016 What's missing
The third grandmother's hand trembled slightly, the embroidery needle pierced her fingertips, and she didn't have time to whisper, she put her injured finger in her mouth and sucked gently: "Why does my sister-in-law ask this?" ”
Su Yeon raised her head, the weather in May was getting hotter and hotter, and there were bees flying among the roses.
"I can't say it well, I just think the third sister-in-law is too quiet, as quiet as the sister-in-law in the nunnery." She retracted her gaze from a distance and looked at the third grandmother who was a little surprised, this was the panic of being told the central matter. "They are quiet, because they no longer have greed, no pursuit, but the third sister-in-law and my third brother have Xiaoliu, my third brother is the best-looking and talented among the brothers, why are you so quiet? It's so quiet that it seems that there is no love, and there is no nostalgia. Not good! The third sister-in-law is only twenty-seven years old, how did she become like this? ”
The third grandmother looked at the nine-year-old girl in front of her with horror, is this the Su Yan she knows? She still remembers that when she married into the Right Prime Minister's Mansion, this child was just a toddler, and she almost watched Su Yeon grow up. But now, Su Yan seems to have peeled off her clothes one by one, leaving her unclothed in the sun.
She has always felt that there is something missing in her life, but she can't find it, she knows that her life is different from that of her sister-in-law and second sister-in-law, and her sister-in-law wants to preside over the feed and take care of the prime minister's house. The second sister-in-law loves her husband and children very much, and she is even more hot, and she doesn't hide it at all.
The third grandmother didn't dare to look at Su Yan anymore, adjusted her mood, and flew the needle to walk the line.
"Third sister-in-law, you have to live a day if you are unhappy, and you have to live a day when you are happy, why don't you let yourself live happily. You see that Xiaoliu is still so young, because of you, he is as quiet as a little old man, and Xiaoliu should be allowed to live like a child. Life is always getting better and better, so why should you make your life worse and worse? ”
The third grandmother looked at Su Yan sneeringly, she really doubted that this was what a nine-year-old girl said, but the little girl in front of her was clearly the young lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and she was the precious daughter of Weng's father who was over forty years old.
"Third sister-in-law, don't embroider, okay? You teach me to draw, teach me to paint flowers, okay? ”
Once, she counted her fingers in the colorless nunnery. But later, she still tried her best to make herself happy, but on the first and fifteenth days of each month, she left herself to ponder and suffer. Because of her thoughts, she learned how to cherish her life and live well. Even if life is worse than death, she persevered.
She endured humiliation and burden, in order to live longer and see the fate of Hu Xiangling and Cao Yuzhen. But she didn't wait until then, but what she saw was the days when they were getting better and better.
Living with her is obviously torment and tossing, but she still chooses to live and punish herself for the disaster she brought to her family in this way.
Alas, what could be better than to live, especially when you have loved ones around you.
Since then, in addition to learning the rules from the palace grandmother every day, Su Yan has to learn Danqing from the third grandmother, and she has to write 200 big characters every day, and her life is full and happy.
In the previous life, she had a bad reputation, and her parents suffered because of her.
In this life, she wants to live a glorious life and make her parents proud of her.
Just like every time my father said that his second brother won another battle in the border city, his eyes were full of pride; Just like his father knew that the third brother was exploring flowers in high school, as he was back then, he was even more radiant.
Su Yan wants to learn what she once left behind, and she doesn't want to be proficient in poetry and songs, at least two things that can be taken by others and learned better than others.
Calligraphy and Danqing are one, she practiced hard in big characters, not just to write a good calligraphy, now she is learning painting from the third grandmother, but also to improve herself.
On the day of Sha Mei's meeting, Su Yan, as usual, got up early in the morning, and after eating her morning food, she stood in front of the bookcase in front of the window to practice big characters.
After writing only fifty or sixty words, I saw Bai Fei running all the way, standing outside the door and saying, "Miss, Xiangye and Mrs. are here." ”
Su Yan flattened her mouth, didn't she just accompany her parents to use twilight food yesterday, and said a lot of things together. On the eve of the holiday, the family always sits around and eats together to show the reunion.
Jiang Shuncheng stood at the gate of the courtyard and saw his youngest daughter through the window, holding the pen with a serious face, and that look reminded him of the third child. Jiang Shupeng stayed away from the imperial city and served as an official abroad, although he told him to take care of it, but he went for more than a year. He couldn't help but breathe a long sigh of relief: "This girl, she hasn't been noisy for almost a month, has she?" ”
Yu said with a smile: "In the end, it's big, and there is a teaching from the palace, do you still want her to make trouble without making noise as in the past, or you will try her best to play tricks on the girls and mothers-in-law in the house, and there will be no time to worry." ”
Jiang Shuncheng put his hands behind his back and took a beautiful official step. Su Yan gave a blessing gift in a proper manner: "My daughter visits her father, my mother is blessed!" ”
Seeing such a Su Yan, Jiang Shuncheng couldn't help but laugh, although he could only learn for a few days after following the teaching, he also had a clear eye.
Yu said: "In front of me, she has never been so well-behaved. ”
"Daddy, my mother is eccentric. My daughter is very well-behaved now, but my mother still says that I am not good. As soon as the brothers made progress, the mother knew the way. ”
Yu Shijiao scolded: "This stinky girl ......"
Bai Luo approached the door and said, "Miss, Miss Hu San is asking to see her at the side door, but she hasn't got the post in the house today, do you want to let her in?" ”
This question is really a bit of a headache.
I didn't want to see Hu Xiangling, but I also wanted to continue to let her go, so I found a way to embarrass her.
Yu frowned and said, "Why is that girl still here?" ”
It stands to reason that if you do such a harmful thing, you will never have the face to show up again.
Mama Qing lowered her head and said cautiously: "Madam, last time she came over, Miss scolded her. She knelt in the courtyard, and she had to ask the young lady to forgive. The young lady has returned her belly pocket, saying that she can't be a sister, you see her ......"
Su Yan didn't seem to hear it, she only pulled Jiang Shuncheng to look at the big characters she wrote, although she was still in Yan Zhenqing's handwriting, but she had made great progress in the past half a month, and Jiang Shuncheng was very surprised: "These are really written by you?" ”
"Of course." Her father's words were clearly praising her, and So-yeon became more and more happy.
Bai Fang said: "Back to Xiangye, Miss has to write two hundred big characters every day these days. One hundred in the morning, one hundred in the afternoon, every word was written very seriously, and the words were written better and better. ”
Jiang Shuncheng raised his hand and gently stroked Su Yan's head, his eyes were full of pity and doting: "Well, yes, it's more than your third brother's progress at the beginning." Although studying is important, it is also important to take a break. I heard that I am learning Danqing with your third sister-in-law? ”
"Daddy said that calligraphy Danqing is one, I not only have to practice calligraphy well, but also learn Danqing well. I'll learn Danqing from my third sister-in-law first, and when I'm older, my father will hire a good gentleman for me. ”
Yu Shi heard this: "What calligraphy Danqing to learn, the age is not young, you should learn female red embroidery." I'll find you the best embroidery master for you......"