Life is always fucked, life is always short, what should we do in this short life?

Or do you say don't do anything, it's like messing around, I'll do whatever others do?

Li Haofeng has thought about suicide in the past, how many times has he thought about suicide, how good it is to commit suicide, a knife down, easy life, you see that life is over in a blink of an eye, why is life sad and death? Life is not as long as it is short

Life lies in sports, before he completely became an otaku, Li Haofeng didn't feel the importance of this too much, but once the body became weak, hehe, I'll go! What's going on? Don't be like this!

That's why it's the first time to take the initiative, right?

Always yearn for freedom, but at the end of the day, he will always lose his freedom, which is very contradictory and chaotic, which also makes Li Haofeng very dissatisfied, he feels that his life is like a puppet in someone's hand. From time to time, look: just when I'm proud, something makes me feel troubled

See, he doesn't know what to do now

I should have done something, I should have done something useful, but the reality was that my mind was blank, and I couldn't think of anything that could make me excited and happy

Kill and kill again? Maybe killing a few bad guys to relieve the addiction will make you feel better?

Li Haofeng suddenly had such an idea

The death of the Sunset Prince had a great impact on him, first of all, he didn't think that this guy was a heinous guy, and as a Skywalker, he didn't know why, after killing this guy, he actually had a similar guilt in his heart, the rabbit died and the fox died

Look at Skywalker this way, too.

What are you doing? Don't do anything? I'll it, I'm annoyed with Lao Tzu

When you have done what you can, what you should do, what kind of attitude do you have?

Normally, the average person will be in a state of being extremely relaxed, and then they start to think about how to rest.

Those who are a little smarter and stronger will want to use their free time to think about the next plan and the general direction of the action goal

Although this is very tiring, I have to say that it is very useful, often people lose in unpreparedness, and prepared people will not lose to unprepared people no matter what

Unless the point is back to the limit

Without further ado, Li Haofeng is now stuck in such a dead loop, winning the victory, defeating the enemy, completing the task, and doing everything, so what to do next? He didn't know what Lu Dao was doing?

said at the beginning, Li Haofeng is a half-psycho, or a half-crazy He is out of place, it seems that at first glance you would never think that he is gentle and good-tempered, and he is so good at talking is actually a guy with personality communication disorders

Personality communication disorder, to put it bluntly, is withdrawn, he can't understand other people's thoughts and ideas, or in fact, he understands but can't force himself to recognize

People are dirty, and they are just rare people who have desires, Li Haofeng's only desire is to be noble, whether it is true or fake, he just hopes that he can be clean in his heart, so that he will not be troubled, will not be angry, and will not have angry thoughts

So what to do?

Kill people to kill people, kill innocent people or bad people who can't communicate except for making themselves more troubled

If you kill without blinking, I will kill you? People are destined to not understand each other, there is this kind of thinking that I think about for you, that is, you are crazy, just like I asked you, what is my relationship with you, why do you learn from the Buddha to cut his own flesh and feed you?

The Buddha's approach is that he has a delusion that is even more exaggerated than Li Haofeng, and he firmly believes that there will be a day when everyone in the world will understand each other, so I will start from me today, and I will understand you first and tolerate you first

But for Li Haofeng, this is also something he can understand, but it is impossible for him to approve

What should I do with you?

In essence, he is a selfish person, he wants to make the world a better place, he wants to make human beings less upset him, and he can see that in essence, he is actually still for himself, he is just doing it to make himself feel more comfortable

The others, do you think he'll be for everyone?

Perhaps, everyone in his plan must be a role that must be involved, but that is just to satisfy the heart of a pathetic young man who doesn't want to be alone

But even if this is the case, it makes him much more rational in doing things, and he doesn't have a spear psychological shield, such as, 'I want to protect humanity, why am I still killing humans?' Heroic ambivalence, or suddenly one day realizing that you are better suited to be a bad person than a good person, simply because you are also cruel or even more cruel than a bad person

Because he has been doing it, he has never been a hero, he doesn't need to play the hero to show himself, all he wants to see is the result: the endless silence and peace

Looking at it from another angle, he is actually much more normal than those careerist dreamers since ancient times

What to do if you are upset

Returning to the original problem, Li Haofeng picked up a cup of strong tea, he held it in the palm of his hand and needed to take advantage of this moment of tranquility to decide a solution for himself that could cope with his current situation

At least now he doesn't want to, after his glorious return to China, he still has to endure the gloom in his heart and endless frustration

Kill his grandmother! Malegobi's, the earth is not short of evildoers, Lao Tzu is here to worry about a ball for them? Punish the evil and promote the good!

Thinking about Li Haofeng, he slapped the chair and set off in a hurry

Two days ago, Li Haofeng and his entourage ended their mission, left the Japan that worried him and returned to the embrace of the motherland of his dreams, but then the problem immediately came, after he finished his mission, after he handed over the things he got to his superiors, and then got a rest

He actually fucked it, I don't know how he should rest?

I'll go! This is going to be a personal life.,It's not an accidental phenomenon.,It's not a sudden phenomenon.,It used to appear when he was in Q City.,At that time, he couldn't remember what was going on.,But if you remember correctly, it's the same as now.,After trying to complete something.,He didn't complete the relief of troublesome things but produced a sense of emptiness that he didn't have to do anything!

So he chose to try, as always, the last time this happened, he just found a way to find something to do for himself, and then he was happy again

Sometimes he really feels pathetic, on the one hand, he wants to keep himself childlike, and you can see that he has been watching anime. On the other hand, as an adult, he has to admit that he can't find things that can play and make him happy for a long time when he wants to play like he did when he was a child

A new beginning, he kept convincing himself that this was a new beginning! He knew that this was a new beginning, but even if he subjectively knew the Tao, he still felt uncomfortable

It feels like it's ingrained

Just like a loser, who adapts to failure, even if he succeeds by chance, he will classify it as luck and will not believe in his own strength.

And he is a sad child who has lost his joy, even if he wants to have some fun for himself from time to time, but he will still sink into the sea of misery in the end

He sometimes feels that he is so cheap, that he can do things that no one else can do, that he has obtained everything, but why can't he make his life full of joy? Why are you so depressed from time to time?

Have you really adapted to a miserable life? It's sad, even if you return to normal, can't you get normal?

The Sunset Prince asked himself about his dreams, where could he see that his ambitions would be greater than his

He didn't answer at the time, but he didn't mind talking to himself when he was alone now

He doesn't have any big ambitions!

He really just wants to be happy! I just want to stop being sad, no longer being like a little madman, letting others point fingers behind my back, no longer becoming so sad in my heart from time to time, and no longer being scared by the distrust in my heart

It's so hard, it's really hard, it's so painful

This is a relief that all material needs cannot be exchanged, this is a shackle that he cannot get rid of, even if he can deny the past experience through the present life, but the instincts deposited in the past life will still affect the normal thinking of the present

Man is pathetic, he really thinks so

The Prince of the Sunset probably never thought that he would be so easy to smash into his own hands, right? But why didn't Li Haofeng himself see that he couldn't really ask for the influence of the past? Isn't he still instinctively judging things in those unhappy ways when facing things now?

Man has always been a sensitive creature, at least that's how he sees himself.

Pain is the most inexplicable emotion, it can be mixed with different experiences to haunt your inner world, like a spiritual cancer, although it does not exist in the material world, but it affects your normal judgment all the time

And you can't rely on others to help you remove this cancer, because you are the only one who can really see it. In fact, it is alive because it understands any of your fragility, any powerlessness, and when you face everything in the world, it will bring you pain, torture your soul, and torture your conscience

Because it is life, it has never had a body

It can only take over your body with the hope of making you a being like it, and then embrace it and become one with it

And then when it appears as a human in this world, then he will torture everyone around him

Maybe that's how all villains are born? Maybe that's how all the so-called bad guys are born? That's the reason for the chaos in the world, right?

Or endure this seemingly unnecessary pain

Either it will be vented and its sins will be taken out on other innocent people

To put it bluntly, that's what so-called sin is all about

So what are you?

Is it the same as them?

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