muxuan's arms.

This time it was Fat Dun'er who passed away, why did he appear here again?

Ran Zijin frowned, the mood that had eased a little just now began to become bad again, and he kept thinking about what that person was doing in the hospital, could it be that he was sick?

However, with the vigorous pace he had just walked, there was no sign of illness at all, so what was going on?

Leng Muxuan drove the car over, and saw Ran Zijin holding the marble pillar, staring nervously at a certain place in the hospital hall in a daze, and he didn't even notice that his car was coming.

He pressed the horn, but she still didn't respond, he pressed it again, and she slowly turned around, and after seeing him, she ran into the car quickly.

"What were you looking at?" Leng Muxuan also looked into the lobby of the hospital through the half-open car window, but there was nothing unusual about the people coming and going.

"Nothing. There are always scary scenes in the hospital. Ran Zijin explained casually, and then said, "Drive, we have to hurry back to the orphanage." ”

"Hmm." Leng Muxuan started the car and looked at Ran Zijin, who had a bad face, "Since you know that there are always scary scenes in the hospital, don't think about it, there's nothing to be afraid of." Life and death are human nature, and you have to go through it many times in your life. ”

"I know. But sometimes I just can't control my emotions. Ran Zijin knew that Leng Muxuan thought he had seen a ghost again, the last time she met Lu and saw that person, he thought that he had met a ghost.

She wanted to tell him that she didn't meet ghosts, but met people who were more terrible than ghosts, but she couldn't say it.

This secret has been with her for more than ten years, she has never told anyone, and every time she wants to say it, she feels that no one can make her do it.

Mother Gu can't do it, Hu Die can't do it, and neither can Leng Muxuan now, only she bears it alone.

If you have to say that someone has shared some of it for you, then that person can only be Qiao Zheqing.

But Qiao Zheqing only knows one of them but doesn't know the other, at least he doesn't know who the murderer of Lu Dao's mother's car accident is.

What she said just now that she couldn't control her mood, in fact, she wanted to say that she couldn't control her emotions when she met that person, and that flame of resentment, the moment she met that person, seemed to be poured with gasoline, and it burned into a raging fire all of a sudden.

It will take her a long, long time to calm down the flames of hatred.

Chubby Dun'er's funeral was very simple, and it was also held with the children of the orphanage on his back.

According to Fat Dun'er's last words, Ran Zijin told the children that he was picked up by his parents.

But in fact, at the small funeral, Fat Dun'er's parents did not appear.

With tears in her eyes, Ran Zijin stood beside Leng Muxuan, her hand being held by him.

"His parents have forgotten him, and will probably never remember, that they had such a child......"

"We won't forget him. We are his relatives. Leng Muxuan wiped her tears and took her into his arms, "We should go back." ”

"Hmm." Ran Zijin followed Leng Muxuan's footsteps, walked down the hill, got in the car and returned to the city.

Leng Muxuan accompanied her back to the orphanage, but she had been delayed for most of the day, and Luo Yining rushed back in the early morning to help him complete the morning's work.

Of course, there are some things that Luo Yining can't do, so they have to be pushed back.

Ran Zijin knew that these arrangements were good, and if one went wrong, the rest had to be changed together.

If one minute of oneself is just time, and one minute of Leng Muxuan is money, countless money.

He wants to use the money to support so many employees in the company, as well as his own family.

"Am I particularly troublesome?" Ran Zijin sat next to Leng Muxuan, thinking back that after he knew him, he seemed to have been making trouble for him all along, even if he went to work in his company, he couldn't help him do anything.

"Nope." Leng Mu Xuanzhi said that Ran Zijin began to think about it again, so he changed the topic, "I'll ask you for leave today, you rest at home, cook dinner for me, and wait for me to go home to eat, huh?" ”

Ran Zijin looked at the time, it was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon, and he couldn't stay long in the company, so he agreed: "Hmm." What do you want to eat? ”

"Do what you're good at, make it up for me. Don't forget, I'm your boss, feed me well and you'll get paid. Leng Muxuan deliberately joked.

"Good. Then you park in front of the supermarket in a while, and I'll go buy the ingredients. Ran Zijin was already thinking about making dinner for Leng Muxuan.

Like her last night, he barely slept all night, and he was going to work again.

The thought of this made her feel guilty, so the dinner must be very nutritious, rich, and very suitable for his appetite.

At the intersection of the supermarket, Leng Muxuan stopped, and Ran Zijin got out of the car.

He rolled down the window and shouted to Ran Zijin, who was walking towards the supermarket in a daze, "Zijin, wait a minute." ”

"Huh?" Ran Zijin stopped and looked back at him.

She was still thinking about Fat Dun'er in her heart, and she was still thinking about the person she met in the hospital last night, and she was not in much of a state.

When Leng Muxuan talked to her, she could still have some energy, but when she was alone, she was very unenergetic.

Leng Muxuan put on his sunglasses, got out of the car, locked the car, walked over, and took Ran Zijin's hand, "I'll go with you." ”

"Aren't you going to work? I've already delayed your work a lot, I can go myself. ”

"It's fine. The work is never done, but people always need to rest. Tired of the capital of the revolution, what kind of work will you get? Leng Muxuan insisted on pulling Ran Zijin to the supermarket.

It's a slightly smaller supermarket, so it's not crowded and has a limited number of things to sell.

This time, Leng Muxuan didn't find fault with anything, Ran Zijin was in charge of choosing, and he was responsible for pushing the cart and following her.

When she asked him something, she gave some advice. When she doesn't ask, he tells her something interesting about his work.

"It's cold, there are too many people selling vegetables over there, you just wait for me here, I'll go over and buy some more things and come over." Ran Zijin saw that there were many people in the vegetable area, so he said to Leng Muxuan.

"Hmm. Then you go, I'll wait for you. Leng Muxuan watched Ran Zijin walk over before taking out his mobile phone to answer the call.

"President, there are several cases waiting for you to come back and sign." Luo Yining rubbed her brows.

The president has long said that he is already on his way to the company, but he has not come yet. These cases required his signature, and he had known about them for a long time, but at this critical moment, his phone could not be reached.

"In this case, you will send these documents to my house in a moment. Zijin is not in a good mood, she can't do without people around her, and she has to be accompanied by someone. When Leng Muxuan was talking on the phone, his eyes kept moving with Ran Zijin's figure, always paying attention to her, for fear that something would go wrong with her.

“…… Okay, President, I got it. The corners of Luo Yining's mouth twitched, the president has reached the point where he can't do without the beauty at all times, and he is dedicated to the beauty.

The previous president said the same thing in his work, and he never delayed, but now that it is good, for the sake of Ran Zijin, I don't know how many schedules have been revised and how many principles have been broken.

"That's it, hang up first." Leng Muxuan saw Ran Zijin walking back, so he quickly hung up the phone.

"Is there something wrong with the company?" Ran Zijin noticed that Leng Muxuan was answering the phone just now, and she put the vegetables in her hand into the basket of the cart.

Leng Muxuan pushed the cart to the checkout, "No." It's a friend. ”

"If there is something wrong with the company, you can go back quickly, and I can take a taxi home by myself." Ran Zijin pretended to be smiling, not wanting him to worry.

"Nope. The company's affairs have Luo Yining, I don't worry, and you don't have to worry. Leng Muxuan and Ran Zijin stood at the checkout and waited for the checkout.

In fact, he is not busy, there is indeed a very important case today, otherwise he would not have said at the beginning that he would have let Ran Zijin go home and he would have gone to the company.

But Ran Zijin's situation was not very good, no matter how he looked at it, he felt uneasy, so he changed his decision at the door of the supermarket, and then answered Luo Yining's call behind her back.

Along the way just now, Luo Yining's phone was never disconnected, but because Ran Zijin was there, I didn't want her to think about it, so I didn't answer it. Fortunately, the phone vibrated again, and she didn't notice it.

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Leng Muxuan ate breakfast, Ran Zijin was still cleaning up the kitchen, he took his things to the shoe cabinet to change shoes, and was going to work in the company.

"Aren't you waiting for me?" When Ran Zijin heard the sound, he chased him out of the kitchen, and his hands were still stained with the foam of dish soap.

"I've asked for leave today, you go play with Hu Die." After Leng Muxuan finished speaking, he also put on his shoes, took the suit and hung it on his arm, "Go shopping, buy whatever you like, and I'll reimburse you when you come back, and the company will give employees special benefits." ”

"But ......"

Before Ran Zijin finished speaking, Leng Muxuan had already shook his hand and left.

She shrugged, it turned out that Leng Shao heard the phone call between herself and Hu Die last night.

Last night, Hu Die called and said that she wanted her to accompany her to go shopping today, but she said that she had no time to go to work, so Hu Die had to say that she would make another appointment.

In fact, Leng Muxuan didn't hear Ran Zijin's phone call, nor did he tell her the truth.

After he got into the car, he saw the mobile phone pendant dropped by Ran Zijin on the car seat, picked it up and looked at it, and hung it on the car again.

This is a little bear, purple, Leng Muxuan is the first time to see a purple bear, and thinks it is as cute as Ran Zijin, just when the red light is red, he reached out and poked the little bear hanging in front of the car.

He never eats breakfast at home, unless he lives in a cold house and the cook cooks specially.

Living in Isa Garden, he is the only one in the family except for the part-time worker, so he doesn't make breakfast by himself.

Now that he has Ran Zijin, he starts to eat breakfast at home, because she can do it and will cook it for him. Occasionally, she would prepare a lunch box and take it to the company one by one.

Although he didn't have a lunch box today, he had a good breakfast, and he was in a good mood.

Ran Zijin cleaned up the house, called Hu Die again, and made an appointment to go shopping together.

The two met at the old place, and Ran Zijin arrived earlier than Hu Die.

"I'm sorry, it's late again." Hu Die apologized and rushed to sit down opposite Ran Zijin.

"It's fine. I'm not in a hurry. Ran Zijin smiled, she knew that Hu Die was in love, and women in love were busy.

"Aren't you at work? Why did you change your mind again? The first thing Hu Die did when he came in was to take out a small mirror from his makeup bag and take a look at it, and then he took the mirror with peace of mind after making sure that his makeup was not broken.

"Leng Shao has asked me for leave." Ran Zijin replied, feeling that Leng Muxuan was actually a very caring and careful person, although he always looked cold, as if he didn't know the details.

"You just know the way?!" The answer gave Ran Zijin a glance, stirring her own order of Mocha, "Do you think I called you last night because I have the ability to foresee everything?" Tell you, it's all Leng Muxuan's arrangement! ”

"His arrangement?" Ran Zijin picked the corner of his eye.

"That's right!" Hu Die put down the coffee spoon, "Leng Muxuan said that something happened in the orphanage, and you are not in a good mood, let me accompany you to go shopping, relieve your boredom, and adjust your mood." ”

"That's what he told you?" Ran Zijin was suddenly moved, Leng Muxuan was more careful than Qiao Zheqing when she was there, and she was even better to her.

He was so kind to her that it scared her a little.

She was afraid that she would indulge in his good and not be able to extricate herself, and she would become more and more dependent on him in the future, so that she could no longer leave him.

"Of course." Hu Die suddenly said, "Zijin, why don't you try to let go of Qiao Zheqing and learn more about Leng Muxuan?" His kindness to you is seen by everyone. You live in the same room with him, and he hasn't done anything that makes you reluctant. Such a person has nowhere to look for a lantern, and finally bumps into one, and if you miss it, you will regret it. ”

"Hu Die, Qiao Zheqing......" Ran Zijin remembered that he could always see reports about Qiao Zheqing on the Internet recently, and suddenly felt upset.

"What's wrong with him?"

"I guess I'm going to return home soon. I'd like to wait for him to come back and ask for clarification. ”

"You don't still like him, do you? That was a long time ago! At that time, there were a few feelings that could be taken seriously, and you could be so dead-eyed. Hu Die has always felt that Ran Zijin is a tendon, and he always likes to go to the end of a road, even if he hits the south wall, he will not look back, but he will continue to move forward with the mentality of crashing into the south wall and continuing to move forward.

"I just want to know what he wants to say goodbye to." Ran Zijin took a sip of coffee, holding the coffee cup, his face was pale and not very good.

Qiao Zheqing was her first love, the first person she liked in her life, and since she met him in the fifth grade, he has become another pillar in her life.

He supported half of her sky, protected her from being bullied, and brought her the best friend.

He is like her lucky star, since having him, many things in her life have become much smoother, and the troubles she has encountered have decreased a lot.

When he didn't say goodbye, she was low for a long time, and then turned this sad emotion into motivation to study, bury herself in studying all day and night, and was admitted to the university where he had studied for a while.

She walked the road he had walked, through the campus he had crossed, in the classroom he had sit, but there was no more of him.

She cried in the corner of the campus more than once, whispering into the empty night: "Aqing, I finally lost you!" Finally, I still have to face this ruthless world alone! ”

Time passed, and she was never heard from him again. It was only recently that she got the news of him again, still through someone else.

The last time he said goodbye without saying goodbye was told to her by his classmates. This time, the news that he was going to return to China was told to her by the news media.

"Hu Die, I know that even if A-Qing comes back, it is impossible for us." A tear from Ran Zijin fell into the coffee cup, and the coffee became more and more bitter, "What separates me and him now is not thousands of mountains and rivers, but a lot of invisible things." Even I don't know what it is, and A-Qing probably won't know it. But I know we're not possible. ”

"Zijin, don't cry!" Hu Die took the coffee cup in Ran Zijin's hand, put it on the plate, and handed over a tissue, "Wipe your tears." If you're sad, we won't talk about him. Do not say. ”

She promised Leng Muxuan to make Ran Zijin happy, but she didn't know that her words made her feel even worse.

Not to mention how she dealt with Leng Muxuan, even she couldn't pass this hurdle - she couldn't bear to be sad about Ran Zijin!

"I just want to know what I did wrong, so that Aqing will leave me so ruthlessly." This question has been haunting Ran Zijin's heart, for so many years, whenever it is quiet at night, she will think about it repeatedly by herself.

But she couldn't figure it out, but she would become more and more sad and dazed.

"Don't think like that, you can't let go of yourself if you think like this. If he wants to leave, it must be his problem, it won't be your problem, otherwise he wouldn't have told you. Hu Die's feeling told her that Qiao Zheqing's departure was his own problem, and it was definitely not Ran Zijin's, because his departure was too outrageous.

"I also want to let go of myself, I feel like I'm wearing shackles for so many years, and I can't live comfortably no matter how I live." Ran Zijin choked up and said, "When he comes back, I'll ask everything clearly, and then leave him completely and start living again." Hu Die, in fact, I hate myself like this, making a mess of my life for the sake of a man. It's a bad feeling. ”

"If only you knew that." Hu Die is very pleased that Ran Zijin can think so, and if she can think so, it means that she really starts to see it, and she has to start learning to let go.

"Hmm. I've figured it all out. It's just that I feel a little wronged by chance. "Anyone who is inexplicably abandoned by others will feel wronged, and Ran Zijin is also a thoughtful woman, of course, she will also have such feelings.

In fact, these questions were all after meeting Leng Muxuan, especially after living in Issa's Garden, and experiencing so many things with him, she began to think clearly.

If Qiao Zheqing once had ten points for his kindness, then Leng Muxuan's kindness to himself would have twelve points, which is a full score.

Women will be distracted by men who are good to them, and they will be tempted when they are separated.

Ran Zijin is also inevitably such a cliché.

Although she knew that she had not yet reached the point where she was tempted by Leng Muxuan, she knew that the balance in her heart had begun to slowly tilt towards Leng Muxuan.

"Don't be aggrieved. If you feel uncomfortable, talk to Leng Shao. Now that you live together, you always have to talk and talk. ”

Hu Die didn't finish speaking, in fact, he still wanted to say, talking and talking, chatting and chatting, naturally there will be feelings, and sooner or later they will be together.

But at this moment, Ran Zijin's mood was not very good, and she was still thinking about Qiao Zheqing, so she didn't want to say too much, lest she be sad again.

And she knows that when Ran Zijin waits for Qiao Zheqing to come back, she will sort out the relationship with him, and when the time comes, she will be clear with him, and it will not be a good thing to develop with Leng Muxuan again.

"Let's go. Let's go to the concert. Hu Die pulled up Ran Zijin, who was no longer crying, and walked out, "Your big boss is given a good ticket, and I don't take advantage of it." ”

"He's even ready for this?" Ran Zijin's heartbeat began to be unstable again, as if she had eaten something, which accelerated her heartbeat, and she could hear the sound of her heart beating rapidly. [Ask for gifts, red envelopes, and monthly passes!] 】