That's nine years.

In the past nine years, Baoyu and I have been with each other day and night, and I have gradually let go of the grievances in my previous life.

No matter how good the feelings are, they can't withstand the distance.

In the years of Jiafu, I only have Baoyu in my eyes, my brother Shenying.

Tianjun, Yang Jian, and Chulong are too far away from me.

Because of the relationship between Baoyu and I in our previous lives, we have the same heart, and the people in the entire Jiafu think that we are two little guesses, but they don't know that every encounter is a reunion after a long absence. On the day we met again in Jiafu, we were going to get married.

Grandpa Sanshengshi won a lifetime of marriage for us, so the combination of me and Baoyu is a sure thing.

The happiest thing for me in Jiafu, in addition to the hazy love with Baoyu, is Zijuan.

On the Lingxiao Palace, she was killed by my own hands who were enchanted. I didn't expect to be able to reunite with her in the world. She was originally a maid who served the old lady in Jiafu, and my grandmother dialed her to me, and when I saw her, the scare was not trivial.

I have also tried all kinds of things with Zijuan, but she has no memory of the events of her past life.

With the guilt of her in my previous life, I treated her very kindly, and Zijuan reciprocated me with loyalty and friendship.

I grew up in Jiafu without any sense of crisis, making me petty, playing with a petty temper, and never forgiving people in a forgiving way.

When the Grand View Garden was completed, Baoyu named the garden I was about to stay in Xiaoxiang Pavilion. I smiled heartily at him. The bamboo forest of the Xiaoxiang Pavilion in the world is luxuriant, but the bamboo forest in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion in the sky has long since withered.

In a flash, she grew from an ignorant young girl to a hired girl.

In the autumn of my fifteen-year-old, I suddenly saw a begonia bloom in the garden. The flowering season of begonia flowers is in March and April in the world, and this begonia that blooms in autumn suddenly gives me a sense of foreboding. That night, I dreamed of the Vigilant Fairy.

In the dream, she was still the same, bright and moving, but it was Sen's cold and thin expression.

"Why did the deceased come to visit?" My soul sat up from the bed.

The police illusion didn't talk to me much, hooked my soul and left.

I flew out of Jiafu with her and flew to the Heavenly Palace. The long-lost South Heavenly Gate, the long-lost Heavenly Palace, and the long-lost Long Street Hongqiao.

With the police illusion walking in the clouds and mist of the heavenly court. My tears twinkled in my eyes.

I never forgot about it. Once frantically wanted to leave, leaving turned out to be a deep longing for the bone marrow, this longing was hidden too deeply, and even he was deceived.

Stand in front of the Heavenly Monarch's dormitory. The majestic palace gate is mysterious in the night clouds. The police illusion pushed me. I fell in.

The police illusion didn't follow up, and I walked alone in the dormitory.

There was no other fairy and fairy child in the dormitory, only the continuous coughing sound made people's hearts beat.

The cough was sometimes soft. Sometimes it's urgent.

The cough was unfamiliar and familiar, and it pulled me all the way inward, and I couldn't stop.

Lifting the layers of light veil drape, through the smoke spit out of the beast's swallow, I saw the Heavenly Monarch lying on the couch.

He was lying face in, his thin back trembling from coughing.

I could no longer take a step, so I stood firmly between the light veil drape, staring at his back in a daze.

"...... Beads"

I heard the Heavenly Monarch call my name in a dream, and tears welled up in my eyes.

What if you miss me? What if you miss me in your dreams? You never dared to get any closer to me. I am your son's woman, and you will not be allowed to have any more feelings for me, whether you obey your heart or the rules of heaven and the world, so don't tell me that your illness is for me.

Not worth it, not worth it, not worth it......

Why did you come?

I retreated step by step, staggering, in a messy mood, and when I stood outside the palace gate, I was already embarrassed and depressed.

The police illusion stood in front of me, looking at me gloomily, her gaze sinister, her smile evil, and her expression a hint of pain.

"What is your purpose in bringing me to Heaven tonight?" I asked the police coldly.

The police said: "I just want to tell you that your marriage with Shen Ying is gone. ”

I was confused: "For what?" Didn't you promise Grandpa Sanshengshi? You have prepared a case for me and Shenying in your marriage book. ”

"You can go back on what you promised, and you can go to the record with a stroke!"

The look of the vigilant illusion was serious and determined.

I laughed incredulously, "I don't understand, isn't my union with Shenying just what you want?" In that case, there will be no one to rob you of the Heavenly Monarch, and you will go back on your word, and ruin my marriage with Shenying, for which one? ”

"Because I love the Heavenly King." The police phantom wind said lightly.

"So you're going to do this unreasonable thing for him?" I don't want to talk to the police anymore, she is an unreasonable woman, she has always been controlled by love, she has been crazy for love all her life, crazy for love, and has no self.

I pushed aside the illusion of disgust and stumbled past her. I want to leave this deceitful heavenly court quickly, I want to go back to my Jia Mansion, I want to go to my brother Shenying.

Shen Ying, no matter what, Jiang Zhu will not live up to the marriage that Grandpa Sansheng Shi fought for us in this life.

I stumbled and walked headlessly, and a faint voice floated behind me: "Jiangzhu, you can't be so selfish, do you know how he got his illness?" ”

Don't tell me that the illness is because of lovesickness, who would believe it?

The dignified commander of the Three Realms was actually tied up and tormented by his children's affection, who would believe it?

"He's here to save you! You were struck by lightning and nailed into eighty bone-eroding soul-destroying nails, why can you be safe and sound? Do you think it was really Ai Mang and Chu Long who saved you by asking for the Buddha's relics? It was he who went to Huanxue City every night to heal your wounds, and exhausted half of his internal strength and cultivation, so that your soul could return to its place and your body recover! ”

I froze and trembled.

The voice of the alarm continues to pour into your eardrums from all directions, rushing in the veins of your body: "The bone-eroding soul elimination nail is nailed into ninety-nine eighty-one, no matter what kind of demon or monster you are, your soul will be scattered, and you will have no way to return to the sky." What do you think you are for, and you can still keep the last immortal bone? Do you think you are waiting to die in the prison of Heaven, why do I and Gui'er want to see you? To humiliate you, sarcastically, see how miserable your end is? It's Tianjun, let me bring a fairy bone and quietly install it on your collarbone, just because I am worried that if Yang Jian can't move the rescuers, if the people from the Demon Realm and the Underworld don't come to save you, he can still secretly keep your last wisp ......of soul so that you won't be wiped out."

My whole body was crushed, and the phantom's words swirled in my ears, like a hammer hammer pounding on my heart, and a mouthful of sweet smell came up from my body. I bit my lip hard. Still couldn't stop the mouthful of blood from spurting down the white jade face.

My foot went limp, and I pushed hard to keep myself from falling.

Countless tears rushed out of my eyes, blurring my vision.

Didn't you say how I compare myself to the moon god? You're not saying she's a god, I'm a demon. Won't you keep my soul from you?

Why are you duplicitous? What do you say in front of me? Do another set with my face on your back?

It wasn't a dream! The white figure that appears in the fog is not a dream! The warmth in your palm is not a dream! Everything is true. Really, really......

Illusory, you stupid woman. Don't you hate me? Why are you telling me all this? You have to be a woman who understands righteousness in front of the man you love deeply, so as to win his favor and emotion, I can't let you get your wish.

"I'm a person of Shenying in life, and I am a ghost of Shenying in death......"

I turned around and looked at the police with a tearful smile.

Then my body fell from the sky and woke up.

"Miss Lin, are you having a nightmare?"

In front of me was Zijuan's worried face, she took a handkerchief to wipe the cold sweat on my forehead, I looked at this face from my previous life, remembered what I had heard and seen in my dream, and spit out a mouthful of blood "wow".

From that day on, I fell ill.

Illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a thread.

Zijuan muttered in my ear every day: "Miss Lin, you have to get well as soon as possible, your body is well, and the old lady will make the decision for you and marry you to Second Master Bao." ”

But there is another voice in my heart that says: Jiangzhu, you must go back early, go back to that person, his cause is yours, you can't leave him alone.

I have been sick for a year, Baoyu came to accompany me day and night, he was not sad and anxious, but said calmly: "I know that your illness will definitely get better, and we will marry when your body is better." ”

"Brother Shenying...... "I call him."

Zijuan on the side was startled, thinking that I was talking nonsense, "Miss Lin, why do you call Brother Shenying, Second Master Bao?" ”

I closed my eyes and couldn't answer his words, Baoyu waved his hand to signal Zijuan to retreat, and Zijuan left in disbelief.

As soon as Zijuan left, I opened my eyes and looked at the spiritually decadent Shen Ying in a daze.

My illness has tormented him like this. Pianpian son, a rich young master, has been my escort for a year, and he is as haggard as a yellow flower.

"Shenying, I'm sorry, I still live up to your affection after all......"

Shen Ying's tears dried up, he hugged me, shook his head and said, "No, no, Grandpa Sanshengshi fought for us for a lifetime of marriage, we can't be husband and wife." ”

I lay in Shenying's arms full of sorrow, and finally understood what it means to have it in life sometimes, and not to force it in life.

"It's him! Is he the one who made the hell? "Shen Ying is not angry.

I know who he is referring to. It's just that Shenying misunderstood, and when I was dying, I didn't have the strength to defend it.

It's not him, it's not him who wants to stop it, it's my heart that pulls me toward him.

I swallowed in Shen Ying's resentment. My soul floated out of my mortal body and into the air.

Shen Ying hugged my dead body and cried to death.

I heard him say, "I won't let him succeed, even if you die, I'll marry you!" ”

I smiled sadly, and my body in Shen Ying's arms was completely destroyed.

I know that the Tao is a warning illusion, and she will not allow anything to happen against her lover's will.

Shen Ying cried to death at the empty hospital bed, and he shouted frantically, "No matter how you stop it, I will be with Jiangzhu!" I want the world to know the story of me and Jiangzhu, heaven and earth, we can't be husband and wife, in the story, we also want to be husband and wife, I want to let the world be moved by our love! ”

My tears fell, my smile faded.

Silly Shenying, you won't get your wish. Even if it is a story, it is a story that ends with hatred and separation. Me and you are just a tragedy in the story.

Your opponent is not the Heavenly Monarch, your opponent is a police illusion. She won't let you get away with it for the man she loves. How could she have allowed a story of me having a happy ending with you to break the heart of the man she loved so much? What's more, art comes from life and is higher than life, and the person who writes the story has a different mind for himself.

My Shenying, silly brother, you will never get the story you have in mind.

Later, the story between me and Shen Ying was almost demonized, and the grace of irrigation and tears were still there, but I joined the ring match between the Mushi Qianmeng and the Jinyu Liangyuan, and joined the triangular dog blood plot of two men and one woman.

In the story, there is a sister Bao who snatches love with a knife, and the almost perfect beauty is fictional after all, so no matter how much she is deeply loved by the old and young in Jiafu in the story, in the eyes of the audience, it is not as vivid and vivid as my image.

In the story, even Grandpa Sanshengshi did not forget to be ridiculed and scandalized. Because he actively fought for my marriage with Shen Ying, he was instructed by the police to be depicted as a useless stone in the story, and from time to time he was teased by the people in the story as "stupid" and "stupid".

The operator who wrote the story probably loved me too much for the pen he created, and selfishly wanted to write me and Shen Ying as a pair, and the police illusion immediately made him die, and then replaced a guy who lacked talent but was obedient, and forced Shen Ying and Sister Bao to be a pair.

By the time the story of me and Shen Ying was widely circulated in the world, it was far from the truth. That story is operated by two authors, no matter how the world scolds the latter for being a dog-tailed mink, and how to choke for the life and death of me and Shenying, people can't see another version of the story.

Shen Ying and I have become classics of love and tragedy in the world. And this result is not what Shen Ying wants, he can't fight the police illusion no matter what, one is kind-hearted, the other is evil, and he has always been a foot tall and a demon is a foot high.

But that's all for later.

On this late autumn night, I died in Jiafu at the age of sixteen.

The death of a young girl in the flower season dealt a heavy blow to the old and young people of Jiafu who loved me deeply. The beloved daughter who lost her beloved daughter, Mother Jia, my grandmother is bound to cry to death.

This old man has given me ten years of love in place of my mother, and I can't care what kind of liver and intestines my death will cause her.

And Shen Ying, the second master of Jiafu, I am dead, how will he deal with himself?

I can't take care of it.

On this late autumn night, my soul fluttered up to heaven, and the police illusion had already been waiting for me outside the Nantian Gate, and she saw me and smiled with satisfaction, "I know that you will come back after ......" (to be continued......

PS: I saw everyone's message, and I wanted to stay up late last night to write for everyone, but I couldn't help it. Don't be in a hurry, the story of the world is well known, so I definitely won't spend pen and ink on it. After all, how can I write Cao Gong? Xie Lu, Xie Luo, Qiqi, Xie Lu, Xie Xi, Yang Yue, Xie Lu, Xie Xie's left-handed Linzi, and other readers who read the text and did not leave a message.