520. I died
Nan'er had a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, and when she was about to confuse her father and didn't know who it was, she heard a cold snort of "hum" next to her, and the smile on the corner of her mouth suddenly froze.
"Don't leave, don't regret it, my mother thinks we should find another place to live, so as not to disturb your father's reunion with your sister," Yan Lian gritted her teeth on the side, with a gloomy face.
"Uh-huh," the two little guys nodded very cooperatively, and they were also aggrieved in their hearts.
Daddy's whereabouts are unknown, and they also want to know if it's okay or not. When Nan'er spoke, they had already taken a step forward, wanting to throw themselves into their father's arms...... However, Daddy only saw Nan'er, not them, so they didn't want such an eccentric Daddy.
Beichen Ao, who was originally holding Nan'er's love, froze after listening to the words of their mother and son, and the original smile and the very warm picture suddenly cracked, and the father and daughter looked at the woman with a sneer on the corner of their lips in front of them a little depressed, and suddenly felt that their backs were cold, and the cold hairs on their bodies rose.
"Mother," Nan'er's sweet and glutinous voice sounded, with a hint of coquettishness.
"You hug your father, and you will live with him in the future," Yan Lian looked at her daughter with a flattering smile on her face, and said coldly: "Your father is not here, your brothers hold you in the palm of their hands and feel painful, let you make a fuss, even your mother and I can follow you with my heart...... It's good for you to see your father, as if he has been greatly wronged, who bullied you? You little conscienceless, go with your father in the future, don't look for me,"
This separation comes to such a thing every time, who can stand it. And she did this completely to let Beichen Ao know that he has three sons, not just one daughter. If she didn't have three sons, she wouldn't believe it, and she still loved Nan'er so much. He now completely thinks that three sons are not rare, and only one daughter is a treasure, so every time he only has Nan'er in his eyes, he puts the three sons aside.
Shi'er has grown up, although this kind of emotion will be better, but not regretting is different from not leaving, the two of them don't enjoy much father's love at all, and the two of them who lose the most money are the two of them, but Beichen Ao doesn't feel it at all, but often ignores them, and only gives all his father's love to Nan'er.
Before, she noticed it, but because she didn't regret and never left, she loved Nan'er's sister very much, and always gave her all the love, so she watched silently in her heart. However, just now, she saw that the three children were all walking together, but Beichen Ao's eyes only had Nan'er, and she didn't even give a look or comfort to the two children. When she saw a trace of disappointment and loneliness flashing in the eyes of the two children, she suddenly realized that she was wrong before, and they were also extremely eager for fatherly love.
is good to Nan'er, you don't have to give up all your father's love - Beichenao can do it equally.
That's why she got angry and deliberately put on a face to show Beichen Ao and Nan'er, so that they wouldn't go too far.
When Xie Shi saw this scene, he didn't understand the reason, and when he wanted to say something, Ying Yanqiu on the side suddenly grabbed her and didn't allow her to interject - what her sister was going to do, she probably understood a little.
There are three brothers and sisters, and their parents can't be exactly the same, so she can understand why her sister is doing this now.
"Mother, Nan'er doesn't want a mother, it's just ...... It's just that Nan'er hasn't seen her father for a long time, so she ...... That's why she ......, "Nan'er didn't understand why her mother's face changed when she loved her, but she just felt that she missed her father and didn't do anything else."
Seeing Nan'er's aggrieved appearance, Yan Lian had a big head, and felt that it was really difficult to give birth to so many children and want a bowl of water to be flat. She took a deep breath, looked at Nan'er seriously and asked, "Every time your father comes back, you are scrambling to ask your father to hug you, have you thought about it, when, your father hugged your brother without regretting it?" Your daddy is also their daddy, not yours alone! ”
Regarding Nan'er's pestering of Beichen Ao, she only felt that she was a failure to be a mother, she obviously loved her so much, as long as Beichen Ao was there, she only had Beichen Ao in her eyes, which made her really powerless.
Could it be that Nan'er was really Beichen's lover in her last life, so she came to pay off her debts in this life?
Beichen Ao saw Yan Lian angry, and then glanced at the two sons looking at him pitifully and aggrievedly, and finally understood what she meant, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
"Okay, okay, it's all a family, what's there to worry about," Ying Xiang'an was afraid that Yan Lian would continue to make trouble so strictly, which would make Beichen Ao lose face, after all, the Ying family was still there, so he opened his mouth and persuaded with a smile, and then picked it up and handed it to Xie Shi, and then picked it up himself without regrets, and said with a smile: "Everyone is scared enough today, I have already asked people to prepare meals, everyone eat some first, warm their stomachs,"
Because of Ying Xiang'an's words, the original stalemate atmosphere has finally changed, and it will not be so uncomfortable.
Yan Lian lightly swept Beichen Ao's father and daughter, and then followed Ying Xiangan and the others inside, leaving their father and daughter in the cold.
The two fathers and daughters looked at each other, and suddenly felt that the feeling of being left out was so uncomfortable! The people who were snubbed by them before must have been sad in their hearts.
The two of them held their mouths, one big and one small, which was quite weird.
Yan Lian ignored the two, and really didn't pay attention to every word and deed, but she didn't hold a grudge against the two of them, and when Beichen Ao reached out and touched their heads and got close to them, they had long forgotten the unpleasantness before and showed a joyful smile, instantly letting Beichen Ao know how wrong he was.
He has always felt that he is good to Nan'er because Nan'er is a little girl and the youngest in the family, so he pays special attention to and loves her. But now seeing the two sons smiling so contentedly, I finally understand in my heart that my previous thoughts were all wrong - they don't need much, they just need a smile and encouragement of their own, and that is enough.
I can ignore it before.
The Ying family is reunited, but there is only one thing missing. It wasn't until after dark that Shi'er came exhausted, with a deep sadness on his face.
"Shi'er, how is Qiu Shizi?" For Qiu Shizi, who was injured by the explosion, Yan Lian was really not sure, and she didn't know if the injury was bad, or whether it hurt critically.
She really wanted to ask Beichen Ao, why did she throw it at him, but in this case, it was not easy to ask, after all, Beichen Ao was also in a hurry to rush into the city at that time, and there was nothing to explain.
Shi'er took off his robe tiredly, rubbed his eyebrows and said, "Mother, the imperial doctor said that Qiu Shizi's injury is very serious, I'm afraid...... There is nothing that can be done! Thinking of the man who was as gentle as a visitor from outside the world, Shi'er's heart was very conflicted, and his mood was even more complicated, he never thought that they would be in an opposing situation.
If he knew his identity and met him by chance in the capital, he should try his best to find out and tell him that there are many things that cannot be done, and maybe he can change the current situation.
I have lived with him and know that he is not a greedy for power, because he is indifferent to everything and doesn't care very much, does such a person care about the throne and power? If you really cared, you wouldn't stay in such a small village in the south of the Yangtze River and don't charge a penny for free for the people's treatment.
But such a person was forced to that scene in the end, which is really sighing and regretful.
"Can't do anything?" Yan Lian's heart trembled, and she didn't know what to say.
When the Ying family was eating, they talked about what happened today, so everyone knew that Qiu Shizi was the one who saved Nan'er, Shi'er and Yanlian back then. Now, when I heard that he was dying, everyone had a kind of regret ...... in their hearts.
"What about the old prince? Don't you regret seeing your only grandson like this? Ying Xiangan asked.
If it were him, he would only take his only grandson to live a good life, why should he covet that kind of power? What do you get when you know you can't force it?
In the end, isn't it the white-haired person who sends the black-haired person?
"What's the use of regretting?" Shi'er said coldly: "When he heard the imperial doctor say that Qiu Shizi is no longer good, and when he wants to prepare for the future, he was already a little half-crazy, and said that the most damned person is him, why didn't God take him away, but asked him to send the white-haired man to the black-haired man ......, "I have already tried such a taste, and the old prince wants to try it a second time."
Because Qiu Shizi was injured, and Yan Lian interceded with Beichen Ao, the emperor allowed the imperial doctor to treat him in the palace and let the old prince keep it, after all, it was the only concern in the old prince's heart, so the emperor was merciful and did not stop him.
"Tell me, what is this old prince going to do? It's all a matter of several generations, and I'm still thinking about it, don't you think that the Qin State is getting better and better now? He harmed his only grandson for nothing, alas! Xie Shi also sighed on the side, feeling that it was a pity that the person who was so good as Qiu Shizi died.
"He's crazy," Shi'er's tone was a little depressed.
"Shi'er, what's wrong with you?" Sensing that something was wrong in Shi'er's tone, Yan Lian and Beichen Ao both looked at him with some concern, knowing that Xuanyuan Qiu had some status in his heart and some feelings, so he was a little worried.
"Dad, mother, he doesn't want to," Shi'er looked up at them with red eyes and said: "When the old prince knew that Qiu Shizi was not good, he said a lot of things in his mouth, and everyone knew that Qiu Shizi was unwilling to participate in the conspiracy of the old prince from the beginning of his sensibility and studied medicine on his own, but he felt regretful that he could not see his biological father, and felt that if his father lived a few more years, he would be able to heal." It was also because of this that he left the capital, wanting more people not to taste the pain he had endured. The old prince disagreed, Qiu Shizi insisted, and in the end, the old prince only let him agree to one condition before he was willing to let him go,"
"On what terms?" Yan Lian's heart jumped extremely fast, and she always felt that this matter would have something to do with them.
"It doesn't matter what happens in the imperial court," Shi'er's eyes turned even redder. "Originally, he saved me and broke his oath. However, because I inadvertently broke into the position set up by the bandits in the mountains, I repeatedly asked him to help me, so he forced him not to interfere in the affairs of the court, so he left without looking back and returned to the capital, in order to fulfill his promise...... And this qiē is not something he is willing to do, he died because of me,"
This is the reason why his love xù is excited, he always feels that he killed Xuanyuan Qiu, but he is his own savior, more like a master, but he was hurt by himself, this mood, I really can't find any words to describe it.
Yan Lian saw that Shi'er was so excited, so she reached out and hugged him, touched his head and whispered softly to comfort: "Don't cry, be good, it's none of your business, that's the path he wants to choose, there's no way to escape," Xuanyuan Chongrui's ambition has always been there, and Xuanyuan Qiu's shackles can't be shaken off, that's his life, and no one can change it.
He may have known that he would not be able to escape such a fate, so he took the initiative to meet the terrifying bomb on the city wall, in order to let himself die, at least not to be forced to do what he did not want to do.
"Yes, Shi'er, this has nothing to do with you, don't be sad!" Everyone saw that Shi'er was in a bad mood, and they couldn't help but feel heavy.
Shi'er has been on the move these days, so she is very tired, and under Yan Lian's comfort, after reining in her love, she actually fell asleep.
After so many days of nervousness, only in his mother's arms would he feel safe and calm, so he slept very peacefully, and even the sound of everyone talking did not disturb him.
Sensing the sound of Shi'er's breathing, Yan Lian's heart twisted, and after pressing her lips to signal everyone to be quiet, she fell on Shi'er's face, feeling that he had lost a lot of weight, and couldn't help but feel distressed and guilty.
This child, unconsciously, has grown so big that he can lead troops into battle. This ability made her proud, but she felt sorry for him to grow up so quickly.
"Shall I carry him in and rest!?" When Beichen Ao saw Yan Lian looking at Shi'er, his eyes were full of apology, and he felt that he was most sorry for Shi'er.
After recognizing him, not only did he fail to protect him well, but he was forced to grow up in an instant, all because of his identity.
Originally, the cute little baby who was in the backyard of Guquan Village exchanged a copper plate for the fruits of his labor has been dyed into a young general by the wind and clouds of the capital, and the road waiting for him is still far, ......far away.
"Hmm," Yan Lian handed Shi'er to Beichen Ao, her eyes were complicated.
Beichen Ao hugged this eldest son, and suddenly felt as if he rarely hugged him...... It seems that when he was in Guquan Village, because he was at that time, he admired himself and would do light work, so he would often let himself fly up and down, and he would have the opportunity to hug him.
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When you see this, you probably know that this book is about to end, and you suddenly feel so reluctant, what should I do!?