Zen says: If it hurts, you will naturally let it go.

It's just that when love hurts, can you really let go? ——

Half a month, not long or short, wrote the present and precipitated the future, but was powerless to change the past.

When I came out of the psychiatrist's office, the clear blue sky finally cleared up, and the air in City A was a little more humid and cold after several days of rain.

Raising your hand, the sunlight leaks through your fingers and hits your face warmly, and the tower bridge over the moat in the east of the city, which is only opened for use in the New Year, is decorated with lanterns to decorate the festive atmosphere.

The cold wind on the bridge made Xue Zuining can't help but clench the milky white scarf around her neck, and the river under her feet ran into the distance without stopping for a moment, perhaps, the embrace of the sea in front of her, and the blue scenery in her mind made her suddenly remember that she seemed to have not gone to see her mother for a long time.

The decorations hanging on the bridge porch swayed gently with the wind, Xue Zuining stared at the butterfly fluttering in front of him, stretched out his hand to leave the one he realized, approached it and said softly, "If you can really fly to heaven, then please bring a message to a child riding a wooden horse and tell her that she must ......be happy."

The entwined sound line has not disappeared, but a piece of pink quietly broke into the field of vision, which fell at her feet in a mess, and stopped in her open palm, and Xue Zuining realized that it was a petal.

As if the rose petals falling from the sky made her eyes unconsciously look around, only to find that on each butterfly wing was carefully sketched with a pen a small scene painting, every step she took, every stroke evoked the dusty memory in her mind, it turned out that she had been so naughty, originally she had been so happy to laugh......

The most surprised eyes stayed on the little sunny doll, the wind blew, the doll's body circled, making a tinkling sound, as if calling her arrival enthusiastically, and when she stretched out her hand to hold the coldness of the ceramic, a touch of silver quietly slipped down from the doll's hollow body and fell into her palm.

Her body stiffened instantly, and the passer-by, who had just passed by, suddenly turned around, smiled and said a word to her in her ear, pointing to the end of the bridge, urging her to take a brave step.

The girl quickly retired, just watching her back step by step towards the boy who had given everything for her, tears of happiness were accumulating in her eyes because of them, and he said, I am waiting for you to come to my arms.

The distance under her feet was only a few tens of meters, but Xue Zuining only felt that every step was a choice for her, looking at the man in the white trench coat bathing in the sunshine like that, gently waiting for her to approach step by step, she knew that it was her luckiest thing to have the complete love of this gentle and jade-like man, he would give her a warm embrace and give her a worry-free future.

It's just, why did she work so hard at every step at this time?

The ringtone of the mobile phone broke her lonely and chaotic state of mind at the moment, but she didn't have time to pay attention to the melodious singing, the smile reflected in her eyes was expanding little by little, Chen Sang must be waiting for the moment when he put his hand in his palm to move, if "Yes" can make him happy, then why should he say "No"?

It's just that when she finally decided to take that step, she didn't know what to say, and at that moment, the man on the other side of the bridge corridor at the moment looked at her back, and almost gritted his teeth, and his eyes were about to split!

"Xue Zuining-" The long whistle on the river swallowed up the sound of the man's roar and blocking, and he wanted to rush over, but the design of the left and right separation on the bridge corridor made Lu Huaining seem to see the distance between heaven and earth, and the special sound-absorbing glass cut his sight, but it cut his heart.

The ringing in her pocket continued relentlessly, Xue Zuining couldn't help but hum softly with the song, in the mournful tone, she seemed to see the love of a woman's moth to a fire, for love, she burned everything! Once upon a time, she also longed for hot love, but now she prefers blandness.

The ringing of the phone and the incoming message sounded one after another, with the momentum of a storm, but it was powerless to stop the girl's footsteps.

Xue Zuining's footsteps stopped quietly, his gaze stayed on his warm face, and he smiled, like the moment a flower bloomed.

"Xiao Ning." Chen Sanghui smiled gently, stretched out his hand to hold her, and made a promise in his eyes to repay it with a lifetime, simple and pious, "Although I can't give you a life that others envy, I am willing to give you the life you want." ”

She gripped his sweaty palm back lightly, as if to support him, and as if to warm up before refusing, for he could already feel the ring being put back into his hand with a slight movement of her.

In my mind, I just feel that the sky is falling apart!

It's just that in the next second, the girl stood on tiptoe and gently climbed on his shoulders and hugged him deeply!

"Chen Sang......"

"I'm here." His heart seemed to be in his throat, so nervous that he didn't even dare to hug her back, as if he was waiting for not an answer, but a sentence.

"I would like to choose you to be my husband." When she said this sentence in full, Xue Zuining only felt that the burden in her heart was instantly untied, and it turned out that she only needed such an answer to swim out of the dark seabed and get closer to the light little by little. Maybe fate plays tricks, but the right person will be by your side after all.

When Lu Huaining rushed to her side desperately, what he heard was the warm applause and cheers from the crowd, but that scene was so harsh in his ears, when his bloodshot eyes saw the figures hugging each other forty meters away, the heavens and the earth seemed to be spinning!

When he picked up his phone and typed out that line, his fingertips trembled, watching the message send, he desperately grasped the last straw like a drowning man.

It seemed that the onlookers were so happy for them that they didn't see the tears of happiness or guilt in the eyes of the bride-to-be.

Xue Zuining, who was facing away from the crowd, avoided the gaze of others, and finally took out her mobile phone, all the missed calls and unread messages just belonged to an unfamiliar number, but she guessed its owner.

Click on the message I just received three seconds ago, and there are only eight words: Come back, please, don't get married.

She pressed the shutdown button, watched the screen suddenly darken, and closed her eyes gently, Lu Huaining, leave my life, please!

The mobile phone in the palm of his hand vibrated and Lu Huaining watched her being gently picked up in the car by another man in the envious eyes of people and left, leaving him with only an answer for him to find by himself.

The message was clicked, and just a second later, the phone had been thrown into the boiling river by the angry man.

Get out of your life! Get out of your life! Xue Zuining, this is what you ask me to do! The humility he has never had is worthless in her eyes, and he was even trampled under her feet, and the self-esteem he once deprived of from her is now returned by his hands!

But she couldn't get her hesitation back, and just like that, in front of his eyes, she actually agreed to another man's marriage.

In his mind, he only felt that a raging fire had ignited, and the fire that had burned almost all his sanity had been burned.