Wang Bai politely said goodbye, so that Deng Yulan came back to her senses, and her face was flushed.

Alas? I was stunned by how I looked at it just now, and I thought about it crankily, oh no, it seems to be a little wet underneath, he must not ask me for panties again!

"Oh, I'll send you then." Deng Yulan's face was solemn, and the amorous young woman turned into a dignified woman, as if the person who showed her infatuation just now was not her at all.

"No need, huh...... See you again, I'll come back in a few days. Wang Bai politely excused herself, but she had already stood up and insisted on sending him to the door.

The two of you push and pull, and it is inevitable that there will be a touch, and the two hands will unconsciously catch each other, and inexplicably become a state of holding hands.

Wang Bai's palms were sweating, and Deng Yulan's heartbeat involuntarily accelerated, obviously a pair of erotic men and women, but in this simple contact, they became innocent men and women, as if they were holding hands for the first time.

Wang Bai wants to turn Deng Yulan into his own woman, but he doesn't want to go too fast, Deng Yulan doesn't want to turn himself into his woman hastily, but he can't help it, so he can only be depressed.

Maybe the suppressed emotions finally find an outlet, which will make them reluctant to give up, so once this hand is held, it is difficult to let go.

As a result, Deng Yulan still sent him, held hands all the way downstairs, and accompanied him to the door of the community in the name of wanting to blow the wind and take a walk.

Then Wang Bai recommended to her that the milk tea from a nearby milk tea shop was very delicious, and when he took her there, he still held hands all the way, involuntarily swinging, looking at each other from time to time, and avoiding his gaze at the same time.

It was because of Deng Yulan's innocent and shy attitude that Wang Bai had to restrain his impatient thoughts, if she swayed a little more, he might not care about the ground.

But she is like a girl who is just starting to fall in love. The red face seems to be able to bloom. He was afraid that if he made a move, she would hide away like a frightened rabbit, and wouldn't even let him hold his hand.

After all, this hand is really soft and soft, and it is so small, it doesn't look like a woman who is almost thirty years old, it is only thirteen years old......

Wang Bai tried his best to restrain himself here, and Deng Yulan was conflicted on the other side, what happened to him. suddenly became so shy, where did the shameless hooligan energy go before, so I can give people a chance to push and do it halfway!

You look like this, don't you want me to throw yourself into your arms? You can say that I am young and impulsive and shameless, what excuse do I have to do that kind of thing, and I am not a slut......

Although she really wanted to think about it in her heart, Deng Yulan still insisted that she was not a slut, because the desires of her body would not completely control her thoughts and make her let go of all reserve.

So. No one took the initiative, there was a stalemate between the two of them, bought milk tea and walked back to the door of the Daxin community holding hands, it was time to say goodbye.

"It's time for me to go back. Doudou would be scared if he woke up suddenly and couldn't find me......"

"Then I'll give you a paragraph......" As soon as Wang Bai said a word, his mobile phone rang, and he was carrying milk tea in one hand. The other hand held her, and she had no choice but to let go.

Let go of your hand. The charming feeling quickly left, Deng Yulan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and while she was still sane, she made a gesture to Wang Bai, who was talking on the phone, signaling that she would take a step first, and then walked into the community with a smile and a bowed head.

She walked slowly along the way home, one hand gently covering her heart, feeling the violent heartbeat, not understanding how she could feel so strongly.

It's already a handful of years, and she's not an adolescent girl, as for taking holding hands so seriously?

But that person's hand is really warm, so big, I really want to hold it like this until I get old......

Deng Yulan took a deep breath, looked up at the starry sky, and said to herself, "Hey...... Love came too late, and it didn't come at the right time, and if I were ten years younger, maybe I wouldn't be so hesitant......"

"Magnolia!" A sudden call startled her, Deng Yulan shrank down with a low voice, turned her head to follow the voice, and saw the person rushing towards her.

He actually caught up?

The flamboyant pace, the youthful face, and the eager look, at the moment when Wang Bai caught up with her, made her feel that the thick wall in her heart had been penetrated, and her heartbeat accelerated again.

Deng Yulan felt that with him, she really felt as if she was ten years younger, or rather, like a new life.

“…… Also, is there anything else? She looked at him panting slightly, brushed her wind-swept hair, and asked with a reserved smile.

Wang Bai hooked her thin waist, lowered his head and kissed her lips in her coquettish voice!

Feed! This is a community, the public is wide, and there are people in and out!

Her beautiful eyes widened violently because of the accident, and then with his wanton intrusion, the slightly cool red lips quickly warmed up, and her eyes slowly relaxed until they closed slightly.

He longed, she gived, and their tongues were like two little snakes wrapped around Deng Yulan's mouth until they were too tired to breathe.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either, but I just can't control myself......" The hot breath exhaled from Wang Bai's mouth scorched onto her delicate face, making her cheeks more and more rosy, "Yulan, I think I'm in love with you, I originally thought I was just attracted by your body, and I couldn't help myself for a while, but in fact, it's not ......"

Just now, Wang Bai stood at the door of the community to answer the phone, looking at Deng Yulan's lonely figure gradually drifting away, and there was a sense of pain in his heart because of the separation, and he realized that he had unconsciously fallen in love with this woman.

"Your figure, your femininity, your every move, are now imprinted in my mind, I can't shake it, I can't control it, I'm in love with you uncontrollably......"

"Why are you so headstrong...... You are Yu'er's man, we can't ......" Deng Yulan resisted weakly, shaking her head slightly, her voice as soft as cotton.

"I know you have concerns, I'm younger than you, you still have children, but I don't care, I don't care what others think, I don't care, I just want you!"

"Don't say it...... Don't ......" she was scared, she couldn't hold on anymore if she listened to it, and the psychological defense line she had built so hard was crumbling and almost crumbling.

"Magnolia! I love you, I will take care of you, I will take care of Doudou, I will let you rely on it, and become your solid harbor...... I know that I am very dissatisfied, I already have a lot, but I still feel that it is not enough, indeed, I will not give up everything I have now, but I promise, I will give you happiness! Let me be your man......"

He said these warm and moving words in that magnetic voice, which made Deng Yulan feel that her heart was about to jump out of her body, and she even forgot how to breathe.

The suffocation of happiness made her almost dizzy, this is what she has been longing for, it is this kind of desperate love.

Deng Yulan endured the feeling of palpitations, and finally pulled out of the violent emotional whirlpool, and took a few breaths before squirming her lips and said, "But...... I...... I ......"

Wang Bai looked at her weeping eyes, couldn't bear to listen, frowned slightly, stretched out a finger against her small mouth, and said softly: "Needless to say, I understand what you mean......"

Does he understand? I want to accept it, but I can't, does he really understand my contradictory thoughts?

Even if he really understands, but I don't say it, what if he misunderstands that I don't like him? When Deng Yulan thought of this, she felt as if she had been pinched hard in her heart, and she was so painful that she shed tears.

Tears rolled down her cheeks, making her delicate face as touching as a pear flower with rain.

Wang Bai was distressed again, and said with sadness: "I don't force you, I also know that I am not a man suitable for entrusting my life, I can give you everything that other men can't give, but I can't give you a complete home......"

"Woo......" Deng Yulan couldn't help covering her mouth and crying, she was thinking about all this for Doudou. Doudou is more important to her than her own life.

Her happiness, her future, are secondary, she doesn't want Doudou to grow up in a broken family forever, he needs a father, an indispensable part of a complete family.

Maybe she can be Wang Bai's lover, but she knows that it is only temporary, and when Doudou grows up a little and she is not too old to look good, she will eventually find an honest man who can be entrusted for life.

For a lifetime, these three words seem simple, but it is easier said than done.

is like water, red face is easy to grow old, when she is no longer beautiful, even if Wang Bai's heart remains the same, she does not have enough confidence and charm to charm him, let him say such emotional words again.

She thought: Maybe between us, staying at this moment without too much involvement, is the best for each other.

In this way, he will always remember my charm at this moment, and I will always remember his affection at this moment, let the memory stay these beautiful things, and don't go on.

If you move forward, I'm afraid that one day you will be heartbroken.

At this moment, this kind of heartache that cannot be desired is better than the heart-rending heart of helpless separation in the future.

If I am really with him, I have drunk the incorrigible poison of love, and I can only go on with him forever, so that I will not die of pain, if he doesn't want me one day, I'm afraid I don't even want to live for a moment.

"Xiaobai, thank you...... "Xiaobai, thank you," she grabbed his hand, gently moved it away, and said bitterly, "But I thought about it, I really can't...... I'm twenty-nine years old, but you're only eighteen, and one day, I'll be so old that I can't even look at myself, and at that time, you must still be radiant...... I can't do ......."

What he wants is forever, it's a promise, but I really can't take that step, if it's just a moment of greed, then I may be able to accommodate, but his feelings are too heavy, I really don't dare to accept it.

I'm afraid that after I fall in, I won't be able to climb out! (To be continued......)