23. Elders and juniors (II)
(Actually, I plan to do this novel for the rest of my life.) Just like the GAL option, now it's a common line. I'm going to have a common thread, probably the plot of the original book. And then there was a single line for a couple of girls, and that's pretty much it. It is said that it is a line, but in fact it is estimated that it will not be too long. By the way, the voting options have been refreshed, and this poll is also a week's time, and then the top two this time will follow the top two again. To be honest, there's not much motivation for the recent update.,I really want the plot to go berserk, but I'm afraid that I won't come back...... All in all, let's do it first. If you have a good plot suggestion, please feel free to mention it. As for comments such as mutual understanding...... Hawkers,There's a sentence related to the work.,I'm similar to XX.,I don't recognize XX as the most basic embodiment of the pursuit of social living.。 All in all, please be good, work hard, and be unruly and lonely - laugh. By the way, I like to live in groups. Without the internet and social environment, I would have been lonely to death, above. )
"Yangnai, do you know what I hate the most?"
Sitting on the bustling street, leaning back in a chair and carrying a mobile phone, squinting at the sun hanging high in the sky. Bathed in a lazy light, I questioned the girl on the other end of the phone.
The so-called dinner is of course a fake. Naturally, I'm not going to debunk their clumsy performances. If it were too obvious against me, they would be in a more difficult situation. But that doesn't mean they're going to give up, so naturally, when I quit, they take out all their anger on the remaining two.
The girl who is good at fighting relationships like a little beast doesn't have to mind.,She's the kind of character who will really cry when she's bullied.,At least for now.。 So in this operation, she may only be targeted for a short time and then give up. Then it is labeled as a good and let go. But under the snow it's different. She doesn't compromise and doesn't know what compromise is. The concept of rigidity and fragility is vividly reflected in her body, and she doesn't know how to think about anything else at all, only the efficiency of the road.
It's rubbish.
"As a person, what I hate the most is the kind of person who casually thinks that it is good for others and meddles in other people's lives."
There was a crisp 'kala', and the wood chips on my palm had been broken in half.
"They are rampant, unscrupulous, taking pleasure in the privacy and pain of others, hoping to replace other people's concepts with their own. The most common thing is, ah, I can understand you, I know how you are. ”
"This kind of person, I hate it the most."
Leaning back in his chair, he reached out to block out the light from above. The sunlight that fell through the fingers had a misty feeling. The seven-colored macro light does not feel dazzling when reflected on the eyes, but has a gentle feeling. That's right, it's like someone caressing your face and leaning on your forehead to convey a signal to you.
"Your sister did really good. Using all sorts of means to get to a reasonable place, he laid a trap with the information he knew so far, and then smiled as I stepped in. It's good, it's amazing. ”
"It's so good that I can't wait to kill her directly."
The air around is warm, and the temperature is right to fill the streets with people at this time. Pretty girls laughed and bustled in groups on the street in front of them. The social worker with the briefcase pulled the tie and trotted all the way to the car. All kinds of temperatures were presented in front of me, and all kinds of smells spread in my nostrils, framing a real world.
But I didn't feel the slightest warmth.
I just felt a cold, angry flame burning inside me. If I don't make it clear, I can't even tell what kind of anger will erupt. So I can only talk to Yang Nai.
"The only person I owe in my life is there looking at me sadly. More than a dozen people whose futures have been cut off by me, and whose future lives are bleak, are constantly currying favor with me. Each of them wanted to eat me alive, but they could only look at me, hoping that I would take them away again. What is this? Am I the one who went to give them despair? ”
"I single-handedly planned everything a few years ago, I brought their families apart. I am the one who has plunged their lives into despair. You can't imagine that the voice is about to be bloody, and you are still crying and begging you, saying I'm sorry for this scene, right? I'm human too, and I know what I've done. Then, because of a commission, he brought me to such people, as if to give them a hope of doing it all over again. Do you know how angry I am? ”
The flames in his body almost dried his throat, and he spoke hoarsely. Tears rolled in his eyes, but he could only look up at the brilliant sun, pretending that he was stimulated by looking at the sun.
People who used to drink together, people who used to sing together, people who used to call brothers and sisters together, were betrayed because of their own interests. That kind of person whose voice is hoarse, whose knees are broken, crying in front of him, saying that he doesn't believe it, but who still thank me after the most reluctance, and who has made a great wine to me, how can I bear to hurt them a second time?
What qualifications do I have to do that? Those who hate me are smiling, those who hate me are smiling, those who are sad are smiling, but they are not willing to give up any chance to live, they just don't want to give up the last bit of hope.
What would they think if I said it was just a commission from a little girl?
Maybe she will smile and say to me that it's okay like she did at the beginning, right?
Maybe they will be in the editorial department, smile and say goodbye, welcome to come back next time, right?
"Anyway, I'm a flesh-and-blood man. Yangno. Your sister, it's too much, isn't it? ”
Looking at the dazzling sun in the sky, I said softly.
"Sorry......"
The voice on the other side of the phone was silent for a long time, and then said two words softly.
"Really, I'm sorry. I don't know if Yukino-chan can judge like this, she's still young, she's still a junior, you don't have to worry too much about Hachiman, I'm really sorry......"
"Yono."
I whispered into the phone.
"My friend, he's competent enough, isn't he?"
“…… Well. ”
She was silent for a moment before responding.
"Then let me rest for a while."
Without waiting for a reply from the other side of the phone, I hung up.
Silently, he removed the phone card from the phone, picked up the black smartphone, and looked at his face reflected on the dark glass screen. It reflected the face of a young man with tears in his eyes as he had stared at the sun for too long.
“…… Grass. ”
I cursed, and raised my hand to smash the phone to pieces. He foamed at the angry horns of countless cars, and walked home without looking back.